Life is like a journey

What she didn't know was that when she gently closed the door, Lu Qingshi's eyelids moved.

It wasn't completely unconscious, but the injury was too severe. After four days of struggling in the cold and dark quagmire, she finally opened her eyes one morning.

Early in the morning, when Gu Yanzhi entered the hospital, she felt something was wrong. Whether she was passing through the emergency department or walking outside the Shenwai ICU ward, the surrounding medical staff looked at her like that...

"Look, that's Director Lu's girlfriend, she's tall and handsome, she was able to beat ten with one in the Shenwai ward yesterday..."

"Wow! Really! No wonder I said that Director Lu has been single for so long without even a scandal. It turns out...hehehe"

"It's too miserable. If I had known Director Lu liked women, I could too..."

Gu Yanzhi forcibly tensed up, and walked all the way outside the ward with a cold face. Unexpectedly, all the security guards were withdrawn, and she took a step with some anxiety.

Hao Renjie came up from behind: "Why are you still standing there?! Sister Lu is awake! Go and have a look!"

"Really?" She asked again in disbelief, and after getting an affirmative answer from the other party, she suddenly turned around and buried her head on the wall.

Hao Renjie patted her on the shoulder: "What's wrong with you?"

"No... I'm just..." A choked voice could be heard: "I'm happy... let me take it easy"

"Alright then, I'll go first then."

"Spontaneous breathing and spontaneous heart rate have recovered, but I have to stay in the ICU for a period of time to observe." The doctor from Shenwai performed a full physical examination on her and took the stethoscope back from her chest.

Lu Qingshi still could only lie on the hospital bed, and the transparent liquid flowed into his body from the infusion tube. In just a few days, he lost weight again, his eye sockets were sunken, his face was pale, his eyes were listless, and he couldn't speak yet. Speaking, just nodded his head slightly to show his thanks.

"Then Director Lu, take a good rest and ring the bell if you have something to do."

A large group of people came out of the ward pushing the ventilator, and Gu Yanzhi quickly took a step back, just watching her quietly through the glass.

She was thin, really thin, and the quilt was so light on her body that she could hardly see her skeleton.

The wrist was not as thick as her two fingers, and the originally fair skin was densely covered with pinholes.

The cheekbones were sunken, making the face look smaller, the fine lines around the eyes deepened, the lips were dry and cracked, and the whole body was tormented by illness.

As Gu Yanzhi looked at it, his eyes slowly turned red.

Lu Xucheng walked over and saw her expression. The young man was standing alone in the corridor, neither daring to take a step forward to open the door, nor could he take a step back to leave there. The expression on his face combined extreme joy and sadness .

She was happy for Lu Qingshi's waking up, but also sad for her.

Lu Xucheng coughed heavily while leaning on his crutches. Gu Yanzhi stepped back half a step, lowered his head slightly, and watched the nanny help him push open the door.

"I know, the porridge is ready, drink it while it's hot." Yu Gui put down the spoon, hung the apron behind the door, took out his bag and changed his shoes, and got ready to go to work. The person lying on the bed with his back to her remained motionless. That's it when I came back after dealing with Mother Fang's funeral.

Yu Gui sighed softly and closed the door for her.

Lying on the bed, Fang Zhiyou slightly closed his eyes, tears streaming down his face.

Gu Yanzhi didn't know what they were talking about. Anyway, when he came out, the old man's face was ashen. As soon as he walked on his front foot, the life monitor on his back foot started calling.

Gu Yanzhi rushed in and rang the bell: "Come on!"

"Qingshi, Qingshi!" She held her hand and called her name during the rescue, until her vital signs stabilized half an hour later.

Gu Yanzhi heaved a sigh of relief, knelt down beside the bed, and pressed his face to her palm: "Don't scare me, don't scare me..."

Feeling some warmth from the fingertips, Lu Qingshi moved slightly, the force was very light, brushing her face vaguely.

Yu Gui inserted the indwelling needle into the skin for her, and fixed it with tape: "Mr. Lu, let's go out first, you talk."

"The time can't be too long, 10 minutes." Chen Yi put on the oxygen mask for her to inhale oxygen, but the blood oxygen was still low.

Lu Qingshi nodded his head slightly, and his hair, which was sweaty from the rescue, was pressed tightly to his forehead.

"Thank you"

A group of people came out pushing the medical cart, Hao Renjie poked Yugui: "How is your family's affairs going?"

Yu Gui shook his head: "I'll pay you back the money next month"

"No, find me some pretty girls or guys"

"Get lost!" Yu Guiyi hit his stomach with an elbow, and Hao Renjie bounced away in pain.

