embrace you beyond loneliness

Mo Fan's performance in the team competition is very eye-catching. The team competition is a five-match three-win system, just like the Su Cup and Soup Cup, as the third person to play, it is the key to connect the whole team.If the third player is a veteran, he must have experienced many years of ups and downs and has rich experience. If he is a young player, he must be the core and leader of the entire team in the future, and Mo Fan is the latter.

It was also the first time for Xinlei to watch Mo Fan's match. She chased Mo Fan out of vanity.Those girls, who doesn't know that Mo Fan is powerful, and who doesn't know that Mo Fan is hard to chase?What a face to have such a boyfriend by my side.That's a somewhat naive idea.

But now, when she came to the scene in person and saw Mo Fan sweating profusely on the field, she realized that Mo Fan is really attractive, no one will not be attracted by his light, she did not love the wrong person .The moment when Mo Fan and the senior brothers and junior brothers in the team stood on the podium hand in hand, that was the time when Xinlei loved him the most.

When the ceremony was over, she couldn't help rushing to his side, hugging him tightly, she was almost fascinated by him.

"Don't, I'm covered in sweat." Mo Fan smiled awkwardly and held her arm, pushing her as if nothing.

Xinlei's black hair covered his eyes, and through the strands of hair, his eyes couldn't help looking at the stands. Liu Yi's seat was empty.He didn't come, he had already left.

"Where's Liu Yi?" He stared at the empty seat and asked softly.

"Him? He didn't come, let's make up lessons." Xinlei replied perfunctorily.

It was as if his heart had been poured with a basin of cold water, and immediately became very hot again.

"I'm a little tired today," he untied Kailei's arm, "I'm sorry, my leg has a little cramp, I'm going to the team doctor."

"You, are you okay?" Xinlei asked him with concern.

He shook his head and squeezed out a smile: "Sorry, I'm afraid you have to go back by yourself."

Actually he didn't go to the team doctor, he went to the station.He intuitively felt that Liu Yi was there.

as predicted.

When he saw Liu Yi, who was leaning on the railing, bored, his heart suddenly burst into anger.

He strode over, and saw Liu Yi raised his head. There was neither guilt nor apology on his face, as if he was waiting for him to get angry. He asked him, "Why didn't you come?"

Liu Yi didn't speak.

"I asked why you didn't come!"

"I don't want to go."

Mo Fan sneered: "You don't want to watch my game, but you have time to sit here in a daze?"

He approached step by step, and the breath he exhaled was almost sprayed on Liu Yi's face.

Liu Yi turned slightly to the side: "Don't bother me, I'm really not in the mood right now."

Mo Fan noticed Liu Yi's strangeness, and his tone softened, and asked him, "What's wrong?"

Liu Yi was about to blurt out the fact that he caught his father cheating, but suddenly his nose became sore and his throat was choked. He didn't cry, but he was speechless.Thanks for that choking.

Mo Fan had never seen him like this before, he was a little panicked and anxious. "What's the matter?"

Liu Yi just shook his head. He didn't want to talk. He was afraid that he would tell Mo Fan what was on his mind. After all, it was not a good thing. He didn't want to lose that person. He felt that telling the truth in tears would make him a coward. .

Liu Yi didn't know, his eyes were already a little red at this time, Mo Fan looked in his eyes, his heart ached to death, but he couldn't help but look twice more, just staring straight, Liu Yi drooped The corners of the eyes, the eyelashes flickered suddenly, pitifully, making people want to hug him and comfort him.

He believed that Liu Yi would not lose his temper casually. Since he didn't want to say it, he had to stand with him.

After an unknown amount of time, he finally heard Liu Yi speak, but he didn't expect him to say: "You've been watching me for so long, is your neck okay?"

Mo Fan coughed in embarrassment, like a student who was caught cheating in an exam, his whole face turned red.

"I didn't, I didn't look at you." He had no choice but to insist.

"I am fine."

are you okay The word "grievance" is almost written on your face.But Mo Fan didn't say that.

"I'll accompany you home," he said.

When Liu Yi returned home, he only felt worse. He found that he had lost even the last bit of warmth in this home, and it was cold everywhere.There is still a wedding photo of his parents when they were young on the cabinet in the entrance. He didn't pay attention to it in the past, but now he just feels a chill down his spine.

Mom heard the door open and came out of the kitchen, slovenly, in homely clothes.Liu Yi couldn't help but compare with that 30-year-old woman, he didn't think his mother lost to her.

"Your dad is on a business trip again, and he won't be back until two weeks ago, so I just made dinner casually."

"Yeah." Liu Yi replied.

Dad doesn't travel at all, in fact, he's been "on business" several times lately.Are they all accompanying that woman?What is he doing with that woman?They eat together, watch a movie, and then spend the night?

Disgusting, really disgusting.

While eating, he suddenly asked his mother, why did he marry his father in the first place?

He actually saw the long-lost shyness and happiness from his mother's face. She said: "It was your father who chased me back then. In college, I didn't feel anything about him at first, but later I found out that he was nice, so I married him after graduation." It's... Well, people were stupid at that time, when you married him, he had nothing, and the house was still divided by your grandfather's relationship... But life is better now."

How happy my mother was when she talked about this. Did she really not notice any abnormalities at all?She is such a silly woman, obsessed with her old love, completely unaware that the other one has quit long ago.

"Dad often travels on business, so you haven't suspected anything?"

"What? You still suspect that your dad is busy outside?" Mom smiled: "Silly boy, how could it be!"

He felt sorry for his mother.

He found that his father's matter was like a bomb, bombing his brain. No matter what he was doing, the intimacy between his father and that woman would come to his mind, embedded in his brain like a leech, and they would It sucks blood, and it sticks to the body even if you shake it off.

