Dressing Biography

The early morning in winter is always foggy, and the ground is covered with snow, making it difficult to see the road ahead.Before the rooster crowed, my aunt got up to clean up.When I got up, I just had to pack up and go.Originally, the Chinese New Year is just around the corner, so Li Le can wait until the Chinese New Year is over before setting off.But because of a change in the plan, he wanted to take me on the road with my family, and it was not easy to ride a horse, so he bought a carriage for my aunt and me to sit in.Therefore, Li Le simply resigned in advance, so as not to delay everyone's trip due to his personal reasons.So when I walked out of the gate of Li Mansion, I didn't see Li Le's other colleagues. With his support, I stepped into the carriage with one step.Standing on the carriage, I watched the quiet Li Mansion sleeping in front of my eyes. There lived an unforgettable person in it. When I thought about being separated from her, I felt a little more lonely.Perhaps it was Li Le's instructions, but no one came to see him off this trip.My aunt and I were in the carriage, and a soldier drove the horse.Li Le was wearing heavy clothes and riding on a tall horse.In the carriage, I only heard Li Le's loud voice: "Let's go." The wheels of the carriage began to turn, and I also bumped along with it.Slowly raising the curtain, I saw that the door of Li's Mansion had been quietly closed. I don't know if Liang Shiqin is sleeping peacefully at this moment, or thinking about the direction I left.

The aunt on the side patted my shoulder lightly and told me: "Change clothes, we have already left. Don't watch it again." I knew that the aunt wanted to tell me not to think about her anymore.I slowly lowered the curtain, saw the white snow on the ground, and remembered that Liang Shiqin once held my hand and taught me to write big characters with branches in the snow.The handwriting was crooked, but she smiled happily.The corner of my mouth unconsciously evoked a smile.I know that even though we are thousands of miles apart, I don't need to think about it, Liang Shiqin is always in my eyes and in my heart.This is the emotion that is integrated into the flesh and blood, and the imprint that cannot be erased.

From Yanjing to the border town of the frontier fortress, the journey is long and it will take ten days without stopping day and night.Fortunately, the soldier who drove was carefully selected by Li Le, and his driving skills were stable and fast. It took more than a month to arrive at the border town after following Li Le's horse.The weather in the border town at this time is even worse than that in Yanjing, not only the heavy snow is falling, but also the biting cold wind.As soon as the curtain was lifted, a gust of strong wind blew over unceremoniously.I was not used to it when I first came, and I was almost knocked down by it.I immediately turned around and looked at my aunt. My aunt is weaker than me. It is not a good thing to fall ill after coming to the border town.Fortunately, although my aunt timidly twisted her neckline to prevent the domineering north wind from getting into her clothes, she leaned against the carriage with her eyes closed.I jumped off the horse immediately, and didn't notice that Li Le came to me after getting off the horse, ready to take my hand from the carriage, so I stretched out my hand and said to my aunt: "Auntie, come down quickly." Get out of the car.I held my aunt's arm, hoping to bring her some warmth.Bumping all the way from Yanjing to the border town, it is really hard for my aunt, so I want to take good care of my aunt in the only ten years.

"Go in." Li Le stood aside, guiding with his hands.I just looked at the place where I will be staying for ten years.Here are no longer blue bricks and black tiles, but earthen walls.There is no beautiful scenery with lush foliage and flowers here, but more awe-inspiring scenes under the strong wind.There are no old people I know here, only new faces that need to be memorized.I stopped for a while, looked around, and suddenly found that the feeling of desolation here had spread to my heart.I can't wait to get on the carriage again, rush back non-stop, throw myself into Liang Shiqin's arms, tell her how I miss her day and night, tell her that this place is different from Yanjing, tell her that I just set foot in the border town The land gave birth to the meaning of going home.

"Changing clothes." Seeing that I was distracted, Li Le yelled. I came back to my senses, thinking of him, smiled, helped my aunt, and approached my new residence under the welcome of Beifeng.

This house is very similar to Yasheju, except that the back room is missing.Apart from me, my aunt, and Li Le, there are also Aunt Zhang, the cook, and Aunt Zhang's son, Zhang Er, who runs errands in this house.When Li Le is not around, the house is taken care of by his wife.As soon as we entered the yard, Aunt Zhang warmly took care of us and went to the hall.As soon as the door was pushed open, the heat of the hall rushed in.Everyone stepped into the house in twos, keeping the north wind out.

"Hey, this is Madam." Aunt Zhang greeted me with a smile.

I was a little embarrassed, and I didn't know how to answer. Presumably, she regarded me as Li Le's official wife.Seeing my embarrassment, Li Le responded immediately: "Here, changing clothes is my only wife." I looked at Li Le in surprise, but he looked at me happily.My brows suddenly tightened, feeling restless.

"Hey, Mrs. Zhang greeted my wife." Mrs. Zhang bowed to me immediately, and she also pulled Zhang Er together.

I couldn't get used to it for a while, so I stood up quickly, and it was my aunt who walked over, helped Aunt Zhang up, and joked: "We will be a family in the future, why are there so many etiquettes. My family's dressing is also born as a servant, you are so polite , will scare her." After speaking, my aunt looked at me, and I nodded in agreement.

