Jiang Chen, who was a little emotional just now, froze in place as if struck by lightning. He suddenly felt his stomach convulse, and the pain spread all over his body, even his fingertips felt a little numb.

"Why?" Jiang Chen murmured, as if he was asking Su Shaoqing, but also himself.

Su Shaoqing suddenly felt a sense of vindictive pleasure, even though he knew that Jiang Chen was not a prostitute, even though he knew that Su Fu was born with a lack of elements that could not regulate emotions, even though he knew that one day Su Fu would take that step, just like According to his father, Su Yu was born like his weak mother.

He couldn't help thinking like this, when he was facing tremendous pressure, he never fell down, but why did Su Yu become like that when he made a movie?Why do you put all your feelings on one person in such a short time together?

Su Shaoqing felt that Su Fu was like a child living in an ivory tower, who had never been tempered, so a small setback made him fall down.Over the years, he was afraid of Su Fu's relapse, carefully adjusted Su's work, and at the same time wanted to train him deliberately. He was always strict with him, but when Jiang Chen came back, everything seemed to be in chaos.

"Shaoqing, you are still the same." Ning Lingyun came down from upstairs, and said in a helpless tone.

Su Shaoqing glanced at Ning Lingyun, then turned his face away expressionlessly, and was no longer aggressive.

"It's hard to say what caused Su Yu's situation. It's mainly because of the unresolved feelings or pressure and fear of the future that have been accumulated in his heart, which made him panic and anxious." Ning Lingyun told Jiang Chen explained.

Jiang Chen nodded in a daze, then asked, "When will he recover?"

"It's hard to say, a few months, half a year, a year, or even longer, we need to find a suitable method to treat him."

"Why did you come down?" Su Shaoqing asked.

"I asked Su Yu to fill out the form, and I heard you making noise below, so I came down to have a look." Although Ning Lingyun looked polite, what he said made Su Shaoqing unable to reply, so Su Shaoqing fell silent again.

The treatment took a long time, and the low-pressure atmosphere downstairs continued until Su Shaoqing and Ning Lingyun left.

Jiang Chen asked Su Yu, is it really because of me?But he thought that even though he had been face to face for so long, he never knew Su Yu as well as he imagined.

How did Su Yu grow up?What was your favorite thing to do as a child?When is the most memorable moment?What is the cause of the pain and sadness in his heart now?

Su Yu's heart has never been opened, is he unwilling or afraid to confide in him?

But all Jiang Chen can do now is hug Su Fu tightly and ask him, "Do you feel better after chatting with Ning Lingyun?"

Su Fu nodded, "He talked a lot and put forward some theories. I actually know it in my heart, but I can't do it."

"Su Yu, I know you want to get better, but you can't be in a hurry, everything should be done step by step, shall we take it step by step?"

"I'm very anxious, I always feel that I won't get better all the time, and I want to get better soon, I..." Su Yu suddenly paused as he spoke, he seemed to feel that words were futile, and he was afraid that he was so fragile annoying.

"Jiang Chen, leave me alone, the doctor is here too, you don't have to stay with me like this all the time, the crew should be urging you too, right?"

Su Fu has been immersed in his dark and depressed thoughts these days. He has no idea what happened outside, but now he suddenly thinks that Jiang Chen's rest time seems to be a little long.

"Don't worry, the crew has some problems recently, and the filming has been temporarily suspended." Jiang Chen replied, as if afraid of Su Yu's questioning, he stood up again and said, "What do you need? I'll go buy some."

Su Fu didn't need anything, but Ning Lingyun made a recovery list and asked Jiang Chen to see if there was anything he wanted to buy.

After counseling by a psychiatrist, Su Yu's mood was not much better, but according to Ning Lingyun's requirements, he insisted on walking for three to 10 minutes every day, as well as rationed intake of fruits and vegetables, and half to one a day. Hours of meditation and so on, his state seems to have improved a little bit, but it's only a slight change.

Depression takes a mental toll on a person who needs more than just energy, but also close relationships, a social circle, and a sense of fulfillment.

A person's experience of the meaning of life is directly related to social value. Although Jiang Chen finds things for Su Fu every day, such as painting, listening to music, making cakes, etc., there is no way for Su Fu to gain a sense of accomplishment.

In the blink of an eye, a week has passed, and Su Fu's emotions are not only testing his own endurance, but also testing Jiang Chen's endurance. All kinds of attempts, like a circle, always return to the starting point, which makes people have a feeling. A deep sense of frustration.

Zhao Zhengyang would come to Su Fu to see him from time to time, and he was cautious every time he came, as if he was afraid of frightening him, and as if he didn't know how to get along with him, which made Su Fu feel more suspicious and began to fall into self-doubt.

