Dressing Biography

Li Le came back very late and still smelled of alcohol, but he was not drunk.I pretended to comb my hair and watched his every move anxiously from the bronze mirror on the dressing table.For some reason, Li Le seemed to be in a bad mood, he tidied up in a hurry, and then went to bed.I dawdled in front of the bronze mirror for a while, until I heard his heavy snoring, I breathed a sigh of relief, and tiptoed into bed, but kept some distance from him deliberately, tucked in the quilt and fell asleep.For several days, Li Le was like this, I was very happy, but my aunt caught something and found a chance to ask me.I don't know the reason for Li Le's abnormal appearance, so I just shook my head.This made my aunt frowned.

My aunt was even more furious when she saw that I was not in a hurry: "Are you happy to be quiet?" I tightly sealed the "yes" I wanted to blurt out in my mouth, and I couldn't let out half a sound, otherwise I would have to ask again. Was scolded by my aunt.Auntie knew that she was speaking too seriously, so she sighed, pulled my hand over, and patted slowly: "Changing clothes, you really don't know why?" Seeing my auntie looking at me with bright eyes, I could only helplessly shook his head.It is said that the same bed has different dreams, and I understand it.My aunt sighed again, hating iron for being weak: "That day was the wedding night," my aunt stopped talking, seeing my curious eyes flickering, and then continued, "When you get up, Li Leke Are you still there?" I shook my head.Auntie frowned even more: "Did he ask you anything?" Li Le has been falling asleep for the past few days, and we basically had no communication, so I shook my head again.My aunt played with my hand, and said bitterly: "No wonder, I didn't tell you about this." Many questions filled my mind.Auntie looked at my hands, and sighed slightly: "It's my mistake. Change clothes." Auntie raised her head again, her serious look surprised me a little: "You have to tell me the truth." Seeing Auntie like this Be careful, I also nodded solemnly.Then the aunt stopped beating around the bush and said, "That night, was it your first night?"

My aunt's question was like a bolt from the blue, and my mind suddenly went blank.I looked at my aunt with some puzzlement, and suddenly remembered that morning, when I opened the quilt and got out of bed, the quilt was clean and the sheets were clean.My brain suddenly exploded, and my ears turned red.I immediately put aside my aunt's questioning eyes, and said a little timidly, "Of course." These words trembled so much that even I could hear the lack of breath.

My aunt understood the panic I pretended to be calm at a glance. She didn't explain, but just held my hand and warned me with some melancholy: "Changing clothes, don't forget your current identity." Like a sleet of ice, it stings my body a bit.Coupled with Li Le's abnormality, I was even more afraid, so I took off my aunt's hand and hurried back to the house.

Close the door, I lay alone on the bed, thinking about my aunt's words, thinking about Li Le's performance, the answer was ready to come out.But what is the other truth?How could I have no impression.Could it be the days when you were sick?But I don't think Liang Shiqin will take advantage of others' danger.But the facts were right in front of him, and there was no room for doubting the second person.My anxious mood suddenly became much more comfortable.At least, the betrayal of the body is a little more redemptive.I figured it out, and I let go a lot.Stretching out his hand, he began to trace Liang Shiqin's appearance in the air, and said to himself: "You villain, you made me feel guilty all these days." After finishing speaking, she couldn't help smiling.

When Li Le came back, we were having dinner.He took the seat unceremoniously and ate heartily.At night, neither of us said anything.It was only after I slowly lay down on the bed that Li Le said: "Sleep in, you are not afraid of falling." After speaking, Li Le directly proved his strength with actions, and I was dragged into his arms .My body was very stiff, and he felt it clearly, and he comforted me in extremely gentle words: "Go to sleep, I'm tired too." After a while, I heard his steady breathing.Only then did I let go of my vigilance and slowly closed my eyes.

After a few more days of living in peace, Li Le started a new campaign against me.Although I was extremely reluctant, it couldn't resist his physical strength and the sense of guilt in my heart.During the day, Li Le had to patrol with the army, and at night he went home for dinner, occasionally had dinner with his colleagues, and led the troops out of the city to patrol for several days from time to time.In the eyes of my aunt, getting along with me is getting more and more harmonious.I don't want to pierce my aunt's good wishes, and pretend to treat Li Le as a guest.Only when she is alone will she express her infinite yearning for Liang Shiqin.

When the letter from Li's family was delivered, I couldn't wait to take it and open it.The whole article was written by Li Wen, and it only talked about trivial matters in the Li family. Most of it was to let Li Le take good care of himself and serve the country with peace of mind.I turned over and over and didn't see a single handwriting of Liang Shiqin, and the words mentioned about her were just a few short numbers of serving my in-laws and taking care of the housework conscientiously. There was indescribable sadness in my heart, and the loss on my face could be seen at a glance.Fortunately, Li Le is not here, otherwise my aunt would have to scold me again.There was no usable value in the letter, so I repacked the letter and put it on Li Le's desk. Then I lay down by the window and watched the oak trees in the courtyard flourishing. I didn't know what the weather was like in Yanjing.

