Life is like a journey

"The driver who caused the accident has been caught and is currently being locked up in our bureau. The preliminary investigation results show that the alcohol concentration in the blood is very high. Don't worry, we will definitely handle the case seriously and give you a satisfactory explanation."

Qin Xuan came out of the elevator rubbing his sore neck, and happened to see Xiang Nanke standing in the corridor of the emergency center shaking hands with the patient's family.

"To the police officer" she greeted from a distance, and the other party turned around. He was dressed in a dark blue police uniform, and he was tall and tall.

"What a coincidence, Doctor Qin"

"Are you working on a case here?"

The other party smiled: "Don't tell me, this car accident patient who just arrived is also your patient?"

Qin Xuan quickly waved his hands: "No, no, it's my colleague's patient."

It was also because the patient had a quarrel with Lu Qingshi.

Seeing that her complexion was not very good, Xiang Nanke went to the vending machine in the hospital and bought two bottles of juice, and handed her one.

"Get off work so late?"

Qin Xuan took it, and spoke weakly: "Yes, it's usually this point, isn't it the same for you?"

The clock on the wall passed twelve o'clock, Xiang Nanke also sat down on the bench.

"It's common for us in this line of work not to sleep for three days"

When it comes to complaining about work, a doctor and a policeman naturally have endless things to say. Qin Xuan is cheerful and lively, and Xiang Nanke is kind and generous. The young and beautiful doctor smiled so much that his eyes were crescent.

Looking at her almond-like eyes, Xiang Nanke couldn't take his eyes off. In fact, he is not a person who talks a lot, but tonight, somehow, he started talking.

"Since it's so hard, why do you choose to be a doctor?"

Qin Xuan was stunned for a moment, and his smile became a bit bitter while holding the drink bottle.

It seemed that it was a bit awkward to ask this question as a stranger who hadn't met a few times, and Xiang Nanke also realized that it was wrong.

"Feel sorry……"

"No." She looked up at the police officer's gentle eyebrows and just the right smile, and then laughed heartlessly again.

"Because there is no choice"

Maybe other people have various reasons for pursuing medicine. Some people really love this profession, some pursue a decent and high salary, and some have no choice...

And her reason for practicing medicine is very simple: she just wants to heal herself.

Who would have thought that a senior obstetrician is actually an infertility patient?

This world is really ironic.

Xiang Nanke keenly caught the sharpness in her smile, and without further words, the atmosphere fell silent for a while.

Qin Xuan raised his wrist and glanced at the time: "Come pick me up at this time, why hasn't he come yet?"

Xiang Nanke smiled: "Boyfriend?"

The other party nodded, took out his mobile phone from his pocket, got up and walked a few steps to call Lao Bao. Before he could say a few words, he became angry, and words like "you liar" and "bastard" faintly came into his ears.

Looking at her back, Xiang Nanke thought to himself: She is really a person who is very clear in laughing and cursing.

Seeing her come back with a displeased face, she also stood up: "What's wrong?"

"The subway has stopped at this point, and I'm afraid it's unsafe to take a taxi." Qin Xuan sighed and threw the phone into his bag.

"Do you want to take a ride in the police car?" Seeing her dejected look, Xiang Nanke couldn't help asking this question.

The female doctor's eyes lit up: "Wow! Is it really possible?"

Xiang Nanke shook the key hanging on his fingertips: "Of course~"

"It's amazing, I always feel that only criminals deserve this kind of treatment." Qin Xuan looked around as soon as he got in the police car, feeling that he suddenly became tall and mighty.

Xiang Nanke suppressed a smile, and took out the handcuffs from under the seat: "Wouldn't it be wonderful to match this?"

The other party quickly waved his hand: "No, no, such a valuable thing is made of sterling silver, please put it away, put it away"

Xiang Nanke laughed heartily, seeing that it was getting late, he started the engine: "Fasten your seat belt"

Qin Xuan pulled it a few times but failed to pull it out: "Uh... I can't seem to pull it..."

"Let me see"

Xiang Nanke turned on the dome light, loosened his seat belt and leaned over to help her fasten it. When he raised his head, the corner of his lips unconsciously brushed her chin because of the close distance.

