Rebirth: Marry Bai Fumei

Fortunately, he prepared all these things at home early in the morning, and gave Le Sheng some medicine.Le Sheng still has to go to work today, which is something neither of them can do.Therefore, after breakfast, Xu Nanshan had no choice but to endure the heartache and sent him to the company, and told him not to eat spicy food, not to eat too greasy, not to sit for a long time... and so on.

While agreeing, Le Sheng pursed his lips and smiled. Although he was a little embarrassed, he liked how nervous Xu Nanshan was.Before leaving, Le Sheng also told Xu Nanshan, don't drink anymore today, don't hide at home alone anymore, go out for a walk, and relax.

After last night, the relationship between the two seems to be one step closer.Before Lesheng got out of the car, Xu Nanshan still pulled Lesheng's tie, leaned over and kissed him until his lips turned red, before letting him go to work.

Seeing Le Sheng walk into the company, Xu Nanshan heaved a sigh of relief, leaned his head back on the chair, put his hands on the steering wheel, and closed his eyes.He roughly remembered the situation last night, he frowned and knocked on his head, happy in the morning, he didn't have time to think about what was there or not.Now that he was alone, the tide-like sense of depression surged up again, like a wave pulling him into the water, the water covered his mouth and nose, and he was a little suffocated.

Xu Nanshan thought of Le Sheng, who was drunk last night, looked at him and said "I love you", and thought of Le Sheng crying and moaning under him.Xu Nanshan understood that Le Sheng wanted to comfort him in this way, but he didn't want their first time to be in such a situation, and he was indeed too rough last night.But since it happened... that's all.

Xu Nanshan is a bit machismo, he always feels that he should be responsible to others when he is asleep.

On the way home, Xu Nanshan couldn't help laughing self-deprecatingly when he thought of Le Sheng who was dealing with the directors in the company. will escape.

Xu Nanshan pulled himself together and said to himself: This can't happen again.He trusts you so much and values ​​you so much, how can you be so self-deprecating?

So after returning home, Xu Nanshan took the initiative to contact Wang Aimin for the first time since he was autistic, and first learned about rumor dispelling.It was only later that Xu Nanshan learned that it was not only Wang Aimin and the company who dispelled the rumors, but Lesheng also played a key role in it.

The beating incident was the security guard that Le Sheng took the initiative to settle. I think that after Le Sheng was yelled at by the security guard, he would detour when he saw the security guard, but this time he was able to do this to this extent.

What surprised Xu Nanshan even more was that Le Sheng posted the video openly, faced the public directly, and even bluntly stated that he had lost his voice due to illness.From Yu Ning, Xu Nanshan knew that the former Le Sheng was actually afraid of facing the camera, and it was only because of him that he mustered up the courage to stand on the stage. He even wore a mask and didn't show his face.The inability to speak has always been an insurmountable obstacle in Le Sheng's heart. Because of this, he has low self-esteem and self-loathing, so he is afraid of crowds and dare not communicate with them.

But he actually told everyone openly: He is dumb.Just to explain what happened that day.

In fact, Xu Nanshan didn't know the specific process of what happened that day. He only knew that the security guard pushed Le Sheng. He only found out after watching the video. It turned out that Le Sheng had explained to the security guard anxiously and helplessly, but he was still regarded as malicious.

Xu Nanshan watched Le Sheng's video and Weibo over and over many times, and saw that he could recite every word clearly, and that he could remember every movement of Le Sheng clearly. Only then did he press the pause button, and was lost in thought as he watched Le Sheng's last very shallow smile.

Xu Nanshan felt his nose was a little sour, and there seemed to be something sore and swollen in his chest cavity, as if he had been kneaded into a ball by something, pulled and squeezed, and felt a dull pain.He lowered his head and covered his slightly hot eye sockets with his palms, as if he was afraid of being seen.

This is his happy life... so good.

No wonder he looked so tired yesterday, he had to take care of his work, his happiness, and himself, could he not be tired?

Xu Nanshan took a deep breath, wiped the corners of his eyes with his fingers, raised his head, looked at the bright sunshine outside the window, and thought: no matter what, he must not be disappointed.

