before and after

Ye Ruixin's appearance at this time can be described as terrifying.His sunken eyes were cloudy, and his face was as pale as death.His eyes stared blankly ahead without blinking.The body began to tremble, accompanied by irregular convulsions.

Liang Xiao got up and went to the bathroom to find a towel, and gagged Ye Ruixin's mouth.Just in case he bites himself when he's delirious.Then carefully inspect Ye Ruixin's head.Fortunately, there was nothing serious, Liang Xiao was a little relieved, but Ye Ruixin's physical condition deteriorated sharply, and his whole body was gradually in a terrible convulsion.

"I'm going to get the sedative and I'll be right back."

Liang Xiao knew that Ye Ruixin might not really hear these words, but he still said them gently.Unable to bear to look any further, Liang Xiao got up and took out the spare key from the drawer, and went downstairs to get the medicine box.

Liang Xiao untied one of Ye Ruixin's arms from the bed sheet.The sedative was pushed into the needle tube, but there was almost no room for injection in the tendons on Ye Ruixin's arm.Red, piercing pinholes had scabbed his veins, a mark that would last his entire life.

Liang Xiao finally found a place where he could inject, and slowly injected the sedative.Liang Xiao didn't use too many measurements.Because in addition to the side effects of drugs, it is more important that drug detoxification requires people to gradually adapt to the state of no drugs from the body, rather than relying on another external substance.Medicines are used for relief only when the patient's body is in an unmanageable situation.In case of accidents.

Ye Ruixin's mind became more and more confused, but his body struggled intermittently uncontrollably.

Seeing the person he cherished the most lost all his appearance and became frighteningly insane.Liang Xiao only felt his throat tighten, and the heart-wrenching pain spread throughout his chest.A sour feeling rose from the tip of the nose, but the tears stayed in the eye sockets and did not fall.Like clotted blood, heavy and dense, unable to pass through the tear duct.

Liang Xiao held Ye Ruixin in his arms and hugged her tightly.Feel his pain, his struggle.Liang Xiao hoped that he could transmit his strength to him through this embrace, which was the only thing he could do at the moment.

The night is extremely long.

The sky suddenly brightened, and Liang Xiao covered his eyes with his hands to adapt to the strong light.In a daze, he saw Ye Ruixin open the door and come out of the room.Liang Xiao got up and chased after him, but it was too late to catch him.

Fear swept over, waking Liang Xiao up instantly.The moment he became conscious, Liang Xiao subconsciously wanted to get up and chase after him.It wasn't until then that he realized that he had been holding Ye Ruixin tightly all night and never let go.

It was past seven o'clock in the morning, and Liang Xiao had only slept for more than three hours.Ye Ruixin's state last night did not calm down until about four o'clock in the morning.It was probably at that time that Liang Xiao felt drowsiness descending like the sky collapsing.

Letting go of the arm, the soreness of the muscles all over the body swept over.Liang Xiao looked sideways at Ye Ruixin who was beside him. Although he was tied up, he was in a deep sleep.The effect of the sedative has not completely worn off.

Liang Xiao carefully took the towel out of Ye Ruixin's mouth, and the hand that was about to let go of the sheet stopped at the end.In the end, Liang Xiao didn't untie Ye Ruixin, but just put him on the bed and lay down.

Liang Xiao had to go to the hospital to hand over work today.There was no one at home who could take care of Ye Ruixin, so he didn't dare to take the risk of loosening the bed sheet.

It is definitely not a pleasant thing to see Ye Ruixin still tied up.Liang Xiao looked at Ye Ruixin's face, his cheeks were thin and sunken, with the peculiar grayness of drug addicts.And the grime left on my face from last night's pain.

Liang Xiao picked up the towel and went to the bathroom to wash it with hot water.There was a tingling sensation immediately when the hands touched the hot water.The struggle last night left many deep and shallow scratches on Liang Xiao's body, covering his upper arms and the back of his hands, and some deep wounds were still bleeding.The hot water revived the senses, and the pain continued.Liang Xiao turned off the faucet and put down the towel, opened the medicine box and treated the wound briefly.Waterproof bandages were pasted on the deeper openings.The palm of my left hand feels sore when I do delicate movements, and I can see that the bruises have appeared when I look closely.This was left when she protected Ye Ruixin's head with her hands last night.Liang Xiao moved his left hand, and made a few movements to check whether the injury hurt the muscles and bones.After confirming that there was nothing serious, Liang Xiao continued to pick up the towel and wash it with hot water.

