world travel

Zhou Xinyuan was lying on the bed, unable to fall asleep no matter what.He was still thinking about the call Liang Jiayu received a few hours ago.

During the Chinese New Year, Zhou Xinyuan and Liang Jiayu went to visit his grandfather. Who would have thought that it had only been a few months, and if people said it was gone, it would be gone.

Zhou Xinyuan's heart suddenly became empty, with mixed feelings, and he didn't know what to say to Liang Jiayu.

Sleeping until midnight, Zhou Xinyuan tossed and turned, and finally went out in slippers to find Liang Jiayu.

He stood outside Liang Jiayu's house for a while, and after a long time, he tentatively sent Liang Jiayu a WeChat message.The screen light illuminated Zhou Xinyuan's eyebrows, and he typed: "I'm outside your door."

Within a few seconds, he heard Liang Jiayu's footsteps, he opened the door, and Zhou Xinyuan saw that the stubble on his chin was messy, as if it had grown all at once.

"Why aren't you sleeping?" Liang Jiayu asked in a low voice.

Zhou Xinyuan shook his head.

Liang Jiayu turned his body sideways and let Zhou Xinyuan walk in.

"What time is your flight?" Zhou Xinyuan asked when he saw the open suitcase on the ground.

Liang Jiayu closed the door, looked at his watch, and said, "I'll take the high-speed rail at 05:30, and then transfer to the plane. I can take off at 08:30, and I'll be back before noon."

After he finished speaking, he sat on the bed and didn't say anything, but he looked very tired.

Zhou Xinyuan walked over and sat beside Liang Jiayu, and hugged him with his arms. For the first time, Liang Jiayu didn't hug Zhou Xinyuan back, but just leaned his head on his shoulder.

Zhou Xinyuan said, "I'll accompany you back."

Liang Jiayu said: "It's too hard, you and Jian Mingzhi will go back with them, and I will come back after Grandpa's funeral is over."

Zhou Xinyuan felt bitter and didn't know how to comfort Liang Jiayu, so he hesitated for a long time, neither saying yes nor no.

Liang Jiayu seemed to have found an exit, and poured out all the panic in his heart.

He said: "I didn't expect... I thought Grandpa still had time. I took you to visit him during the Chinese New Year. How could it be so sudden."

"I don't know either." Zhou Xinyuan said quietly.

"Grandpa was very kind to us, he was especially able to endure hardships when he was young..."

"Ah."

"Without Grandpa, there would be no us." Liang Jiayu sighed.

Zhou Xinyuan raised his head slightly and said, "Yes."

After a while, he felt that Liang Jiayu wiped his eyes secretly, but Zhou Xinyuan knew that he shouldn't look at him.

Zhou Xinyuan said: "When my mother passed away, I was too young and a bit dull, but one day when I went to school alone, I still thought of her."

What he said was thoughtless, but Liang Jiayu was still a little surprised.

Liang Jiayu straightened his body, under the light, Zhou Xinyuan smiled melancholy at him.

Liang Jiayu asked, "Has your mother passed away?"

"Yeah." Zhou Xinyuan didn't look away, "My mother passed away, my father passed away, and everyone is gone."

"No..." Liang Jiayu's heart was caught a little, "Didn't you go to see your sister before?"

"It's just relatives far away." Zhou Xinyuan said, "We don't usually communicate with each other, do you understand?"

Liang Jiayu didn't understand a little bit, but he didn't understand much, but it didn't make much sense whether he figured it out or not.

It turned out that Zhou Xinyuan really only had Liang Jiayu all along.

Liang Jiayu hugged Zhou Xinyuan, kissed Zhou Xinyuan's forehead, and said, "Why didn't you tell me before?"

Zhou Xinyuan said, "It doesn't make any sense."

"No." Liang Jiayu said, "How can it be meaningless? If I knew it earlier, I would..."

Zhou Xinyuan asked, "What are you doing?"

"Be nicer to you." Liang Jiayu said seriously.

Zhou Xinyuan was silent for a while, then shook his head and repeated: "It doesn't make sense."

This is his life.Liang Jiayu has his own life.So it doesn't make sense at all.If he hadn't met Liang Jiayu, that would be fine. He even said that he began to wish he hadn't met him.

"I'll go with you." Zhou Xinyuan finally said.

Because time is running out.

Because he didn't know how long he could accompany Liang Jiayu.

"Okay." Liang Jiayu did not refuse Zhou Xinyuan this time.

They had insomnia in the middle of the night, and couldn't fall asleep anyway, so they hugged each other until they kept the same position for a long time, until the sky began to light up outside.Zhou Xinyuan couldn't share Liang Jiayu's pain of losing his grandfather, because the wound in his heart was too old.

When the time came, Liang Jiayu drove the car, Zhou Xinyuan helped him pack his things, and the two left Anhe Village together.

