before and after

Some, but still with the smile from the memory just now.

"The other day I saw you looking for the cat, and that clip reminded me of myself. More precisely, you made me feel what my brother felt at the time. I want to help you."

"Will you be happy? Help me."

Xia Yang's words had obvious language problems, but this did not prevent Ye Ruixin from understanding what he meant.Xia Yang looked directly at Ye Ruixin, and Ye Ruixin also looked directly at him without avoiding it.The orange-red warm light reflected in the eyes of the two, showing the same scene.

"Maybe."

"To make up for it?"

Ye Ruixin shook his head.

"These don't make any sense anymore."

"What's the point of that?"

"Alive."

"Alive?" Xia Yang confirmed in confusion.

For all species, survival is of course the most important thing.But except for the moment of facing death and disease, isn't everyone alive?So the most important thing is the most inconspicuous little thing most of the time.

Ye Ruixin laughed, but didn't say any more.He looked down at the warm yellow light and said:

"I arranged an apartment for you. The environment here is not suitable for long-term living. You can also keep cats there."

"No, I..."

Xia Yang's words were interrupted by Ye Ruixin, not the kind of eager interruption.Ye Ruixin's tone was gentle, but with a strong appeal.

"Take it as a venture capitalist. Being a doctor in the United States is very profitable, and you will pay me back after you pass the exam."

A ray of sunlight casts in through the window.At this point in winter, the sun moves to a special angle.There is no longer any shelter in front of the sun, and it can directly hit the corner of the wall.Although it was extremely short, these ten minutes were the only time when the entire room had sunlight.

The sudden sunshine brought the blue sky in the distance and merged into a warm river at this moment.Ye Ruixin spread out her palm, feeling its soft warmth.

Xia Yang looked at Ye Ruixin who was half in the sun.The sunshine sprinkled pure happiness on him, like a bright dream.

"A great obstacle to happiness is to anticipate too great happiness."

[The greatest obstacle to happiness is having too high expectations of happiness.]

Staring at the sunshine in his palm, he said lightly.

That was an unforgettable scene in Liang Xiao's life. Even if he thinks about it many years later, he still has a vivid memory, with a definite glaring feeling, which made his heart feel like the tingling of blood flowing backwards.

Ye Ruixin was lying on the sofa in the study, under a thin shirt, his body was as thin as the wind blowing away.His whole body was immersed in an uncontrollable excitement, with a powerless and dazzled listlessness.The body trembled slightly with rapid deep breathing.

Liang Xiao could hardly look at everything in front of him. Ye Ruixin rolled up his cuffs to reveal his thin and skinny arms, and he held the syringe tightly in his hand before he could throw away the syringe that had just been injected.Those horrifying pinpricks in his pale skin were evidence that he had been smoking for years.

Although Ye Ruixin didn't mention a word, Liang Xiao knew that what happened in those few years had caused irreparable trauma to his body and mind.He understood that under Ye Ruixin's exquisite and elegant appearance, he was completely disillusioned with the rest of his life.

Liang Xiao once endured Ye Ruixin's death.But this is a completely different concept from watching Ye Ruixin ruin his life in front of his own eyes.

Liang Xiao really wanted to step forward and ask Ye Ruixin why he made such a fool of himself and put his life in vain.But the pain and shock at this moment made his body like a lead pot, unable to move a step.

"Doctor Liang, sir..."

Seeing that the door of the study room was not closed, Butler Liu swallowed the second half of the sentence abruptly.

Doctor Liang...Liang Xiao?

Ye Ruixin opened his eyes when he heard Butler Liu's words, and looked towards the door.

In the spinning world at this moment, the past flashed through Ye Ruixin's mind confusingly.In front of him was a vast expanse of whiteness like smog, Liang Xiao's clear eyes were the only clarity.

Those eyes are so sincere, so affectionate, with strong nostalgia.Staring at himself in the chaos.Staring at Liang Xiao's eyes, Ye Ruixin seemed to see the past. These eyes are the only thing that hasn't changed in this world.As if through these clean eyes, you can go back to the past, and start everything from scratch.

