Mulberry elm twilight

Hearing the sound of closing the door, Shen Mu opened his eyes.Just now, in a daze, he felt the temperature of someone's lips, the temperature was higher than his, a little hot, with a shiver.

Waking up a little bit, Shen Mu felt that his body was comfortable and warm at the same time, and realized that he must have passed out while taking a bath.He was completely relaxed because he knew that person was staying outside and would not leave for the time being.

In fact, he has relaxed a lot recently than when he first knew about his illness, and the strings that were always tight outside before were quietly loosened at some point.In the beginning, even if he was alone at home, he had to be cautious about the headaches that might occur from time to time, but the appearance of Sang Jingyu relieved him of a lot of burden.After all, I am a patient, and I can feel at ease as I am now, as long as I take good care of my illness, it is indeed thanks to Sang Jingyu. How can anyone, even his former best friend, take care of him day and night like this? , thinking about all the details of life for him, cooking three meals a day?This kind of thing is something that only the closest people can do every day with tolerance and patience.But even so, there is still a certain amount of mental pressure that cannot be underestimated. Fortunately, his and Sang Jingyu's situations are somewhat different after all. They cannot be regarded as inseparable. There is always room for everything, at least until that day comes , he would not and would not break that line.

It is already a blessing for him that Sang Jingyu can show up when he needs it most.After several months, Shen Mu couldn't understand this more clearly.Sang Jingyu doesn't get entangled in those feelings that make people breathless at the thought of love or not, just being with him quietly like this is all he needs right now.

Even the kiss just now was like a touch of water, but it only contained infinite tenderness. Shen Mu did not reject it, because it was not intense. Although there was a bit of repression and restraint, it also had affection and cherishment, but that was all. Shen Mu felt that the heart that he thought he had calmed down was still beating restlessly, so much so that just now, he couldn't help but want to reach out and press his heart.

Can't help but sigh secretly.Sure enough, three years is not enough to offset such a long time of love, not to mention that it is not as long as three years at all, it's just that he has done three years of psychological construction, but he still hasn't succeeded.

Now that Sang Jingyu is in front of him day and night, it is more destructive and lethal than the ten years that he has never been so close to him. The defense he built firmly in order to give up may not last long, and the love he once had will surge again, which is actually not a good phenomenon for the current situation.That kind of love is so familiar, but now he is unable to feel it again. Even if Sang Jingyu who is so close can drown him again in a short time, he still wants to keep a good distance from him, so as not to To endure another parting, and it was a complete parting of life and death.

After Sang Jingyu came back, he cooked vegetable porridge before contacting Alice. Alice happened to be free, so she asked him to have dinner with him, and asked Sang Jingyu to bring Shen Mu.Alice knew about Shen Mu's condition, so she made an appointment at the restaurant closest to the hotel. Sang Jingyu agreed, but added: "It depends on his physical condition."

Alice heard the worry in his voice, and said comfortingly, "Don't worry, Fernandi will be free in two days." Fernandi is the doctor in the field of energy medicine, and he has lectures for several days in a row , and for a week after that, Alice helped Sang Jingyu and Shen Mu make appointments.

"En." Sang Jingyu hung up the phone, but the worry on his brows didn't lessen because Shen Mu hadn't woken up yet.Every time he slept, Sang Jingyu felt uneasy. He first went to the kitchen to take a look at the porridge, boiled it on a low heat, and then went to the bedroom.

Every time Shen Mu gets sick, Sang Jingyu has the illusion that he is about to lose him.Sang Jingyu almost pinned all his hopes on Fernandi. He knew that he couldn't do this, but he couldn't control his worry.

Over the past few months, this kind of fright and worry has almost forced him to breathe. He woke up countless times at night, just to make sure that Shen Mu was okay and breathing. He knew that if he continued like this, he would become Mental weakness, but so what, waking up at night is already an instinct, otherwise he would not sleep well at all, and even just want to guard Shen Mu during the whole day.Apart from doing housework, he is doing nothing now, just staring at Shen Mu all the time.

