Life is like a journey

"Pull out the tube." The medical staff took off the oxygen mask, and the vital signs on the monitor dropped rapidly. Fang Zhiyou knelt by the bed and covered his lips with his hands to prevent himself from crying.

Yu Gui stayed by her side, hugging her head with his hands and pressing it into his arms: "Don't look...don't look..."

"Mom!!! Mom!!!" Her hoarse wailing came from the end of the narrow and long corridor.

This is the first time for Yu Gui to face the death of the people around her. Unlike witnessing the death of a patient in the past, she has a deeper understanding of death, and she feels so distressed about Zhiyou.

She swears in her heart: in the future, you will know if you have a mouthful of food. She is her only relative in this world.

After calming her down, Yu Gui went to a secluded corner and called his parents: "Hello? Mom, it's me"

"Have you changed your number?"

"Well, yes, it's okay, don't worry about me, take care of yourself..."

"Have you really decided to divorce?" After the ward rounds were over, Qin Xuan had no time to sit down in the ward.

The pregnant woman they rescued from the Changping tunnel has woken up and is recovering well. Today, the child has also come out of the incubator and is sleeping soundly in her arms.

Jiang Lijuan smiled, her face was still a little pale, but she was in good spirits, holding the baby with emotion and comfort: "I've thought about it, it's better to be away now when the child is still breastfeeding, when the child grows up, he can be so For me, I don’t know how I will treat my baby in the future, an unreliable father is not as good as a single parent.”

Qin Xuan also felt emotional: "You are right if you think so."

"Where's Dr. Lu, are you feeling better?"

Seeing the concern on her face, Qin Xuan suddenly couldn't say anything, and shook his head sadly: "I haven't woken up yet, you should have a good rest..."

Before she finished speaking, a little nurse broke in and took her by the arm before going out: "Oh, I found you! You should go to the Shenwai ICU to have a look! Something serious happened!"

"Hey, don't pull me, talk to me if you have something to say..." Qin Xuan gathered up his messed-up clothes, and his high-heeled shoes were flamboyant.

"What happened?" She looked terrified: "Could it be Qingshi..."

"No, no, no" the little nurse shook her head quickly, unable to speak at all: "No! Captain Gu beat up several of our doctors, and everything is messed up now. Go over and have a look!"

Qin Xuan only felt that his eyes were smeared, which was more terrifying than Lu Qingshi's kicking his legs. As he walked, he couldn't help running with the wind in his clothes.

my darling.

A mess all over the place.

Qin Xuan swears to God, she has never seen so many people in Shenwai's ICU, and she heard Gu Yanzhi yelling from afar: "Come on, I'll beat one if you come, and I'll beat two if you come two! As long as I'm here today, no one can take Qingshi away!!!"

Lu Xucheng's mouth was twisted with anger, and he was surrounded by a group of medical staff, afraid that he might make a mistake.

"Report... the police! Call the police! What is it?! You are a rascal, rascal!"

Gu Yanzhi was lying on the hospital bed, holding the railing with his hand, his eyes were red and he was talking incoherently: "Report...report, report, you report...I tell you, when I come out, I have to come..."

The old man was going crazy, he rushed out from the crowd, picked up his crutches and pointed at her head, Gu Yanzhi didn't hide, and when he was lying on the bed to protect Lu Qing, the solid wooden crutches weighing tens of kilograms hit her on the head and hit her on her back. There was a bang, and the exposed wrist was smashed and swollen for a long time.

A group of medical staff also rushed up, pulling the old man, pulling Gu Yanzhi, and some who were ordered by the old man to fish in troubled waters and send Lu Qingshi out.

Gu Yanzhi didn't dodge, he lay on the bed and protected her tightly with his broad shoulders, his two long legs were hanging on the ground, swinging back and forth with the rolling of the gurney, kicking two of them over from time to time, kicking her down. One, the gurney broke out a group, a group of people seemed to be practicing Tai Chi in the ward, and the gurney was pushed back and forth like a canoe.

Qin Xuan was dizzy and screamed: "Stop the fuck!!! Gu Yanzhi, what's wrong with you?!"

Seeing her coming, Gu Yanzhi was also impatient, and shouted with red eyes: "It's useless for anyone to persuade me today! As long as I have one breath, I won't let anyone pull out Qingshi's ventilator!!!"

"Old Lu, calm down, calm down..."