Ye Ruixin walked towards Liang Xiao numbly, staying at a place within easy reach.The tip of his nose almost touched Liang Xiao's lips.

"Why do you take drugs?"

These words were almost squeezed out between Liang Xiao's teeth.But Ye Ruixin didn't seem to hear it at all.He looked at Liang Xiao, his pupils were unfocused, but he stared very seriously.

Ye Ruixin suddenly laughed.A smile spread across his pale face, dangerously seductive.The next moment, Ye Ruixin's lips covered Liang Xiao's.He performed a lingering kiss by himself.However, his eyes did not move away from Liang Xiao's eyes for a moment.While kissing, he spared no effort to admire Liang Xiao's pure eyes, never tired of it.

"It's nice that you never change."

Ye Ruixin left Liang Xiao's lips and teeth, but didn't stay away, and rubbed against him like a superficial touch.

Liang Xiao distanced himself from Ye Ruixin, feeling the heat from his pale face in his palm.The temperature of his fingertips seemed to be the passing of his life.You can really feel that Ye Ruixin is pushing his life to death step by step, sinking deeper and deeper, and stepping towards the verge of eternal doom.

"Drugs will kill you!"

Ye Ruixin was still smiling, a bright and moving smile.He put his hand on Liang Xiao's shoulder.Asked: "Do you remember the dance I taught you before?"

There was no need for Liang Xiao's answer at all, Ye Ruixin had already started humming softly, pulling Liang Xiao to move the dance steps.Liang Xiao held his shoulder and told him to stop.But Ye Ruixin's eyes were sometimes sharp and sometimes lax, and he couldn't calm down and focus on a certain point at all.

Drugs can control the central nervous system, produce fantasies, and even the intense pleasure of orgasm.In the long run, people's expectation threshold for pleasure has increased, and the same pleasure that needs to be sought must continue to increase the dose.Liang Xiao didn't know how many years Ye Ruixin had been smoking, but judging from his condition this time, the dosage should be quite high.It is no longer a symptom of drug use in the general sense.

"Ye Ruixin, look at your appearance now!"

Ye Ruixin suddenly froze.He shook off Liang Xiao's hand and took a few steps back.The smile still remained on his face, but he froze at a strange angle.

"Ye Ruixin is dead!"

Ye Ruixin glared at Liang Xiao angrily, and shouted these words.This name has not been mentioned for many years, these three words are like a switch of memory, once it is turned on, all the painful memories rush in like a tide, burying Ye Ruixin.

"You are your noble doctor, I don't need you to pity him! He died, on the high seas. Now I am nobody! I have nothing to do with you! Get out of here!"

"You're still alive!" Liang Xiao pressed Ye Ruixin's shoulders, forcing him to look at him, "Listen clearly, you're still alive!"

"You don't know anything! I would rather be the one who died! Why not me!"

Ye Ruixin became more and more excited.He pushed Liang Xiao away and shouted:

"Get out of here! Pull [get out]!"

Seeing this, Steward Liu stopped Liang Xiao who was about to argue with Ye Ruixin.Although Ye Ruixin didn't give an exact explanation, Butler Liu knew that he didn't want Liang Xiao to know that he was taking drugs.It's embarrassing to be bumped into now, but Butler Liu doesn't want to make the situation worse.

"Doctor Liang, you should go back first. It's useless to talk to the husband now, we'll talk about it later if we have something to say."

Although it was dissuasion, Butler Liu's attitude was very firm.Liang Xiao didn't say anything, and drove away from Ye Ruixin's villa.

The study returned to calm again, Ye Ruixin fell to the ground along the window sill.As time passed, the gradual clarity of sanity made him realize what had just happened.

Liang Xiao saw it, he saw everything.

Ye Ruixin didn't care about anyone's gaze, but he didn't want Liang Xiao to know that he was taking drugs.He is so clean, so sincere, the opposite of his broken and incomplete.Ye Ruixin wanted to use fancy clothes to cover up her inner distress.At least in front of Liang Xiao, he was still himself.