No matter what, Teacher Lu's ability to wake up is the best news these days.

It's been a long time since I've been so relaxed.

Qin Xuan drank the whiskey in his glass, took off his jacket and went on stage, swaying his waist wantonly along with the music.

The lights are feasting, the drums are touching, it is the paradise on earth.

Xiang Nanke shook his head and smiled, and pushed the empty cup back to the counter: "Another cup of Long Island iced tea, I bought the lady's order just now."

"Okay, the total is 480 taels"

Xiang Nanke swiped the card without blinking, and Qin Xuan jumped down from the stage, with beads of sweat hanging on his forehead.

"Yo, Officer Xiang is so generous today"

"Haven't I always been so generous?" Xiang Nanke leaned lazily on the bar counter, looking at her delicate makeup, seductive eyeliner, sequined crop top, leather pants of the same color and high heels, all charming but not vulgar, It's a completely different style from when I was wearing a white coat.

She narrowed her eyes slightly, and naturally remembered everything that happened in the tent that day.

"Are you fucking sick? I've been told that I'm straight, more straight than the Eiffel Tower?!"

She scoffs: "Straight women don't respond to same-sex contact"

Qin Xuan snorted even more. She has been an obstetrician and gynecologist for so many years, and she thinks she has seen a lot of women of all kinds, especially those things every day. She understands women better than women.

"Fart, many people screamed when I was doing bimanual gynecology, and they were all crooked?"

"Not necessarily others, but you..."

The ending was lost in the long kiss. At the beginning, they competed with her with a mentality of fighting against each other, and then...

The entanglement of the body, the hot breath, the ambiguous mouth and mouth...

She was pressed on the bed by a layman, stepped on her feet, cut her hands behind the top of her head, and reached the apex through the way of gynecological bimanual diagnosis.

Qin Xuan swore that that was definitely the most humiliating day in her history.

So much so that she has been back for so long, let alone meeting her, she doesn't even want to hear her voice, but this person is like a lingering ghost, following wherever he goes.

She was angry with her, but she always dealt with it indifferently.

Okay, let's treat it as a novel one-night stand experience, anyway, the other party is not bad, the skills are not bad, and she is also very happy.

Qin Xuan comforted himself like this, but when he saw her eyes, he flew into a rage again: "Fuck you..."

The other party's eyes were glued to her low-cut top, and she turned to Nan Ke holding a glass of wine: "Isn't it just for people to see?"

Qin Xuan was so angry that before he could speak, the phone on the bar vibrated, and the word "Old Bao" flashed on the screen.

She glanced at Nan Ke, walked away silently and picked it up: "Hello?"

The sound of the music was deafening, and Bao Fengnian turned on the speakerphone: "Where are you playing again? I just came back from Yunnan today. I'm going to pick you up?"

Qin Xuan gave a place name at random, but subconsciously refused for some reason: "No... no need... I'm with a few colleagues, it's not convenient for you to come"

"Okay." Bao Fengnian responded, and another voice came from beside him: "Boss Bao..."

"That's fine, that's it. I won't tell you for now. I'll make an appointment another day." He hung up the phone in a hurry, and Qin Xuan felt lost.

When she was the most miserable and tired, he was not by her side. When all the dust settled and the sea was calm, he appeared. I don't know if it was a coincidence?

Coincidentally, she wasn't there every time she needed him the most.

Qin Xuan put down the phone, someone moved over and gently hugged her shoulders, and whispered in her ear: "How about it, do you want to try it with me?"

Of course she knew what kind of "trial" she was talking about, and there was no need for adults to talk about it.

Qin Xuan met her eyes and smiled slightly, turning all living beings upside down.

Xiang Nanke thought there was a joke: "My car is right outside..."

As soon as she finished speaking, a glass of whiskey poured down her heart from head to toe.

Qin Xuan put down his wine glass, picked up his coat and left: "Boss, she's going to buy today's order."

Xiang Nanke wiped the wine on his face, and it was as spicy as her throat, and a funny smile appeared on the corner of his lips.

"pay"

"Love is superfluous to me. I don't have time to fall in love with women. I think it is a weakness of human nature..." In the dim room, only a warm yellow desk lamp was turned on, and the book was laid flat on the lap Up, fingertips flipped over gently, Gu Yanzhi's voice was pleasant, deep and magnetic.

She felt that if she didn't become a firefighter one day, she could be a broadcast host.

Lu Qingshi was lying on the hospital bed, looking at her slightly.

