Mulberry elm twilight

Sang Jingyu obviously had a fever. Apart from having a fever, he also suffered from severe lack of sleep. After getting Shen Mu's answer, Sang Jingyu finally relaxed, and when Shen Mu left to go to the bathroom, he never Unable to hold back, he fell asleep on the table.When Shen Mu came back, hearing his heavy breathing, she felt that his face was abnormally pale, so she couldn't help reaching out to touch his forehead, and when she touched it, she knew that her guess was right, he was really sick.

Shen Mu secretly sighed, propped his cheeks and looked at Sang Jingyu in front of him.He has seen such a weak and pale Sang Jingyu three times.The first time was when they met for the first time. That year Shen Mu accidentally witnessed the whole process of Sang Jingyu being kidnapped. It was love at first sight for Sang Jingyu. At that time, he only wanted to protect him.

Speaking of the kidnapping, it was actually a family scandal, related to relatives in Sang Jingyu's mother's family.The person the relatives found was quite unreliable, otherwise Shen Mu would not have been able to rescue him by himself, it would be considered a mistake.Sang Jingyu's parents thanked him a thousand words for this, and invited him into their home as a guest, but Sang Jingyu didn't like Shen Mu very much, and always felt that Shen Mu was using kindness to threaten him to treat him well, which caused a great deal of trouble on the contrary. He has a rebellious heart, but on the surface he can't do anything to Shen Mu, after all, he saved him.

The second time was when Sang Jingyu was exhausted when he was an actor, and he had a fever and had no one to take care of him at home. Shen Mu had a good relationship with his manager, so he took the opportunity to enter the room to take care of Sang Jingyu for a whole night.

The third time is at this moment.

Shen Mu thought about it carefully, and suddenly felt ironic.He has been in love with Sang Jingyu for ten whole years, and he keeps pursuing him. Even he feels like a piece of dog skin plaster, but he couldn't quit at that time. In the end, he gave up because of Sang Jingyu's persistence, but how could he know that he gave up? , but Sang Jingyu turned around.Seeing Sang Jingyu who was so emaciated at the moment, Shen Mu only felt that he had tormented him like this.Moreover, Sang Jingyu has been firmly insisting on it for 13 years, why did he suddenly think of looking for him?

Unfortunately, he is dying soon.It seems that in the end, all he left to Sang Jingyu was pain, never happiness.It's because when Sang Jingyu didn't like him, he put his face on his butt every time. Now when Sang Jingyu said that he wanted to be with him, he was about to pass away.No matter how you look at it, there is irony between the two.

Once the position is reversed, Shen Mu becomes the person who has experienced it.He refused to give up time and time again, just thinking that even if he could be with Sang Jingyu for just one day, he would feel satisfied.In fact, which kind of situation would be more painful, he didn't know.But you can't back down just because you're afraid.Right now, Sang Jingyu is looking for him again and again, making him seem to see himself back then. He doesn't know if what he does now is fulfilling Sang Jingyu or creating more sins, but isn't life like this? ?If you know everything, and you can clearly distinguish the importance and importance of everything, without a trace of pain and regret, and see through everything, then you have truly enlightened everything as the Buddha said.It's a pity that Shen Mu knew very well that he was still a thousand miles away from that realm, and Sang Jingyu alone was enough to give him headaches and distress.The fading of the fierce love in the past does not mean that this person can be completely erased from his heart. Seeing Sang Jingyu like this, he feels that he should take this responsibility.As for whether the distress between the two of them can be resolved, Shen Mu felt that the answer should appear in the near future.

He is now able to look down on many things and think that it is best to let everything go.He felt that in the near future, it would be best for Sang Jingyu to look down on this love he thought, so that life and death could follow fate. Maybe this would be a merit for Sang Jingyu and himself.

Sang Jingyu was still a little dazed when he opened his eyes, but the next moment he remembered why he slept in the coffee shop, he immediately raised his head to look across, but found that the chair was empty.

Sang Jingyu couldn't help getting up with a "chuckle", but he was dizzy for a while when he stood too hastily. He held the table for a while before he opened his eyes, and saw that the coffee cup in front of Shen Mu was still there, but the coffee inside was still there. We have bottomed out.

He's gone again!

The despair that surged up in Sang Jingyu's heart couldn't be controlled for a while, he never thought that the original role swap would make him so worried and painful, and all these emotions, including the current despair, actually made Shen Mu a little bit Once tasted.

He just agreed to himself probably out of helplessness, maybe he regretted it after agreeing, and after he accidentally fell asleep, that person saw the opportunity and left again.This time, where should he look for it?

While thinking wildly, Sang Jingyu glanced out of the window, but saw Shen Mu's figure in front of his eyes, he was stunned for a moment, blinked his eyes, it was really Shen Mu!At the same time, Sang Jingyu heard a heart in his chest "thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, overwhelmed."

He didn't leave!

He actually promised himself!

In desperation, Sang Jingyu rushed out of the coffee shop in a hurry, not noticing that he not only knocked over the chair, but also alarmed all the customers in the coffee shop who were quietly enjoying their coffee.