Even if it's just for a brief moment.

The moment all illusions collapsed, Ye Ruixin saw endless ashes and wreckage.Ye Ruixin hugged herself tightly, tears dripping silently.The glass of the bookcase reflected his appearance, as if he was withered and half dead.

Ye Ruixin looked at herself and smiled, even though tears were still flowing.

Do you think you can have it?you are not eligible...

[Do you think you can still have it?You are not eligible.....]

After Liang Xiao left, the whole villa fell into an extremely depressive atmosphere.As if the air had been sucked dry, everyone was breathing carefully.

Ye Ruixin's dilapidation was nakedly presented in front of everyone.All the camouflage was peeled off at this moment, revealing the dilapidated inside.

Butler Liu couldn't help but think of the first time he saw Ye Ruixin taking drugs.Smoking marijuana is not illegal in some US states.Butler Liu also served a master who was addicted to drugs.But the shock brought by seeing Ye Ruixin injecting drugs at the moment is more lamented for the younger generation.

Perhaps all the servants in this house have the same feeling.This was not because they were harsh on their master, but because he was the one who couldn't accept the dilapidated one.

Fortunately, even so, Ye Ruixin still looks elegant and dignified most of the time.This gradually made everyone downplay the matter.And the violent conflict just now presented this matter before his eyes again.Like the elephant in the room, there is no avoiding it.

When Liang Xiao returned to the villa again, everyone was very surprised.It was obvious that Liang Xiao had calmed down.To be fair, he's been pretty cool the entire time.

He had only been away for more than two hours, which was just enough time for a round trip from his home to here.Liang Xiao handed a large suitcase to Butler Liu and said:

"If you want him to live a few more years. You have to quit drugs."

"But sir..."

"Uncle Liu, help your husband pack up the things you need for daily use. Leave the other things to me."

Butler Liu nodded and watched Liang Xiao walk up the stairs alone.

Hearing someone's footsteps going upstairs, Ye Ruixin raised his head.Liang Xiao's appearance surprised him, and a warm current passed through his heart.He thought Liang Xiao would never show up again.This is all in Ye Ruixin's heart.He looked up at Liang Xiao, with no expression on his pale face.

"This is what I really am. You saw it today."

Ye Ruixin was still curled up on the ground in front of the window, as thin as a teenager.Liang Xiao walked up to him and knelt down, staring at his numb eyes.

"You are still you, in front of me. That's enough."

Ye Ruixin stood up and retreated to the window, keeping distance from Liang Xiao.Putting on the falling hard piece by piece, Ye Ruixin's voice was cold and sharp.

"Liang Xiao, you and I are people from two worlds. Whether I live or die has nothing to do with you."

Liang Xiao also got up with him, but did not continue to walk in.

"Drug rehab. Since you are alive, live well."

Liang Xiao's calmness pushed Ye Ruixin's patient emotions to the brink of eruption.Ye Ruixin looked at Liang Xiao with a mocking smile in his eyes.

"I can sleep with you, isn't that what you want?"

Liang Xiao remained silent, staring at Ye Ruixin quietly.Collecting the subtle fluctuations hidden in his eyes.These sharp words did not seem to have entered Liang Xiao's ears at all, and did not shake him at all.

The more determined Liang Xiao was, the more difficult it was for Ye Ruixin to hold on.He wanted to hug Liang Xiao tightly so that he would not abandon him.But he couldn't accept his embarrassment.

"Why, don't you dare?"

Attack is the armor of self-protection.

"Quit the drugs."

"I said you don't need to worry about my affairs!"

"You can quit, trust me."

Liang Xiao's tone was calm and firm, his eyes and voice exuded some kind of warmth, trembling Ye Ruixin's pulse.Ye Ruixin can bear thousands of criticisms, but she can't help being gentle at this moment.Ye Ruixin suddenly couldn't say a word, but looked at Liang Xiao, gritted his teeth to keep tears from falling.