Xu Nanshan quickly called Wang Aimin again.

On the other end of the phone, Wang Aimin was a little surprised when he heard Xu Nanshan's question, and then he seemed to be flipping through something, and there was the sound of pages turning.He paused and said:

"Notice, yes there is, it's just because of the incident a while ago... You have a bad reputation outside now. Although it is said that you have been cleansed, there are still a lot of things that have not been cleansed. So..."

Xu Nanshan: "Just say what you have."

Wang Aimin: "There are a few commercial performances, and some...endorsements."

Xu Nanshan: "What endorsement?"

Wang Aimin: "...Underwear."

"..." Xu Nanshan: "What else?"

Wang Aimin said in a tone that couldn't bear to look directly: "...Auntie towel."

Xu Nanshan was silent for a while: "What about commercial performances?"

Commercial performances are also a matter of the strength of the organizers. In the past, Xu Nanshan always took commercial performances from big-name companies. Now he is not as popular as before, so the people looking for him are also relatively unknown.

Xu Nanshan was unfamiliar with Wang Aimin's report, so he pondered for a while and said, "You pick the two that are pleasing to your eye, and I'm going to prepare."

Before, Wang Aimin knew that his artist was not in good condition recently, and the outside situation was also not good. He wanted Xu Nanshan to adjust his condition, and he was afraid that he would mess up on stage, so he was not in a hurry to call him.Hearing Xu Nanshan's initiative to ask, he still hesitated and asked, "How are you doing now, can you do it?"

"If you're not in good shape, don't be brave. After all, word of mouth is the most important thing about your current performance."

After the rumors were refuted, most of the overwhelming blacks on the Internet had dissipated, and the remaining part was still fluttering.If Xu Nanshan comes back, the live will still be as stable as an old dog, which can not only reassure the hearts of fans, but also slap black fans in the face.But if the performance is not good, it will have a great impact in all aspects, after all, all eyes are fixed on him now.

Xu Nanshan half leaned on the sofa, lowered his eyes, walked his two fingers along the armrest of the sofa step by step to the edge, and then walked back, and said softly: "No problem."

If there is a problem, it has to be okay.

Unfortunately, that night, Xu Nanshan suffered from insomnia again. He didn't fall asleep vaguely until two or three o'clock in the morning, but he woke up again inexplicably at four or five o'clock.At the dawn of early winter, he stared at the night with sweat profusely, and fell asleep again not long after.

He had a dream. In the dream, there was a dark attic. The attic was damp and silent. There was no one there. He was imprisoned in the attic and couldn't get out no matter what.So he climbed to the top of the building and climbed out from the skylight. He raised his head and saw the world was full of dazzling white light. A gray-haired old lady walked through the white light. The old lady held a knife and stabbed him in the heart.

A great deal of blood flowed from his chest, he fell from the roof, landed in the dry straw and rotten boards, he lay there unable to move, he felt his body, but could not manipulate them .He tried hard to open his eyes to see the man's face clearly, but he couldn't.

Then there seemed to be a large amount of water flooding over, like a flood, drinking water with an earthy smell flooded his mouth and nose, and overflowed the top of his head, and he was almost drowned.The strong suffocation made Xu Nanshan couldn't help but want to reach out and grab something, even if it was a piece of driftwood, but his body seemed to be tightly pressed by something, and his body weighed a thousand catties, so he couldn't move.

The dream came to an abrupt end, and Xu Nanshan woke up from the dream panting heavily. When he opened his eyes, he realized that it was already dawn.Xu Nanshan wiped the sweat from his forehead tiredly, as if he had run for several kilometers all over his body, he was not at all relaxed and energetic after a night's rest.He propped up his upper body with his arms, took a look at his phone from the bedside table, and found that it was already nine o'clock.

Xu Nanshan breathed a sigh of relief, and lay back on the bed limply.

tired.

Why do you have such a dream?Xu Nanshan thought, he raised his hand and touched the position of his chest. In his dream, after being stabbed by a knife, it didn't hurt, but at this moment, he always felt a little vaguely that there was a knife stuck in his chest.He shook his head with a wry smile, and searched the Internet for "what does it mean to dream of being killed", and the answers on the Internet are varied, but most of them are positive, such as you are going to get rich, you are going to be lucky, you and Killing your little buddy is better or something.