Not long after, I started to vomit, my limbs were weak, and I almost fainted. It happened that Li Le was leading the army out of the city, and my aunt was so frightened that she hurriedly sent Zhang Er to ask for a doctor.The doctor opened his eyes and smiled when he got the first pulse: "It's the happy pulse." My aunt couldn't help weeping with joy when she heard it. Aunt Zhang was even more excited and asked Zhang Er to find other officers to communicate with Li Le, while I looked at him in astonishment. doctor.Adhering to his medical spirit, the doctor solemnly gave me this heavy blow again.I was short of breath and almost fainted. I kept thinking in my mind, what would Liang Shiqin think if this news reached her ears? go.My brain suddenly swelled and ached.

The doctor left the miscarriage pharmacy and left, and Mrs. Zhang went to get the medicine herself.My aunt was sitting by my bed, she couldn't stop the tears of joy: "Changing clothes, you finally got out of your head." My aunt's words made me unacceptable.Where did I get out of it, it was clear that I was getting deeper and deeper.But I couldn't confide the pain in my heart to my aunt, so I had to close my eyes, and every breath was heavy and long, waiting for the storm in my heart to subside.

When Li Leben arrived home, several days had passed.He couldn't believe that looking at me sitting on the bed in front of him, he was a little hesitant, a little excited, and even spoke incoherently: "I, you, are going to be a father. I am going to be a father." In the last sentence, Li Le is Roared out.The shock made my ears a little uncomfortable, and I turned my head away not to see the undisguised joy on his face.As expected, Li Le's first reaction after calming down was: "I'll write a letter to tell my family right away." I was about to stop it, but my aunt came in with the medicine, so I stopped talking, imagining that I was catching a cold. Shiqin's various reactions after knowing the situation.

In order to keep the child, I lay on the bed for more than ten days before I was allowed to get out of bed and move around.But my aunt ordered that I was not allowed to go out of the gate, so I had to walk around in the courtyard.Looking at the bright sun between my fingers, I calculated that it has been half a year since I came to the border town. If this child comes to the world safely, it will be early next year.I don't know where Li Le's family letter is?I wonder what expression Liang Shiqin will have when he sees it?She is such a calm person, she should not run wild in front of the Li family.I lowered my head and looked at my flat stomach, not knowing whether the little thing inside was male or female.If it's a girl, I'll feel at ease if she looks like Liang Shiqin.

The beacon fires in the border towns ignited from time to time.I can often hear the sound of orderly and heavy footsteps outside the gate. I know that there is nothing wrong with one gate, but bloodthirsty killings outside the other gate.I was walking in the courtyard stroking my chubby belly when there was a knock on the door.I saw that my aunt and Mrs. Zhang were busy in the kitchen, and Li Le was not at home, so I went to open the door myself.Outside the door is the messenger.Seeing the family letter from Li's house, I was so excited that I gave him all the copper coins in my sleeve, and then put the letter in my sleeve and quietly returned to my room.Although I know that Liang Shiqin's words will never appear in the family letter, let alone express her missing of me, but I just can't hold back my inner curiosity and desire, and want to be the first to know everything about her.

Carefully opening the letter, I scanned through Li Wen's stereotyped exhortations, and when I saw the word "big sister-in-law", I stopped in a hurry, and carefully pondered every word with my excitement: as soon as the big sister-in-law learned about the second sister-in-law When she was pregnant, she immediately asked me to let my brother take good care of her to ensure the safety of mother and child.Seeing the word "Ping An", my tears have already flowed down.Choking, my eyes are already blurred and I can't read the words clearly.I put the letter aside, feeling unspeakable joy and melancholy in my heart.I really don't know what kind of expression and tone Liang Shiqin told Li Wen, asking him to tell Li Le instead, to keep me safe.When I think of Liang Shiqin not blaming or resenting, but worrying about me first, my heart twitches, and the troublemaker in my stomach twitches, which makes me smile through tears: "She likes it." You bullied me, and now you are bullying me again. You two can't fight together to bully me." The troublemaker seemed not happy, and kicked more fiercely.I put my hand on my stomach lightly, and asked softly: "Do you want to see the prosperity of Yanjing, feel the gentle seasons, and stay by her side for a long time?" Regularly kicking and kicking slowly, it seems to be responding and agreeing.I changed into a comfortable position, patted my stomach gently, and smiled knowingly: "In the future, let her teach you how to play the piano, write, read, and paint..." I closed my eyes and thought about Liang Shiqin's versatility. Deeply fascinated by it.

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