Returning to the bed with a moist and warm towel, Liang Xiao wiped away the stains on Ye Ruixin's face bit by bit.Liang Xiao understands Ye Ruixin's character, that delicate and elegant Ye Ruixin who always has a cold fragrance, how to accept her current appearance.In this way, at least when Ye Ruixin wakes up, he won't be too embarrassed.

I don't know when Ye Ruixin will wake up, and I don't know how he will wake up.Liang Xiao didn't dare to waste any more time.He covered Ye Ruixin with the quilt on the side, then found a water bottle that could be drunk with a straw, filled it with some warm water, and placed it where Ye Ruixin could drink it easily.

After checking the doors and windows of the room, Liang Xiao suddenly remembered something before leaving.He picked up a pen and paper and wrote a note, telling Ye Ruixin that he would be back soon.The note was placed in a conspicuous place next to the kettle, Liang Xiao looked around again, and locked the door after making sure there was nothing wrong.

This is the most appropriate method that Liang Xiao can think of for the time being.

Liang Xiao went back to his room and took a shower.You don't need to look in the mirror to know that you don't look too good right now.He doesn't want his personal affairs to interfere with the last part of his work, and a hot shower can make things look a lot better.

Standing under the shower with eyes closed, let the hot water fall from the head.Every inch of the body can feel obvious fatigue, accompanied by a large area of ​​muscle soreness.This kind of tiredness is different from the local swelling of muscles after strenuous exercise, and more mental.In the past, the operation of more than ten hours in a row was not as good as the several hours last night.After the operation, people can get complete relaxation, and most of the recovery can be recovered after a night's sleep.But at this moment, Liang Xiao's nerves were tense and he couldn't relax.As soon as he thought that he would leave Ye Ruixin alone at home, the uncontrollable anxiety began to make people restless.

After taking a quick shower, Liang Xiao replaced the wet bandages on his hands, and shaved off the beard that had grown overnight.The mirror showed the scratches on his face and neck at a glance, so Liang Xiao had no choice but to take another turtleneck sweater.Fortunately, it was winter, and the marks on his face were very light. After dressing neatly, except for the cuts and bruises on the back of the hands, other marks were covered up.

On the way to the hospital, Liang Xiao called a friend.She is a nurse Liang Xiao met at work a few years ago, and now works in a voluntary drug rehabilitation center.Calling at this time obviously disturbed the other party's rest, but Liang Xiao didn't want to delay a minute.The phone rang a few times and was picked up. After apologizing, Liang Xiao gave a simple and clear introduction to Ye Ruixin's situation.

The nurse was very surprised to hear the news of Liang Xiao's resignation. She gave a lot of pertinent suggestions and hoped that Liang Xiao could change his mind and send his friend to a drug rehabilitation center.

After yesterday's understanding, Liang Xiao knew that this was indeed a better choice.In the past, he would definitely choose the optimal solution, but this time, it was the first time that Liang Xiao stood on the opposite side of reason.

Liang Xiao can deal with life and death rationally, but he can't calmly face Ye Ruixin, who he lost and regained.Ye Ruixin once died in his life, but now he is alive again.There is nothing more emotional than finding something lost.

Liang Xiao is like a lamp holder guarding the fire, and Ye Ruixin is like a candlelight.In this windy and rainy season, Liang Xiao can only feel at ease by looking at him with his own eyes and protecting him in his palm.

On the phone, Liang Xiao repeatedly insisted on asking a friend to help him and asked if he could get supplementary drugs from the drug rehabilitation center for the same fee.If possible, he hoped that it could be done as soon as possible.

The nurse promised Liang Xiao to take care of him, and would call him back to tell him the exact time later.

