Rebirth: Marry Bai Fumei

In fact, anger is not the case, after all, apart from himself, he has no other object to be angry with.

That's about something deeper that could be called powerlessness.

He found feebly that, even if he decided to pull himself together, he could no longer successfully stand up, return to the stage as before, and sing boldly and ostentatiously.His fall from the three-meter-high platform may be the so-called ridicule given to him by God. God used this to tell him: You see, you are just a waste, and you can't do it.

Xu Nanshan seemed to have heard the ridicule from the outside world: You see, Xu Nanshan is no longer good, he is no longer the same Xu Nanshan he used to be.It's obviously not possible, why do you have to come back bravely, wouldn't it be good to shrink back and be an unknown person?

Xu Nanshan bent down in pain and covered his face with his hands. The soreness and weakness in his left arm made him hate himself even more.He thought to himself, obviously Lesheng and Wang Aimin had tried to persuade him, but he was too eager to prove himself, and in the end it was self-defeating.

Can it be more embarrassing?Under the watchful eyes of everyone, under the gaze of malicious or good intentions, he fell down like that.That must be ugly.

Xu Nanshan suddenly felt a little glad that Le Sheng didn't come, otherwise Le Sheng would have seen him now...

Because of the slight concussion, Xu Nanshan felt not only dizzy, but also a little nauseous.He tried to move his leg, but just by moving it a little, it hurt badly.

Very well, he has also become a semi-crippled man now, Xu Nanshan half sneered half self-deprecatingly thinking that he couldn't take care of himself and needed someone to help him.

He gritted his teeth and wanted to move that leg, and even tried to get out of bed—he was thirsty and wanted to drink water, but he didn't want any help.

Xu Nanshan did not reveal any painful expression on his face, but the fine cold sweat on his forehead, the tense masseter muscles, and the blue veins on the side of his neck all revealed that when he put his left foot on the ground, What kind of pain.He took a deep breath, trying to relax a little.

The water cup is within reach, and the water dispenser is just a few meters away.Xu Nanshan picked up the cup and leaned on the wall, trying to stand up.However, at this moment, his brain became dizzy for a while, and he could not use his left foot, only his right leg was standing.

In such a moment of dizziness, Xu Nanshan fell headfirst to the ground, and the glass in his hand shattered into shards. The glass shards pierced his hand, and his fingers connected to his heart. For a while, Xu Nanshan's right hand was dripping with blood.Xu Nanshan's left leg hit the ground, and the pain caused his whole leg to go numb.

He snorted, trying to stand up by himself, but couldn't.

"Nanshan!" The door of the ward opened, and Tang Xihua rushed in first, but there was one person who was faster than him.

The man was wearing a crisp black suit and tie, and he had obviously just come out of some meeting.It was Lesheng.

Xu Yinquan was afraid that Le Ruyi would make a move later, so he moved up the time of the shareholders' meeting a little, so as not to have long nights and dreams.Unexpectedly, something happened to Xu Nanshan before they held the shareholders' meeting. When Le Sheng received the news, the shareholders' meeting was about to begin.No matter how disturbed he is, no matter how worried he is, he can't leave the company and come to see Xu Nanshan.

After the shareholders' meeting, he didn't even have time to change his clothes, so he asked the driver to take him to the hospital.As soon as they arrived at the ward, they saw Tang Xihua and the others standing outside the ward without going in.Before Le Sheng could greet them, he heard the sound of glass breaking in the ward.

Le Sheng was startled, and rushed in immediately, and saw Xu Nanshan lying beside the hospital bed in hospital gown, with gauze on his head and plaster on his left leg, his face was very pale, and there was a lump on his right Shards of glass and punctured fingers.Le Sheng had known Xu Nanshan for so long, had he ever seen such a scene, his heart seemed to be twisted together for a moment, he ran to Xu Nanshan's side in a few steps, trying to help him up.

Unexpectedly, Xu Nanshan was groggy, but he was extremely sensitive to Le Sheng, and when Le Sheng put his hand on his shoulder, he felt that it was Le Sheng.Unexpectedly, Xu Nanshan suddenly lost control and threw away Le Sheng's hand.

"Go away!" Xu Nanshan yelled.

When he roared, not only Le Sheng was stunned, but Tang Xihua and others were also stunned.

