embrace you beyond loneliness

When Mo Fan came home, the anger of the three members of the family was half gone. For his parents, Mo Fan's brief departure was enough to make them vigilant and dare not push him anymore.

Mo Fan also listened to what Liu Yi said, and he fought with his parents calmly. He said: "In August, there will be a national youth competition in Beijing. I want to take you to watch it. If after that, you still don't If you agree with me to play, then I will give up."

Although Mo Fan's parents were still hesitant about his playing, they felt a little guilty after he made such a fuss, so their tone and emotions eased, they thought about it, and agreed.

That game was far away in Beijing, and Liu Yi wanted to study English, so he didn't go to see it.By the time the Mo family of three came back from watching the game and playing around in Beijing, it was almost time for school to start.Liu Yi also learned from the chat between Aunt Mo and his mother that they agreed with Mo Fan's decision to stay in the provincial team and continue playing.

It's all right now, with nothing on his mind. Liu Yi eavesdropped while reading, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl up.

Although it is a good thing to think things come true, but for Liu Yi, the chance of meeting Mo Fan is almost gone. Now Mo Fan can't catch people all day long, and he doesn't run together in the morning. Practice late.

He guessed that if he wanted to be a first-class athlete in the future, he would have to pay that price, right?

But Liu Yi was just regretful, not too sad. Mo Fan had dreams to pursue, and he also had things to do.During the summer vacation, his father bought him a new computer. While exploring and learning, he suddenly discovered the charm of computers and plunged into the vast ocean of programming.

He bought a lot of books from the bookstore, and took them out whenever he was free. He found that the virtual world of the computer is actually full of beauty. Those codes are like reading in black and white. Weave into a world full of imagination, where anything can be done, everything is equal, there is no gender, no borders, the world is the world of the brain, real and fake.

But because of this, Liu Yi suffered from myopia. Although the degree is not deep, he still needs to wear it for a long time, and it should be matched with the suit and school uniform that his mother had ironed for him.

Okay, he is helpless, Mo Fan has to laugh at himself for being dressed like a young master.

On the back-to-school day before the start of school, Liu Yi finally bumped into Mo Fan in front of the bulletin board for welcoming freshmen at the school gate. He was already mentally prepared to be laughed at by Mo Fan, but unexpectedly, Mo Fan just glanced at him. He nodded, said hello, and went into the teaching building.

It was a coincidence that day, first Liu Yi knew that he and Mo Fan were in the same class, and then the head teacher arranged the seats according to their height, and arranged them both in the last row, next to each other.In the end, I did not forget to tell Liu Yi that Mo Fan is a member of the provincial team, and he will not be in school often in the future, so he should help him more if he has any homework problems.

But these things happened in bits and pieces, Mo Fan seemed to be very calm. As usual, he had teased with Liu Yi early, but today he was uncharacteristically quiet. He didn't say anything to Liu Yi all morning, and finally waited until noon When school was over, Mo Fan also left in a hurry.

Mo Fan's inexplicable indifference made Liu Yi a little angry. He thought, I didn't offend you. It was my idea that you took your parents to watch the game. It's not enough to deny friends so soon. mean.

What made him even more unexpected was that when he walked out of the school gate, he saw Mo Fan hugging a girl, and they were so inseparable. her waist.Liu Yi widened his short-sighted eyes and looked again. Isn't that girl Xin Lei, the host of the party in their junior high school, who sent Mo Fan a love letter?

He hurriedly looked left and right, and saw that the people passing by were all students from their high school.

This is too ostentatious, Liu Yi thought.

"This guy is a sports student in our class." Unsurprisingly, he heard someone behind him talking at this time: "They are sports students like this."

"Hey! Liu Yi!" At this time, Xinlei called his name first, so he had no choice but to walk over in embarrassment. Out of the corner of his eye, Mo Fan was still clasped with her fingers.

"Eh? When did you wear glasses?" She leaned on Mo Fan and asked.

"Just during the summer vacation. When did you two get together?"

Xinlei said playfully, "It's also summer vacation."

Liu Yi looked up at Mo Fan and asked, "Then he just came back a week ago, you guys are fast enough."

Xinlei smiled: "What? He came back with the team after the game, and the only ones who went on a trip were uncles and aunts."

Now Liu Yi couldn't laugh anymore, he didn't know about Mo Fan's early return.

