Rebirth: Marry Bai Fumei

Le Sheng moved his butt to get closer to Xu Nanshan, and he carefully pulled Xu Nanshan's hand.Although Xu Nanshan didn't hide, his muscles tensed up.

Le Sheng pursed his lips, separated Xu Nanshan's fingers one by one, and slowly interlocked with his index finger, which was an intimate gesture that only belonged to lovers.Le Sheng looked at Xu Nanshan quietly, as if saying: "I understand, I'm not angry."

He understood Xu Nanshan's feelings too well. A genius was denied by everyone overnight, which was very similar to the scene after he lost his voice.

Back then, he could hide in his mother's arms and cry with peace of mind, but Xu Nanshan couldn't reveal it to anyone.But apart from such silent support, he didn't know what else he could do for Xu Nanshan.

After a long time, Xu Nanshan finally sighed, his shoulders drooped, he tilted his head, and hugged Le Sheng into his arms, holding the back of Le Sheng's head with his left hand, pressing his head on his shoulder, and holding Le Sheng tightly with his right hand. Holding Le Sheng's waist, it seemed that he was finally willing to take off his mask.

Xu Nanshan asked in a low voice: "Am I very useless?"

Le Sheng shook his head.

Xu Nanshan seemed to be talking to himself to find proof of his uselessness: "But I can't even bear this blow."

Le Sheng got up from his arms, gestured and said: "So you have to cheer up quickly."

Xu Nanshan touched the side of Lesheng's face, and stroked the corner of his eyes with his thumb.Le Sheng's eyes were black and white, and his eyes faded from the shyness and bewilderment in the past, and became warm and quiet.Xu Nanshan looked at it for a long while, and suddenly said softly: "Why don't you change your personal fan."

Le Sheng frowned immediately, and was about to refute, but Xu Nanshan squeezed his hand and continued: "Look at me, I am now," he pointed to himself, "I don't look like I'm a hand at all. Well, there are so many handsome and talented people in the entertainment industry, much better than me... If you climb the wall, it's normal, I don't blame you."

Le Sheng shook his head stubbornly, and pulled his hand out: "I promised you, I won't, I only love you, I only like you."

The last trace of smile on Xu Nanshan's face also disappeared, he lowered his eyes, his expression a little lonely: "But I'm not as good as you imagined at all."

"I have a bad temper and I'm self-righteous. When you are in trouble, I can't help you."

"I don't know anything except writing songs," Xu Nanshan said slowly, looking down at his hands, "...but now I don't even know how to write songs."

As Xu Nanshan said, he raised his head and looked at Le Sheng, with deep helplessness, bewilderment, and pain hidden in his eyes.

"What else do you like about me?"

Le Sheng suppressed the soreness in his eyes, looked at Xu Nanshan and said seriously: "I used to think so too."

"I'm such a waste, I can't even talk to strangers, I can't even look at each other. I'm a cripple. What do you like?"

"But, you don't know what you mean to me."

Le Sheng stared at Xu Nanshan with almost admiring eyes: "I don't know how it is for other fans, but your song has been with me since seven years ago, it almost made me work hard to live until now Power. It was you, your song, that saved me."

The word "save" hit Xu Nanshan's shoulder like a mountain.

Le Sheng: "When I couldn't fall asleep, I always liked to listen to your songs."

Xu Nanshan thought of most of the songs he was dying of, and asked, "Can you fall asleep?"

Le Sheng shook his head: "No, but it can make me feel better, and make me feel that when the sun rises, it will be a new day."

It was only then that Xu Nanshan remembered Ge Gaohan's sentence "Le Sheng has never slept well", and it turned out that what he said was true.

Le Sheng smiled slightly, and said again: "... But now, my sleep quality is much better than before, especially... when I sleep with you."

For some people, the admiration from others may make them confident, but for others, it will make them more self-ashamed—they feel that they are not worthy of such love and admiration.

The more Le Sheng said this, the more Xu Nanshan would think of Le Sheng who was capable at work and full of aura, and immediately acquiesced to Ge Gaohan's sentence "You are not worthy of him".

Xu Nanshan thought, so what Ge Gaohan said meant something else?

He smiled wryly: "Perhaps you are the only one who thinks this way. I don't think other fans seem to think so."