Enduring nausea and dizziness, Xu Nanshan gasped heavily, and without looking at Le Sheng, he pointed to the door of the ward and repeated: "You, get out."

Le Sheng knelt there helplessly, he thought Xu Nanshan was angry with him and blamed him for not coming over immediately, he explained helplessly: "I'm sorry, Nanshan, I didn't mean it, my company really can't leave , I'm sorry...don't be angry."

Xu Nanshan didn't look at him at all, but looked up at Tang Xihua and the others.Honestly speaking, he didn't want to ask for help, but lying here all the time was really ugly.So Xu Nanshan's Adam's apple twitched and said, "Mom, you... come and help me."

"Hey!" Tang Xihua hurriedly agreed, and came forward to help Xu Nanshan, but Xu Nanshan was a young man, and Tang Xihua couldn't do it alone.Le Sheng was about to give his hand, but Xu Nanshan dodged his hand again, exerting strength on his right leg, and with the support of Tang Xihua and Xu Sheng, he returned to the hospital bed.

Tang Xihua told Xu Sheng: "Go and call the doctor, hurry up!"

Xu Sheng left, and Left Lesheng stood there with his head bowed in embarrassment, like a child who has done something wrong.

Xu Nanshan calmed down a little, and said in a low voice: "Go out, isn't the company very busy, I don't need you here, you don't come here."

Le Sheng: "No...my mother is dealing with follow-up matters, I want to come and see you."

Xu Nanshan frowned and closed his eyes, turned his head to avoid Le Sheng's gaze, and said impatiently: "What's there to see about me, your mother is still ill, you should help her instead of wasting time with me. "

Le Sheng: "Mom will also let me come and see you..."

Tang Xihua didn't know what was going on with the two children, so he said, "Nanshan, didn't you ask Le Sheng when you just woke up, why did you chase him away when he came?"

Xu Nanshan said blankly, "I never asked."

Xu Qishu whispered, "You have it."

Xu Nanshan glared at her, Xu Qishu covered her mouth, and said unhappily for a while: "The senior came to see you with good intentions, why are you so fierce, didn't you have a good relationship with the senior before?"

"Who wants him to be kind?!" Xu Nanshan said, turning his head to Le Sheng and said, "I told you to go, don't you understand? Can't speak, don't you understand? Go away!"

Le Sheng's face changed instantly, and he turned pale like snow. Xu Nanshan had never said that to him before.Aphasia has always been an insurmountable psychological obstacle for Le Sheng, and Xu Nanshan is undoubtedly poking at his sore spot.His dark pupils were immediately soaked by the welling up tears, and he stared blankly at Xu Nanshan, as if he didn't believe that was what he said.

Tang Xihua also grimaced: "How do you talk?"

Xu Sheng chimed in, "It's a good intention for people to live happily, what do you mean by that?"

Xu Nanshan didn't answer with a cold face, turned his face away.

Le Sheng lowered his head and picked at the corner of his clothes with his fingers. Seeing that Xu Nanshan had no intention of redeeming himself, he turned around and left.

Xiao He, who had just finished answering Wang Aimin's call, was about to enter the ward when he saw Le Sheng's face turned pale, looking like he was about to cry, and hurried out.

"Hey, Le Sheng, what's the matter?" Xiao He asked quickly, but Le Sheng ignored him and left quickly.

Xiao He was confused, Le Sheng had always had a good temper, and he had never seen him like this before. He opened the door of the ward and came in. Just as he was about to ask, he saw Xu Nanshan's cold face.According to Xiao He and Xu Nanshan's acquaintance for more than a year, he knew that it was best not to provoke Xu Nanshan at this time, so he secretly looked at Xu Qishu and asked, "What happened just now?"

Xu Qishu didn't understand either, she spread her hands and shook her head, and said in a low voice, "I don't know, I fell down just now, and as soon as the senior came over, I scolded him out, it's really ugly."

Xiao He knew the relationship between Xu Nanshan and Le Sheng, and was a little surprised at the moment: "Why?"

Xu Qishu: "If only I knew."

The ward is so big, the muttering of the two of them can't escape other people's ears, but Xu Nanshan pretended not to hear it.