Liang Xiao's apartment was not far from the hospital, only a 20-minute drive away, and when he hung up the phone, he just drove into the gate of the hospital.Yesterday Liang Xiao made his wishes very clear on the phone.After seeing the resignation letter, the hospital knew that it was impossible to keep him, so he proposed to stay without pay, and emphasized that there is no time limit for the suspension.As long as Liang Xiao is willing to come back, the hospital welcomes him at any time.

Liang Xiao was somewhat reluctant to leave this career. When he focused on his hands, a slight pain came from his palms.Whether he can return to the operating table of cardiac surgery, Liang Xiao himself does not know the answer.

After expressing his gratitude, Liang Xiao returned to his office and handed over all the patient information in his hands to other colleagues.At this time, he is very grateful that he has the habit of keeping a detailed case diary, which not only greatly saves the handover time, but also explains to the patients more.

Liang Xiao usually has a good relationship with his colleagues.The profession of a doctor is different from ordinary people, and they must understand that there must be important reasons for Liang Xiao to make such a sudden decision.The colleagues tacitly did not ask any more questions, but wished Liang Xiao all the best and shook hands with him one by one to say goodbye.

When he walked out of the hospital, Liang Xiao's phone rang.

The nurse called back and said that if it is a voluntary detoxification, I need to sign the regulations, but behaviors like Liang Xiao are actually more inclined to buy drugs.It's just that the doctor in the drug rehabilitation center needs to go back to his apartment with Liang Xiao to check and evaluate Ye Ruixin's physical condition.And he must sign a waiver agreement to complete the whole set of procedures.If Liang Xiao's time is convenient, he can do it now.

The drug rehabilitation center was not far from the hospital, so Liang Xiao drove there immediately.Then the drug rehabilitation center sent a doctor to follow Liang Xiao to his home to check Ye Ruixin's physical condition.

Along the way, the staff told Liang Xiao a lot of things to pay attention to, including how to use the straitjacket.And told Liang Xiao not to underestimate the destruction of people's willpower by drugs.Tell Liang Xiao not to believe what the drug addicts say, they can do everything they can, and they must not be soft-hearted.

After yesterday's experience, Liang Xiao nodded solemnly.

When the staff followed Liang Xiao to the room, Ye Ruixin was already awake.His eyes were a little dazed, looking straight ahead without focus.Liang Xiao called his name.Ye Ruixin slowly turned her head and looked in the direction of the voice.

Ye Ruixin's mood seemed calm, without much fluctuation.Liang Xiao untied the sheets that bound Ye Ruixin, and massaged his hands and feet so that he could activate his blood vessels as soon as possible.According to the usual practice, the doctor asked Ye Ruixin some basic information, his relationship with Liang Xiao, and his willingness to voluntarily quit drugs.

Ye Ruixin sat and listened to the doctor's questions.He looked directly at the doctor and listened very carefully.It's just that the whole person's reaction is much slower than usual.The doctor's questions seemed to be rearranged and reorganized in his brain, and some transformations were required to understand and respond.

Ye Ruixin replied sentence by sentence, using very short words.After listening to his personal voluntary detoxification, the doctor gave Ye Ruixin an agreement and asked him to confirm and sign it after reading it.

Ye Ruixin looked down at the agreement, and Liang Xiao was beside him confirming the content of the agreement together.Most of them are some disclaimer clauses, and there are no other problems.Ye Ruixin signed the agreement and handed it over to the doctor.Next is the last part, Ye Ruixin needs to do a simple physical examination.

The doctor checked Ye Ruixin with the equipment he carried with him, and told Ye Ruixin that they would pay regular home visits within the contract until the contract was terminated or canceled midway.

Even if the whole process is done so far.The doctor gave Liang Xiao medicine, most of which were calming and depression medicines.At the beginning, it can relieve a little, and it will not make the drug addicts feel too uncomfortable in the early stage of detoxification, so that they will be extremely resistant or depressed.

The doctor and Liang Xiao explained a few more words before leaving.Liang Xiao only sent it to the door of the room, then walked back to Ye Ruixin's side, poured him a glass of warm water and handed it over.

"Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere?"