Regardless of whether Xu Nanshan's pride allowed him to admit it or not, the woman's sentence "I liked you only because I was blind" really touched Xu Nanshan's heart.

Le Sheng explained anxiously: "They were just misled. After the manager clarifies it for you, they will know the truth and know that you are not like that."

Xu Nanshan: "Brother Wang wiped my ass, it's really hard for him..."

Le Sheng found helplessly that what he said seemed to be in vain, and his language had been pale since ancient times.He leaned over, wrapped his arms around Xu Nanshan's neck, and was very close to him, with his eyes facing each other, Le Sheng said with his lips:

"I love you, Nanshan."

"Cheer yourself up, okay?"

Xu Nanshan hugged Le Sheng forcefully, as if embracing the last bit of strength to support him.Reason made him want to push Le Sheng away, but emotion made him reluctant to let go.

Le Sheng said again: "I will stay with you tonight and sleep with you."

Just as Xu Nanshan wanted to agree, he remembered that he suffered from severe insomnia recently. He didn't want Le Sheng to know about it, so he hesitated and said, "It's quite far from your company. Would it be inconvenient to go to work tomorrow morning?"

Le Sheng: "This place is about as far from my home as the company."

Xu Nanshan: "But..."

Le Sheng didn't let him finish, he covered his mouth with one hand, and gestured with the other: "Nanshan, I miss you, let me stay with you."

Seeing that Xu Nanshan was still hesitating, Le Sheng said again: "I've been very tired recently, and I can't sleep well. If you sleep with me, you will sleep better, okay?"

These words hit Xu Nanshan's weakness, not to mention that Xu Nanshan had always had a hard time refusing any of Lesheng's requests, so he had to agree.And it's getting late now, so it's really inappropriate to drive people away.

Lesheng stayed at Xu Nanshan's new home that night.Sister Tian said she wanted to clean up a room for Le Sheng, but Xu Nanshan refused: "He shares a room with me."

Sister Tian felt that she was being too disrespectful to the guests, but seeing that Le Sheng didn't respond, she didn't say much.After dinner and washing up, Le Sheng wanted Xu Nanshan to relax and relax. He didn't mention anything about music to him. Instead, he dragged Xu Nanshan to watch some funny entertainment variety shows. It was good to watch, but he didn't expect to kill him halfway A Luo Qingxiang immediately ruined all the good mood.

As a die-hard fan, Le Sheng naturally knew how bad Luo Qingxiang and Xu Nanshan were at each other, so he quickly apologized and watched another variety show, but Ji Meng ran out again.

Le Sheng saw that Xu Nanshan was in a low mood, so he turned off the computer. He remembered that there was a lot of wine in Xu Nanshan's room, and thought that drinking might help him vent a little, so he tentatively asked, "Do you want to drink? I'll accompany you."

Xu Nanshan shook his head.When he was alone, he wanted to do what he wanted to do, and no one saw his decadence, but in front of Le Sheng, he didn't want to be too embarrassed, so as not to be reduced to the image of a drunkard.And he knew that Le Sheng didn't like drinking, so he was clearly accommodating him.

But Le Sheng ran upstairs, took a few bottles of wine down, opened the bottles, and poured down his head before Xu Nanshan stopped him.He doesn't like the smell of alcohol, it's spicy and stimulating, which doesn't match his gentle personality.And in England, he saw a lot of drunks who got drunk and made trouble, so he really didn't have a good impression of alcohol.But he still frowned and took a long sip, the excess wine slipped from the corner of his lips and flowed onto his neck, leaving a trace of water in the coolness.

The spicy wine burned from the throat to the stomach, and Le Sheng almost burst into tears.

Xu Nanshan snatched the wine bottle, frowned and said dissatisfiedly: "I don't know how to drink, but I drink so hard, do you want more stomach?"

Le Sheng wiped the corners of his lips with the back of his hand, and looked up at Xu Nanshan for a moment, revealing unspeakable sadness and regret.Xu Nanshan's own shadow was reflected in his pupils, as if he was the only one in the whole world.

I just want you to be happy, Le Sheng thought silently.

