【Norley】Ultramarine Deep White

Drifting in the gap of time, the increasing thoughts have already been separated from each other.

19

Norman was slightly stunned as if he didn't hear it. Emma raised her voice and spoke again, "I have seriously decided to form a family with Ray. I hope Norman can support me."

Emma's sincerity in wanting to form a family with herself is undoubtedly firm and shining. Ray's heartbeat should be accelerated because of the warm love, but the premise is that he doesn't know that Norman loves Emma and is not pregnant with Norman's child , and did not see the stiffness of Norman's knuckles.

Like Pluto covered in ice and snow, the secret and unknown obsessions are falling apart.

The sky was overcast and the wind was blowing suddenly. Norman's expression was indescribable. Although he had a gentle smile on his face, the quill pen dipped in ink could not be held firmly, and it broke crisply in the palm of his hand.

Lei was devastated by the consequences of not being able to stop it. He sighed deeply and rushed in to grab Emma, ​​"Emma! What the hell are you trying to do?"

"I want to tell everyone about my decision and let Ray know that I'm serious and I'm not playing tricks. Because I don't want myself to regret it, and I don't want Ray to regret it!" Pulling away Ray's imprisonment, Emma looked back, Norman's There is no smile in the smile, I don't know what I am thinking.

"I know you mean it, but I refuse."

Discussing the matter of forming a family with Emma in front of Norman makes people feel a sense of betrayal that they can't explain why. The three of them are free and shouldn't have such emotions. God knows why he is afraid now, afraid of Noah Man saw the clues, and was afraid that Norman would be unhappy, and that Norman would smile and bless them. Lei almost suspected that Emma did this on purpose, and it was not good to entangle her. She wanted to hit Norman in front of him.

"Why refuse?"

"Didn't you say it yesterday?" Lei's breath was a little disturbed. The reason yesterday obviously cannot be used here, and the pregnancy cannot be exposed.And the longer Norman's silence made him feel worse, he wanted to take Emma away tactfully, "Let's talk about it in another place."

"No!" As if seeing Ray's embarrassment to a certain existence, Emma unreasonably refused, and instead pulled him to Norman's side, "I want Ray to tell me the reason in front of Norman."

Norman peeped at Lei inquiringly, squinting his eyes and questioning something with his eyes. He met Norman's gaze with an unconscious possessive desire. Can't give.The two fought silently, and Lei had the advantage in his skillful evasion. He pushed Emma, ​​"There is no reason, don't disturb Norman, let's go."

"If there is no reason, then there is room for acceptance!"

"Whatever you say, follow me."

"I won't go, if Ray doesn't accept me, I won't go." Emma was so stubborn that she went to catch Norman, using Norman's position to stay where she was, Ray's headache was splitting, there was really nothing he could do about Emma, ​​he had no choice but to Don't lie in front of Norman, "I just refuse now, and I don't say that I will refuse in the future."

"What does Ray mean...will form a family with me in the future?"

"I think the best age to start a family is around 29."

"But..." Lei guessed that Emma couldn't help but mention his pregnancy, so he simply hugged Emma horizontally and tried to drag her away, "Don't be so, let's talk about it when we go out."

"But Norman hasn't spoken yet!" Emma didn't want to mention the pregnancy, but kept struggling in Lei's arms, hoping to get Norman's opinion, "Norman, what does Norman think?"

Looking at the close and compatible two, Norman spoke slowly, unable to hear any emotion.

"I support Emma's decision."

"Really?! Will Norman support it? I hope Norman can bless us!"

Emma was overjoyed to get Norman's approval.Norman didn't mention why Emma suddenly wanted to form a family with Ray. For the first time, he didn't want to get to the bottom of it. Who was the thing that was taken away from him, and who was the one who took away the thing that belonged to him?Can't tell the priority.He thinks he is resisting the announcement that Emma likes Ray or Ray likes Emma, ​​neither announcement is good, but it is indeed good if the two get together, his dark selfishness is irrelevant,

"Well, I will bless Emma and Ray."