Liang Xiao walked forward slowly, and carefully embraced Ye Ruixin into his arms.His movements are gentle but powerful, and he has enough patience to wait for Ye Ruixin's rigid and stubborn body to slowly soften in his embrace, until he finally gives up all resistance and struggle, and completely leans on his chest.

The feeling of hugging Ye Ruixin was so real, Liang Xiao caressed Ye Ruixin's trembling back from crying.This was the first time that Liang Xiao felt that he had really touched Ye Ruixin, the soul he was defending sharply.

The warm tears silently conveyed Ye Ruixin's deeply buried emotions, arrogance, contempt, stubbornness, obedience, sadness, and longing.Liang Xiao opened his double jade to fully accept everything about him, and integrated it into his own life.

"Let yourself go, everything is still in time."

When Ye Ruixin left Liang Xiao's embrace, his emotions had basically calmed down, his eyes that had cried were moist and gentle.Liang Xiao reached out to touch his tears, and smoothed his somewhat messy hair.Then button the second button of his shirt.

Liang Xiao looked at Ye Ruixin with a smile, like comforting a crying child who was afraid of getting an injection.

"I have already resigned from the hospital, and I will stay with you at home after the handover tomorrow."

Ye Ruixin was surprised by Liang Xiao's decisiveness, he never thought of giving up on himself.

"It's more convenient to go to my house than here. I asked Uncle Liu to bring you some things you need. You can see what else you need to bring later."

"Liang Xiao..."

"Ok?"

"I'll give you half the rent."

After speaking, Ye Ruixin laughed.Liang Xiao also laughed along with him, nodded, and said:

"Okay, give it slowly later."

Liang Xiao took Ye Ruixin downstairs, and Butler Liu had already filled the suitcase.

"Leave today?" Ye Ruixin asked.

"Yeah." Liang Xiao nodded, and then said to Butler Liu, "Uncle Liu, Mr. will be staying at my house for a while. You are too much trouble here, call me if you need anything."

Butler Liu glanced at Ye Ruixin who was standing beside Liang Xiao.These may not be obvious to young people, but at Liu Steward's age, they can be understood at a glance.

Ye Ruixin's expression didn't change much, but he was closer to Liang Xiao than usual.

In response, Butler Liu handed the suitcase to Liang Xiao.Originally, I wanted to ask if I wanted to ask myself or a servant to help, but thinking about my husband's temper, I was afraid that I didn't want anyone to see him quitting drugs.Steward Liu did not say this in the end.

Ye Ruixin followed Liang Xiao into the car.It's a long way from here to where Liang Xiao lives. Ye Ruixin looked out the car window at the road going backwards, and everything passed before his eyes.Just like before.

Drug addicts have their own reasons, curiosity, ignorance, and some even think that they can rely on their so-called willpower to overcome drugs, and use this as a reason to challenge drugs.

But for most, it's an escape.

Ye Ruixin took drugs for the first time on the day of Shuigui's funeral.He returned to the apartment alone, and Qiao Jiang was blocked from the door.The drenched clothes were cold against the skin, seeping into every inch of the body.

The scenes of the four talking and laughing back then kept popping up in my mind and I couldn't get rid of it.The death of the water ghost, Li Jin's hatred, everything that Ye Ruixin held tightly in this life is slowly passing away from his tightly clenched hands.

Compared with death, Ye Ruixin is more afraid of losing.If his death could win it all back, he wouldn't frown.But he lost, lost his life, lost his trust, and lost completely.

Qiao Jiang's coat was still draped over Ye Ruixin's body. When he took off his coat, a small bag of US dollars (high-purity heroin) fell out of his pocket.

Ye Ruixin looked at these fine white powders.Can you really forget?Even just for a moment?The lighter burned under the tin foil, and the smoke was slowly inhaled into the nasal cavity.

