world travel

After the funeral was over, Liang Jiayu always felt that a long time had passed after waking up, and the vitality in his body was also blocked. He lay listlessly on the bed, not wanting to go out or go back to work.

Jian Mingzhi sent him a wechat message to ask if he was okay. The two chatted for a while, and Jian Mingzhi asked him to rest for a while.

"It's just that you usually stretch yourself too tightly, and it's a good thing to take more rest."

Liang Jiayu leaned on the bed, rubbed his eyes, and said with a smile: "I still have to make a movie."

"It's almost over, it's okay." Jian Mingzhi said.

Liang Jiayu said: "After shooting all the shots, I have to watch Lao Liu edit the film. There are a lot of things, and I am bored to death."

"Then why don't you stop filming? Just leave the film circle after filming this film." Jian Ming knew how to speak boldly.

"But I don't know how to do anything." Liang Jiayu said after being silent for a while.

"You're crazy! You really have this idea." Jian Mingzhi shouted exaggeratedly.

Liang Jiayu sighed, staring at the ceiling, and said, "I don't know, I'll think about it again."

He didn't know how he became so tired, his grandfather passed away, and he was worried about Zhou Xinyuan... It was hard for Liang Jiayu not to blame "movie".

Maybe he just deflected his own incompetence, the movie is so innocent.The things that once brought him happiness changed, and he was no longer happy.

Liang Jiayu remembered that after dinner yesterday, Liang Qijun secretly held him back, and asked him to pay attention to Zhou Xinyuan's mental state, and thoughtfully asked him if he wanted to make an appointment for a doctor for Zhou Xinyuan.

Liang Jiayu didn't know how to answer for a while.

"Did you find anything?" Liang Jiayu asked suspiciously.

Liang Qijun said: "I saw him crying two days ago."

Liang Jiayu said, "When?"

"The day you came back, you were keeping watch for Grandpa."

Liang Jiayu frowned, and said in a deep voice, "I see, I will deal with it."

Liang Qijun wanted to say something, but finally just nodded.

Liang Jiayu didn't know how to deal with it at all, he just felt that during the days after the new year, he had been very depressed.There are so many things, so busy at work, and I have to worry about my boyfriend, and I have to find a reasonable way that can't hurt him, and I want to wait for him to speak out.

He's not superman.

If Zhou Xinyuan didn't communicate with him, what would he do?

"Jiayu." At this moment, someone knocked on the door.

Liang Jiayu came back to his senses and said, "Come in."

Zhou Xinyuan opened the door and looked inside. Seeing Liang Jiayu awake, he instantly smiled, his eyes were curved and beautiful.

Zhou Xinyuan was at his house, wearing Liang Jiayu's T-shirt from when he was in college, looking youthful.He closed the door and ran to Liang Jiayu. Liang Jiayu hugged him, and Zhou Xinyuan kicked off the slippers on his feet.

"You woke up so early?" Liang Jiayu smiled.

"Yeah." Zhou Xinyuan seemed to be in a good mood, so he came over and kissed Liang Jiayu, "You woke up too late."

Liang Jiayu hadn't felt so relaxed for a long time, and Zhou Xinyuan looked better than before.He hugged him and had a conversation, then he was pulled up to have lunch.After dinner, Liang Qijun asked them to go out to the garden to bask in the sun.

There are deck chairs in the garden and a swimming pool.Summer is coming, and the owner just cleaned the swimming pool a few days ago.

Zhou Xinyuan said: "It's so clean, I want to go for a swim."

"Then I'll find you some swimming trunks?" Liang Jiayu laughed.

"Will you go down if I go down?" Zhou Xinyuan asked.

Liang Jiayu shook his head and said, "I won't go, I don't know how to drink water."

Zhou Xinyuan paused, and said strangely, "You can't swim?"

"Yeah." Liang Jiayu said, flipping through the magazine in his hand, "When I used to go to the beach to play with my friends, I was the one who was in charge of looking at the bag."

"Oh..." Zhou Xinyuan whispered, "Then I won't go either, I will accompany you."

Liang Jiayu read the magazine for a while, and when he raised his head again, he saw Zhou Xinyuan staring at the water surface thoughtfully.

"Xiaoyuan." Liang Jiayu said unconsciously.

"What?" Zhou Xinyuan turned around.

Just as Liang Jiayu was about to ask him when he could be honest with him, he heard the garden door being pulled open.

"Do you eat fruit?"

"Ah?" Liang Jiayu turned his head and saw Liang Qijun walking towards them with a fruit plate.

Liang Jiayu felt a little annoyed, and his sister interrupted what he wanted to say.There is no way, it seems that there is really no chance to speak.

They ate some fruit, slept on the deck chairs and chatted casually.

"You said before...where will you take me after filming?" Zhou Xinyuan asked suddenly.

Liang Jiayu looked at the sky, as if recalled from a dream, and said, "Take you to Rome."

"Why Rome?"

"Because I like this city the most." Liang Jiayu said.

"Why do you like Rome the most?"

"Because..." Liang Jiayu changed his posture, "Stones are the longest-preserved things on this planet."

"Oh." Zhou Xinyuan nodded.

