Dressing Biography

The young man knocked lightly on the door, and then said: "Young master, I have invited Miss Dressing to come to the hall for a gathering."

Liang Shiqin in her arms refused to let go, and neither did I.The two of them hugged like this, as if they wanted to freeze all future hugs into this moment.The little servant saw no movement, waited and waited, talked and talked.Only then did I slowly leave Liang Shiqin's hot embrace, and seeing her eyes that were already red from crying, I felt a burst of sadness in my heart.The world is really tormenting.Good days and bad days make both of us not pure.Gently wiped away the tears on Liang Shiqin's thin cheeks, I endured the angina, and said to her calmly: "If I leave this time, the mountains will be far away. You take good care of yourself in Yanjing, don't leave me alone again." I've lost weight." I don't know how Liang Shiqin survived these days, but I can feel the obvious firmness of her cheekbones under her thin skin under my fingertips.I don't know how Liang Shiqin will survive in the future, but I can see from her deep eyes that she has already outlined a blueprint for the two of us.Just wait for me to come back ten years later.

Liang Shiqin took my hand, leaned down slowly, and gently pressed a very shallow kiss on my thin lips, then stared at me confidently: "I'll wait for you." I looked at Her eyes were full of anticipation, and her melancholy heart also jumped up, and she nodded her head happily.I believe that the ten years without Liang Shiqin will not be very long.Because my heart and eyes are already filled with her every frown, smile, eyebrow, every word, every gesture. . .Enough for me to ponder and savor slowly in the boring future.

When I left and turned around, Liang Shiqin was still holding my hand and rubbing it unwillingly. Seeing her bowing her head and making these small movements that did not match her age identity, my heart was filled with happiness, and I reached out to touch her somewhat messy hair. Tell her affectionately: "I will go back as soon as I go." Looking forward to the next moment, I appeared in front of her with the attitude of returning home.

After hearing my words, Liang Shiqin reluctantly let go, but her head was still lowered, as if telling me that she really didn't want to watch me go.I branded Liang Shiqin's lonely appearance in my heart, my eyes turned red, and I quickly started to leave.I'm afraid that if I stay for a while, I won't be able to bear it anymore.

Following Xiaosi, I came to the hall. Before entering, I stopped for a while, hid my sad feelings behind me, and stepped into the threshold with a look of joy.As soon as they entered the room, they saw the whole family of the Li family sitting in the hall.The leader was Li's father and Li's mother, and Li Le was sitting on the left. When he saw me, he got up and walked towards me.Sitting on the right are Li Wen and He Yun.Except for Li Le who greeted me with a smile on his face, everyone else looked at me with a bit of melancholy.I had this thought in my mind: Even if I leave, I think Liang Shiqin will be well taken care of.A fake smile, full of a bit of sincerity.

Li Le introduced me to Father Li and Mother Li: "This is the real change of clothes." Especially the word "true" is very clear, as if to compare with someone.I don't really care.Father Li looked at me blankly, and nodded slightly, and Mother Li frowned again.After finishing speaking, Li Le took me to a seat, and then began to get to the point: "My request, the emperor has agreed. I don't know when I will be back when I leave tomorrow. When I am away, Liang Shiqin will take care of me Take care of the housework. Parents don’t have to worry about it. The son is away,” Li Le, who was nagging, suddenly looked at me, and his tone was a little aggravated. The joy that couldn't be hidden in my heart, but it didn't make a ripple in the lake of my heart.All I know is that I owe Li Le another point.In order to reduce the embarrassment, I simply bowed my head and did not look at it or care about it.Now that things have come to this, they can only bite the bullet and stagger according to Li Le's plan.

As soon as Li Le finished speaking, everyone was silent for a while.When he spoke again, it was Li Wen: "Brother, I don't know when you will be able to come back again. Don't worry about family matters. There are me and sister-in-law."

"Yes, brother, you can go and serve the country at ease. You don't have to worry about it at home." He Yun continued.

Even the gray-haired Mother Li said earnestly: "There is Shiqin at home, so you have nothing to worry about. It's just that it's hard for her." Mother Li sighed slightly.As soon as I looked up, I happened to see Mother Li looking at me with doubts, anxiety, and helplessness.I was so startled that I quickly lowered my head.It seems that Li's mother is worried that if Li Le leaves this time, he will be thousands of miles away from Liang Shiqin, and he will not come back until the year of the monkey.Mother Li's heartache for Liang Shiqin was expressed in unspeakable words.I thought in my heart, maybe I'm no longer attractive in front of Mother Li, but it doesn't matter, Liang Shiqin has already won her favor, so it's fine.I raised the corners of my mouth in relief.