The smell of burning heroin is terrible, with a sickening strange smell.This was completely different from the feeling brought by the drug in his imagination. Ye Ruixin rushed to the bathroom and wanted to vomit, but he couldn't vomit at all except for the feeling of nausea.Ye Ruixin supported the sink, he felt his heart beating faster.Looking up at myself in the mirror, black dots appeared in front of my eyes, and the image began to pull like a zoom lens in a movie, sometimes blurred and sometimes clear.

Fear began to occupy Ye Ruixin's clear brain, he knew very well the dangers of drugs.The unrelieved pain, the strong physical reaction made him start to feel scared.Ye Ruixin left the bathroom and lay down on the bed trying to calm herself down.The body trembled slightly, followed by a blank mind.

And the feeling after the blank is very strange, the breathing becomes uncontrollable and irregular.Sometimes it's short, sometimes it's as if you're not breathing at all.

This feeling lasted for about four or five hours. Although it was extremely uncomfortable, my body seemed to be detached from its original body.Ye Ruixin had no time to think about anything else.Finally sleeping in a dream, a colorful dream.

In the next few days, Ye Ruixin locked herself in the room.The physical discomfort persists after the first inhalation.No appetite, want to vomit, the whole person is groggy.That being the case, I still have the urge to try again.Physical pain can relieve some guilt, but more, Ye Ruixin hopes that drugs can give him a moment of relief.In this way, he put heroin on the tinfoil and inhaled the burning smoke again and again.

Heroin works in the body, the nervous system is stimulated by drugs, and a lot of fantasies are produced.In that world, Ye Ruixin can regain what was lost.

The illusion is so real.Li Jin was by his side, and everyone called him a boss.And he held his hand tightly in the crowd.The powerful and warm touch from the palm of the hand is truly transmitted to the bottom of the heart through every inch of skin.Every time I look up, I will get him a smile with his head down. Where his eyes are, he is the only one, nothing else.

There are only short fragments of clear memory, and more of a criss-cross pattern of many broken pictures.

Brother Gui suddenly appeared in front of him, looking like a young man.Brother Gui was smiling at himself.Xia Xia's domineering appearance is very disproportionate to the friendly smile on his face.Ye Ruixin couldn't hear what brother ghost was saying, but he could clearly feel the water ghost's doting on him.Use that unique way of expression, try your best to be good to yourself.

The lingering breath brought about by a moment's escape became Ye Ruixin's only support, allowing him to grit his teeth and continue to live.You can put on a cruel and cold-blooded mask to fight against everything in the outside world, and then quietly hide in your own hard shell, using hallucinations to numb all pain.

Drug addiction has just become a part of his body.

"arrive."

When the car stopped, Liang Xiao's voice brought Ye Ruixin back from his memories.Ye Ruixin opened the door and got out of the car, his cool eyes silently told Liang Xiao that he had taken back all his softness.

"I'll show you your room." Liang Xiao said.

Ye Ruixin followed Liang Xiao upstairs.The room clearly shows signs of tidying, and much of the furniture has been removed.Hardly anything sharp is visible.

"I want to be alone." Ye Ruixin said suddenly.

"Okay, I'm next door."

Liang Xiao walked out of the room, and Ye Ruixin stood by the window alone.

Time passed minute by minute.This is the first time Ye Ruixin has experienced the pain of being dominated by drugs.Is it ironic that a person who wants to control his destiny is completely controlled by drugs?

Ye Ruixin is different from other drug addicts, he has never had any worries about the source of heroin.Like he said, his money was enough to kill him on drugs.When he was not dominated by drug addiction, his mental state was no different from that of ordinary people, and he could even rely on drugs to relieve the pain of his back injury.

Ye Ruixin has lived with heroin in such a numb manner for the past few years.But "drug addict", these three words are like a cancer, growing in the bottom of Ye Ruixin's heart.

Even if you die early, what is there to worry about?Shouldn't this body be dead long ago?

Ye Ruixin often thinks like this.But there was a voice that kept telling him to get off heroin and not to live like a walking dead.You shouldn't be depraved, you shouldn't let Brother Qiao die like this little by little.

