【Norley】Ultramarine Deep White

If I'm like that flower that's fleeting, I'll wither alone after seeing your smile.

18

"It's not good at all." Lei Li refused without hesitation, "I refuse."

It would be a lie not to be shocked by this move, but he knows Emma, ​​and Emma is the one who can say this. Every life in Emma's eyes is worthy of freedom, happiness, and real enjoyment of what life brings. He is thrown out of the mud by Norman's sacrifice, and then embraced by Emma with all his heart, so he has the opportunity to embrace the sunshine at this moment.

"Why? I want to know the reason!"

"I'm not fit to start a family with anyone and I don't want to have kids."

"I think it's very suitable. Lei is very good at cooking, very rational, and always takes care of me. Being with Lei makes me feel at ease... I don't want to think about anything. Is this Lei's serious idea?"

If he could, he didn't want to be a murderer, and the flowers would fall when he had no choice.

The world is so beautiful, so cruel.

"At least more seriously than you."

"I am no less serious than Lei! I have already thought about it, I want to form a family with Lei, and then work hard to take care of the baby and younger brothers and sisters, so that everyone can be happy."

The beautiful promises in the fairy tales have long been wiped out, but Emma is like the sun that stubbornly shines on the sun, warming the air so much that the air is at a loss, and the oxygen flow is suddenly thin.Lei stroked his forehead as if feeling helpless, "Emma, ​​do you know where the child came from?"

Emma nodded.

"Everyone, like Mary, was inspired by the Holy Spirit to give birth to offspring."

"..."

"Ray! What's that expression on your face!" Facing Lei's disgusted expression as if watching an ant jumping into a fire, Emma puffed her mouth and stomped her feet.Lei sighed slightly, to appease the girl's hair that stretched out because of anger but could avoid lightning, "Okay, I know you're serious, it's better to play with Gilda when I see Gilda, I prefer to be alone ,Bye-Bye."

"Wait, don't go..." Emma couldn't say anything, grabbed Lei who was about to leave, "I'm not playing tricks, I'm already thinking about the baby's name!"

"Don't tell me you're torn between being called Alan or Alice."

"How did Ray know that I was hesitating between these two names?"

"Fool." Illuminated by the bright light, Lei's eyes gradually softened.

"We have always been family members in the big family of GF, and we don't need to form a family."

"The family I'm talking about is a small family of me, Lei, and the little baby..."

"You're not human until you're born."

"How could it not be counted! It lives here!" Emma was a little excited, "I can still feel its activities, and it will be born soon, he will cry, and he will hold my finger..."

"This is my own problem, and I will solve it myself." Completely rejecting Emma's innocent proposal, Lei added, "Forget about it, and don't tell others."

"What if I say no."

"If you can't, I'll play hide-and-seek with you one last time, after a long time."

"hide and seek……"

"Let Emma never find my hide and seek."

After trying all kinds of methods, at least Emma didn't continue to entangle this matter. Lei read books, activities, and ate normally. Anna asked him what kind of plant the purslane he always eats recently, and he casually lied that it was for To clear away heat and bitterness.Lei went to bed early at night, and he became lethargic and easily fatigued. Fortunately, the width of his abdomen was within a controllable range. As long as he didn't touch it, he wouldn't notice any problems.

Listening to the heartbeat of another life in his body, resisting the urge to caress and talk, resisting the urge to think that this is Norman and his child, Lei fell into a deep sleep.

He had a nightmare.

Calling it a nightmare is not entirely accurate. In the dream, Norman ran away from him no matter how much he chased and shouted, he never looked back, and finally became a hypothermic corpse, broken into ashes and dissipated before his eyes.

The falseness and overheated emotions that leave a smile in vain will last forever.

——How can something that has a high probability of happening in reality be called a nightmare.

When he woke up suddenly, his face was full of tears.

Ray doesn't think he's a vulnerable person. The fact is that he's surprisingly vulnerable. He can't stay alone in a dark room until dawn to confirm the truth.At four o'clock in the morning, Ray found Norman in a bedroom he had never set foot in.Norman was putting away the secret documents and preparing to go to bed, when he suddenly saw someone coming, he felt uncertain, "Ray?"

"..."

"are you……"

"No."

Under Norman's puzzled gaze, Lei turned his head to cover up.

"Have a nightmare?" Looking at Lei's reddened eyes, Norman can roughly guess what frightening things happened to Lei a few hours ago, and Lei is not awkward enough to deny the fact, Norman smiled, "If you're scared, sleep with me."

"It's not that I'm afraid, I'm just..."

"Lei, the quilt is very soft after being exposed to the sun."

"..."

"bring it on."

Ray still climbed into bed, not counting camping, and this was the first time he had slept with Norman since he was five years old. How should I put it, the feeling of sharing a bed with Norman was completely different from when he was a child.He was originally facing Norman, but after a while he felt uncomfortable and turned over indifferently.

"Well, Ray doesn't want to see me that much?"

The bedside lamp was not blown out, and Norman's tone seemed to be isolated by Ray.

"If I don't want to see you, I won't be here." Lei suddenly turned around. The distance between the two was too close, and the heartbeat and breathing converged to anxiety. He pushed Norman away, "Go over."

"Haha, you're so welcome, Lei, it's obviously my bed."

"You invited me to sleep together, blame yourself."

"It's too much."

"Anyway, don't get too close to me."

"It's really not good to sleep too close, it's easy..." Norman backed away silently, and Lei simply grabbed the whole pillow and interrupted, "I hate sleeping on the same pillow as someone else."

"I don't hate it."

"It's better for us to keep our distance." Embracing his hot heartbeat, and confirming the unclear outline of Norman in the flickering firelight, Lei Anxin closed his eyes, "Good night, Norman."

"Good night."

Looking at Lei who was sleeping peacefully, Norman stretched out his hand, and retracted the moment his fingertips were about to touch the skin, and then he also closed his eyes.After praying that Ray would no longer be disturbed by nightmares.

Maybe it was because of peace of mind that Lei didn't get up until noon the next day, and of course Norman wasn't around, so he yawned and left. Everyone he met on the road gave him strange looks of excessive attention, so he resisted asking What, until I heard the lively discussion between Oliver and Kieran at the entrance of the restaurant, "I just said that Emma and Ray are a couple..."

Realizing that something was wrong, Lei immediately went to look for Emma, ​​but Emma was not in the room, Barbara told him with a very gossipy look: Emma was at the boss's side.

There is no worse situation than this.

Ray no longer knew where his sanity was located, he just wanted to stop Emma's actions, if Emma wanted to prove her seriousness as he imagined.He rushed to Norman's office in a hurry. There were only three people in the huge space. Emma stood in front of Norman's desk, earnestly hoping for support, "Norman, maybe it's a little sudden."

"Emma?"

"Listen to me, I'm determined to start a family with Ray."

to be continued