The look in Le Sheng's eyes made Xu Nanshan's heart palpitate, he didn't hold back, he raised his head and took a sip for himself, then supported Le Sheng's shoulder, bowed his head and kissed him.

Lips pressed together, the alcohol added a bit of prairie fire to this sudden kiss, Le Sheng climbed onto Xu Nanshan's shoulder under rapid breathing, and responded to him even more enthusiastically.The wine that passed from Xu Nanshan's mouth didn't seem so bad, it was still spicy but sweet.Le Sheng's Adam's apple moved slightly, he swallowed a little of the wine, and more of it flowed down the corners of their lips, dripping onto the sofa.

There was a small pool of water stains on the sofa.

Xu Nanshan took advantage of the situation to push the person down, and slid his hand along the corner of his clothes to Lesheng's waist and chest, causing the young man to tremble, and the temperature rose sharply.Xu Nanshan only took a sip of wine, but he felt drunk.

Feeling that Le Sheng suddenly became tense, and his fingers clenched his sleeves, Xu Nanshan's rationality suddenly returned to his senses.He realized that he shouldn't have provoked Le Sheng at this time.

So he forcibly suppressed the throbbing in his body, pulled out his hand, and simply placed it on Lesheng's waist, gently and patiently licked and kissed Lesheng's lips, and then withdrew from Lesheng's mouth little by little.

Finally, Xu Nanshan whispered, "I'm sorry."

Le Sheng tilted his head, as if he didn't understand why he said that.

Xu Nanshan let go of Le Sheng, sat back on the sofa seriously, picked up the wine bottle, Gududu poured the rest of the wine into his stomach, and there was a burning pain from his throat to his stomach, so clear .He was too familiar with this feeling, a kind of masochistic pleasure.

Le Sheng came up to snatch his bottle, anxiously trying to stop him.

Don't drink in such a hurry!Le Sheng wanted to say so.

Soon, the bottle bottomed out, but Xu Nanshan didn't change his expression, he bit open another bottle of wine in front of Le Sheng, and continued to drink.

Le Sheng was suddenly not sure if he was doing the right thing or wrong.

He looked at Xu Nanshan helplessly, wanting him to drink slowly, but Xu Nanshan didn't look at him at all.Le Sheng was in a hurry for a long time, tears came to his eyes, and then he snatched the bottle from Xu Nanshan's hand and took a sip, but he was not Xu Nanshan, he choked immediately, and his stomach burned when he took a sip of wine. Terrible, he blushed and coughed violently.

Xu Nanshan looked at him quietly from the side, without any reaction, the expression in his eyes seemed to be indifferent and painful.

After Le Sheng finished coughing, he raised his head and said to Xu Nanshan: "If you want to drink, I will accompany you. Don't be sad, okay?"

Xu Nanshan stroked the hair on Lesheng's temples, smiled slightly, and said softly: "You don't have to do this. Auntie is still waiting for you in the hospital. There are so many people in the company waiting for you. Why do you waste your time with me?"

Le Sheng said excitedly: "This is not a waste! You are also very important to me!"

Xu Nanshan: "Aren't you going to work tomorrow? What are you drinking? Don't mess around."

Le Sheng: "I didn't mess around..."

Xu Nanshan didn't want to respond to him anymore.There was no good result for using wine to drown his worries and make his worries worse. As Xu Nanshan drank more and more wine, his brain seemed to become clearer and dull, and his whole body felt hot.He drank, and Le Sheng drank too.

Xu Nanshan felt that he was a bastard, and he was harming Lesheng again.He really wanted to chase Le Sheng away, but he couldn't bear it.

"Le Sheng..." Xu Nanshan seemed really drunk, covered his face and whispered, "Don't be like this, don't be like this...you go back, you have to work tomorrow, I will make a good adjustment..."

Le Sheng took off his shoes, knelt on the sofa, and leaned over to wrap his arms around his shoulders.

I don't, Le Sheng leaned his face on Xu Nanshan's shoulder and thought to himself, let me stay with you.

Xu Nanshan raised his head, with a confused face on his drunken face, Le Sheng even saw his eyes were red, and his heart ached so much that his heart was twisted together.He thought to himself, he is so good, why can't you see it, why do you want to hurt him so much?

"Le Sheng..." Xu Nanshan murmured.