Liang Xiao's appearance today made this voice concrete.Ye Ruixin wants to use this power to get rid of the control of drugs and truly live.So he decided to quit drugs, is sincere.But when the brain realized that there would be no more heroin, Ye Ruixin's originally calm mood began to become anxious.

Pulling the curtains of the room, Ye Ruixin lay on the bed with her eyes tightly closed.He wanted to fall asleep while his body was not so uncomfortable, so that time could pass faster.

When I woke up again, it was already dark.Ye Ruixin looked at his watch, it was only past nine o'clock.

Ye Ruixin was woken up by drug addiction, her whole body was sore, as if something was gnawing on every joint.He knew the body was starting to crave the drug.Ye Ruixin continued to ponder without moving, then closed his eyes again, forcing himself to relax.

Heroin is nothing more than death, so what is heroin?

For a moment, it was as if there was no pain at all.But after a moment, the drugs will defeat the willpower at this moment.

Ye Ruixin's thinking began to be in a chaotic state, his body was changing from hot to cold, and his muscles felt strange.It's not itchy, and it's not painful.It's hard to describe this feeling in words, people can't stop scratching at their body, trying to drive away the pain.But it's like scratching an itch, useless.

At this time, Ye Ruixin had no way to continue to control herself with her thoughts, no matter what state she lived in, it was a kind of torment.The only thing Ye Ruixin wanted to do was to leave and go back to a place where he could get heroin.

Hearing the hasty door opening, Liang Xiao walked out of the room immediately.

When he left just now, Liang Xiao deliberately locked the door.You need to use the key in the room to open it.After a few quick turns of the handle, there was the chaotic sound of keys and keyholes turning.That panicky voice was definitely not the voice of a normal person opening the door, Liang Xiao was mentally prepared.

When Liang Xiao hurried to Ye Ruixin's room, the door just opened.Liang Xiao stopped Ye Ruixin and led him back into the room.At this time, Ye Ruixin's strength to break free was much stronger than Liang Xiao expected, so Liang Xiao could only prop his back against the door, then locked it and pulled out the key.

"I want to go back."

At this time, Ye Ruixin's expression was very different from usual, his eyes were cloudy and dazed, and all his energy was directed at the exit behind Liang Xiao.

"Let me out."

Liang Xiao took Ye Ruixin's hand to stop him from scratching his body.The traces of red marks on his pale skin hurt Liang Xiao's eyes.

"After this time, it will be much better next time. Hold on! I will accompany you."

Liang Xiao's strong embrace and voice stabilized Ye Ruixin's mood a little.Others might have an argument with Liang Xiao at this moment and wanted to rush out of the room, but Ye Ruixin didn't.Liang Xiao's appearance reminded him of his desire to get rid of drugs.Willpower allowed him to persevere again.

Ye Ruixin gritted her teeth and went back to the bed to curl up, her thin body made the single bed look empty.

Liang Xiao sat by the bed and accompanied Ye Ruixin, but Ye Ruixin turned around.Ye Ruixin didn't want Liang Xiao to see his current appearance, he knew that his current appearance was ugly, tears and snot were streaming down uncontrollably.Liang Xiao was his spiritual support at the moment, but he didn't have the courage to expose this side of himself to Liang Xiao.

Liang Xiao understood Ye Ruixin, so he stayed by his side without saying a word.Seeing Ye Ruixin struggling on the bed because of the pain, seeing the sheets being held tightly in his hands, trembling with force.Liang Xiao really wanted to do something for him.

Liang Xiao is a doctor, he can let people get rid of pain and get redemption.But facing Ye Ruixin at this moment, Liang Xiao was powerless.He could only watch Ye Ruixin suffer, that's all he could do.

Compared with Liang Xiao's heartache, Ye Ruixin is suffering even more painfully at this moment.The feeling of hot and cold still persists, but the muscles are no longer sore, but the discomfort of the internal organs is replaced.The whole person seemed to be dismantled, and all the organs were in a mess, tearing each other.The pain multiplied over time.Reason is disintegrating inch by inch, only one consciousness is awake, and that is the desire for heroin.