Xu Nanshan's right hand was still pierced with glass shards, and the blood was still dripping. Fortunately, the doctor came quickly and saw the broken glass and Xu Nanshan's hand. While treating the wound on Xu Nanshan's hand, he asked, "What is this what happened?"

Xu Nanshan didn't make a sound.

Tang Xihua patted his quilt: "The doctor asked you, what do you want to do when you just got out of bed?"

Xu Nanshan looked out the window, the sun had already set on the western mountain, leaving only half of it outside.It's just that the weather is not good today, there is no sunset, the sunset is not red, and the sky is a bit gloomy.

"Drink water." Xu Nanshan said.

Tang Xihua: "If you want to drink water, call us, there are so many of us."

Xu Nanshan held back again.

Tang Xihua: "Did you knock your leg just now?"

Xu Nanshan: "No..."

The doctor lifted the quilt and took a look. There was nothing wrong with the plaster. He picked out all the glass shards in Xu Nanshan's hand that was made into a sieve, disinfected it with iodine, rubbed it with some medicine, and wrapped it into a pig's trotter with a bandage. .In fact, the injury was not serious, there was a slightly deeper incision, but the wounds were numerous and fine, so it was better to cover them.

Seeing that Xu Nanshan seemed dissatisfied, the doctor said: "Anyway, you are recuperating now, and you don't need your hands. If you don't cooperate well, when you have a lot of scars on your hands, you will have to close up your hands when you go on camera. Go cry."

Xu Nanshan immediately shut up.

The doctor has been in the hospital for so many years, and has seen all kinds of patients. He naturally knows the smallness in Xu Nanshan's heart. Before he left, he comforted him and said: "Anyone will be injured. Take care of yourself. You are so young and you will recover in a few months." As before, you don't need to be so entangled in the past few days. If you don't know how to cherish your leg, it will probably take a few more months to recover. "

The doctor hit Xu Nanshan's heart, Xu Nanshan was very face-saving, and it was difficult to accept that he had to be like a semi-disabled person, and he could only live by being served by others.Especially Le Sheng couldn't accept seeing him like this.

He just fell to the ground just now, and the pain was unbearable, as embarrassing as he wanted, but Le Sheng looked at him squarely.At that time Xu Nanshan wished he could find a crack in the ground and sneak in. His whole face was burning hot, as if he had been slapped a few times.

It was so ugly, during the tens of seconds he was lying on his stomach, he thought to himself, why did he rush at this time.His poor self-esteem immediately exploded, and he had no ground to drill, so he wanted to drive Le Sheng away even if he was killed.

In front of Lesheng, he should be strong, perfect, and always elegant.

But Tang Xihua didn't understand this.Tang Xihua was still asking: "Why were you so fierce to Ren Lesheng just now?"

"Could it be possible for other people to just watch over you all day long without caring about anything? You came to see you as soon as he finished, sweating profusely from running, and you still don't know how to be grateful."

Xu Qishu and Xiao He agreed.

Xu Nanshan twitched the corner of his mouth: "I didn't ask him to come."

Xu Sheng was very dissatisfied with his son's state: "How can you think so?"

Xu Sheng was always at home, and he didn't communicate much with Xu Nanshan. Their family was a typical strict father and loving mother.However, Xu Sheng seldom blamed Xu Nanshan. Hearing him say the same thing, Xu Nanshan's irritability about being forced by several people suddenly exploded.

"That's our business, don't meddle in it! If you dislike me, go back and do your own business. You don't need to surround me all day, and I don't need it either!"

Xu Nanshan is like a sack right now, Tang Xihua and Xu Sheng can see it.

Tang Xihua stopped nagging, Xu Sheng pulled her up and said, "Since you think so, your mother and I won't be here to obstruct your eyes. You are such an adult, you should take care of yourself. You and I Mom has a job, and it can't be said that she left her job to look after you. Just let your assistant take care of you."

Xu Nanshan still turned his head and looked out the window, without making a sound.

Tang Xihua frowned, and looked at her husband with some disapproval. Xu Sheng shook his head, and pulled Tang Xihua out of the ward.

"Honey, Nanshan is alone..."

Xu Sheng said: "It's okay, he's almost thirty, he can do it."

