Actors and husbands are open

What is intimacy?The psychiatrist often talks to him.Su Fu thinks of his mother, she is his closest person, because they share the same pain and understand each other deeply, but besides that, mother also has her own family, and he needs to find his own life after all.

He thought again of his father, the most influential person in his life.He was about five or six years old that year, and was bullied by the little boy next door, crying all the way home.

Father stood at the door, looked at him, frowned, and pushed away his hand that wanted to hold his leg.

"Why are you crying?" asked the father.

Su Yu has forgotten what he said, only remembering that he was stubborn to hug him, but was pushed away again and again.

"No matter what grievances you suffer, there will be no one to rely on." Then, the father finally lowered his body, stared at him and said every word: "Remember, no one will stand by your side, you will always have to rely on Crying is the most cowardly act, and I don't want my son to be looked down upon when he grows up."

Su Wei just nodded indiscriminately, listening to the specious words in a ignorant manner, but his father would not let him forget this lesson just like this.

He walked into Su Yu's small bedroom and put away all his toys one by one. His favorite dinosaur models, favorite little trains, and favorite superman disappeared one by one from him. in the field of vision.

Su Fu looked at the person on the badminton court, the person who had been by his side during his most difficult moments, and couldn't take his eyes off.

Every time Jiang Chen jumps and smashes the ball, he is so strong and powerful, as vigorous and graceful as a cheetah, which is different from his usual gentleness and patience. Maybe he can really be relied on, even if he was late, but He came after all.

Jiang Chen, whose face was covered with sweat, ran over and asked with a smile, "Did you see the score?"

It took a long time for Su Yu to realize that this was the end of a match, "Win?"

Jiang Chen nodded with a smile, and was about to speak when everyone came over and chatted lively.

"I really can't tell, Jiang Chen is at the level of a player." Wei Qinglan laughed.

"I participated in some competitions in school and practiced for a few days."

"No wonder, I won't dare to fight you next time." Wei Qinglan said, and then asked Su Yu, "Are you going to replace Zhang Manshui later? She said she has no strength."

Su Fu looked at Zhang Manshui, her face flushed like a shrimp about to be cooked, and she smiled embarrassedly.

Seeing that everyone was still in high spirits, Su Yu had no choice but to play again, Xiong Lei suddenly said, "Hey, this is not fair, you two guys, let us go."

As everyone walked towards the venue, Wei Qinglan said, "What's the use of the two of us? Jiang Chen killed it in seconds by himself."

In the end, after actually playing, Jiang Chen and Xiong Lei suddenly lost their original cooperation.

"I'll pick it up, I'll pick it up!" Xiong Lei yelled over.

Jiang Chen suddenly seemed to have no time to take a step back, the racket involuntarily wanted to smash the ball, and then stopped, causing the ball to do a free fall and lay innocently on the ground.

"Sorry, I didn't react." Jiang Chen said apologetically.

Xiong Lei pouted and said nothing.

Then Jiang Chen hit another ball, but without the ferocious strength before, it floated softly towards Su Yu.

Su Yu picked it up effortlessly, scored with a smash.

After a few times, everyone could see that such an obvious release of water was simply a shameless act in a competition, but Jiang Chen was very happy to release water, and his acting skills were not in place.

In the end, the four of them were also tired, and they were going to pack up and go have dinner together.

"Well, Su Yu, it seems that someone sent you a message." Su Yu's cell phone happened to be placed next to Zhang Manshui.

Su Fu picked it up and looked at it, then glanced at Jiang Chen again, "I have something to do, so I can't go to eat."

"Hey, it's a rare opportunity, it's a pity not to go." Wei Qinglan said.

"That's right, let's go together, Su Yu." Xiong Lei said hastily.

Zhang Manshui hesitated to speak.

In the end, Su Fu insisted, saying that there was indeed something urgent, and then Jiang Chen also said that he still had something to do today, and finally left with Su Fu.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Chen asked after getting into the car.

"Two days ago, the doctor told me that the medicine I took needed to be adjusted, but I forgot. The doctor just told me to go there as soon as possible."

"Now?" Looking at the sky outside, Jiang Chen saw that it was getting dark, and it was time to turn on the headlights.

"Well, he said in his message that he is on night shift today, so he can come later."

"You..." Jiang Chen hesitated as he spoke, as if he didn't know whether he should ask or not.

"What?" Su Yu said.

"Did the medicine you took before have any effect?"

Su Wei was silent for a while, just when Jiang Chen thought he would not speak, he suddenly said: "It seems that every day starts like hell, and then it gets a little bit better, but there is no particularly big change. "

Having said that, Su Yu stopped. He watched Jiang Chen focus on the road ahead, and seemed to gain some courage again, "When you played golf this afternoon, it was so obvious that you let the water go, but I felt a little better."