As long as a needle, you can immediately get rid of the pain at the moment.

To end this pain worse than death.

Ye Ruixin turned around, held Liang Xiao's hand tightly and begged:

"Liang Xiao, let me hit a little bit." He spoke intermittently, sniffling uncontrollably, "just a little bit. I can't take it anymore... I'll hit a little bit first, and then quit slowly... okay?"

Looking at Ye Ruixin's appearance at this moment, Liang Xiao was at a loss for words.If it wasn't heroin, if it was anything else, Liang Xiao would go and get it for him without hesitation.Even at all costs.But what he wanted was heroin!

Liang Xiao held Ye Ruixin's hand, comforted him and said:

"Detoxification must be completely detoxified."

"Just one point, you let me hit it again! Just one time!"

Ye Ruixin knelt on the bed and tightly held Liang Xiao's hand, like a rope tightly held by a drowning man.The hair on the front of the forehead was messy and stuck to the cheek due to the momentum of cold sweat.Even sniffing the snot from time to time can't stop the traces of the body's automatic secretion on the face.Ye Ruixin directly wiped off the snot left behind with her hands, her eyes did not have the luster of the past, she looked at Liang Xiao confusedly and obsessively, and kept begging in her mouth.

Liang Xiao faced Ye Ruixin in front of him.The person in front of him made him feel unbelievable.He had no dignity, lost all pride, and even his soul became strange.That kind of heartache made Liang Xiao have to grit his teeth to suppress the soreness, as if he was chewing a stone in his mouth.

"If you touch drugs again, the pain you just suffered will be in vain, and you will have to start over from the beginning. Rui Xin, bear with me."

Liang Xiao wiped Ye Ruixin with a tissue, and stroked his cheek to calm him down.

"Forbearance? You speak simply! Come bear!"

Ye Ruixin's suppressed emotions reached the verge of collapse.Ye Ruixin grabbed Liang Xiao's collar and shouted:

"Give me the key (key)! Give me! I won't quit!"

Ye Ruixin was in a very weird mood at the moment, her eyes were red.Gradually, it began to get out of control, and even almost lost its human form.

"I won't give it to you." Liang Xiao didn't know what kind of mood he said this sentence.

Hearing this, Ye Ruixin went directly to Liang Xiao to find the key.That crazy look is like a madman.Without any seriousness, he tore Liang Xiao's clothes, trying to get the key.Liang Xiao stood up and backed away, but he fell off the bed and crawled over to continue the fight.Liang Xiao could only take the key out of his pocket and hold it tightly in his hand.

Ye Ruixin's nails made several cuts in Liang Xiao's hand.He even wanted to bite with his mouth to force Liang Xiao to let go.Liang Xiao's strength and physique were much larger than Ye Ruixin's, but he couldn't stand up to his frenzied snatching.Liang Xiao had no choice but to run to the window to open it, and threw the key directly from the window.

Seeing that the key was completely out of reach, Ye Ruixin ran to the door and knocked on it.He hurriedly tried every means to open the door, but he made the doorknob rattly, and finally hit it with his body.

Liang Xiao hugged Ye Ruixin tightly from behind, preventing him from hitting the door and hurting herself.But just now, the strength of struggling to hold Ye Ruixin tightly in Liang Xiao's arms was astonishingly great, and he needed all his strength to control his hands.

"What are you! Who are you to me? Why lock me up here! Let me out!"

Ye Ruixin struggled and couldn't open it, and kicked the door with her foot while cursing.The sudden external force made Liang Xiao unable to stand still for a while, so he let go of his arms and took two steps back.

Once she broke free, Ye Ruixin still wanted to leave here.Ye Ruixin went to get his phone, and wanted to call Steward Liu to pick him up.Before the phone was connected, Liang Xiao snatched the phone from his hand.