"Look at his current temper, he is frizzy, he can't handle things at all, he can't hold his breath. It's normal to have problems in his career, and it's not impossible to get over it. I watched the video, although the equipment is indeed It's a problem, but if he takes good care of his body and doesn't faint, nothing will happen."

"He's losing his temper now, he can't bear the blow," Xu Sheng sighed, "But this is something he has to go through himself, and we can't interfere. Once he resists it, it will be fine in the future."

Xu Sheng held his wife's hand. He was naturally proud of this son. Whose child could be as successful as his son, who became popular all over the country at a young age, and achieved such a career by himself?But there is also worry. This kid has a bad temper, and the entertainment industry is mixed. Maybe something will happen.Unexpectedly, something really happened.

Tang Xihua and Xu Sheng left, but Xu Qishu and Xiao He were still there. Xu Qishu poured Xu Nanshan a glass of water.Xu Nanshan took it with a dark face and drank it, and said thank you in a low voice.

Xu Qishu was flattered: "No, it's okay, brothers and sisters don't have to be so polite!"

Xu Nanshan glanced at her, and suddenly asked, "Xiao Shu, brother, how are you?"

Xu Qishu scratched her head in embarrassment: "It's still pretty good, but it's a bit rushed..." She gestured with her fingers, "Just a little bit! It would be better if it was a little less aggressive."

"For example, just now, you shouldn't be angry with the senior."

Xu Nanshan looked at her indifferently.

Xu Qishu said: "Senior is so cute! How can you bear to get angry with him, you almost scolded him to tears!"

"……cute?"

Xu Qishu said, "That's right, isn't the senior cute?"

"...Well, it's quite cute." Xu Nanshan said, "Then what kind of person do you think is worthy of a person like your senior?"

Xu Qishu: "???"

"Why are you asking this? Are you going to ask if you are worthy of him in the next sentence?"

Sometimes, Wuxin's words are quite accurate.

Xu Nanshan: "..."

Xu Qishu had a big heart, so she didn't ask any further questions. She immediately snapped her fingers and said, "Of course, first of all, the person must be more beautiful, after all, the senior is so good-looking. Then the family conditions should not be too bad, otherwise, what if he is trying to steal his family property?"

"Third, at least you must understand sign language, you will respect him, and you can't discriminate against him."

"Fourth, be patient, be tolerant of seniors, considerate, gentle, kind..."

Now Xu Nanshan's left arm is sore and weak, and his right hand is wrapped into a pig's trotter. For a while, he didn't know which hand to raise to interrupt her.

"Okay," Xu Nanshan said, "you don't need to modify it any more. Is there no class in your school, so you don't need to go back to class?" Today is not the weekend.

Xu Qishu: "Not at night, but tomorrow morning."

Xu Nanshan: "Then go back to the dormitory."

"It's still early, so there's no need..." Looking at Xu Nanshan's eyes that seemed to be driving people away, Xu Qishu automatically swallowed the rest of the words, sticking out her tongue, "It's getting late, I should go back to school."

"Brother Assistant," Xu Qishu waved at Xiao He, "Then I'll leave this to you, please don't worry."

Xiao He: "No trouble, no trouble."

Xu Qishu glanced at Xu Nanshan with worry in his eyes, and turned back when he walked to the door, without looking at Xu Nanshan, and whispered: "Brother, you should apologize to the senior, what you said is too much. He must Sad."

After finishing speaking, she didn't dare to meet Xu Nanshan's eyes, and ran away in a hurry.

Needless to say, Xu Nanshan knew it himself.In fact, after yelling at Le Sheng, he regretted it, and shouldn't have said such heavy words.But it's not good for him to apologize to Le Sheng at this moment, he doesn't want Le Sheng to see him.

Xu Nanshan closed his eyes tiredly, talking with several people made him feel very tired.

"Is Brother Xu going to rest?" Xiao He asked softly.

Xu Nanshan nodded.

Xiao He gently closed the door for Xu Nanshan and drew the curtains.

Xu Nanshan knew that because of his accident, there was probably a lot of noise on the Internet, but he didn't want to know or listen to it at all.

Because of the pain, Xu Nanshan didn't sleep well at all. He always woke up halfway through his sleep and forced himself to fall asleep again.Because I slept a lot during the day, I didn't feel sleepy in the middle of the night, so I had to stare in the dark, struggling, hoping that the night would pass as soon as possible.