I don't know why Qin Xuan noticed that there was a very light mole on the tip of her eyebrows. It was a gentle and intellectual beauty that was different from Lu Qingshi's indifference. No matter how she spoke or behaved, she was very comfortable.

She smiled: "Thank you"

The other party didn't take this episode seriously, and turned on the mobile phone navigation: "Where are you going?"

Qin Xuan reported the name of an apartment, and asked Nan Ke casually while driving, "Do you live alone?"

“boyfriend comes sometimes”

"Well, then pay attention to lock the doors and windows when you are resting, there are quite a lot of thieves recently"

Qin Xuan drew out his voice and replied, "Thank you, Officer Xiang~"

The other party looked at the road conditions and took a moment to glance at her: "It's what our police should do to protect the people~"

He sent her downstairs and watched her enter the elevator. Three minutes later, he counted to Nan Ke the floors where the lights suddenly turned on, and sent them to his colleagues along with the address he just wrote down.

"Deep coma lasted 12 hours"

"Pupil does not respond to light and is dilated"

"Spontaneous breathing disappears"

"EEG shows electrical resting state"

"No Cerebral Blood Flow Signal on Transcranial Doppler Ultrasound"

The judgment of brain death often has a set of very strict procedures, which are supervised by the Human Organ Donation Ethics Review Committee. The Jinzhou Municipal Health and Family Planning Commission has dispatched experts from various hospitals to form an expert group to conduct a detailed examination of the patient. This is the first time that brain death has been judged. Afterwards, a second and third judgment will be made, and only then will the patient be considered brain dead in the true medical sense.

But at this time, it is time to start negotiating with family members about organ transplantation. The sooner they agree, the higher the survival rate of the organ and the smaller the rejection of the transplant.

Under such circumstances, it is not suitable for the attending doctor to be present. Lu Qingshi leaned against the corridor and waited. The time passed by and the door of the meeting room opened. Changsheng followed closely and shook hands with them to say goodbye. The organ donation coordinator was also present and heaved a long sigh after they left.

"I can't help it, people have always refused to donate, and my lips are almost worn out."

Lu Qingshi clenched the corners of his lips: "When the results of the second brain death judgment come out tomorrow, please try again."

Liu Changsheng patted her on the shoulder: "Don't expect too much. The parents of this patient are both old and an only daughter. They are very old-fashioned. They said that even if you die, you have to leave a whole body."

The visiting time in the ICU was only 15 minutes. His father and mother He sat beside Miaomiao's bed in isolation gowns, masks and shoe covers, holding her daughter's hand tightly. He Miaomiao also fell into a deep coma with tubes all over her body. Another pacemaker was implanted. Even so, the doctors did not dare to wake her up. Once the hemodynamics changed and the heart failed again, everyone would know the result.

"Come on, husband, take a picture of Miaomiao and me." Mother He forced a smile, handed the mobile phone wrapped in plastic film to her husband, and lay down beside Miaomiao's bed.

Father He held his mobile phone in a daze for a moment. In just one day, this man, who was originally full of energy, became unshaven, and his temples had gray hair at the age of just over 30.

"you……"

Mother He choked with sobs, and tears fell on the bed drop by drop: "While Miaomiao is still alive, I want to take a photo with Miaomiao. If Miaomiao is gone in the future... I can still have a thought..."

Father He's throat rolled, his eyes were slightly red, and he raised the camera at his two most beloved women, click - He Miaomiao in the picture seemed to be having a dream from which he could not wake up, and Mother He smiled like a flower, as if It was just a wedding.

The albums were flipped through one by one, from the time the two of them just got married to You Miaomiao, and then to treating Miaomiao all these years, running around, time flowed quietly, Father He gritted his teeth not to let himself be in front of his wife and children Weeping, he is the only support for this family now.

"Come on, wife, take a picture for me too"

He handed over the phone again, lay down beside Miaomiao's bed, and kissed the child's immature cheek with his unshaven face.

Mother He laughed: "Hahaha husband, you are so ugly."

"Really? Let me see." Dad He snatched the phone over and said, "It's ugly, it's because you didn't take a good picture. Look at what Miaomiao looks like in the picture."

