Mulberry elm twilight

After Shen Mu and Sang Jingyu lived in the hotel for more than a month, they officially moved to an apartment with a courtyard on the first floor of an old residential area.Sang Jingyu liked that apartment at first glance. Perhaps it was the warm sunlight shining in the courtyard, or the old white paint that made the house look clean and warm.

When he was looking for a house, he asked Shen Mu several times, but Shen Mu didn't care about it at all, but Sang Jingyu only wanted Shen Mu to like it, but it was a pity that he had never really contacted Shen Mu, so that he had never entered him. life, so he doesn't know anything about Shen Mu's preferences, he can only make judgments based on his own guesses.Before this house was finalized, he looked at many other houses, some of which were high-rise and well-decorated, but in the end Sang Jingyu chose this one.

He only cleaned and tidied up the house a little before deciding to live in it first. Both he and Shen Mu had very little luggage, and he hoped that after moving in, the two of them would add daily necessities and details together.He considered setting up the balcony on the first floor as a garden, and let Shen Mu sit by the flowers and bask in the sun. If he cooked the food, he could open the kitchen window and let Shen Mu come in to eat. If Shen Mu would like to eat under the sun, Then he has also prepared a small dining table and white napkins, and he can even hand out the meals directly through the window, all of which he has never thought of before, but when he saw such a small house, these life pictures It just came out naturally.

When he took Shen Mu to move in formally, it was obvious that Shen Mu was quite satisfied. Sang Jingyu excitedly told him about how he wanted to arrange the room in the future. Shen Mu listened silently, and did not agree. Expressed his position, and finally said only one sentence: "Let you bother."

His extremely flat attitude made Sang Jingyu's high emotions froze in mid-air, and finally he could only say: "It's nothing, if you don't like it, you must tell me."

Shen Mu answered "Yes" and went to pack his luggage. There were only a few clothes, books, and some medicines in his luggage, nothing else.

Since it was agreed to take care of Shen Mu, Sang Jingyu had to make the arrangements for the room first. The study and bedroom were all shared. He was afraid that if Shen Mu had a separate room, it would be inconvenient for him to enter, so that even if he fell ill I don't know, but luckily Shen Mu didn't object to this, he agreed to whatever Sang Jingyu said.

Sang Jingyu didn't have many belongings himself, since he started looking for Shen Mu, he gave away his old belongings, and only kept the minimum daily necessities, so that he could go around easily. He and Shen Mu were alone. With half a wardrobe and half a bookshelf for one person, it takes less than 15 minutes to put them all together.Then Sang Jingyu drove out to buy groceries, leaving Shen Mu at home alone.

The previous month of getting along allowed Sang Jingyu to roughly grasp Shen Mu's life rules and habits.I get up at around [-] o'clock in the morning, and my breakfast is basically vegetable porridge. After eating the porridge, I have to eat fruit, and then I meditate, which takes about half an hour.Afterwards, Shen Mu would make a cup of tea or coffee while reading a book.Sang Jingyu was still worried at first, and hesitantly asked Shen Mu if he needed to quit coffee and tea, but Shen Mu laughed and said that he was already in a state where he could live as long as he could, and if he didn't drink it now, he wouldn't have the chance to drink it later , and no more than one cup a day.Having said that, Sang Jingyu could only let him go.

Lunch is basically eaten before twelve o'clock, and most of the food is pasta, but there are still a lot of vegetables in it, because vegetables and fruits are alkaline foods, and there is no danger of feeding tumor cells.An hour after lunch, Shen Mu takes a nap, sometimes for half an hour, sometimes for an hour, and drinks tea or juice after waking up.At four o'clock, I start preparing dinner. Dinner is rice and vegetables, and a small amount of meat or eggs.Shen Mu takes a walk from 09:30 to [-]:[-], uses the computer after returning home at [-]:[-], and goes to bed at [-]:[-].And the time when Shen Mu often gets sick is after meditation and before nap, and once in the middle of the night. When Sang Jingyu has roughly mastered the rules, he will stay by Shen Mu's side every time.However, according to Shen Mu, his condition has not become serious, and it has been like this for the past six months, so this can almost be regarded as a good sign, if it does not worsen, it means stagnating at the status quo, maybe one day the symptoms and pain will be relieved, Shen Mu Mu has always insisted on natural therapy and dietary therapy, and he is actually feeling whether his condition has changed every day, so for him, not getting worse means that he can maintain the status quo.

But Sang Jingyu couldn't bear it after all. Every time he watched Shen Mu exhausted from pain, he seemed to have experienced a catastrophe. On the contrary, Shen Mu himself was used to these things, and now With someone by his side, Shen Mu would occasionally feel a sense of peace of mind. Sometimes he felt that even if he died in pain like this, at least someone could take care of his funeral, and that would be the end of his life in this world. a wish.

But he never said this to Sang Jingyu. If it was the person three years ago, he felt that he could say whatever he wanted, but now this Sang Jingyu is too nervous about him, so he can't say much about it. In terms of thinking, in fact, this is the first time he has come into contact with this kind of Sang Jingyu. Although he takes care of his daily life in every possible way, this Sang Jingyu is also very strange to him.

Sang Jingyu buys vegetables for him...

Sang Kyung-yu cooks for him...

Sang Jingyu planted flowers for him...

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These things that Sang Jingyu himself had never been involved in in the past, now he can do them with ease.

Shen Mu was originally good at doing things by himself, but Sang Jingyu said that he really wanted to do it. To put it bluntly, he really wanted to do it for him. If two people eat, it won't be that you cook yours and I cook mine, so Shen Mu also Don't fight with him, just let him do it.

Besides, Sang Jingyu didn't interfere with him in anything, let him maintain his own living habits, he would check the computer and use his mobile phone when he was free, but Shen Mu never saw him answer a call, It was as if no one in this world would come to Sang Jingyu anymore.Shen Mu didn't forget how busy Sang Jingyu's cell phone was before, whether it was calls or text messages, there was no time for it to stop.

Only for a walk after dinner, Sang Jingyu proposed to go together, Shen Mu naturally would not refuse, but most of the time they were silent, they did not interfere with each other in many things, so it was not easy to ask, Shen Mu didn't care about Sang What Jingyu is doing now, but Sang Jingyu is struggling to find a topic.

Ordinary topics would end with just a few casual sentences, but what Sang Jingyu wanted to know, he didn't dare to ask, because if he wanted to ask, he really wanted to start from the beginning and ask why Shen Mu fell in love with him in the first place, Ask how he survived all these years, ask Shen Mu if he hated him... These questions are all painful when touched, he is afraid that Shen Mu will be hurt, maybe he won't be hurt now, but I will also suffer, for the Shen Mu who once loved me.