Shit.Xu Nanshan thought to himself.

At this time, the phone vibrated, and a message popped up. Xu Nanshan took a look and found that it was Wang Aimin's itinerary.The last commercial performance that Wang Aimin accepted for him was just a week later, and the schedule was so urgent.

Xu Nanshan lifted the quilt and sat up, yawned, stretched himself, went to take a bath first, and then began to prepare for the commercial performance.Although it's just a little-known commercial show, you must go all out.

The track is a hip-hop song with dance, which has been danced many times, and Xu Nanshan is very familiar with it.But since it was a new performance, Xu Nanshan re-adapted and created the song in good faith, and re-communicated with his long-term choreographer about the choreography.

Le Sheng was a little surprised when he heard that he was going to participate in a commercial performance, hesitantly wanted to persuade Xu Nanshan to rest more, don't be so anxious, after all he looked at Xu Nanshan's dark circles seemed to be getting heavier and heavier.Xu Nanshan didn't take it seriously, but coaxed: "I'm fine, just a little insomnia."

Since Xu Yinquan planned to hold a general meeting of shareholders in mid-November, which was only a few days away, Le Sheng didn't have time to visit Xu Nanshan's scene.He kissed Xu Nanshan's cheek apologetically, and said, "I'll be free after the shareholders' meeting. I can often visit your site in the future."

Xu Nanshan stroked his hair and said, "Work is the most important thing. Do you have the confidence to win the shareholders meeting?"

Le Sheng was silent for two seconds and said, "Maybe."

After a few days of rehearsal, on November [-]th, Xu Nanshan flew to the destination of the commercial performance for rehearsal.Normally, Xu Nanshan wouldn't feel nervous about a performance of this level, but this time, perhaps because of what happened a while ago, or because the meaning of this performance is different, Xu Nanshan was actually a little nervous.Mistakes were frequent during rehearsals, either forgetting words or dancing wrong steps.

Seeing Wang Aimin's furrowed brows, Xu Nanshan was a little anxious, but the rehearsal always reached his satisfaction level and passed.

NO.11, formal performance.

During the rehearsal that day, the makeup artist looked at Xu Nanshan's dark circles with a little surprise, and joked with a smile: "Brother Xu, what's going on, is the nightlife too rich?"

It's not just dark circles, because of insomnia, smoking and alcoholism, Xu Nanshan's skin condition is not as good as before, it looks a little dark and yellow.

Xu Nanshan frowned displeased.

The makeup artist quickly shut up, not daring to speak anymore, and thickened Xu Nanshan's foundation to cover it up.

Xu Nanshan only had one song, which ended in less than 5 minutes.The makeup and exquisite styling made him look no different from usual.The fans who received the notice early held a light sign under the stage, and when they saw him on stage, they screamed loudly, choked up and called his name.

These were fans who had never left Xu Nanshan when he was hacked. They hadn't seen Xu Nanshan live for a long time, so they cherished the opportunity to see their idols.There was even a little bit of red eyes, and wept in the audience.

Xu Nanshan looked around and saw some familiar faces. He smiled slightly under the spotlight. It was a heartfelt and grateful smile. He bowed deeply and said to the fans: "Thank you."

When he bowed, some fans even broke down in tears. No one knew how they got here in the past two months. They were crying and shouted in unison:

"Shanshan, come on!"

"come on!"

Xu Nanshan curled his lips, put his left hand on his chest, and said softly, "I will."

Time is limited, it is impossible for him to interact with fans infinitely, so he reported the track and started to perform.His voice is still as good as before, deep and full of magnetism, his bass is steady without any trembling, his treble is round and clear, his rap articulation is clear and full of rhythm, Typhoon is unmatched.

When entering the chorus, Xu Nanshan looked at the fans in the audience while dancing and thought, he is still him, he has not changed.

The accident came unexpectedly.