Ye Ruixin drank from the cup with both hands.He looked very thirsty, and he gulped down a large glass of water.

"I ache all over."

Ye Ruixin was still holding the cup in his hand.His eyes were moist, and he looked at Liang Xiao softly.Putting the cup in Ye Ruixin's hand aside, Liang Xiao pulled Ye Ruixin's arm and massaged his muscles bit by bit.

"Is this better?"

"kindness."

In response, Ye Ruixin leaned towards Liang Xiao lightly.Ye Ruixin's actions surprised Liang Xiao, so he stopped for a while.

His slender body fell into his chest lightly and softly.Like a feather falling in the palm of the hand, it caused a wave of restlessness at a loss.Liang Xiao didn't know if Ye Ruixin felt the rapid beating of his heart.

After taking a deep breath as quietly as possible, Liang Xiao gently embraced Ye Ruixin in his arms.So Liang Xiao stroked Ye Ruixin's back with one hand, and continued to pinch Ye Ruixin with the other hand.

This kind of massage lasted for a while, and Ye Ruixin remained motionless in Liang Xiao's arms.Liang Xiao couldn't help but look down at Ye Ruixin, who was enjoying it peacefully with his eyes closed.Like a little rabbit clinging to his arms docilely, as if about to fall asleep.

"Have an appetite for food?"

The person in his arms shook his head.

"How about some food?"

"kindness."

"I'll put hot water for you, and I'll prepare breakfast while you take a bath."

"kindness."

Ye Ruixin slowly left Liang Xiao's body and sat by herself.Liang Xiao got up and went to the bathroom to fill Ye Ruixin with water, then took a new set of toiletries and put it next to Ye Ruixin's changed clothes.

After making arrangements for Ye Ruixin, Liang Xiao went downstairs to prepare breakfast.When he went out, he was too anxious and only drank some water.I didn't feel it before, but the aroma of cut oranges aroused my appetite.Ye Ruixin needed vitamin C supplementation, so besides the fruit juice, Liang Xiao made fried eggs and bacon for two.

Liang Xiao brought the prepared breakfast to the dining table, but there was no movement upstairs.Ye Ruixin has always taken a slow bath, besides, she is not feeling well now.Liang Xiao was not in a hurry, and was going to wait for him to go downstairs to have breakfast together.

While waiting for Ye Ruixin, Liang Xiao remembered that there was an orange left in the kitchen.Liang Xiao went back to the kitchen and removed the two ends of the orange, then cut it in half and sprinkled thick white sugar on the orange.The musket quickly heats the sugar on the surface of the orange.The surface of the sugar begins to coagulate into lumps, and the characteristic color and aroma of caramel follow.The fragrance of fresh orange is sweet and greasy to the nose.

Bang!

With a piercing sound, Liang Xiao turned around and saw Ye Ruixin.He held a sharp piece of porcelain in his hand.The sound just now was the sound of him knocking on the dinner plate, and the breakfast was poured directly on the table.Before this, Liang Xiao was sure that he did not hear any sound, which meant that Ye Ruixin did not hesitate at all.

Liang Xiao suddenly understood that this was definitely not Ye Ruixin's whim.In those eyes full of sternness, there was no trace of the soft look just now.Ye Ruixin has already removed all his disguises, his meekness, his reliance, everything is an illusion.It was his careful strategy to let himself be taken lightly.

"Let me go."

Ye Ruixin glared at Liang Xiao with red eyes.His hands trembled because of the force, the bone china was thin and sharp, as if it was going to cut his palm at any moment.

"I say it again! Let me go!"

Ye Ruixin held the fragment tightly in his hand, it was his only minion.The craving for heroin tortured Ye Ruixin both physically and psychologically.Ye Ruixin backed up and walked towards the door, holding up the tile and threatening Liang Xiao not to approach her again.

The crack in the bone china was as sharp as a blade, and as Liang Xiao approached step by step, the distance between the two of them was threatened inch by inch.

"Don't come here!"