Lu Xucheng shook the nanny away, pointed at her tremblingly with a cane, and yelled, "I am Lu Qingshi's grandfather, I have the final say! What are you who dare to show off in front of my old man..."

"Qingshi didn't have your grandpa who was so looking forward to her dying quickly! It's only been a few days... You want to unplug her ventilator and send her to a dead end, and donate what fucking remains? Fart! When you wake up one day, why do you make decisions for other people's lives without authorization!"

Lu Xucheng panted heavily, blushing and said thickly, "Just because I am her grandfather! Just because she is a doctor! Why are you lying here?! Waiting to die or wasting medical resources?! I tell you that you are not qualified to replace her The one who makes the decision, you are not the Lu family and she has nothing to do with her, you are just a rogue! A rogue! A rogue!"

Gu Yanzhi was also in a hurry, and a rush of blood rushed to his forehead: "Why am I not! I'm her girlfriend!!!"

Now the old man had nothing to say, he just rolled his eyes and fell down straight.

The people in the room suddenly became chaotic: "Mr. Lu! Mr. Lu!"

When Gu Yanzhi put Lu Qing down, he was the first to jump up and help him up: "Old man, old man! Hurry up, get a stretcher!"

"Come on, it's all over now, the old man is also in the hospital." Qin Xuan took a bottle of ice mineral water and handed it to her: "I said you are really capable, you can even make anger out of a heart attack."

Gu Yanzhi took it and pressed it against the swollen forehead, muttering: "Then I didn't do it on purpose, I haven't woken up yet, and he was about to pull out her ventilator, so I..."

Qin Xuan interrupted her, unscrewed the cap of the mineral water bottle and took a sip: "Do you know the probability of vegetative people waking up? No more than 5.00%..."

Gu Yanzhi bounced up, and the water was thrown on the seat: "What do you mean?! Do you think Mr. Lu is doing the right thing?! You still think that Qingshi will never wake up again! Qin Xuan, you still Not her friend anymore!"

She said that she didn't want to say anything more to others, wiped the corners of her eyes with her sleeve, and left.

After half a minute, he dawdled back and handed her a cigarette.

"That...do me a favor"

After returning home in the afternoon and feeding the hamburger and fries, Gu Yanzhi took the key and opened the door of the next door.

Opening the curtains, sunlight and dust poured in together.

Memories came flooding in.

"Go away, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha"

"Come on, come on, I won't lose to you!"

"You...you carried me back yesterday?"

"Yes, you still open the door with the car key"

"Qing Shi... can we continue to be friends in the future?"

"Of course, we are the best partners at the emergency scene"

……

Her breath filled the whole room. On the carpet in front of the TV wall in the living room, they had played games together, and the handles were still on the coffee table.

There are a few books she often read on the sofa, where she once fell asleep leaning against her.

Before the quilt in the bedroom could be folded, Gu Yanzhi tidied it up one by one, sweeping the floor, mopping the floor, washing clothes, going to the balcony to water the flowers, tidying up the refrigerator, throwing expired food into the trash can, people who don’t drink alcohol, in the refrigerator With her favorite beer.

Gu Yanzhi took it out and opened the ring of the can, and just after taking a sip of tears, he couldn't stop the tears from falling down.

She held the refrigerator door slowly, sniffed, went to the balcony to dry clothes, put the dried clothes into the bedroom, when she opened the closet, a storage box fell from the top, and the things inside were scattered all over the floor .

A few paper clips, a couple of buttons, a few odds and ends, and a yellowed photograph.

She had just seen the old man in the photo today. The little girl in the photo was riding on the old man's neck and was smiling happily. She was five or six years old and had delicate features.

Gu Yanzhi reached out to brush off the dust on it, carefully put it in his pocket and put it away.

"I know you don't want to see me, but I came today to apologize to you..." Gu Yanzhi put the thermos on the bedside table, did not sit down, took a step away, and bowed slightly.

"Secondly, I'm here to clarify with you. I like Qingshi, but I haven't had the chance to truly confess my love to her..." Gu Yanzhi lowered his head, his eyes flushed slightly.

As soon as he said this, the old man couldn't hold his breath and began to pant: "Get out...you get out of here..."

"Listen to me. If you insist on removing all of Qingshi's life support systems after I finish speaking, I have nothing to say." Gu Yanzhi took out a yellowed photo from his pocket and handed it over.

"This is..." Lu Xucheng put on his reading glasses.