He can barely get rid of that memory only by studying hard, socializing, and trying to distract himself.During that time, he participated in almost all the activities in the school, and there were a few days every week that he would stay until very late before going home.He was extremely active in the event, because only in this way can he temporarily forget about his father and that woman.

He met new friends, both senior and junior, and some girls hinted that he wanted to date him, but when he looked at them, he could only think of his father and that woman.He was terrified, and he was afraid that if this went on, he would go crazy.That station became the only place he was willing to stay. At this time, he especially wanted Mo Fan to be by his side. He could tell all those dirty things to Mo Fan, so he would be happy.

But Mo Fan won't come, he has a girlfriend, his warmth is reserved for Xin Lei, he has no share.

He lay on the railing, thinking, why is he him, why is he not Mo Fan, why is he not someone else?Why let him meet?

He hated his father even more, it was him, he ruined his life.He even couldn't help cursing him, why didn't he die.

His parents didn't notice the change in him at all. Two weeks later, his father returned home with his luggage in a fake way.Liu Yi looked at his attitude towards his mother coldly, and he couldn't hide the disgust anymore, and he felt disgusted.

He couldn't talk to his father properly anymore, he couldn't say the word "Dad".Dad was mad at him, and he didn't care, and he tried to bring it up several times, but held back.Mom was trying to persuade her to fight, and he felt sorry for her at the moment, and he also thought she hated her, why couldn't she detect Dad's betrayal at all, why didn't she fight for herself at all.His relationship with his parents became more rigid.

They didn't even notice that he couldn't laugh anymore at home.

It was also at this time that Liu Yi learned to smoke.He heard that smoking can make people forget their troubles, and it is something that can make people comfortable.He tried it, and tobacco could numb his mouth, but not his heart.But he was addicted, and the addiction was not serious. Every two or three days after school, he would go to the station to smoke one and wait for the smell to dissipate before going home.

But his bad studies didn't stop there. He studied harder, learned programming, and getting rid of his family became his only wish.

Maybe it's God's reward for hard work. At the end of the first year of high school, he won the first place in the school. It has been many years since no student in the same class in No. [-] Middle School won the first place. Everyone envied him.But when he heard those compliments, he only thought in his heart, if you can exchange with me, would you be willing?

On the last day before the summer vacation of the first year of high school, several students from the student union rented a venue and organized a party, because they will be divided into classes next semester, this time it is a farewell party for the 16-year-old.

Mo Fan also received the invitation, without Liu Yi, his grades have no hope of keeping up.After entering high school, his grades were poor, the national youth team still did not admit him, and his life was also at the most difficult hurdle.

On the night of the party, Liu Yi wore a tight black T-shirt, which he had never dared to wear, and a pair of ripped jeans, which he wore when he went to watch Mo Fan's game.When they arrived, everyone's eyes lit up.

He saw Mo Fan from the crowd, but he didn't show up with Xinlei today.

It was Mo Fan who came to look for him first, Liu Yi saw him walking through the crowd, and he waited where he was, without moving.He likes to see Mo Fan walking towards him like this. The surrounding lights are dim and the music is loud, as if anyone can hide without any effort.

He suddenly wondered if he liked Mo Fan?For so many years, he watched his competition, he helped him study, he accompanied him on long-distance running, he and he had a chat at the station, and he was jealous of Xinlei, all because he had a crush on him?

"Hi!" Just as he was distracted, Mo Fan walked up to him. There were a lot of people and crowded here, so Mo Fan could only stick to him.

He saw Mo Fan's mouth opening and closing, as if talking, but it was too noisy, he couldn't hear clearly.

He shook his head to show he couldn't hear.

Suddenly, Mo Fan leaned down and whispered something in his ear that made his heart tremble.

He said, "I broke up with Xinlei!"

Is he happy?Or is it just an accident?

He felt Mo Fan pulling his hand, he felt Mo Fan drank some wine, his body smelled of alcohol.He let Mo Fan drag him outside the house.

There were only cicadas singing around, and there was no loud music, which frightened him instead.

Mo Fan pushed him against the wall, his tall figure covered Liu Yi's entire body.He heard Mo Fan panting, he decided not to hide, he looked up at Mo Fan, he found that Mo Fan was also staring at him, his eyes seemed to penetrate into his heart.

"Have you ever kissed?" Mo Fan said.

He shook his head, still looking up at Mo Fan.

Before he could react, Mo Fan suddenly leaned over and kissed his mouth.

His hands subconsciously pushed his shoulders, but within a few clicks, he was able to wrap around his waist.

He felt the hot air coming from Mo Fan's mouth, it was the scorching breath that only a boy of their age could have. It softened his whole body and made him open his mouth uncontrollably to welcome him.

They kissed inseparably, their bodies pressed against each other.

Liu Yi found that it was the feeling he liked, even the feeling he had been longing for for a long time.Only then did he understand why he was unmoved when his peers were excited about women. It turned out that he had someone waiting for him.

"It smells so good." Mo Fan said while kissing him.

"Do you know... who am I?" Liu Yi was confused and asked with his remaining rationality, but his tongue still hooked Mo Fan.

"I know." Mo Fan replied vaguely: "I miss you so much."

Liu Yi didn't ask him why it happened suddenly, he was afraid that if he asked, he would hear the answer, he was afraid that the answer would hurt his heart, he couldn't take it anymore, he would rather Mo Fan was lying to him, at least he would be happy.

He felt that he was the same as his mother at this time, as long as that person was still there, he seemed to be able to live with peace of mind.

The author has something to say:

I don't know if it will be locked, but a kiss should be fine. 233333