The hair is a little longer, still slightly curly, the bridge of the nose is high, and the brows are raised, which is different from the wild beauty of ordinary women. The whole person is sitting there a little cute, a little serious, and there will be some unconscious little movements when reading , such as touching your nose and scratching your chin from time to time.

Lu Qingshi was so engrossed in watching that she realized that she could no longer hear her voice, and the only sound in the ward was the sound of the wind blowing through the pages of the book.

"What... what's the matter?" She didn't speak very quickly, and her voice was very hoarse.

Gu Yanzhi looked up at her, and said in an almost pious tone, "There are sixpence everywhere, but he looked up and saw the moon."

The moment she uttered these words lightly, no one spoke, and she did not continue to read, but just looked at each other quietly.

There are too many things I want to say, and I can't finish it in a lifetime.

The moon rose outside the window, and the fragrance of roses permeated the air.

Gu Yanzhi put down the book and walked over gently.

When was the last time Lu Qingshi cried?

It was when she hugged her in the tunnel.

At that time, her heart was filled with the joy of surviving after the catastrophe, and some unknown feelings.

In the process of getting along with Gu Yanzhi, she had felt this vague feeling many times, but there was no moment stronger than this moment.

The eyes were closed with the palm of the hand.

The kiss on the forehead through the back of the hand and the beating heart reminded her:

Again, come alive.

It is another way of living step by step, which is different from before.

"Hey, what have you been up to lately, are you finally willing to go online?" Just after logging into the game interface, a message from Shang Shan Ruo Shui came over.

Fang Zhiyou typed a series of ellipsis.

"Yes, it seems that you are in a bad mood, let's go, my sister will take you to the battlefield."

The two of them, a white-clothed swordsman and a red-clothed doctor, were killed on the battlefield until nothing was left behind.

Until the time in the game gradually turned into night, and the sky outside gradually darkened.

Fang Zhiyou lit a cigarette, smoked it while nestling in the chair, and put the cigarette butt in the ashtray.

"My mother is dead," the young man said coldly, and sat down cross-legged on the spot.

The girl danced in circles in front of her: "Let me show you some fireworks."

"Bang - bang" a huge firework rose in front of my eyes, gorgeous like a shooting star, and quickly crossed the sky and disappeared without a trace.

Fang Zhiyou suddenly understood what she meant, covered his face with his hands, and burst into tears silently.

Whether this life is good or bad, success or failure, rich or poor... will gradually lead to death, just like this firework, which will fade after its splendor. This is the natural law that no one can avoid, the cycle of heaven and earth.

On the third day when Lu Qingshi was able to speak, Lu Xucheng brought a group of people to the ward, and the nurse helped her rock the gurney.

She turned her head slightly to look at her own film. There was an uncut tumor deep in the brainstem, buried in her body like a time bomb.

A sarcastic smile curled up on the corners of Lu Qingshi's lips, she knew that this operation could not be performed by anyone, including her grandfather.

"Hey, since Director Lu has already understood his situation, let's get straight to the point." The doctor outside God rubbed his hands a little shyly: "That's right, Director Lu must have heard of the surgical robot Da Vinci, right? Through minimally invasive methods, complex operations are performed, especially in the application of brain surgery operations..."

The sales representative of Changsheng Bio-Pharmaceutical Co., Ltd., who was standing by the side with a temporary visitor card, hurriedly answered the question: "Our company's surgical robots have passed clinical trials abroad, and our researchers have also made corresponding adjustments according to the characteristics of Asians. Improved, better security, less trauma, and faster operation than the American Da Vinci..."

Lu Xucheng sat on a chair with his cane in front of him, without even looking at her, he listened to their eloquence with a blank expression.

Lu Qingshi squeezed the quilt tightly: "Get out"

The other party stopped: "Director Lu, what did you say?"

Lu Qing raised his head abruptly, the indwelling needle was torn off from the back of his hand, and the glass by the bed flew out, hitting the wall hard, splashing water everywhere.

"roll!"

After she said this, she fell back heavily, gasping for breath, with beads of sweat oozing from her forehead, curled up because of the severe pain, and the signs on the life monitor became unstable again.

The nurse held down the back of her bleeding hand with a cotton ball, and several doctors rushed forward.

Lu Xucheng snorted heavily, and took the lead to go out. He didn't look back from the beginning to the end, and the emergency medical staff ran past him.

The nanny called out distressedly: "Master, Miss..."

Lu Xucheng waved his hand to signal her not to say any more, and only then did she realize that the old man's cloudy eyes had started to get moist at some point.