A faint smile appeared on the corner of Jiang Chen's mouth, "When did I release the water? Isn't it because of your good golf skills?"

Knowing that Jiang Chen was lying, Su Fu was touched a little, maybe because of what he said, maybe because there was a person standing beside him like this, the cold world was a little warmer.

After the two of them took the medicine, it was completely dark. Along the road, there were lights everywhere, and the bright colors of neon gave people an unreal feeling.

"Shall I take you somewhere?" Jiang Chen said.

Su Fu didn't ask where he was going, but just said yes, Jiang Chen took Su Fu all the way farther and farther, as if he wanted to get out of this noisy world and find a place of peace.

In the end, he stopped on the mountainside outside the city, wrapped the clothes around Su Yu, and took him out of the car.

Although I haven't reached the top of the mountain, I can already overlook the whole city. The lights of thousands of houses are lit up at the same time, and the city is full of fireworks.On the contrary, it is said that it is very quiet here, with the sound of insects, and the rustling sound of unknown animals when they vibrate.

Jiang Chen took out another piece of cloth from the car, spread it on the open space beside him, and sat on it side by side with Su Fu,

"Do you feel like you haven't seen a star for a long time?" Jiang Chen asked.

Su Wei raised his head, and the round moon hung in the sky, surrounded by a soft halo. In the black sky, thin clouds could still be seen, and distant stars were trying to radiate their own brilliance.

"I don't seem to have seen the stars much."

"When I was young, my father would take me and my mother to the suburbs to watch the stars." Jiang Chen said.

"Really?" Su Yu said softly, under the moonlight, he couldn't see Jiang Chen's expression clearly, which made him feel a little safe.

Su Fu raised his head again, looked at the sky and said, "I was always alone when I was young, my father was very strong, and my mother was always in a bad mood, so I often stayed alone in the house."

Jiang Chen didn't speak, he listened quietly, for fear of interrupting Su Fu, and he would never have such a chance again.

"Later, I saw that there were always many people in the garden outside. I thought it was very lively, so I ran out secretly. At first, I just watched from the side. Gradually, some people seemed to see me as lonely, so they took me to play together, but I don’t know why, but they started to isolate me again, maybe because the jokes I told were not funny, or because I looked a little sad.”

Having said this, Su Yu stopped, probably because he had returned to some emotions that he couldn't let go of in the past, and his mood was also a little depressed.

"How many stars can you recognize?" Jiang Chen asked.

Su Yu stopped Jiang Chen's questioning, recovered from his memory, and looked up seriously, "Perhaps, Polaris?"

Jiang Chen pointed to the stars in the sky and began to explain science to Su Yu one by one. Su Yu's nerves were drawn by his words, and he was gradually fascinated. Then he didn't know why he began to look at Jiang Chen's speech in a daze.

Jiang Chen talked about the stars like a treasure, his lips opened and closed, and his voice was clear, like a gust of refreshing wind blowing, it suddenly hit Su Yu's heart, he thought, his door opened, just like this quietly Silently, without warning.

He could clearly hear the sound of the heavy door rumbling open, and he could clearly feel a tiny light appearing in the dark heart. Maybe this light could not dispel all the darkness, but it would eventually bring him hope.

"Do you remember?" Jiang Chen asked suddenly.

Su Wei nodded foolishly, but in fact he didn't hear anything, his thoughts had already been taken away by Jiang Chen.

Jiang Chen looked at Su Yu's way of nodding, ignorant and soft, as if he had sensed something suddenly, he moved his head closer and lowered his forehead to Su Yu's.

"Su Yu, I miss you very much." Jiang Chen didn't know why he said this, probably because even though he was by Su Yu's side every day, he felt that Su Yu was far away from him, so far away that he couldn't reach that place at all .

There is only Su Wei there, who is constantly searching and struggling, just like Su Shaoqing said, he will also feel physically and mentally exhausted, what is more frustrating than no matter what you do, the other person is indifferent Woolen cloth?

But it wasn't Su Yu's fault. They couldn't see each other, nor could they feel each other's intentions through the thick wall. Sometimes Jiang Chen even wondered, is Su Yu working hard?

But at this moment, he knew that Su Yu had been fighting, and he was trying to get out step by step.

He lightly pressed his lips on Su Yu's lips, it was very soft, without feeling cold at all, he was not soulless.

He tried to poke the tip of his tongue in, and he felt Su Yu's gentle response. Although Su Yu accepted it passively, he seemed to want to feel all the passionate feelings in his heart with him.

But Jiang Chen didn't dare to use force, he lightly licked Su Yu's lips, and backed away, seeing the wet water stains on it, he felt a sense of satisfaction in his heart.