So when he came again, Jiang Chen blocked Zhao Zhengyang at the door and said, "If you have nothing to do today, don't come in."

Zhao Zhengyang was stunned for a moment, then lowered his voice and said, "What's wrong? Is it...?"

"Don't think about it! Every time you come here, you are timid, which makes people uncomfortable." Jiang Chen said annoyed.

"What you said, I have never lived like that, but I am really here this time."

"What's the matter? Tell me at the door." Jiang Chen still blocked the door to prevent him from entering.

Zhao Zhengyang had no choice but to say at the door: "That's right, what, did you listen to what your manager said?"

"Can you speak quickly?"

"Didn't you take promotional photos for the variety show you filmed before? I wanted to ask Su Yu if he could still shoot it?" Zhao Zhengyang hurriedly explained, "It's not that I really want Su Yu to work, I It’s just that I have studied his situation recently, will proper work adjust his mental state?”

Jiang Chen originally planned to shoot by himself, but what Zhao Zhengyang said seemed to make sense. Recently, he was actually thinking that the two of them stayed at home or went out for a walk. The small house is probably not good for Su Yu.

The two discussed it with Su Fu again. Su Fu struggled in his heart for a long time, sometimes he said he wanted to go, and sometimes he felt that he couldn't take that step, until finally Jiang Chen said forcefully that he must give it a try. Just settled things down.

The day of filming is coming soon, and Su Yu has been falling into a deeper anxiety and restlessness since he got up early, and he can't tell what he is afraid of, maybe it is the eyes of others, or maybe he is afraid that he will not complete the task. Yes, taking pictures is also a difficult task for him.

Sure enough, when Su Yu was photographed, he frowned while taking pictures,

"Su Yu, your expression should be more natural, and your smile is a bit fake." The photographer shouted through the camera.

Su Wei adjusted his expression again, the photographer was still dissatisfied, but no matter how he shot it, it seemed that he couldn't achieve the effect he wanted, and finally the photographer also compromised.

Su Fu felt a deep sense of frustration, he was still not good enough, he thought.

"Long time no see, what have you been up to lately? There is no news, and I wanted to ask you for a party." Wei Qinglan arrived a little later, and ran over to say hello as soon as she saw Su Fu.

"It's nothing, just stay." Su Yu said.

"Why stay here, come out these two days and have a meeting together."

Su Fu was about to refuse, but Jiang Chen interjected, "Okay, let's go play badminton or swim together these two days, I think it would be better."

"You have a good suggestion. Every time you say that the party is eating and playing cards, it's better to have some outdoor sports and healthy." Wei Qinglan said.

On the day of the photo shoot, everyone was here except Liang Siyu, so when they heard Jiang Chen's proposal, they all responded, and then I don't know what happened, the original appointment in two days turned into an afternoon.

Because everyone came early, work was over early, and a group of people went directly to the badminton hall, probably because everyone was in high spirits, so Su Yu was also infected, and unexpectedly, there was no such big resistance in his heart.

Due to the large number of people, when playing, everyone decided to play doubles. Xiong Lei hurriedly asked to play with Su Fu.

"The relationship between the two of us is iron, we must be able to cooperate very tacitly, isn't it Su Yu?" Xiong Lei was as energetic as ever.

"Probably." Su Yu replied.

"What's the point? You must take the first place! Do you have confidence?"

Jiang Chen, who was watching the battle next to him, was a little worried, "Just play casually, there is no winning or losing."

He was very afraid that there would be any pressure in Su Fu's heart, even if there was a slight fluctuation now, Jiang Chen's heart would fluctuate accordingly.

"Okay, okay, just kidding. Why are you so serious?" Xiong Lei said with some dissatisfaction.

Su Wei glanced at Jiang Chen, and suddenly smiled. This smile is not like the stiff one when taking pictures just now, nor the perfunctory one when he treated Wei Qinglan and the others just now. The smile from the heart made Jiang Chen really feel the intimacy between Su Fu and him, they are together, even though Su Fu is very indifferent to emotions now.

But maybe not, it's just that Su Yu didn't know how to express the feelings and pain in his heart, especially for close people. For some reason, at this moment, Jiang Chen seemed to have an epiphany, and suddenly understood this point.

Su Fu didn't play well this time, barely catching a few balls, Xiong Lei was so angry that he went straight, he was so stupid, finally Jiang Chen couldn't stand it anymore, and called Su Fu down.

"I'll see if I help you get the score back later."

A thin layer of sweat broke out from Su Yu's body, and while wiping with a towel, he said, "Are you with me?"

"What else? Naturally, I want to stand by your side." Jiang Chen entered the stage after speaking.

Su Fu looked at Jiang Chen's back, and his heart was suddenly touched, even though it was just a tiny feeling, so small that he couldn't easily notice it.

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