"Hey, I want to thank you too. Do you know how many people in our school sent him letters? He has never read them. Fortunately, I entrusted you to pass them on. Only you gave them to him. You have helped us a lot. Already!"

Liu Yi laughed dryly: "Really?" He felt very uncomfortable. For a moment, a thought flashed through his mind. It would be great if he hadn't given Xinlei's love letter to Mo Fan. He was immediately shocked by his own thought. arrive.

"Then you have to invite me to dinner." Liu Yi was a little perfunctory, and didn't intend for them to agree.

"Okay, Mo Fan won the second place in the national competition, and the provincial team has an extra bonus."

Liu Yi glanced at Mo Fan: "You two are only together now, and you control his financial power?" In fact, you are thinking in your heart, you have only known him for a few days, and you are taking his money to go around?But on the surface, he had to keep smiling, and he left with a few casual words.

He looked at Mo Fan and Xinlei flying together, and he was also a little emotional, as if Mo Fan did everything one step ahead of himself, found his ideal before himself, and fell in love one step before himself.Without Xinlei, he might not have thought of these things.

Fortunately, in the clubs and various activities of the No. [-] Middle School, he also made some friends himself, and was elected as the class monitor, and occasionally he was pulled to do things by the student union.

In Liu Yi's desk drawer, there are more love letters than before. Of course, half of them are still for Mo Fan.It is impossible to receive love letters even when he is not in school, but he has never given one to Mo Fan. On the one hand, he has no chance, and on the other hand, he does not want to.

One morning, when he arrived at school, he saw Mo Fan standing by his desk, holding several pink and red envelopes in his hand, some of which had been opened. He walked up quickly and snatched them away. He said angrily: "This is my letter, do you understand what privacy is?"

"Your? Or mine?" Mo Fan asked with a smile.

Liu Yi looked down at the inscriptions on the envelopes, some were for himself, and some were for Mo Fan.

Mo Fan stared at him and said, "If you have mine, why don't you give it to me?"

He got too close to him, Liu Yi dodged a little uncomfortable, and simply turned out all the letters in the drawer: "Fuck, fuck, from now on, just put your home address on your desk, so that they don't worry about it." Throw me here, I'm not a mail room."

Mo Fan blinked and asked with a smile, "Why are you so angry?"

Am I mad?Liu Yi asked himself.

Seeing that he was ignoring others, Mo Fan also sat back in his seat.

After a while, Liu Yi opened his mouth to ease the atmosphere: "Is the provincial team fun?"

"It's not fun. Last time the coach of the national youth team came, he didn't choose me."

Liu Yi looked at him in disbelief: "Why?"

Mo Fan shrugged: "The level is not enough, the provincial team has too many talents."

"You are still young, there are plenty of opportunities. I believe you can."

"Listen to brother Liu Yi, you are right."

This sentence was neither fish nor fowl, which made Liu Yi laugh.

"Are you not angry? Next Saturday there will be a team league in the province, and I will also participate. Come and watch."

"I'll go when I'm free."

"Starting at one o'clock in the afternoon, I may be the third game, it's decided."

On Saturday, Liu Yi tidied up a bit, put on a black hoodie and went on the road. He ran into Xinlei at the entrance of the gymnasium. He was still thinking about whether to go up to say hello, when he saw Mo Fan coming out of the arena to greet her. Went in with Xinlei.

Liu Yi suddenly didn't want to go. The young couple was reluctant to leave at the door. It was a match made in heaven. What's the matter with him next to him? He shouldn't be that super invincible big light bulb.

With a heartbeat, he turned around and left quickly, as if fleeing.

The streets on weekends are crowded with people. Near the stadium is the busiest shopping mall in the city. There are many people dating every day, especially today.Liu Yi didn't want to watch the game, nor did he want to go home, so he wandered to the cinema in the shopping mall to see what entertainment there was.

Taking a glance from the corner of the eye, he seemed to see a familiar figure, and when he looked back, he saw his father and a young woman he didn't know.The young woman looked about 30 or so. She was ironing her fashionable curly hair and wearing a windbreaker. She was whispering to his father, and she leaned on his shoulder and smiled into a flower, and her father also laughed into a smile. Duohua, only Liu Yi felt that he was choking on a mouthful of shit at this moment.

"Disgusting." He frowned and said to himself.

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I wanted to write the flower of Gaoling, why did I write it as a rabbit, and I frequently stabbed it, desperate