Li's mother's blatant distress for Liang Shiqin made the atmosphere more dignified, but Li's father said: "Li Le is showing loyalty. It is what a courtier should do. Shiqin should be considerate. Since Shiqin has already Arranged to change clothes to take care of Li Le, you old woman has nothing to worry about. It's getting late, Li Le will leave early tomorrow morning, let's take some time to tidy up for them." Mother Li didn't dare to say anything, repeatedly nod.

Without Liang Shiqin, the family discussion ended so simply, and I, as the concubine Li Le took away, had already obtained everyone's acquiescence.Except for the hall, Li Le walked in front, and I walked slowly behind, seeing no one around, so I opened my mouth, then in the cold moonlight, I said to Li Le's tall back: "Thank you." Thank you Don't care, thank him for his tolerance, thank him for his concession.A "thank you" bears my infinite guilt.

Li Le stopped, turned around and looked at me, his eyes gleaming: "Why do you and I say thank you? After all the troubles, you still became my wife. If it wasn't for the military emergency, I would definitely throw a big banquet , Ming Media is marrying you and bringing you into Li’s mansion, so that everyone knows your existence. But it’s okay, when you get to the frontier, you can do whatever you want.” Listening to the smile in Li Le’s words, I just put aside with some guilt own line of sight.For Li Le, after all, he dared not face him sincerely.Seeing that I was silent, Li Le approached and held my hand, but it couldn't warm my heart.I calmly listened to him say: "Changing clothes, I wronged you before, and I, Li Leting, will never wrong you again. Whatever you want, just say it, even the stars and moons in the sky, I will come to you."

Li Le's palms had rough calluses, incomparable to Liang Shiqin's slender fingers.Li Le's love words are full of pride and passion, which cannot be compared with Liang Shiqin's soft whispers.Liang Shiqin is the person living in my heart, and Li Le is the person standing in front of my eyes.I gave Liang Shiqin all my promises, so naturally I wouldn't give Li Le a single cent.But Li Le's sincere dedication, I can't just ignore it.I slowly raised my head, looked at Li Le, saw Langyue clearly, and said, "I don't need Xingxingyueyue, I just hope that everyone will be well for the next ten years."

Li Le hugged me and whispered in my ear: "Yes."

In order to avoid wasting time when I went back, Li Le had already sent someone to notify my aunt, so I did not leave Li's mansion tonight, but went to the guest room. As soon as I opened the door, I saw my aunt happily coming over to hold me back Hand: "You were right to choose Li Le."

But I poured cold water on my aunt: "Didn't you let Aunt Li come here to help me and Li Le?" I saw my aunt's face collapse.Knowing that I said something serious, I breathed a sigh of relief: "Auntie, I know you are doing it for my own good, and I think Miss Seven is not worthy of what I do for her. But, in my heart, every Miss Seven is her. Living in this world, especially It's like the ladies from Liangfu, who didn't do something wrong with their conscience. It was just a way to protect themselves. I don't mind what she did to me. So, I hope you don't remember it in the future .”

My aunt laughed awkwardly, and pulled me to sit at the table: "You and Li Le are gone, I have nothing to worry about. However, the status of a concubine has wronged you." Saying this, my aunt sighed She looked at me in a tone of voice: "It's not that I'm slandering Seventh Miss when I change clothes, but that she just occupies the position of wife. If you and Li Le have children, don't you think about the children?" Auntie patted the back of my hand gently. , I saw her wet eye sockets suddenly aged a lot: "Changing clothes, status, status, it's really important..." At the end, my aunt choked up, loosened my hand, turned sideways, Wipe away your own fragile tears.

I seldom see my aunt crying, and my mind is full of thoughts, so I hugged my aunt quickly: "Don't cry, auntie. I know you are doing it for my own good. But, but I really don't want to fight for anything. It doesn't matter what your identity is. As long as everyone is happy." Auntie didn't respond, I just heard her sobbing, I thought, Auntie also had a bitter history, so she took it so seriously, afraid that I would repeat the same mistakes, like her, and suffer for the rest of my life.

My aunt wiped away her tears before she cheered up and looked at me.I saw the joy in my aunt's eyes.I know that she is not only worried that Liang Shiqin will occupy the magpie's nest, but also worried about the development of my improper relationship with Liang Shiqin.Staying away from Yanjing and Liang Shiqin is what my aunt is happy for.Therefore, I couldn't mention a single word to Liang Shiqin about my ten-year agreement, so I immediately changed the subject: "Auntie, will you go with me?"

My aunt thought without thinking: "Yes. From now on, my aunt will go wherever I go to change clothes. We will always depend on each other. If you have any problems, I can help you share them." After finishing speaking, the corners of my aunt's mouth slowly rose into a smile.I leaned in my aunt's arms, knowing that I was wrong in every possible way and had failed my aunt's expectations, so I could only say in my heart: I'm sorry, I love her.

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The mountains are long and the rivers are far away. You have a heart to bring along the road, and it is also close at hand.