There was no trace of fear in Liang Xiao's eyes, his eyes were still warm and firm.It was as if Ye Ruixin was holding a soft feather in his hand.Liang Xiao walked towards Ye Ruixin slowly. He opened his arms, trying to show Ye Ruixin a sense of security.But as the distance approached, Ye Ruixin's whole body tensed up.Ye Ruixin was still retreating towards the door, but the hand holding the fragment was facing Liang Xiao vigilantly.

"You let me go."

Ye Ruixin's hands were constantly shaking due to excessive force.He tried his best to control his breathing, and the blood from his lips immediately returned to his heart.

Liang Xiao approached Ye Ruixin inch by inch, what he was worried about was not the sharp weapon in Ye Ruixin's hand, but the heart full of vigilance.If you let go of him, it is tantamount to letting him go back to the cage of the past.

Liang Xiao has seen Ye Ruixin's truest appearance, he is full of talent and strong emotions.But he cannot use these talents and emotions to help himself to be happy.Even now that he is aware of this defect in himself, he still eats away with it.

"Let you go? Let you continue to take drugs, then become paralyzed, and then die slowly?" Liang Xiao continued to approach Ye Ruixin, "You have never thought about your parents or others! You are simply selfish and cowardly!"

Parents, Ye Ruixin lost control of his emotions as soon as he touched this string.The fear of childhood struck from the bottom of her heart, and Ye Ruixin thought of the tragic experience of her parents in the dark.The heart seemed to weigh a thousand catties, falling infinitely in the chest cavity.

"Shut up!" Ye Ruixin roared angrily.

Liang Xiao seized the opportunity and tried to control Ye Ruixin's hand, but he just swiped his backhand.The sharp thorn sliced ​​across Liang Xiao's arm, and the pain came instantly.But this pause was the best gap, Liang Xiao didn't care to stop to check the injury, and immediately grabbed Ye Ruixin's wrist.

The wrist was bent so hard that Ye Ruixin had to let go of the porcelain in his hand, and then Liang Xiao pressed his whole body against the wall.Liang Xiao used his body to make it impossible for him to break free.The restraint belt in the drug rehabilitation center played a big role. Liang Xiao pressed Ye Ruixin with his body, and then separated his limbs from both hands and tied him to the head of the bed.Ye Ruixin struggled continuously, the bed frame was pulled and rattled.Liang Xiao could see his own blood flowing down his arm, but he had no time to feel the pain.He must tie up Ye Ruixin, absolutely not let him leave.

"Liang Xiao! Do you think I will thank you? It will only make me hate you."

Ye Ruixin was not very conscious when he was tied up yesterday, but now he clearly saw that he was subdued and watched in such an embarrassing appearance like a trapped animal.Ye Ruixin gritted her teeth angrily, glaring at Liang Xiao with sharp eyes.

"Okay, up to you." With that said, Liang Xiao walked out of the room.

Blood dripped down Liang Xiao's arm and onto the ground.When Ye Ruixin was tied up, Liang Xiao had already realized the seriousness of the injury.Judging from the amount of bleeding, the blood vessel must have been injured. Violent exercise made the blood flow faster. Liang Xiao had to deal with the wound quickly.

Liang Xiao went to the medicine box and took out gauze and tied it above the wound, then immediately raised his arms and pressed to stop the bleeding.Then with the other hand, he dialed a colleague's phone.

"Joe, do you have time now. I need stitches in my arm."

"Stitches? Master, are you injured?"

"Well, it's not too serious. You come over and talk about it."

"it is good!"

The phone was hung up in a hurry, Liang Xiao pressed the wound with his hands and waited. Joe is on vacation today, and Liang Xiao didn't meet Joe when he went to the hospital to hand over. Joe is also Chinese.He met Liang Xiao when he was in graduate school, and was recommended by Liang Xiao to practice in the hospital.He regards Liang Xiao as a teacher, and Liang Xiao regards him as one of the few friends who can make friends.

When Joe arrived, he immediately treated Liang Xiao's wound.After the gauze was untied, Joe cut Liang Xiao's shirt.At this time, the wound was completely exposed, about ten centimeters long, Liang Xiao's judgment was correct, a blood vessel was cut open, which caused a lot of bleeding.