Ye Ruixin wanted to grab the phone back, but Liang Xiao also threw the phone away, and then locked him in his arms while he was going to get it.Ye Ruixin tried every means to break free, but Liang Xiao's arm was scratched and injured everywhere.In the end, he had no choice but to clasp Ye Ruixin's hand behind his back.Unable to move by hand, Ye Ruixin kicked and butted her head.He did everything he could on Liang Xiao, he just wanted to break free.

"Don't think that I will be with you if you let me quit drugs! You don't want to help me, you just want to lock me up here!"

"I won't love you! You are just dreaming (dreaming)!"

"Let me go! Otherwise, I will hate you for the rest of my life!"

Ye Ruixin's words gradually changed from Cantonese to cursing, some Liang Xiao could understand, and some he couldn't understand.The hurt from words and the pain from all over the body were ignored by Liang Xiao at this moment, he didn't answer Ye Ruixin a word.Just try to control Ye Ruixin as much as possible.

Going back and forth with a drug addict is a terrifying process.There should be no slack, they seem to have endless power, as long as there is a slack of relaxation, they will break free and escape.Liang Xiao didn't know that he persisted, it felt like a long march.Liang Xiaozhi insisted that even if he didn't know when it would end, he must persist until the end.

After such a stalemate, I don't know how long, Liang Xiao realized that going on like this was not an option, and it was also the first time for him to face a drug addict.Liang Xiao knew very well that if Ye Ruixin's state remained the same as now, he wouldn't last long.

Only if something binds him...

sheet!

Liang Xiao managed to drag Ye Ruixin to the bedside, and then used his body to control Ye Ruixin on the bed, so that he could release his hand to pull the sheet.But as soon as he let go, Ye Ruixin got out of control.Fortunately, Liang Xiao had already pulled the sheet.So Liang Xiao quickly wrapped the sheet around Ye Ruixin's body, first bound his hands, and then his legs.Finally, Ye Ruixin was tied to the bed frame.

Seeing that she was bound and could no longer break free, Ye Ruixin began to beg again.

"Liang Xiao, I'm with you! I promise you I won't leave, I'm here. I'll ask Steward Liu to bring the medicine, and I won't leave you. You want me right? I'll give it to you ! Can you let me go?"

Liang Xiao couldn't imagine that such words came from Ye Ruixin's mouth.Every word pierced into Liang Xiao's heart like a sharp knife.Liang Xiao could not care about his misunderstanding of him, even if he hated himself Liang Xiao one day, he would not regret it.But he couldn't accept that Ye Ruixin degraded himself so much for drugs, and exchanged everything he regarded as a treasure as a bargaining chip, to be trampled on.

"You can do whatever you want, just give me a shot! I beg you!"

Ye Ruixin continued to beg, and scolded if she couldn't ask for it.Curse Liang Xiao with all vicious words.After it was useless, he continued to beg.

Liang Xiao looked at him, unable to say a word.Looking at Ye Ruixin's appearance, Liang Xiao only felt that someone was scratching his heart.All the psychological preparations I had made before seemed so pale and powerless in the face of this moment.

This state lasted for nearly an hour, and then some changes occurred in Ye Ruixin's state.His hands and feet began to tremble uncontrollably, and even his teeth trembled.Since she was tied up and couldn't move, Ye Ruixin had no way to break free.Whether it was pain or struggle, he suddenly bumped his head backward against the bed frame.

boom!boom!The voice was so loud that Liang Xiao was startled.

Liang Xiao hurriedly put his hand between his head and the bed frame, Ye Ruixin's next impact landed directly on Liang Xiao's hand, Liang Xiao's palm felt numb, and his bones ached.But he didn't care about his hands at all, he was worried that such a blow to the back of the head would hurt Ye Ruixin.I had no choice but to continue to protect him with my hands between the bed frame and Ye Ruixin's head, resisting his repeated impacts.While the other hand is trying to reach the pillow.

Fortunately, the pillow was not far away, Liang Xiao immediately put his head behind Ye Ruixin's head after getting it.Then he hugged his head and folded the pillow in half, so that the pillow was firmly fixed to Ye Ruixin's head and the bed frame, and there was no more room for collision.