Sang Jingyu walked into the bedroom and sat quietly by the bed.If Shen Mu was awake, he would pretend to be looking at his cell phone or computer, but when Shen Mu was asleep, he could keep watching, so that whenever Shen Mu moved his eyebrows, he would be able to notice.

Shen Mu woke up slightly, opened his eyes and saw Sang Jingyu.Seeing that Sang Jingyu frowned deliberately, before he could speak, he smiled and said: "You are awake, if you can get up, go wash up first, and I will make porridge."

Sometimes even when Shen Mu woke up, he couldn't get out of bed for a while. At this time, Sang Jingyu would warm up the porridge first, and then go back to the bedroom to help him get a toothbrush and a washbasin to wash.The exact same conversation made Shen Mu think that he was still at home for a moment, but when he saw the strange room again, he came back to realize that he was already in a hotel in New York.

He was stunned for a long time, so that when Sang Jingyu turned back to the bedroom, he was still lying down, but he was indeed tired, and a journey seemed to consume more than half of his energy.

Seeing this, Sang Jingyu approached quickly, and the first thing he did was to touch his forehead, and then touched his own. Seeing that there was nothing wrong, he finally felt relieved, then looked at Shen Mu and said, "Lie down first, I'll go Get your toothbrush."

Shen Mu didn't force himself, as a patient, trying to be brave would only make the two of them more tired, so he nodded cooperatively and asked Sang Jingyu to get the toothbrush, and then helped him up.Sang Jingyu handed him the toothbrush filled with toothpaste, went to get water from the tooth cup, and brought the washbasin.Shen Mu was exhausted, and Sang Jingyu almost put his arms around him to let him finish brushing his teeth. Afterwards, he changed the washbasin and filled it with hot water for Shen Mu to wash his face.

After all this was done, Shen Mu sat on the bed, and Sang Jingyu made a cushion for him before going to the kitchen to bring warm porridge.

"I'm going to see Alice tonight, so you can rest in the hotel." Sang Jingyu didn't give Shen Mu a spoon, and fed it mouthful by mouthful.

"What time is the appointment?"

"Six o'clock."

"There are still three hours. If I have the strength then, I will go together." Shen Mu knew that Alice was the one who set up a connection for them this time, so he should go to the appointment due to emotion and reason.

"Well, we'll talk about it later." Sang Jingyu fed it carefully, and when there was almost half a bowl left, Shen Mu took it by himself and finished it in a few mouthfuls.

"Have you eaten?" Shen Mu asked Sang Jingyu when he handed the empty bowl to him.

"...Not yet, I'll eat it in a while." Sang Jingyu put away the bowl, and walked out of the bedroom while saying this.

He casually took a few mouthfuls of porridge left in the pot in the kitchen, washed the dishes before returning to the bedroom.

"You rest for a while, and I will call you when the time is up."

"En." Shen Mu lay down as she said.

He actually knew that Sang Jingyu was obviously worried, but he still tried his best to pretend to be normal in front of him, but so what if he told the truth?So in the end he didn't say anything but closed his eyes, and he also knew that Sang Jingyu would always be by his side and would never leave.

Time passed minute by minute, after all it was because of being too tired, Shen Mu fell into a deep sleep again.

Later, Shen Mu woke up because of the rustling of clothes. Seeing that Sang Jingyu was taking clothes with his back turned to him, he couldn't help but blurt out and asked, "Is it time?"

As soon as he made a sound, Sang Jingyu turned around quickly: "It's almost there, I'll go alone, you continue to sleep."

Shen Mu knew that Sang Jingyu didn't intend to ask him to go with him at all, so he didn't wake him up, but he wanted to go, so he half sat up and shook his head, "I feel better, let's go together."

Sang Jingyu looked at him worriedly and asked, "Really?"

Shen Mu nodded at him, looked at him and said: "Really." After speaking, he added another sentence, "Don't worry."