The stage for commercial performances was very simple, the three-meter lifting platform broke down, and there were no protective measures at all.Xu Nanshan was jumping there when he was dancing, but suddenly he felt dizzy, as if he couldn't control himself, he stumbled and fell down from there.

Hearing a muffled "bang", Xu Nanshan fell to the ground. He landed on his legs first, so there was a heart-piercing pain on his left leg bone, but he didn't have time to react, so he knocked his head down , His forehead hit the ground, and his eyes were full of gold stars.

Xu Nanshan was lying on the ground, with red blood spreading from his forehead, and he didn't move for a long time.

Suddenly such a change happened, and everyone in the auditorium and backstage exploded for a while, and the fans reacted most violently. They immediately stood up from the audience frantically, and the tide surged upwards.Security is not enough.

The props, director and others also panicked.

I don't know who was the first one to rush up. Xu Nanshan didn't faint, but felt pain and dizziness, his mind was dizzy, and he had no strength in his body, as if it hurt like hell even if he moved.There were loud and noisy human voices, mixed with the panicked screams of the fans.

"Nanshan!"

"Brother Xu!"

"Mountain!"

All kinds of voices were calling him, making his head hurt even more, and he tried to shut them up irritably, but when he opened his mouth, there was only a weak and painful moan.He was lifted up by someone, and someone called 120. The familiar voice of the ambulance covered the other voices, and he was carried into the ambulance in a hurry.

The doctors and nurses urgently checked his injuries. He closed his eyes, but felt that the eyelids were heavy and he couldn't open them.

Xu Nanshan finally passed out.

……

Xu Nanshan had another bizarre dream. In the dream, he seemed to be back in that terrible car accident. The raging flames detonated his entire car. He seemed to be an outsider, looking at the car in the car. past man.The man's forehead hit the windshield, blood flowed all over his face, his arm was pierced into the flesh by the shattered glass, and his leg was jammed.

Xu Nanshan seemed to see the tongue of flame engulfing the man's body in an instant, and he seemed to be able to smell the burning protein.

He heard someone crying, crying very suppressed, as if he was afraid of disturbing someone.But still very noisy.

"Don't cry!" He seemed to hear himself saying this, and after finishing speaking, the voice stopped.

After an unknown amount of time, he woke up.

Xu Nanshan opened his eyes and looked at the pale ceiling, still a little dazed.Pain, headache, he raised his hand to rub his head, but was held down by someone.

"Don't move, there is gauze on your head."

Xu Nanshan turned his head when he heard the sound, and saw his father Xu Sheng, his eyes rolled. Next to Xu Sheng sat Tang Xihua whose eyes were red from crying, and next to Tang Xihua was Xu Qishu whose eyes were swollen from crying.

It seemed that he hadn't seen Xu Qishu for a long time.

"Brother..." Xu Qishu opened the mouth first, and she didn't know how long she had been crying, her voice was hoarse, and it sounded terrible, so she said, "You finally woke up..."

Wang Aimin probably went to communicate with the sponsor about the responsibility for the accident.Xiao He stood beside him timidly.

There were people in the room, but Xu Nanshan didn't see the person he wanted to see, he opened his mouth and said, "...Where is Le Sheng?"

Tang Xihua said: "Lesheng is in the company today. They are holding a shareholders' meeting. He called me specifically to say that he couldn't leave. I hope you don't get angry."

Shareholders' meeting... Xu Nanshan thought about it with his slow mind, is it today?Xu Yin is all ahead of schedule?

Xu Sheng didn't cry like Tang Xihua, but his face was also very ugly, and his brows were so wrinkled that they could kill a fly.

Xu Sheng said in a deep voice: "I heard that you've been drinking heavily and staying up late recently, and you're desperately performing on stage?"

After the doctor's investigation, plus the assistant and agent's explanation, everyone can know his current condition.After all, it is the body that suffers from long-term insomnia and overdraft.

Xu Nanshan didn't really want to talk about these things with his parents, so he turned his eyes away, gave a faint "hmm", and said, "I'm sorry, I was too careless and my feet slipped."

He didn't say it was because he was dizzy at the time.

Xu Sheng said with a sullen face: "You are not sorry for us, but yourself. In such an accident, you are the one who was injured."

