Mulberry elm twilight

Shen Mu stayed at home for three days.When they were leaving, Shen's mother made a bunch of food and snacks and packed them in the car. She said she asked the two of them to take them back and mend them. Shen Mu was so skinny, and Xiao Sang didn't have much flesh on her body.Shen Mu smiled and said nothing, and hugged her father and mother respectively.Sang Jingyu didn't miss the unconcealable pain in Shen Mu's eyes when he hugged them, but he could only swallow this pain alone.Sang Jingyu thought that if he failed to find Shen Mu at this time, then Shen Mu would bear such suffering alone. He didn't want his parents to be sad and painful because of his illness, but if one day he collapsed, his parents would still be there. I can't escape this grief.Although Shen Mu is struggling to support by himself now, even though he is with Shen Mu, there are many things that cannot be replaced.Just like the pain in Shen Mu's body, he could only watch from the sidelines.Sang Jingyu turned his eyes away, tried his best to hold back the pain and sorrow in his heart, as well as the distress he felt for Shen Mu, then smiled and said goodbye to Shen's father and Shen's mother.

After getting into the car, Shen Mu was silent for a while, and then said to Sang Jingyu in a low voice, "Thank you."

Sang Jingyu knew that Shen Mu was grateful for his presence so that he could stay at his parents' house for three full days, Sang Jingyu shook his head when he heard the words, but couldn't say a word at all.

It wasn't until dinner that night that Sang Jingyu regained his composure and said to Shen Mu, "Do you know how I found you back then?"

Shen Mu was a little puzzled as to why he brought this up so suddenly, and couldn't help shaking his head. At the same time, he vaguely felt that Sang Jingyu would not mention this for no reason. Sure enough, he heard Sang Jingyu say: "I have a teacher named Alice, who is a spiritual practitioner. She is an expert in the field of occultism, and she is best at spiritual divination, to tell you the truth, I found you twice in a row under her guidance."

Shen Mu was stunned.It took him a while to understand what Sang Jingyu said. He remembered that when Sang Jingyu found him for the second time, it seemed that only ten days had passed since the first time. When he left the orphanage, he had no contact information at all. Stay, go completely, and go without warning.He once thought that Sang Jingyu might have found a private detective, but if there really was a private detective, it wouldn't take as long as ten days.As for the spiritual practice he is talking about now, he has never been in touch with it, and he doesn't think Sang Jingyu will touch it. Sang Jingyu has always been a complete atheist, so Shen Mu asked Sang Jingyu out of the blue after listening. : "Do you believe this?"

Sang Jingyu smiled wryly and said: "I have spent more than half a year, tried everything, and searched all kinds of channels, but you disappeared too completely. Although you didn't go too far at all, there is a vast sea of ​​people. You almost shielded yourself from all sources of information. I’m afraid that’s your intention. I really can’t help it. At this time, a foreign friend suddenly mentioned spiritual practice. You also know that I never believe in that, but there is no In the absence of a solution, I still decided to try my luck. When I found you for the first time, I couldn't believe that I really found it, but you suddenly left again, so I had to go back and ask Alice for help, and then I found you again for the second time, so now I have to believe it, I am very grateful to Alice, I tell you this, not to ask you to believe it, but Alice told me two days ago that she recently met A friend, he is a pioneer in the field of energy medicine, she knows that I am worried about your condition, this doctor is giving a lecture in New York recently, Alice said that if you want, let me take you to see him, maybe it will be helpful for your condition Helps."

Shen Mu listened carefully, and was stunned for a moment.

Instead of going to the hospital for treatment, he chose natural remedies.From the standpoint of naturopathic medicine, the means of surgery and chemotherapy used in the hospital are called "allopathic medicine".After Shen Ke's illness, he has been studying these two treatment methods, and finally chose the natural treatment he wanted.

He has also heard about the energy medicine that Sang Jingyu mentioned, and these fields are much more advanced abroad than domestically.In fact, he didn't want to wait for death. He was also trying to contact some foreign experts in the field of natural therapy. Unexpectedly, Sang Jingyu suddenly provided such a channel. He thought it was a good opportunity, but Subconsciously, he couldn't help reminding himself not to have too much hope, because if the hope is high, the disappointment will be even greater.When he was silent, Sang Jingyu just looked at Shen Mu quietly. He tried not to let his eyes reveal too much expectation, but he really hoped that Shen Mu would go. Natural therapy, he also learned about it from the books Shen Mu read, but he didn't really talk about it with Shen Mu, so he didn't know how much Shen Mu expected and trusted about it, but he didn't want Shen Mu to give up A little bit of hope, just like finding him.

After a while, he finally waited until Shen Mu nodded, and then heard Shen Mu answer him: "Okay, I am willing."

Sang Jingyu breathed a sigh of relief.No matter what, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, he doesn't want to give up, he hopes that Shen Mu can live a good life.The current Shen Mu seems to be peaceful, but the shadow of death is always accompanied, no matter how peaceful it is, it will not be able to obtain pure happiness and joy.He wanted Shen Mu to be truly happy, but he himself might not be able to help Shen Mu, even if he accompanied him day and night, he knew that he had long since lost the qualification to make him happy.But Alice is different. After being in contact with those people, he will receive different messages and feel different energy. He feels that Shen Mu needs that kind of energy now, rather than just staying by his side .

The author has something to say:

Regarding the natural therapy, spiritual practice and energy medicine mentioned in this chapter, they are things that I believe in. Of course, I will not force everyone to believe it, so everyone should read it~~

Lingxiu makes a digression, I used a pendulum to find things, and the result was beyond my expectations, so it is not really nonsense to mention in the article that finding people by spiritual practice, the so-called sincerity leads to wisdom, I think sometimes it is true That's it~~