Le Sheng put his forehead on Xu Nanshan's, and met his eyes.

I am here.

Xu Nanshan leaned over and kissed Le Sheng's lips.He pushed him down again, and he looked at the person below him, with rosy lips, fair neck, beautiful collarbone, slender waist covered under the soft pajamas, and a thin white calf and legs exposed under the pajama pants. Xu Nanshan felt even thirstier.

Xu Nanshan shook his head, trying to wake himself up, but there was a voice in his head reminding him, no, no.

But desire overcame that voice, and he leaned over to bite Lesheng's lips.Le Sheng opened his lips slightly, as a silent invitation, which stimulated Xu Nanshan's already chaotic brain even more.

But when Xu Nanshan's hand went in again, Le Sheng stopped him, and he half-supported the drunk Xu Nanshan, and returned to the bedroom.The man's weight of [-] to [-] kilograms was really unbearable. When Le Sheng put him down on the bed, he also fell down.

The appearance of the man at this time reminded Le Sheng of the scene at the end of the concert, but at that time, Xu Nanshan's concert had just ended successfully, and it was the time when he was in high spirits.Not like what it is now.

"Le Sheng..." Xu Nanshan hugged the waist of the person on his body, and called out vaguely.

Le Sheng tilted his head to listen to his next words.

"I like you so much..." Xu Nanshan said.

Le Sheng slightly bent his lips, nodded, and responded silently: "Me too."

"But now... I'm not the same person I was before. You came out, you became so powerful... but I fell." Xu Nanshan rolled over and pressed Le Sheng under him, burying his head on the side of his neck.

Le Sheng still wanted to wait for him to continue to say something, but Xu Nanshan didn't say anything, just repeated the sentence: "I like you so much... the first time I saw you, I liked you..."

"I dont want you to go."

Le Sheng was suppressed by Xu Nanshan, unable to sign language, so he answered silently in his heart: "I will always be with you."

Xu Nanshan hugged Lesheng for a while, talked nonsense for a while, his senses seemed to come back a little, turned over, lay on his back on the bed, in a daze.

Even when he was drunk, the anxiety about insomnia was still there, subconsciously, making him worry that he would not be able to fall asleep.

Le Sheng was about to turn off the lights, but when he saw Xu Nanshan's eyes were still open, he looked at him suspiciously, and said briefly with his lips: "Sleep."

Xu Nanshan nodded in a daze, turned around, closed his eyes with his back to Le Sheng.Le Sheng didn't know what was going on with him, he hesitated for a while, then leaned over quietly, hugged Xu Nanshan's waist, and put his face on Xu Nanshan's back, hoping that he could bring some comfort to Xu Nanshan.

But Xu Nanshan's body suddenly tensed up.

Le Sheng was wondering, Xu Nanshan turned around and looked at him again.

Le Sheng: "?"

After he was drunk, he seemed to have given up that pride, and said in a frustrated and painful voice: "Lesheng, I have insomnia, I can't sleep, I can't sleep no matter what..."

Le Sheng comforted him patiently: "You just lay down, how do you know you can't sleep?"

If Xu Nanshan was sober, he probably would never have said, "I just can't sleep... I can't sleep in bed every night."

Only then did Le Sheng understand, and asked, "Since when?"

Xu Nanshan: "The day I moved here."

Le Sheng: "...Then, do you want to live with me?"

Xu Nanshan shook his head: "No." He lay on his back again.

Le Sheng propped up his upper body, and the pajamas slid down to reveal his small semi-round shoulders. Le Sheng didn't pay attention, and asked him, "Why?"

After finishing speaking, Le Sheng realized that Xu Nanshan's eyes were a little strange, staring at his shoulder motionless, with a hint of impending movement, the man's Adam's apple moved slightly, and swallowed.

Le Sheng lowered his head, saw his bare shoulders, and suddenly felt that his mouth was a little dry, and his heart beat faster than usual.Is it because of drinking?Le Sheng thought, the man's naked/naked gaze made him feel that something in his body was clamoring to break out of his shell.

Xu Nanshan raised his hand, as if he wanted to put it on Le Sheng's waist, but after hesitating for a long time, he put it down again. After a long while, he pushed Le Sheng aside heavily, pulled the quilt, closed his eyes and said in a low voice: "Sleep .”