When Mother He turned her head and saw the doctor outside the screen door, she waved to her: "Doctor Lu, come in, let's take a photo together."

"One, two, three, eggplant..." Lu Qingshi had no choice but to bite the bullet and walk in, took a group photo of the family of three, and was dragged away, forcing her to take a photo with Miaomiao as Miaomiao's savior, and finally develop The medical staff who have made the entire ICU empty have come.

When the photos were sent to the communication group in the hospital, Qin Xuan was moved by the wind and jumped in: "Why don't you call me for taking pictures!"

This may be the first and last time Lu Qingshi took a photo with the patient's family in his decades of practice.

She printed out the photo, put it in her wallet, and put it together with Lele's yellowed photo.

"Ding dong——" a message popped up on the phone, Lu Qingshi clicked on it, and Gu Yanzhi sent a weeping emoji: "Why didn't you call me?"

I don't know why every time she is a little sad, the other party always appears in time.

Lu Qingshi typed: "Aren't you recovering?"

"Yeah, so I..."

Gu Yanzhi sent a photo, and he put himself next to her, wearing a dark flame blue uniform, with a tall and straight figure, with the back of his hand straightened up to his temple.

Lu Qingshi couldn't hold back the corner of his lips, and rolled his eyes.

The slightly depressed mood was swept away.

Papa He lied to himself that he was going to buy something to eat and came back. As soon as he walked to the corner, he couldn't help but took out a cigarette from his pocket and put it on his mouth. The seven-foot man wailed helplessly.

"Why is it such a disease! Why! Why! Why..."

Why is it this kind of disease that money can't cure...

After crying and venting his emotions, Father He slowly stood up from the ground, wiped away his tears, forced a smile, and returned to the ward with food.

Lu Qingshi stood in the corridor and watched from a distance, his hands clenched into fists in the pockets of his white coat.

When talking about these things with Fang Zhiyou, because the other party has a sick person at home, she can empathize with her. Sometimes she wished her mother would die, and sometimes she felt that if her mother really passed away, then she would have the only connection with this world. It was really a contradictory and complicated mood.

"Zhiyou, why do you think there are diseases in this world?"

At that time, the young doctor was sitting on the roof, dangling her legs, the strong wind lifted the hair on her forehead and bulged her white coat, and the breastplate was blown upside down and stuck to her chest .

"Probably, people cannot understand the importance of health without the existence of diseases."

The next day, after the second brain death determination, Lu Qingshi found the family members of the patient, stopped them in the corridor, and bowed deeply towards them.

"I'm sorry, I couldn't save your daughter..." The doctor lowered his head, his eyes were a little red.

"But now, there is another life that desperately needs your saving..."

Before she could finish her sentence, the girl's mother rushed forward, grabbed her skirt and cried, "Is it because you deliberately didn't save my daughter to donate her organs! You black-hearted doctors, pay me back! Nai Nai's life is coming!"

During the tearing, several buttons of the white coat were torn off, Lu Qingshi still lowered his head unmoved and repeated: "I'm sorry..."

"Wife, wife, calm down! I believe the doctor has done his best!" The girl's father rushed forward and pulled her away, and the girl's mother collapsed into her husband's arms and burst into tears.

"Let me tell you! My daughter won't donate her heart even if she dies! You should give up your heart!"

"Doctor, you should go back first, my wife is greatly stimulated by the child..."

Before the words fell, he suddenly froze in place.

Lu Qingshi slowly bent her knees, and knelt down on the ground with a plop, the sun was shining on her armband, but her head was buried in the shadows.

In her whole life, she was full of iron-clad arrogance, never begging for help, except for Lele getting sick once, nothing could make her lower her proud head.

Just like this, the young doctor was wearing a white coat and the badge of the department director, bent over and knelt in front of the patient's family, bit his lip, his eyes were red, and his voice was choked: "I am not begging you as a doctor, I am begging you as a I beg you, the mother of your child, I feel what you feel, I beg you to give another child a new life, and let your daughter live forever in another way"

"As a doctor, I can do too little... But as a former mother of a child... I don't want to see a child who was originally hopeful to be cured die regretfully because of lack of a donor..."

Lu Qing gritted his teeth and lowered his head again, water stains fell on the smooth marble floor: "So... please..."