"Well," Xu Nanshan said, "I know."

Tang Xihua said: "I advised you before, take a break, go outside, don't put too much pressure on yourself, you don't listen. If you hurt like this, do you sincerely make mom feel bad?"

Xu Qishu whispered: "Uncle, Auntie, don't blame brother, it's all an accident, he didn't know it would happen... It didn't happen because their stage was too hot."

Tang Xihua knew it, but she couldn't help but want to blame her. Seeing Xu Nanshan's obviously lonely eyes, she couldn't bear it anymore and asked, "Is the pain severe?"

Xu Nanshan said, "It doesn't hurt."

Tang Xihua asked again: "Are you hungry? I asked the eldest sister to make your favorite food, but it didn't add spicy." She pointed to the heat preservation box next to it, "It's still hot."

Xu Nanshan wanted to say no, but he was still a little hungry, so he nodded.

"How is my injury?" Xu Nanshan asked, "What did the doctor say?"

Xu Sheng said: "Slight concussion, fracture of the calf bone in the left leg, nothing else is a big problem." Xu Nanshan fainted at the time, not because of the injury, but mainly because his body was overdrawn and he didn't have a good rest.

Xu Nanshan got up on the bed, Tang Xihua helped him by supporting his back, and Xu Sheng helped him roll the bed.

Xu Nanshan looked down and saw that his left leg was in a plaster cast, and it didn't matter if his leg was broken.He stroked the wound on his forehead through the gauze and asked, "How is the wound on the forehead? Will there be a scar?"

He is an artist, this face is naturally more important than anything else.

Tang Xihua and Xu Sheng looked at each other, and Xu Qishu whispered, "But, maybe..."

"Is the wound big?" Xu Nanshan asked again.

Xu Qishu quickly shook her head, and said affirmatively, "It's not big. When the time comes, your bangs will be longer, and it will be designated to cover them."

Xu Nanshan relaxed a little, took the opened insulated box from Tang Xihua's hand, and passed the chopsticks to him. It was delicious in color and fragrance, and it was indeed his favorite dish, but the non-spicy spicy chicken and boiled pork slices, is soulless.

Xu Nanshan ate his meal expressionlessly under the gaze of everyone. It was strange that he obviously felt hungry, but he couldn't eat any more after eating a little.He handed the bowl and chopsticks back to Tang Xihua and said, "I won't eat."

Tang Xihua: "Eat such a small amount? You..."

Xu Nanshan: "I'm full."

Tang Xihua looked at him worriedly.

Xu Sheng said: "Maybe it's because I'm injured and feel uncomfortable, so I don't have an appetite. I'll ask my sister to make some appetizers next time."

It was really uncomfortable, my left leg hurt, my forehead also hurt, my left elbow was also punched on the ground, it was blue and painful, and it was difficult to move around.

Xu Nanshan wanted to turn over, but his heavy leg didn't obey him, so he had to lie on his back.

"You go out, I want to rest for a while." Xu Nanshan said.

"Nanshan..." Tang Xihua was about to refuse, but Xu Sheng grabbed her hand and winked at her.

"Then you have a good rest and call us if necessary." Xu Sheng stood up and said, and then pulled Tang Xihua, and Tang Xihua pulled Xu Qishu out of the ward quietly.

Xiao He, who looked like an invisible person, stood far away. He felt that he should leave too, but he was afraid that Xu Nanshan would leave alone without anyone watching, so he was a little entangled for a while.

Xu Nanshan looked at him expressionlessly: "You go out too."

"Brother Xu..."

"Get out!" Xu Nanshan said.

Xiao He flinched from his yelling, and slipped out immediately.

Without outsiders around, Xu Nanshan's chest rose and fell sharply a few times, he pressed his dizzy and painful head, panting heavily with pale lips.He lifted the quilt and stared at that leg, as if staring at an enemy for many years.

Xu Nanshan clenched his fist tightly in his right hand, so that the veins on the back of his hand were bulging, but his left hand couldn't use much strength.Gritting his teeth, he punched himself on the left leg.

painful.

But none of this could counteract the surging anger and powerlessness in his heart.

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