Joe used tweezers to hold a cotton ball dipped in iodine to disinfect Liang Xiao's wound, and then gave two injections of anesthesia near the wound.The wound was deep, but since Liang Xiao's attention was in the side room, it wasn't unbearable.The pain from the wound disappears quickly with the effect of the anesthetic. Joe puts on sterile gloves and starts stitching.

Liang Xiao felt the feeling of the needle passing through the skin, the pulling feeling when tying the knot, but no pain.Although he had stitched up his heart many times, it was the first time he was stitched up.

The door was not closed, Liang Xiao could have been paying attention to Ye Ruixin's condition.The cursing had faded away before Joe came, replaced by the sound of his painful moans and struggles. Although Joe didn't ask, Liang Xiao believed that Joe must know that there was another person in the room.

Joe was very professional, he didn't ask a word before wrapping the gauze.It was not until he took off the sterile gloves that he asked:

"Master, what is going on here?"

"I'll explain to you later." Liang Xiao stood up, meaning to see off the guests.

"I remember you still have surgery in the afternoon, why didn't you go to the hospital."

"I quit."

"what?!"

Joe could hardly believe what he heard, he turned and walked into the room.Intuition told Joe that there was all the truth there.Even though he was mentally prepared, the scene in front of him was still enough to surprise Joe.

One man was bound to a bed with a restraint belt.There were bloodstains on his body, sheets, and carpet.Judging from his struggling condition, he was not injured, and it was obvious that these were Liang Xiao's blood.

Joe recognized Ye Ruixin, he had seen the photo of Liang Xiao and Ye Ruixin before.But if he hadn't heard Liang Xiao mention the reunion with Ye Ruixin, Joe would never associate this person in front of him with the Ye Ruixin in his memory.

Ye Ruixin in the photo has the kind of appearance that can be remembered at a glance.He has exquisite eyebrows and elegant temperament.But what Joe saw now was a body that could be described as terrifying.His sunken cheeks were the color of ashes, his eyes protruded ferociously, and his body was like a dead branch without human appearance.It was obvious at a glance that he was a drug addict.

"Let me out! Please, let me out!" Suddenly finding someone standing at the door, Ye Ruixin struggled and begged as he left.

Before Joe could react, Liang Xiao pulled him away from the door, and then closed the door. There was a "bang", like thunder that shook the moment of silence.

Joe looked at Liang Xiao in disbelief, and asked:

"You resigned just to detoxify him?"

Liang Xiao didn't speak, such a tacit attitude made Joe unbearable.

"Master, are you crazy! Do you know that your wound almost touched a nerve, and you may not be able to enter the operating room in this life!"

Joe's words made Liang Xiao's heart sink, but he just said lightly:

"This is my personal business."

Liang Xiao's calmness made Joe even angrier. He knew Liang Xiao's character very well.The calmer he is, the more persistent he is. Joe seemed to be watching Liang Xiao standing on the edge of the cliff, about to take the last step.

"Two years ago, you thought he was dead, and you locked yourself at home for a whole month! But who are you, he didn't contact you when he was alive. He doesn't care about you at all!"

Joe expressed the doubts in his heart without any scruples at this moment.This was also a thorn in Liang Xiao's heart, he ignored it and buried it deep in his heart.At this moment, it is riddled with holes.

Seeing the pain in Liang Xiao's downcast eyes, Joe pressed Liang Xiao. Joe wanted to pull him back to safety, he couldn't watch Liang Xiao destroy his future.

"Do you know the value of your hands? You give up everything for such a person? Is it worth it for him?!"

"Joe."

Liang Xiao interrupted Joe, looked at Joe peacefully, and said:

"This is my personal business."

Hearing this sentence, Joe knew it was useless to say anything else.Without hiding his anger, Joe went straight to the medical kit with a straight face.Liang Xiao did not follow, but stood at the door of Ye Ruixin's room.After tidying up his things, Joe was ready to leave.But when he reached the door of the room, he stopped, looked back at Liang Xiao, and choked out a sentence.

"Master, if you need anything, call me as soon as possible."

"Thank you."

"The wound is deep, you..." Joe knew that Liang Xiao knew everything he wanted to say, and the soreness in his heart made him unable to continue, so he said "Take care", and Joe walked out of the room.