Much like when he had insomnia a while ago.

After finally falling asleep, I was also dreaming, one dream after another.For a while, he was in a dark barren land, the sky was dark blue, and there were like will-o'-the-wisps floating around.For a while, it was like being on the endless Gobi, the desert with yellow sand, he was a thirsty traveler, and there were monsters chasing after him.After a while, he was in the gloomy valley again, the water in the cold pool was frighteningly cold, and there seemed to be something staring at him at the bottom of the water, trying to suck him down.

Xu Nanshan only felt his temples throbbing. In the dream, he couldn't lift his legs or take a step, and the monster behind him was about to catch up.

Nightmares are exhausting.

When the first ray of sunlight broke through the opened curtains in the morning and shone through the transparent glass windows, Xu Nanshan opened his eyes, but he didn't feel the joy of starting a new day at all.

On the second day of being semi-disabled, Xu Nanshan thought to himself, just thinking of this, Xu Nanshan felt a huge anxiety and depression in his heart, no matter how much he tried to drive it away, he couldn't drive it away.Xu Nanshan frowned, because he kept the same posture all day and night yesterday, his whole body was as stiff and numb as wood.

There is a little He who is close to him.

Xiao He said: "Brother Xu, the weather is fine today, so I will push you out for a walk. If you think it's okay, we will go through the discharge procedures today. The doctor said that I will go home and take a good rest. I just need to come over for regular checkups, and I don't have to live here all the time. on."

Xu Nanshan was too lazy to make a sound and nodded.

However, as soon as Xiao He pushed him outside the ward, he saw an unexpected guest, Luo Qingxiang.Luo Qingxiang looked at Xu Nanshan in the wheelchair from top to bottom. The man's hair was a bit messy, gauze was stuck on his forehead, his face was gray and lifeless, his lips were dry, and the stubble on his chin hadn't been shaved for a few days. .After being taken by the patient, his shriveled body looked a little thinner, in short, he should have lost a lot of weight compared to the previous few months.

Xu Nanshan's body was covered with a thick plaid blanket. Under the blanket, his bulky left leg and his slender right leg were exposed in plaster.

Xiao He was stunned for a moment, then quickly put on a smile and said, "Mr. Luo, why are you here?"

Xu Nanshan was not as polite as him, and said coldly: "Who told you my ward number?"

Luo Qingxiang bowed his body, and said to Xiao He: "Are you guys going out for a walk, let me come?"

Xiao He: "Don't dare to bother Mr. Luo."

"No trouble." Luo Qingxiang said, "And I have something to talk to Nanshan."

He looked at Xu Nanshan: "I don't know if you want to hear it or not?"

The word "Nanshan" was called so naturally, Xu Nanshan couldn't help being disgusted.I wanted to remind him not to call him that, but when I looked up and saw Luo Qingxiang's smiling eyes, I didn't even have the mood to remind him, so call him whatever you like.

Xiao He didn't want to see Luo Qingxiang, just about to refuse, he heard Xu Nanshan say: "What do you want to say?"

Luo Qingxiang looked at Xiao He: "Let's find a quiet place to talk."

Luo Qingxiang's sudden visit was completely unexpected to Xu Nanshan, and he didn't know what he had to say to Luo Qingxiang.

"If it's something you want to say, you don't need to console me. You don't have to force yourself to say it, and I don't want to hear it either."

Luo Qingxiang pushed Xu Nanshan out of the inpatient department. The second doctor has a large area and is not the same as Le Ruyi.A lot of green plants are planted outside the inpatient department, and the environment is very good. All kinds of unnamed evergreen landscape trees are trimmed neatly. In the early winter, the flowers and plants are all withered, and it looks a little desolate at first glance.

Although it was covered with a blanket, it was still a little cold when the wind blew over. Luo Qingxiang was very considerate and helped Xu Nanshan wrap up the blanket.Hearing Xu Nanshan's words, he smiled: "I don't need that."

Xu Nanshan: "If you are mocking me, please go as far as you can."

Luo Qingxiang is still indifferent, not angry, and the personality of a modest gentleman is very stable.Luo Qingxiang said: "Nanshan, look at you, it is because of your temper that you have fallen to this point. How come you haven't improved at all?"

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