world travel

On the island.

It was still a little short of the end of the shooting, and everyone felt that the Long March was coming to an end.

The story of "Mayfly" came to an end, Jia Mu left the city, he bid farewell to Hu Yuxin, and finally knew that the fate of some people in this world is so unbearable, such as himself, such as the girl who was so close to him.

He saw a more exciting world, but fell into confusion again.

What about Zhou Xinyuan in real life?

He seemed to be slowly losing himself.

The island is not big, and several nearby small islands are scattered around. The residents are all local fishermen, and few tourists come here.

Zhou Xinyuan took the ferry with Liang Jiayu earlier, Liang Jiayu bowed his head in front of him and did not speak, still stubbornly holding Zhou Xinyuan's hand.

They quarreled, but they didn't know how to make up.

Zhou Xinyuan didn't want to quarrel with Liang Jiayu, so he could only silently follow him.

In fact, it's enough to say "I'm sorry" first, Zhou Xinyuan thought, then let him say it.

But when the words came to his mouth, it seemed that they had been installed with a noise reduction device, and they couldn't get up or down in his throat.The two sat on the ferry in silence, letting the sea breeze pass by them, taking away the last bit of damp grievance.

Liang Jiayu said, "Here we are."

Zhou Xinyuan said, "Yes."

"Xiaoyuan, I..." Liang Jiayu turned his head, and Zhou Xinyuan suddenly felt that although he was close at hand, he could no longer see his face clearly.

"I'm sorry." Liang Jiayu said, "I drank too much that day, and I was also very childish. Don't take it to heart."

"Okay." Zhou Xinyuan's nose suddenly felt sore.

Liang Jiayu continued: "Let's talk when you want to talk, I will wait for you."

Zhou Xinyuan thought, Liang Jiayu's words were not firm, did he hear it?

He won't wait for himself any longer, this is the end.

The rooms on the island are compact and cannot be shared by one person.Zhou Xinyuan shared a room with another actor. After Zhou Xinyuan packed his luggage, it happened to be sunset.The crew bought a lot of seafood and cold beer. Summer has finally arrived, and the sea at the beginning of July is a little gentle that Zhou Xinyuan can't describe.

But after a few days, he felt that the sea was not gentle at all.

Sun exposure is a problem.Filming at the beach, even though Zhou Xinyuan put on thick sunscreen every day, she was still several degrees dark.

"Hey." Zhou Xinyuan felt a pain in his foot after work was over, and when he stepped on the stone with his bare foot, he was scratched by the gravel.

It wasn't very serious, only a little blood was shed, Zhou Xinyuan endured it, and simply ignored it, but when he went back, Liang Jiayu still found out that something was wrong.

Liang Jiayu seemed to have just finished smoking, and Zhou Xinyuan hadn't smelled smoke for a long time, but recently he seemed to have relapsed.

No, Liang Jiayu didn't say he quit smoking for himself.

"Foot." Liang Jiayu said concisely, and Zhou Xinyuan knew that he still couldn't hide it from him.

"I'll just put a band-aid on it when I go back," Zhou Xinyuan said.

Liang Jiayu looked at him, without saying a word, he directly pulled Zhou Xinyuan's wrist.

"Hello!" Zhou Xinyuan was taken aback, there were still people around, how could Liang Jiayu be so bold.

The two walked up to the second floor, and Liang Jiayu took Zhou Xinyuan to his room.

Strangely, Zhou Xinyuan felt a strong desire rising between him and Liang Jiayu.It felt like returning to the original hotel, the one at the very end of Ellis.When he chose to knock on Liang Jiayu's door, it was like opening Pandora's box, and he had to pay the price for his choice.

Zhou Xinyuan thought, he still had some good times.

In those days when he was intimate with Liang Jiayu, he was still liked by others.

After entering the room, Liang Jiayu closed the door, and then let go of Zhou Xinyuan's hand.

He bent down, rummaged through the drawers of the wooden table, found a bandage from the medicine box, turned his head and smiled at Zhou Xinyuan.

"Here." Liang Jiayu said, "Do you want me to help you?"

"No need." Zhou Xinyuan took the band-aid, slowly tore off the packaging, and turned sideways, as if he didn't want Liang Jiayu to see his wounded place.

"What are you doing?" Liang Jiayu felt strange, "What's the secret on the soles of your feet?"

"Yes." Zhou Xinyuan quickly put on the band-aid, "It's engraved against Qing Dynasty and Ming Dynasty, so I can't show it to you."

Liang Jiayu was taken aback for a moment, and then realized that Zhou Xinyuan was joking with him.

It had been a long time since they had joked like this, and Liang Jiayu was not used to it for a while.

The previous estrangement always existed, and he felt uncomfortable, so he deliberately treated Zhou Xinyuan coldly.But at this moment, Liang Jiayu realized how much he missed being with Zhou Xinyuan back then.

Liang Jiayu leaned against the wooden table without speaking.

Zhou Xinyuan thought it was a mistake for him to be talkative and poor, and he was a little at a loss, so he said, "Then I'll go out first."

"Xiaoyuan." As soon as he turned around, he was stopped by Liang Jiayu.

Before Zhou Xinyuan could turn his head, Liang Jiayu hugged him from behind.He wrapped his arms around Zhou Xinyuan's waist and whispered in his ear, "I'm sorry."

He said he was sorry too much, but Liang Jiayu himself didn't realize it.

"You don't need to say... I'm sorry." Zhou Xinyuan said.

Liang Jiayu said, "I didn't take good care of you."

Zhou Xinyuan said: "I've grown up, I don't need you to take care of me all the time."

Liang Jiayu turned him around, raised Zhou Xinyuan's chin with his hand, and kissed Zhou Xinyuan's lips lightly.Zhou Xinyuan seemed to suddenly understand what Liang Jiayu wanted to do, he felt a dull pain in his heart, and hugged Liang Jiayu forcefully with his backhand.

"I...I..." Liang Jiayu said helplessly.

Their foreheads touched each other, Zhou Xinyuan said, "You can say whatever you want."

"It's better for us to separate for a while." Liang Jiayu closed his eyes and said.

"En." A stone fell from Zhou Xinyuan's heart, and he did not refute.

Liang Jiayu said: "This will not benefit anyone."

Zhou Xinyuan smiled and said, "Okay."

good.He didn't know what else to say other than this, he could still feel Liang Jiayu's love for him, but he also knew that love with gaps would be slowly worn away.Instead of this, it is better to stay in the best moment.There is no need to be exhausted, and there is no need to tear your face. When you think about it in the future, you can still miss it.

So Zhou Xinyuan didn't resist at all, and didn't feel any sense at all, so he broke up with Liang Jiayu peacefully.

He raised his head, kissed Liang Jiayu one last time, and walked out of his room.

In the following days, Zhou Xinyuan was just filming.In other words, his body was filming, but his soul flew to nowhere.He put all his energy into "Jiamu", thinking about the things in the play day and night.

Once Zhou Xinyuan had a dream, dreaming that he really became Jiamu.

He woke up crying at night, and the actor who was sleeping next door was woken up by him. He turned on the light and asked Zhou Xinyuan if he needed help.

Zhou Xinyuan's forehead was covered with sweat. He lay on the bed and said in a daze, "I'm sorry, I just had a nightmare."

"Is there too much pressure?"

"Yeah." Zhou Xinyuan said, "A little bit."

"Don't stress, we're leaving here in a few days."

The room fell into darkness again, Zhou Xinyuan responded in a low voice: "Well, get out of here."