After the sound of closing the door, Liang Xiao walked to the sofa and sat down.Heart-wrenching depression and the resulting tension confuse the body's sense of normal time.After looking at Zhong Liangxiao, he realized that it was almost four o'clock in the afternoon.I have not eaten for more than 24 hours.The pressure prevented the body from feeling any hunger, but Liang Xiao knew that he had to take in some energy.

The kitchen hadn't been cleaned and was full of the morning's wreckage.Ye Ruixin dropped one, but there was still a good one on the table.Liang Xiao directly picked up the fork and put the food on the plate into his mouth one bite at a time.It's not good to eat cold food in winter, but for Liang Xiao, eating anything now is like chewing wax.

The anesthetic gradually passed, and the wound on the arm was throbbing with the heartbeat.Liang Xiao looked at the front blankly, and the pain reminded Liang Xiao of the situation he was facing now.Do not touch the wound with water or use force.This is the most basic common sense.But in the current situation, it is impossible to control Ye Ruixin with one hand.Not to mention control, even taking care of him is difficult.If there is another dispute, the wound may open at any time, and even the risk of infection.

'I will only hate you more. '

Ye Ruixin's words echoed in Liang Xiao's ears.When Liang Xiao forcibly tied Ye Ruixin there, he was ready to be a stranger to Ye Ruixin in the future.Ye Ruixin's temperament is too clear to Liang Xiao, but Ye Ruixin doesn't understand Liang Xiao, he underestimated the weight of this love.

All Ye Ruixin's abuse and misinterpretation of Liang Xiao can bear it.Liang Xiao doesn't have to care about other people's incomprehension and the future game.Liang Xiao lost Ye Ruixin once, really lost.So he cherishes it more than anyone else, to the point where he treats every day as if it is his last and does his best.

But how exactly to proceed now?

The frustration of powerlessness shattered all of Liang Xiao's beliefs.Judging from the current situation, Liang Xiao couldn't think of any way, nor could he see any hope.Even so, Liang Xiao still didn't think about giving up.He ate cold food and adjusted his breathing.

Perhaps because of the cold winter, the air seemed to become solidified and icy, squeezing all the depression to my heart.Liang Xiao stared at the light in front of him for a long time until his eyes hurt.Lowering his head, Liang Xiao wiped away the overflowing tears with his fingertips, and swallowed the last bite of food.The moment Liang Xiao put down the fork, Liang Xiao realized that he was holding it so tightly.

Liang Xiao put the tableware into the sink and started tidying up the living room.When the wreckage and bloodstains on the table and the ground were cleaned up, Ye Ruixin's room was completely silent.Liang Xiao turned on the faucet, and the water washed away the dried blood on his hands and swirled in the whirlpool.

Looking at the water surface, Liang Xiao took a deep breath, as if he had changed all the air in his body.He approached Ye Ruixin's room again.Turning on the desk lamp, the orange light shone on Ye Ruixin's face.His whole body has calmed down, and he seems to have fallen asleep after being extremely tired.It's just that there is still a painful aftermath on the face, and compared with the madness just now, the stability at this time is actually less realistic.

Liang Xiao fixed the normal saline at a relatively high position and injected the nutrient solution and medicine with a syringe.This is a prescription for drug rehabilitation centers, which can passively supplement necessary nutrition for drug rehabilitation patients, and help them relieve pain in the early stage and cooperate with treatment.

Ye Ruixin's skin is very thin, and now he can clearly see the blood vessels on the back of his hand.Liang Xiao wiped the back of his hand with iodophor and inserted the needle.After adjusting the speed of the water droplets with the regulator, Liang Xiao sat on the sofa next to Ye Ruixin's bed.He set an alarm to go off 15 minutes before the saline drip was over.

After turning off the desk lamp, Liang Xiao leaned his back on the sofa.The winter night came earlier, and the sky outside the window was already dark.The shimmering light that leaked through the crack of the door was very weak, and the wound on Liang Xiao's arm began to throb with the heartbeat, and it became more and more intense.