Outside the shop, Shen Mu was wiping the wound on the knee of the little boy in front of him with the alcohol cotton he just bought from the pharmacy, and then applied the medicine for him.The little boy bit his lips stubbornly, neither crying nor making noise, nor screaming for pain.

Shen Mu was sitting in the coffee shop bored just now, and Sang Jingyu was still in a deep sleep. It was inconvenient for him to leave, so he looked around, only to catch a glimpse of the child outside being knocked down by a pedestrian who was making a phone call.The man was full of documents in his hands, and he was afraid that he was in a hurry all the way, and he couldn't move his hands away. In the end, he just said "I'm sorry" to the child and walked away.Unexpectedly, the child sat on the ground and couldn't get up for a while.Shen Mu ran out in a hurry, and saw that the child had injured his knee and sprained his ankle, and limped after standing up.Shen Mu carried the child to the side of the flower bed and sat down on the stone steps, and asked him if it was all right and where was his mother.

The child didn't speak, just shook his head blindly.Shen Mu frowned slightly, looked around, but didn't find anyone who had lost their child and was looking everywhere.So he asked again: "Tell me where my mother is, and uncle will take you to find my mother in a while."

The little boy still shook his head.

Shen Mu was at a loss, so he had no choice but to go to the pharmacy to buy medicine first, because the pharmacy was right next door, at this moment, the little boy suddenly pointed at his back, and said, "There is a beautiful uncle crying over there, okay Shame."

Shen Mu was startled, then turned around immediately, then was dumbfounded.

Not far away, Sang Jingyu stood at the door of the coffee shop as if he had lost his mind.He stared in his direction blankly, his face was covered with tears, and he couldn't hide it even if he wanted to.He just stood there in a daze on the street with pedestrians coming and going, which was really embarrassing.

"Wait a minute." Shen Mu packed up the potion, touched the little boy's head, then turned around and strode up to Sang Jingyu, took out a handkerchief from his pocket and handed it to him.

Sang Jingyu watched Shen Mu walking towards her helplessly, but still didn't understand what happened.When he took out the handkerchief and motioned him to wipe something, he suddenly came back to his senses and realized that his face seemed to be wet. He finally realized that he was crying, and immediately took the handkerchief from Shen Mu's hand, covered his eyes and turned away. Turning his back to Shen Mu, he said, "You, don't worry about me, I'm fine." Sang Jingyu said hoarsely, he felt that he had never been so ashamed in his life, he didn't even think that he would cry, especially In front of Shen Mu.

Shen Mu knew that he must have felt that he was embarrassing at this time, so he didn't say much, but walked towards the little boy again.The little boy asked him at this time: "Does uncle know him? Why is he crying?"

"It's because you are amazing, you can hold back from crying." Shen Mu didn't answer, just said that.

"Well, my mother said that I am a man and I can't cry easily." The little boy replied.

Shen Mu laughed and said, "Tell Uncle, where's your mother?"

When asking this question, the little boy lowered his head again and remained silent.

"Have you quarreled with your mother? Or have you made her sad?"

The little boy was silent for a long while before he said, "Mom...he has a younger brother, so he doesn't want me anymore."

"How could it be!" Shen Mu couldn't help laughing, and then asked: "You ran out alone? If that's the case, your mother will be worried to death."

"No way." The little boy said angrily.

"Don't you believe what uncle said? Otherwise, uncle will make a bet with you. If you go back now, your mother must be crying." Shen Mu said.

The little boy tilted his head to look at him, not knowing whether to believe it or not.

After a long while, he suddenly said, "Then... did that handsome uncle cry because he was worried?"

Shen Mu was taken aback for a moment, and looked back at Sang Jingyu, only to see that the man had put on his sunglasses at some point, and he just squatted outside the coffee shop waiting for him, holding the handkerchief he gave him just now in one hand, walking away from him. Not close, but the line of sight behind the sunglasses is probably facing him.Seeing himself looking over, Sang Jingyu lowered his head again, not sure if it was embarrassment or other emotions.

"Probably... that's right." Shen Mu didn't know either, but seeing Sang Jingyu's expression on his face just now, it should be true, but Shen Mu felt that this kind of Sang Jingyu put him under a lot of pressure, and he suddenly I wonder if my former self put such a lot of pressure on Sang Jingyu, so that Sang Jingyu kept trying to drive herself away.

"I'll go talk to that uncle, and then I'll take you home, do you know the way home?" Shen Mu asked the little boy.

The little boy nodded, and Shen Mu ran towards Sang Jingyu again. Seeing this, Sang Jingyu stood up quickly, and asked Shen Mu nervously, "What's wrong?"

"I'm going to send that child back, his mother must be very worried." Compared to his nervousness, Shen Mu just said ordinaryly.

"I'll go too, is that okay?" Sang Jingyu asked a little cautiously, Shen Mu wanted to tell him that there was no need to do this, but right now was not the time to say such things, so she agreed to him first: "Then let's go together."

Sang Jingyu was obviously relieved, his head was still groggy at this time, and he was dizzy when he stood up suddenly just now, but compared to the previous despair, this is nothing at all.