Le Sheng's eyes softened, and he was silent for a while, then put his hand on Xu Nanshan's chest, and pressed his palm against his chest.Xu Nanshan's heart was beating very fast, "thump, thump", "thump, thump", his heart was shaking his chest powerfully.Le Sheng's palms couldn't stop getting hot, and his throat was a little thirsty.

He felt that he must be a little drunk, otherwise, how could he be so bold and move his hand down until he touched a hot spot - he noticed it just now, and Xu Nanshan had already reacted.

At the same time, Le Sheng leaned over, kissed the corner of Xu Nanshan's lips, and licked it lightly.

The small cat-like movement completely collapsed Xu Nanshan's already crumbling rationality. He suddenly turned over, pressed Le Sheng's hand, forcing the other party to comfort him more enthusiastically.Xu Nanshan panted quickly, his Adam's apple moved up and down a few times, his pupils were fixed on the person below him, from his reddish cheeks, to his fragile neck, and a small piece of skin exposed by the collar of his pajamas.

Xu Nanshan raised his hand and tore off his pajamas, then went down and kissed Le Sheng's lips heavily. After Le Sheng was almost suffocated, he let go of those two red and swollen lips, then moved the tip of his tongue down, and finally stopped at Le Sheng's Adam's apple licked.He took Lesheng's Adam's apple in his mouth, bit it lightly with the tips of his teeth, and then licked it with his tongue.

Le Sheng raised his head impatiently.

Xu Nanshan said in his ear at the right time: "Don't stop."

Drunken flush spread from his cheeks to his eyes, and Le Sheng put his hand in, touching Xu Nanshan's body more directly.

Xu Nanshan gasped, bit Lesheng's earlobe, and said hoarsely, "I want you, Lesheng."

I thought about it a long time ago.

Le Sheng's whole body became more sensitive because of these words, his whole body seemed to be on fire, just now he had the courage to flirt with others, but now his face was blushing to the point of bleeding.Then, under Xu Nanshan's attention, he nodded his head almost imperceptibly.

The strings in my brain snapped suddenly.

After being drunk, Xu Nanshan didn't have much sense at all, and after getting his lover's approval, he immediately stopped worrying about other things.

This night, Xu Nanshan slept quite well.

After the two finished, Xu Nanshan hugged the exhausted Le Sheng, kissed him on the forehead, and fell asleep together.

The next morning, when Xu Nanshan woke up from a hangover, he realized what he had done last night.

He seemed to be agitated for a while, and made a fuss after drinking, so he put Le Sheng to sleep... Although we have been dating for so long, it's okay to do anything, but it's the first time, Xu Nanshan wanted to give Le Sheng a good time. Impression, let's have a sense of ceremony.

It's so reckless...

Xu Nanshan rubbed his forehead in annoyance, it was a mistake to drink, he thought, and he still had a headache.He took a closer look at Le Sheng, who was still asleep and did not wake up.But looking at the complexion, it's not very good.

What's all this... Xu Nanshan thought to himself, self-blame would outweigh his grief.He stretched out his hand and gently rubbed Le Sheng's waist, unexpectedly, Le Sheng woke up soon, opened his hazy eyes, saw him, and then belatedly remembered what happened.

She couldn't help but blush a little, and smiled at Xu Nanshan as a greeting, then lowered her eyes in embarrassment.

Xu Nanshan turned his mind a few times, and asked tentatively, "Are you feeling unwell? Shall I rub some medicine for you?"

Le Sheng blushed even more, shook his head, and nodded again.

Xu Nanshan: "What?"

Le Sheng gestured: "It's just a little pain... no need to apply medicine."

He was drunk last night, and his actions would not be too gentle. This is the first time for Le Sheng.So Xu Nanshan asked suspiciously: "Are you really not injured? Let me see..."

Le Sheng hid quickly, shook his head and said, "No, no need..."

Xu Nanshan: "How can I do that? Let me check."

Le Sheng couldn't resist him, so he was pulled over and checked with his face flushed.There was still a little injury, but it wasn't too serious. Xu Nanshan heaved a sigh of relief. Fortunately, he didn't commit a crime.

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