embrace you beyond loneliness

Many years later, Liu Yi's memory of Mo Fan was somewhat vague, but he remembered everything that night clearly.The wind of midsummer night, the singing of cicadas, the clear night, and the smell of Mo Fan are not so much forgotten as they are not forgotten. Those are the sweetest memories when he and Mo Fan were ignorant.

After that kiss, neither of them said much.They never thought about what to do next.

So much so that when Liu Yi learned the next day that Mo Fan was going to take a plane to leave the city for Singapore, his mind went blank, and he felt without a trace of defense that the memory of last night was collapsing.

Liu Yi didn't react for a while, the news was like heavy rain on a sunny day, untimely and embarrassing.He felt that his face was completely red, and doubts and shame were breeding each other.

"Hey, has he immigrated?" The person sitting in front of him secretly asked him.

"how do you know?"

"I heard, I know his girlfriend."

Liu Yi didn't know what to say at this time, he just wanted to find Mo Fan and ask him.

Later, he got confirmation from the head teacher that Mo Fan's departure was indeed because his parents wanted to immigrate, and he might not come back in the future.

Liu Yi was furious, how could Mo Fan lie to him.Why didn't he talk to himself about such an important matter?

That day, he rushed to the airport without even eating lunch.The airport is too big, he wanted to find Mo Fan, it was like looking for a needle in a haystack, he could only find the ticket counters one by one, and later, the search became more and more aimless, and it had completely become a kind of muscular exercise.

He found Mo Fan at the entrance of the coffee shop at the airport, and he saw that he was only carrying a backpack, which meant that their luggage had already been checked in, and it was hard to get it back.

He thought he would be very confident, but in the face of reality, he hesitated.He stood there looking at Mo Fan, wishing that he could see him, but also wishing that he didn't see him.

In the end, Mo Fan turned his head back, and their eyes met, but they no longer had the sweetness of that night, guilt, and resentment.

It was Mo Fan who walked towards him first.

"Sorry." These were his first words.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Feel sorry……"

"Are you going to say anything else besides being sorry?" Liu Yi had never said such serious words to Mo Fan.

Mo Fan knew he was wrong, and the explanation was like an excuse at the moment, so he simply stopped talking.He lowered his head and took off the necklace he had been wearing all the time.The necklace had been made to order after his first win, and the gold plating on it had faded.

The pendant is carved in the shape of the number 3, which is his lucky number, and every time he wears it, the game will go smoothly.

Now, he put it in Liu Yi's hands.

"I'll be back later," he said.

Liu Yi curled his lips and said, "Who cares if you don't come back?"

Having said that, half of the resentment in my heart has disappeared.He knew that this was what Mo Fan valued the most, and he never left it.He looked at the necklace in his hand, clenched it tightly, and put it in his pocket.

"I'll call you. Are you waiting for me?"

"No wait."

Mo Fan smiled: "It's fine if you don't get angry."

"Are you still playing?"

Mo Fan's eyes flashed, and he smiled: "Definitely! I want you to see me becoming a world champion!"

These words, like putting a ring on his finger, made Liu Yi never forget it. For a long time, no matter what choice he made, he would always recall Mo Fan at that time—firm and persistent.He thinks that sentence even inspires him sometimes, because although they are not together, they are doing the same thing, and this is the tacit understanding between them, so that he will feel better.

Before Mo Fan left, he still had a lot to say. He really wanted to tell Liu Yi that last night, the sentence he didn't hear clearly was actually a farewell, but he didn't have the courage to say it again, and finally it became the sentence "I and Xinlei broke up."

After saying those words, he realized the feeling of being relieved of the burden, a feeling he never had for Xinlei.

Xinlei is very beautiful, the way he likes, but not the person he likes.When he was with Xinlei, he didn't know why he always thought of Liu Yi. Later, when he took a closer look, he realized that Xinlei and Liu Yi were somewhat alike.

This discovery made him even more uneasy. He had no possessiveness, no intimacy with Xinlei, let alone any commitment.When Xinlei came to watch his game, he was thinking of Liu Yi, and when Xinlei kissed him, he was still thinking of Liu Yi, and he couldn't restrain himself at all.

That being the case, occupying Xinlei's youth will become a delay for both parties. This kind of love is immoral.

So, it was he who broke up.

At the beginning, he was not sure about his decision. He even wondered if he was too sensitive. Breaking up with Xinlei for an uncertain idea hurt her heart somewhat. Is it worth it?

However, until he saw Liu Yi that night, he suddenly felt a sense of relief, a sense of belonging that he had not seen for a long time, as if everything was back on track, and those who were wobbling and vacillating in his heart became firm.

Neither of them realizes what their behavior means in the eyes of others. They are a couple who meet for a short time but are about to part. The whole world doesn't matter.

However, when Liu Yi arrived at school the next day, he realized that a storm was already waiting for him.