The pain of the wound, the dripping of normal saline, and all the insignificant sounds were clearly manifested in this silent night.What will happen tomorrow is no longer important to Liang Xiao.He will not give up on Ye Ruixin, at least until he loses Ye Ruixin, he will never give up.

Closing his eyes, Liang Xiao needed to seize every possible rest time to adjust himself.

Ye Ruixin spent the whole night in intermittent sleep.Medication acts as an anxiolytic and sleep aid.Other than flustered, he didn't feel much uncomfortable at night.

Ye Ruixin wanted to move his hands and feet when he woke up, but after pulling, he realized that he was tied to the bed again.Ye Ruixin looked at her hand, there was still tape left on it after the injection.

The medicine made Ye Ruixin's mood very stable, and his reaction was a little slower than usual.But when he moved his eyes away from his hands, the scene in front of him couldn't help but make Ye Ruixin's heart beat faster.

Blood!Blood everywhere!

There were dried dark red bloodstains all over his body and the sheets in front of him.

Ye Ruixin's body didn't feel anything other than soreness, and he was sure that he wasn't injured.The fear brought by the blood pulled Ye Ruixin's calm brain back to reality, and the memory of yesterday followed.Ye Ruixin remembered whose blood belonged to it!He was the one who hurt Liang Xiao!

Ye Ruixin was eager to find Liang Xiao, looked sideways, and found that Liang Xiao was lying on the bedside and fell asleep.Liang Xiao's back was wide and silent, and his heavy breathing revealed his fatigue.The various scabbed wounds on the exposed skin and the red and swollen bruises on the back of the hand testify to the difficulties he has fallen into these days.

Liang Xiao's clothes had been changed, so he couldn't see where the wound was.Ye Ruixin wanted to touch Liang Xiao, and wanted to know how serious Liang Xiao's injury was, but as soon as he struggled, the bed frame made a metallic sound.Ye Ruixin stopped immediately, he didn't want to disturb Liang Xiao, so that Liang Xiao could rest for a while.

Ye Ruixin's throat suddenly became very dry, except for a hoarse voice, he couldn't say anything else.The heart was submerged by the flood, and there was a suffocating pain.Ye Ruixin stared blankly at Liang Xiao, something dripped from the corner of his eyes without warning, and the ripples continued.

Ye Ruixin knew the meaning of these hands to Liang Xiao, and knew the hard work he had put in for it.If these hands can no longer stand in the operating room of cardiac surgery and hold a knife, if...

Everything that happened these days began to emerge in Ye Ruixin's mind.This is a strange feeling, Ye Ruixin only sees Liang Xiao in his perspective.And who is that person who speaks in his head, who is that ugly, abyss-sinking demon?

The gap in memory makes Ye Ruixin start to hope that everything in memory is just a hypothesis.Ye Ruixin closed her eyes, and Liang Xiao's gentle and firm eyes appeared in front of her eyes.And next to my ear was the intermittent voice of another strange man.This is the conversation Ye Ruixin overheard in the chaos last night.Ye Ruixin didn't know who was speaking, but those words revealed a past that Liang Xiao never mentioned, as well as his incomparable persistence at the moment.

Ye Ruixin has always believed that Liang Xiao is not from the same world.Liang Xiao was as clear and clean as his white robe, and his heart was firmly engraved with the beliefs he upheld.Not even a hint of lust in his love.It was his subconscious yearning for Ye Ruixin to stay by Liang Xiao's side in those years.It's like a yearning for light in the dark night, but he is destroying all of this with his own hands.

It seemed to be raining outside the window, and the sound of raindrops falling on the roof germinated something in Ye Ruixin's heart.The raindrops have been beating on the glass windows, which is different from the cold and cold winter.The water droplets are sparse and heavy.Ye Ruixin thought of Liang Xiao in his youth, how many nights the lights shone from under his door, and the complacency in his eyes when he entered the hospital for an internship on the first day.

Death is never terrible, what is terrible is the loss of desire for life.

The rain came slowly and finally poured down.Ye Ruixin's body seemed to be able to feel the rain coming across the high eaves.Every cell of him is immersed in dripping