【Norley】Ultramarine Deep White

I have been alone since I was born, and I have never embraced dreams and left scars.

17

Is this the birthday present for this year?It just sucks.

Looking through all the medical books he could find overnight, Lei tried to keep calm. Unfortunately, he couldn't keep rational in the face of this situation. He was not an ignorant teenager, but he was not an adult with rich experience in life. And the destructive power is almost destructive, breaking his habitual stability and self-restraint.

It was definitely the last time... He couldn't help hammering the table, and several paperback books were knocked to the ground by the reaction. He picked them up and put them back in place, and began to reflect on his actions.He can't panic and shouldn't be flustered, the matter has come to this point, it's useless to regret it any longer, seeing the white belly of Tianjia outside the window, Lei took a deep breath, and then returned to his normal expression.

In any case, in short, Norman must not know.

He doesn't have the impression of leaving that kind of thing in the genital cavity. He doesn't know why he became pregnant, but as long as he combines with someone, even if he doesn't stay in it, there will be remaining sperm. Omega is born with a physique for conception, even if he doesn't want to admit it. Admit that I exist to reproduce offspring, and pregnancy is very easy and taken for granted.

The question now is what to do with this new life.There is no doubt that he could not be born. The union between him and Norman was a mistake from the beginning, and the child is the ironclad evidence of the mistake. He has to find a way to destroy the corpse, instead of following the instinct to give birth, and let the two spend a lot of time. To bear the consequences of mistakes for life.

Ordinary omega will give birth to 3-8 children in a lifetime, and omega that is specially supported as a reproductive tool and omega that is abandoned by a partner and lives on the street will give birth to 8-10 children in a lifetime. Strong ability, miscarriage will not affect the next pregnancy, let alone sterilization.

He wanted to take advantage of the short time to quietly dispose of the new life in his belly.However, there is still no guarantee that she is really pregnant, because a pregnant omega does not have a regular estrus period, so Lei decided to make preparations first, and when there is an obvious pregnancy reaction in the next month, he will directly kill it.

Thinking that Lei got up and was about to go back to sleep, when he ran into Norman who was looking for him.

"Happy birthday Ray."

"Today is not my birthday."

"I'm only free today, I hope Lei can accept the gift and forgive me."

"Thank you, although this is not what I want."

"Huh?" Norman was a little surprised. He had never seen Lei asking for anything in a roundabout way. This was the first time, so he asked cooperatively, "Then what does Lei want?"

Norman's birthday gift to Lei was animal taxidermy, a black phoenix butterfly sealed in an exquisite glass frame, and the momentary struggle of death was cruel and poignant.Lei looked at it with pity for a long time, then looked up at Norman. He had the urge to tell something, which was out of human nature.Restraining the sensibility of eagerness, he seeks a clear answer in the blurred boundaries from Norman for the first time, even though he has been born to death, no longer cares about the heart of love, but boils his feelings into dew vapor and flows into the clouds.

"I want you to live for me, never give up your life, and live on forever."

After speaking, Lei walked to the window, not daring to look back at the most flawless truth and deepest selfish desire in his heart.Without too much shock, without too much hesitation, Norman quickly weighed his feelings for the request of the person in front of him, and quickly and gently refused, "Sorry, the only thing I can guarantee is to let you and Emma live, and live forever."

"Really."

Should it be expected? Lei shook his head, then broke the photo frame, took out the specimen and put it in his palm. Norman just watched, watching Lei let the complete butterfly body out of the window by the north wind, and the broken wings Fluttering and falling, the arc is very beautiful.

"Ray?" Norman showed disbelief.

"Since it was given to me, I have the right to decide that it is free." Throwing the broken glass photo frame into the trash can, Ray passed by Norman, and confessed his unconfused heart for the second time, "I like you, but You have no right to like me."

It was as if solid ice stood up between the two of them in an instant, and with the wind blowing at minus fifteen degrees, Norman was stunned for a moment, smiling and lowering his eyes, "Well, I think so too."

"so……"

"So, I don't like Ray anymore."

Ray didn't know what his expression was now. He felt that Norman's expression was not very good-looking, and he should be similar, but Norman would not speak to death, at most he would be vague.His eyes swept over his lower abdomen, and he put his arms around Norman, "I'm hungry, let's go eat."

"Okay. But what did Ray stay up late reading in the library?"

"Emma dreamed that the grown-up was calling, asking her to pray over the thorny bird."

"Do you know what the Prickly Bird's prayer is?"