Liang Jiayu originally wanted to talk to Zhou Xinyuan about the documentaries he liked to watch before, about the history of ancient Rome, but for some reason, he suddenly lost interest.In the past, he wanted to say anything to Zhou Xinyuan, but now he felt that he couldn't say anything.

His love has soured.

Although Liang Jiayu didn't want to admit it, his taste had indeed changed.

Only a little bit, only superficially, he used to know that he liked Zhou Xinyuan very much, but now he was not sure.

It was Zhou Xinyuan who pushed him away little by little, Liang Jiayu thought, it is really uncomfortable for him to be in a relationship with him all day without knowing anything...

Either forget it.Liang Jiayu finally thought.

I didn't expect that my first date in love would be such a failure.

Of course Zhou Xinyuan didn't know what Liang Jiayu was thinking, but it didn't matter.Because all his thoughts are not on Liang Jiayu at all, not on love.

He doubted love, doubted himself, and of course doubted the whole world.

Zhang Quan's messages are still being sent, constantly reminding Zhou Xinyuan what he is living for.

Zhou Xinyuan was also tired, the straw on his body needn't be too heavy, he had no time to take care of it.

A few days later, although the relationship between the two of them was still maintained, they seldom spoke, and they would look away when they hugged each other, and they no longer had the intimacy they had at the beginning.

Liang Jiayu decided to go back and finish filming "Mayfly" bit by bit, as if he wanted to end one of his obsessions.

That night, Zhou Xinyuan packed his things, and Liang Qijun packed him a lot of delicious food in his bag.

Zhou Xinyuan hurriedly said: "Enough, enough, there is no more room."

Liang Qijun still lowered his head, and said with a smile: "Yes, the driver will drive you off tomorrow, and let Liang Jiayu do the check-in at the airport."

Zhou Xinyuan seemed to have remembered something, and said with a smile: "He doesn't know how to check in."

Liang Qijun looked at him in surprise, and said, "Why can't he handle shipping? He went abroad to study at the age of 20."

"Huh?" Zhou Xinyuan was stunned for a moment, "It's also..."

Liang Qijun thought for a while, laughed, and said helplessly, "Xiaoyuan."

"Ah."

"Do you get too used to your boyfriend sometimes? I don't know how the two of you get along, but it's good to have a little temper once in a while."

Zhou Xinyuan patted his head in embarrassment, and said, "I...I don't have a temper."

Liang Qijun said: "How can you have no temper?"

Zhou Xinyuan just said vaguely: "I have a good temper."

Liang Qijun talked to him for a while, and didn't force him anymore, but just told him that he could call her if he had any difficulties.

She seemed to have become Zhou Xinyuan's older sister, and Zhou Xinyuan was her other little brother.

After closing the door, Zhou Xinyuan took out his mobile phone from his trousers pocket, and directly deleted Zhang Quan's missed call.

He dare not turn off the phone.

It can only be delayed and delayed.

The night before departure, Zhou Xinyuan finally quarreled with Liang Jiayu.

Liang Jiayu seemed to have gone out for a drink in the afternoon, but when he came back and saw Zhou Xinyuan, the atmosphere was a little off.

"Did you drink too much?" Zhou Xinyuan stood up from the chair as soon as he saw him, "Let me pour you some water."

Liang Jiayu said, "No."

He fell onto the bed all at once, like a puddle of mud.Zhou Xinyuan sighed, took off his shoes and socks, and softly whispered in his ear, "Wash your face before going to sleep."

Liang Jiayu frowned, waved his hand impatiently, and said, "I said...no."

"Liang Jiayu..."

"Hey, you...!" Liang Jiayu turned over and accidentally hit Zhou Xinyuan on the forehead with his elbow.

Zhou Xinyuan still didn't make a sound, Liang Jiayu sobered up and froze in place.

"Xiaoyuan, I... I'm sorry, did I hit you?" Liang Jiayu sat up.

"It's okay." Zhou Xinyuan smiled.

When Liang Jiayu saw his smile, he suddenly exploded for no reason.

"You've always been like this." He lowered his head and whispered.

"What?" Zhou Xinyuan didn't hear clearly.

Liang Jiayu raised his head, there was an indescribable sadness in his eyes, he said: "You have always been like this, you don't say anything, I wonder if you really like me."

Zhou Xinyuan was struck by lightning at that moment, and his whole body trembled a little. He looked at Liang Jiayu and said with complicated emotions: "Of course I am..."

"Don't treat me like a three-year-old kid?" Liang Jiayu interrupted him, "I'm ten years older than you."

"so what?"

"So let's talk." Liang Jiayu took Zhou Xinyuan's hand, "Let's talk, I don't think it's okay to go on like this, is there something wrong with you, may I take you to see a doctor?"

Zhou Xinyuan shook off Liang Jiayu's hand, his chest heaved up and down, and said, "I don't see a doctor, I'm not sick."

"Alright then." Liang Jiayu said lightly, "Whatever you want."

He turned off the light casually, and Zhou Xinyuan fell into the darkness all of a sudden, his eyes couldn't adapt, and he couldn't see anything.

"Whatever you want, Xiaoyuan." Liang Jiayu said again angrily.