Norman's blessing was sincere and from the heart, Ray opened his eyes wide in disbelief, then he put down Emma, ​​put his clenched right hand into his trouser pocket, and walked away quickly without saying a word, no one looked at him, no one cared .Vincent, who was quietly watching the three of them for a long time, was very puzzled by the current situation. He couldn't help asking Emma, ​​"Why do you two suddenly want to form a family?"

"Because of Lei..." Emma was interrupted by Lei from the door just as she opened her mouth, "It's nothing."

On the way back to the room, Lei planned to fall from somewhere later, and use self-destruct means to make the innocent new life in his belly disappear from the world. He just wanted to deal with it quietly, and he didn't want to be known.As a result, the situation became like this, and it was fine if Vincent didn't ask. From the moment Vincent's question was put on the table, Norman might have already made a judgment in his heart.

After a while, Emma chased after him panting and apologized.

"Ray, I'm sorry, don't be angry for me, okay?"

"I'm not mad at you, never have been."

He was just angry at himself, why didn't he reject the desire in his heart from the beginning, cut off the root cause, it's not that he didn't leave everyone, go to some unknown place to give birth to the child, and then raise the child alone.But that was just making the mistakes even more wrong, repeating his lonely life since he was a child, and then embarking on a whirlpool of self-loathing.

"I know, Ray is angry with himself." Emma lowered her head.

"Things have already happened, it's useless to apologize, just look at me." Ray stopped and held Emma's shoulders, and Emma slowly raised her head like a squirrel who did something wrong, "Ray..."

"When are you going to go to the seven walls?"

"In a few days."

"How many days is it? Don't you think that adult is strange?"

"Where does Ray mean?"

"Like asking you to bring six things instead of seven."

"Seven things? And the golden water!"

"Ah." Something flashed in Lei's mind, "I'm sorry, I've been a little confused recently. Reorganize the information on the seven walls and collect items: human blood, ghost bones, hydrangea specimens, the seventh day hit Your seventh stone, the hair on your forehead, the prayer of the thorn bird, the golden water. The goal is the infinite place between day and night."

"Land of Infinity?"

"8 reversed is ∞, which means infinity."

"So that's the case! I didn't even notice it."

"Don't worry, it's not normal until you find out."

Then the two walked back talking and laughing. Taking advantage of the easing of the atmosphere, Emma tentatively said, "Will Lei now form a family with me? I'm really serious."

Ray understood that Emma didn't form a family for the sake of forming a family, but that he didn't want to see death at all. He pondered for a long time, and told Emma, ​​both true and false, "I will be born, even if it is only me. Raise him, accompany him, and I will give birth to him, and I will try my best to give him happiness, let him grow up healthily, and live freely."

"Can you make him happy without me?" Emma tilted her head to look at Lei, and Lei affirmed, "Yeah."

Behind the beautiful promise is the choice that Lei killed tonight. He has no conditions to extract mifepristone for abortion, but purslane that can make pregnant women contract uterus is everywhere, cut off and eat immediately.He was well prepared, and any more stimulation would bleed and miscarry.

"I understand."

"It's good that you understand, don't tell me about forming a family."

"Even so, I want to be his mother!"

"Hey!"

"I'm going to be the baby's mother, I'm going to be, I'm going to be! Ray!"

"...He is short of a mother, you can be one if you want."

Anyway, there will be no flesh and blood left tomorrow, so it doesn't matter who will be the parent of his child.

As night fell, after dealing with a lot of business, Norman casually mentioned Ray and Emma, ​​Vincent understood, and took out a document specially recording the whereabouts of the two to report.

"Emma is recording our shift time and the whereabouts of the boss, and follows Lei during the rest of the time. Lei spends three hours in the library every day. According to the amount of dust in each book, he has been studying Cuneiformscript, Old Testament The Apocalypse and the ancient Egyptian texts, and . . . a lot of books on medicine."

"Vincent, bring him to meet me."

"Now?" Vincent closed the document, and Norman said in a rare urgent tone, "immediately."

to be continued