"I found this from Qingshi's home. I have known her for so long. She has always been strong and excellent. She works hard and takes good care of every patient. She is also at the emergency scene. She has never complained at all..."

"Together we have rescued a pregnant woman who died in a car accident, a delivery boy with advanced liver cancer, a dying child with cerebral palsy in a fire, and a dangerous chemical plant explosion, and we almost died in it that time." , she came back to save me after going out, she didn't give up on me that time, and now I won't give up on her..."

"She is such a strong person. Do you know when I saw her cry for the first time?"

Lu Qingshi in the photo was at her most innocent and lively. On her fifth birthday that year, her parents were busy with work, so she ran to the hospital and held his arm and begged him: "Grandpa, grandpa, mom and dad don't accompany me, you accompany me!" Shall I go to the park to play?"

He didn't agree, so she burst into tears in the department, his students roared with laughter, Lu Xucheng couldn't help it, so he picked him up and left the half-speaking lecture to go out with her.

"I really can't do anything about you little ancestor"

Lu Xucheng took off his presbyopic glasses, rubbed the center of his brows, his voice trembled a little: "You're telling me this now..."

Gu Yanzhi said to himself: "One time, she was so drunk that she couldn't figure out the north, south, east, west, and north. She lay on the bed and kept crying. Do you know what she said?"

Lu Xucheng was silent, and turned his head slightly, but he couldn't resist the slowly reddening eye sockets.

"say what?"

"She said that she wanted a complete family...with grandparents, parents, and Lele..." Gu Yanzhi said, tears falling down like broken beads.

"She has never forgotten you, why don't you give her another chance, after all, she is your own granddaughter, and the only relative you have in this world..."

"I grew up without father and mother. I was brought up by my adoptive father. Later, my adoptive father also died in a fire, so I understand the sadness and sadness of the death of a loved one. It is not a few words or a few days. You can slowly get better after a year, it is everywhere, I think you and Qingshi both have a deep understanding of this, you have already lost it once, why don't you cherish what you have now?"

"Please." Gu Yanzhi bent down deeply, choking with sobs: "Give her a chance, and give yourself a chance too."

Since she made a big fuss in the ward in the morning, security has been increased outside the ICU. Qin Xuan walked over with a nurse talking and laughing, and she made a phone call on the way.

"I helped you, how can you thank me for this?" Xiang Nanke leaned against the window and took a sip of tea.

"Stop talking nonsense, do you want to help me?"

Qin Xuan hung up the phone with a snap, just as she walked to the triage desk, Qin Xuan stopped to talk to the medical staff on duty, and the nurse beside her continued to walk in with the medical cart.

After the incident in the morning, the police took over the security work of the intensive care unit. Gu Yanzhi pulled up the mask and walked over slowly.

"Oh, my stomach suddenly feels a little uncomfortable, please help me look at it." One of the policemen suddenly ran into the bathroom.

The opportunity is here.

Gu Yanzhi pushed the cart in: "Change the patient's medicine."

What she didn't expect was that the other party didn't ask any more questions, and when he opened the door for her, he specifically asked: "I told the team, please hurry up, otherwise we won't be able to explain it."

"Thank you"

Gu Yanzhi flashed into the room, pulled off his mask, and let out a long breath.

A room full of medical equipment emitted blue or green lights, making the face paler.

This was the first time she came in to see her since she was injured, not counting the morning.

Gu Yanzhi took off his hat, sat down beside her bed, lifted her hand into his palm, and pressed it to his cheek.

She has a lot to say, but she feels unable to speak, and her chest is congested. She has cried countless times these days, and she is becoming less and less like herself.

"I'm sorry..." Gu Yanzhi buried his head: "Wake up quickly, okay...I'd rather be lying here than see you in such pain..."

"It's like a dream these past few days. As soon as I close my eyes, you are lying in front of me covered in blood. I have never been so scared... afraid of blood..."

"When I was young, when I was young..." She sniffed, and called her name affectionately: "As long as you can wake up, don't you like me pestering you? I can... I can stay away from you I won't disturb your life anymore...as long as...as long as you can wake up..."

Gu Yanzhi stretched out his hand and slightly embraced her with one arm, biting his left hand with his teeth to restrain himself from crying out, a fragile cry like a young animal overflowed from the depths of his throat.

When she finally left, she still couldn't restrain herself and kissed her lips lightly.

When she was sober, she didn't dare, she was cowardly, and only at this moment did she dare to say that sentence.

"Youth, I love you"

Gotta... get better.