Mulberry elm twilight

Considering that the long-distance flight would put a heavy burden on Shen Mu's body, Sang Jingyu chose a connecting flight instead of flying for more than ten hours in a row.But even so, Shen Mu still had three seizures during the whole journey, which only made Sang Jingyu sweat from nervousness, and his stomach throbbed secretly.During the seizure on the plane, he completely ignored the gazes around him, he just kept hugging Shen Mu who was trembling all over, causing the flight attendant to come to inquire several times.Fortunately, it was a connecting flight, and the purser was Angela who Sang Jingyu had contacted in advance.As for Angela, Sang Jingyu concealed Shen Mu's real condition, and only said that his headache had become a little serious recently, so he went to New York to see a doctor.

But for Angela, it was the first time she saw Sang Jingyu caring for a person so much, asking about his health, even bringing water to that person himself.Sang Jingyu disappeared from the fashion circle for nearly a year, and almost no one knew what he did again. They said that his company was closed, his house was sold, and he no longer designed jewelry.A week ago, Angela was even happy when she received a call from Sang Jingyu, but now she found that she was happy for nothing. Obviously, Sang Jingyu only had eyes for the person he cared about, but the expression of that person was Faintly, he didn't show anything because of Sang Jingyu's excessive concern.

After getting off the plane, I got into a taxi directly and went to the hotel that Sang Jingyu had booked.It was an apartment hotel, and since the person they wanted to meet had been giving lectures at various universities in New York for nearly a month, they also had to stay in New York for a month.As soon as Sang Jingyu arrived at the place where he lived, he hurriedly went to the bathroom to drain the water, and said to Shen Mu, "Go to bed first, and I'll make some food." The nutrition Shen Mu needs cannot be met by takeaway food. Don't be sloppy, that's why Sang Jingyu chose this hotel.There is not only the kitchen he needs, but also a huge supermarket nearby, which is convenient for all kinds of daily necessities.

Although there is jet lag, Shen Mu's body is weak, what he needs most right now is to lie down and rest.He said "um", and went to look through the luggage, only to hear Sang Jingyu in the bathroom say again as if he knew what he was going to do: "Don't worry about the change of clothes, I will help you."

Shen Mu said "hmm" again.

After all, we live together. Sometimes we don’t pay as much attention to each other as we did at the beginning, and Sang Jingyu pays attention to the details of his life all the time, so he can always be in the most appropriate place. hold hands when.Shen Mu kept all these in his heart.For him, having Sang Jingyu around is much better than not having him. Sang Jingyu is indeed taking care of him with all his heart as he promised.

After the water was put away, Sang Jingyu saw Shen Mu lying on the bed drowsy, so he walked over and called his name in a low voice: "Shen Mu, Shen Mu."

Shen Mu always felt dizzy, but when she heard Sang Jingyu calling, she knew she was going to take a bath, so she forced herself to get up again.

He was covered in sweat from the pain before, wet and dry, dry and wet, and he really couldn't do without washing.

Seeing him like this, Sang Jingyu gave up the idea of ​​buying ingredients, waited for Shen Mu to come out of the shower, and took out the luggage one by one by the way.

After about 10 minutes, there was still no movement in the bathroom. Sang Jingyu felt worried, put down the things in his hand and went to the bathroom.When he opened the door, his heart suddenly lifted up. Shen Mu was really tired. He tilted his head and closed his eyes, and he just lay on the edge of the bathtub. Big enough for him to slide down... Sang Jingyu walked in a few steps and scooped up the person in the bathtub.

Shen Mu was very thin.Sang Jingyu still remembered that Shen Mu's body was well-proportioned and had beautiful muscles when he was in college, but now his ribs are clearly visible, Sang Jingyu didn't dare to take off the bath towel before wrapping him up, and put him on the bed , conveniently increased the temperature of the air conditioner.

After Sang Jingyu wiped off the water on Shen Mu's body, wrapped him in a blanket, and covered him with a quilt, he adjusted the temperature down a bit.Then he fetched a dry towel to wipe Shen Mu's hair, while he was wiping, he looked at Shen Mu's extremely calm face with closed eyes, and his eyes moved to Shen Mu's lips involuntarily.He once hugged Shen Mu once, but never kissed him, he looked at the pale lips that didn't have much blood color, and suddenly and slowly lowered his head.

Bit by bit, he felt Shen Mu's slightly warm breath.He missed the sense of stability that Shen Mu brought him very much. Even though Shen Mu used to chase him around, he knew that Shen Mu would never do anything that troubled him. Now, many years later, when he really After falling in love with Shen Mu, he realized more deeply that Shen Mu was a reassuring existence from the beginning to the end, so he thought that he had hurt Shen Mu like that, and he felt at ease that Shen Mu would never change his mind, but What he didn't expect was that Shen Mu did not change his mind, but because he was sad for too long, he decided to abandon this love together.

He doesn't allow it.

Sang Jingyu thought sadly, he couldn't allow Shen Mu to just abandon the heart that once loved him so hard.

Sang Jingyu closed his eyes, and let his lips stick to Shen Mu's. He had wanted to kiss him like this for a long time, and his heart ached faintly, but he had to restrain and endure day and night.People who were once clearly within reach and could be hugged, are now so close that they dare not touch them easily.

How did the feeling of love come about?

During the six months of searching for Shen Mu, Sang Jingyu thought about this question countless times.The things that he thought were boring in the past came in a flash, but he thought that love would be born from his heart, or that strong feelings for a person did have a solid foundation, and that was because Shen Mu insisted.As long as he thinks about the past, Sang Jingyu will feel an unspeakable sense of happiness, because he was once loved so deeply.But what about Shen Mu?

When they first met at the age of 16, Shen Mu didn't know his character, nor his shortcomings, why could they love each other for ten years?Is there anything in him that is worthy of Shen Mu's persistence?Even if Shen Mu once said that he fell in love with him at first sight, it was impossible for him to last for such a long time because of this sight, although the implication of love at first sight should be that his appearance was just right for Shen Mu's taste...

It's just that this question became redundant when I saw Shen Mu later, because Shen Mu decided to give up, and also because of his illness, and Sang Jingyu knew the reason why he would fall in love with Shen Mu, because of Shen Mu's sincerity, that precious heart. , The sincerity of being willing to serve him wholeheartedly has made him unable to let go, made him want to hold on tightly, and made him have to be him.

It doesn't matter if he knew this before, or he asked for trouble, but now, he just wants to get that love back. Before, he almost came and went with Shen Mu at will, but now As long as he thinks about it at that time, he will feel sad for Shen Mu. He no longer wants to force Shen Mu even a little bit. He hates that he hurt his heart without a bottom line when he didn't like Shen Mu. Now that he likes Shen Mu, he wants someone else To regain the heart that loves him, but he can't help it, he still wants to get it.

Love has already come and come before them, and there is no equality at all, but Sang Jingyu wants to give equality to this relationship. If it takes him ten years to call back Shen Mu's heart, then he is willing. .

The moment he kissed Shen Mu's lips, half of Sang Jingyu's heart trembled, and half of him ached, almost making him unable to restrain himself from crying.