Seeing my embarrassment, Aunt Zhang laughed heartily again: "Li Le is really lucky, marrying such an unassuming wife, the second boy and I will have a good life in the future." After finishing speaking, everyone laughed.

After everyone warmed up, Li Le led me to the wing on the left: "This is our room in the future." Li Le looked around, "If you need to buy anything, just tell me." I looked at Li Le With a twinkle in Le's eyes, he shook his head.However, the place to sleep does not need to be luxurious, a bed and a few quilts are enough.Li Le scratched his head, and looked at me with some hesitation: "Tonight, you and Aunt Mu will sleep here first. Wait," Li Le glanced at me, then put it aside, "I'll move here when we really get married." At the thought of "getting married", my An Ning heart suddenly became agitated, and I was too embarrassed to look directly at Li Le.

Although I know that sooner or later I will sleep with Li Le, but I still feel somewhat repelled.I slowly took a step back and said, "I'll go see if Mrs. Zhang needs help." Then I walked away quickly, avoiding Li Le and this topic.

After entering the kitchen, my aunt was chatting happily with Aunt Zhang. When they saw me, they both smiled again.I am a little embarrassed to stagger the knowing eyes of the two of them: "Do you need me to do anything?"

"The kitchen is so small, what do I need you to do? You might as well ask Li Le what he wants to eat, he is tired enough after running around for so long." Auntie's words couldn't hide her pity, but I hesitated lowered his head.Seeing that I didn't want to go out, my aunt simply turned to Aunt Zhang and asked, "What does Li Le usually like to eat?"

"He eats everything. It is said that he was marching and fighting. He has eaten everything from ice, snow, sand, bark, and carrion, so he is not picky about food." Aunt Zhang said plainly, but it made me feel strange to Li Le. some admiration.Having been in Yanjing for a long time, I naturally don't know the hardships of fighting on the front line.For Li Le, these things that are commonplace to him are hard for me to imagine.His feats did not come easily.I walked to Aunt Zhang's side and reached out to pick vegetable leaves with them.

In the evening, Mrs. Zhang made the unique flatbread here, with vegetable leaves and minced meat in it. It was a bit hard to bite down, but the taste was still good.A thought suddenly appeared in my mind that if Liang Shiqin was holding this cake and gnawed it, I wonder if he would call out "I hit my teeth".

"Do you like to eat?" Li Le said suddenly.I looked at him dumbfounded.He said with a smile, "I see you are so happy eating. If you like it, just say, Mrs. Zhang is amazing at making this." After speaking, Li Le smiled and continued to eat cakes.In a moment of embarrassment, I put away my inadvertent smile and gnawed on the cake seriously.

Since Li Le has no distinction between master and servant, Aunt Zhang and Zhang Er both ate at the table.Enthusiastic Mrs. Zhang thought I really liked her pancakes, so she volunteered: "I'll do it tomorrow." I couldn't help but smile at her, and I was ready to eat pancakes earlier.I have to record this pain in my heart, and I must ask Liang Shiqin to get it back when I go back.

It was night, my aunt and I were lying on the bed side by side, the north outside the window was always clamoring, and I didn't feel sleepy.The tired aunt opened her mouth first: "Changing clothes, everyone is here, so let's live a good life with Li Le. Don't think about what you have or what you don't have."

"I see." Counting from the day I left Yanjing, it has been more than a month, and there are 110 nine months left, no, there are 110 eight months left, and I can go back.After going back, I will not leave Yanjing for half a step, and spend the rest of my life guarding Liang Shiqin in Yanjing.Thinking about it, my nervousness slowly relaxed, the feeling of exhaustion swallowed me, and I fell into the Kuroda dream in an instant. I don't remember what my aunt said afterwards.I only remember that in my dream, I dreamed of Liang Shiqin.Since leaving Yanjing, I can only meet Liang Shiqin in my dreams, a little sad and a little happy.Liang Shiqin falls into dreams frequently, wondering if she misses me as much as I miss her, so even though she is thousands of miles away, she will come here to pursue this dream in another place.

In the dream, I was walking on the loess of the border town holding Liang Shiqin's hand.In the dream, there was no strong wind, no heavy snowfall, and the streets in the border town were not as lively as Yanjing. Occasionally, there were some vendors selling things on the street.Pedestrians on the road saw both of us with sincere smiles.Even Mrs. Zhang, whom I met on the road, smiled and said to me: "This is your wife." We didn't answer, but we just hid the answer in endless smiles.I don't know how many roads I have traveled, and I led Liang Shiqin back to my home.Standing at the door was Zhang Er. When he saw us, he cupped his hands and called solemnly: "Ma'am." At this time, my aunt also stepped out of the door and said happily to us: "Hurry up and go in, the food will be served soon." It's cold." I looked at the real Liang Shiqin next to me, and jumped up and down: "Ma'am, we're home." Liang Shiqin also thought to me that the most beautiful thing was the smile on the corner of her mouth, which was satisfaction and satisfaction. Happiness is what you get after going through hardships.We held hands tightly and walked through the gate side by side.

The author has something to say:

I think this dream is good. Change clothes and keep going.