Zhou Xinyuan's thinking was so clear all the way, he even felt that at this moment he was Liang Jiayu's only reliance.

When he arrived at the high-speed rail station, he bought some breakfast and sat on the high-speed rail with Liang Jiayu to eat.They got off the high-speed rail and quickly changed trains. They checked their luggage at the airport. After boarding the plane, Zhou Xinyuan's seat and Liang Jiayu's seat were not close together, so they had to sit separately.

Liang Jiayu pulled his finger, and Zhou Xinyuan gave him a reassuring smile.

After the separation, Zhou Xinyuan still misses the feeling of being deeply depended on.

When the plane took off, Zhou Xinyuan only turned his head to look at Liang Jiayu once, and he saw Liang Jiayu closed his eyes, as if he had fallen asleep.

Zhou Xinyuan thought, it would be too easy to hurt Liang Jiayu.

Kang Yan is right, he has countless opportunities, and countless opportunities are in front of him. No matter what he does, he can push Liang Jiayu into the abyss, making him unable to stand up, climb out, and cry out. speak out.

He could push Liang Jiayu down from a high place when he was in the small tree house, put sleeping pills in the cup for him to drink water, when Liang Jiayu fell asleep, he could cover his nose and mouth, he could tie him up hands and feet, filled the bathtub with water, and finally made it impossible for him to float up.

What is Zhou Xinyuan going to do?

In the end, which way will he choose to end Liang Jiayu's life?

Can he really do it?

Kang Yan said that as long as he succeeds, he will buy Zhou Xinyuan a plane ticket to another country. No matter where Zhou Xinyuan wants to go, he can send him there and guarantee his safety.

What Kang Yan wants to do is to see the Liang family suffering. He doesn't hate any one in particular, he hates everyone.

So... What about Zhou Xinyuan himself?

Who does he hate?Does he hate Liang Jiayu?Do you hate Liang Qijun?Hate their grandpa?Do you hate everyone in the Liang family?

As if no one is.

He really didn't know what he was doing, but why did everything become like this in a blink of an eye?

After getting off the plane, Zhou Xinyuan and Liang Jiayu took the luggage together. Liang Jiayu very naturally took Zhou Xinyuan's hand and dragged the suitcase with the other hand.Instead of driving, they took a taxi home.

When I got home, I found the door was open, Liang Qijun was sitting in the living room wearing a white skirt, and the room was full of relatives who came one after another.Everyone spoke very quietly, as if they were afraid of alarming something.

"Sister." Liang Jiayu finally seemed relieved when he returned home.

Liang Qijun was still very beautiful, but the corners of his eyes were a little red from crying, and when he saw Liang Jiayu came back, he hugged him.

Zhou Xinyuan pulled the suitcase and remained silent.

Jun Liang Qi said: "Let's take Xiaoyuan to rest first."

Zhou Xinyuan followed Liang Jiayu and lived in Liang Jiayu's room. Liang Jiayu found Zhou Xinyuan's pajamas and forced him to sleep.

"I can't sleep." Zhou Xinyuan said helplessly.

"Sleep if you can't sleep." Liang Jiayu said.

Zhou Xinyuan took Liang Jiayu's hand and said, "No, if you sleep with me, I'll sleep for a while."

Liang Jiayu looked at him tenderly, and finally nodded.The two were wearing clothes, covered with blankets, facing each other sideways, breathing intertwinedly, Zhou Xinyuan closed his eyes, and Liang Jiayu patted him.

"Sleep, baby."

Zhou Xinyuan put his hands on his chest and didn't speak any more.

It was already midnight when I woke up.

When Zhou Xinyuan opened his eyes, it was all dark, and his throat was burning. He calmed down for a while and got up to get himself some water to drink, but he didn't see Liang Jiayu.

The wake lasted three days, and there were whispers of conversation throughout the house.

Zhou Xinyuan opened the door, walked down quietly, walked to the railing on the second floor, looked down and saw Liang Jiayu sitting on the cushion in the living room.Mr. Liang Qi was gone, and the others were sitting on the sofa talking, and Liang Jiayu only had a photo of his grandfather in front of him.

From the beginning to the end, Liang Jiayu never cried once.

But for some reason, it was this silence that made Zhou Xinyuan feel even more sad.

Zhou Xinyuan stepped back, turned around slowly and went upstairs.

He can't do it, he can't do it and destroy another perfect thing.

Zhou Xinyuan walked faster and faster, panicked and didn't know why, but happened to bump into Liang Qijun who was going downstairs.

"Xiaoyuan?" Liang Qijun stopped, "You...what's the matter?"

Zhou Xinyuan raised his head in confusion, only to realize that he was crying silently. He quickly wiped away his tears and smiled, "I'm fine."