Life is like a journey

One battle was not over yet, and he threw himself into another battle. Lu Qingshi changed his isolation gown, put on new gloves, and tied himself to the bedside.

"The level of consciousness is three digits, the pupils do not respond to light, and the epinephrine is administered statically at 5 mg. Has the brain surgery come?" A series of orders were conveyed like a cannonball, and the atmosphere in the emergency room became more tense.

This is a very young 15-year-old girl who was in an accident on her way home from school. She was still wearing a school uniform. Because of the severe open wound on her abdomen, half of her intestines fell off, and blood flowed down the stretcher to the ground. Into a pool of blood, after the death sentence was pronounced by the outer court, Renji Medical University is the last hope of the girl's family.

"Here we come." The professor of neurosurgery ran in panting heavily, and the nurse quickly put on the isolation gown and fastened the straps for him.

Lu Qingshi nodded: "You deal with the brain injury, I'll deal with the open abdominal injury"

The "tweezers" nurse handed the instrument to her, and Lu Qingshi picked up the half of the intestinal tube that fell out and put it in the normal saline.

"There's too much pollution, at least half of it needs to be cut." Liu Qingyun helped.

Now life-saving is the most important thing, Lu Qingshi didn't hesitate: "Scalpel"

Excision, hemostasis, knotting, and stuffing the remaining intestinal tube back into the stomach, things that may be bloody and uncomfortable in the eyes of outsiders, are commonplace here in Lu Qingshi.

"Director Lu, the blood pressure can't come up"

Lu Qing took a moment to glance at the screen: "Another 2000 blood, ten units of cryoprecipitate"

The nurse ran out and came back empty-handed a while later: "Director Lu, our hospital's blood bank is in a hurry!"

Just now He Miaomiao had used up most of his blood reserves, and Lu Qingshi was rarely angry: "Then go and ask the medical department to transfer me from another hospital, hurry up!"

"Yes!" The nurse hurried out again.

When Gu Yanzhi turned his wheelchair and came in, Qin Xuan was sitting on a chair in the corridor in a daze, beside the He family who was also in a daze and burst into tears.

The lights in the emergency room were still on, and Qin Xuan covered his face: "Why do you think she is! Why didn't you save Miaomiao..."

The two emergency rooms were equally busy. Although he knew that everyone was equal before life, people are emotional animals, and Qin Xuan was not immune.

Gu Yanzhi couldn't criticize who was right and who was wrong, all she could do was stay outside silently, accompany Qin Xuan, and wait for Lu Qing to come out to announce his death or regain his life.

"Sewing...sewing..." It's like when we review every time before the exam, we have a well-thought-out plan. When we go to the exam room, we either haven't reviewed the questions, or we have forgotten everything we reviewed.

Yu Gui had both, she took a deep breath, stabilized her trembling wrist, passed in the stitches, but then dropped her arm abruptly.

"I... I... can't..." She couldn't overcome her fear, her heart was gradually losing its color when exposed to the air, and it was beating in front of her eyes, again and again.

Lu Qingshi's devilish words rang out: "If the stitches are not complete, you will die."

The young doctor clenched his lower lip, put the needles into the tray suddenly, and cried out, "No, call Teacher Lu!"

"Okay, the intestinal anastomosis is over." Lu Qingshi put the hemostat into the tray.

"The next step is to repair the rupture of the spleen, 4.0 absorbable thread." Even in the face of complex car accident injuries, excellent doctors do not change their faces, and their hands and movements never stop for a moment. As a clinician, clear thinking and superb skills are indispensable. .

"Blood is coming, blood is coming!" The nurse carried the incubator from the hospital gate and rushed all the way into the emergency room, put the blood on the infusion stand, and began to hold her knees and gasp for breath.

The sound of craniotomy drilling sounded over there, and the patient's head was seriously injured and a piece was sunken directly. The director of the brain department had no choice but to open a hole from above.

"Qing Shi, the situation is not very good, the brain stem has been severely damaged and cerebral edema has appeared"

It was the old professor who performed the operation on the Land Rover driver with her last time. Lu Qingshi pursed his lower lip: "Please do your best."

"Okay, don't worry." The other party responded and continued to concentrate on the operation: "Come on, give me a scalp wallet."

"Doctor Lu, Doctor Yu said she couldn't do it!" The nurse ran in holding the phone, the phone was on speakerphone, and she didn't look up.

"If you can't do it, write your resignation letter"

"Okay, cut the thread." Lu Qing neatly tied a surgical knot, the assistant handed over the surgical scissors, and the thread was cut off firmly.

Over there, Hao Renjie grabbed her by the collar and lifted her up from the ground: "Yu Gui! You are a doctor in our hospital in a white coat with the badge of our Renji Medical University! We are in the emergency department of the First Affiliated Hospital." Ke has never been a coward! Not only Sister Lu is a doctor here, but you too! If Sister Lu is gone one day, who will you rely on!"

After he finished speaking, he looked at He Miaomiao who was lying unconscious on the hospital bed with slightly red eyes, and then glanced at Yu Gui who hated iron and steel, loosened her collar, and Yu Gui fell to the ground.

"Look who is free, come and help!"

He took off his mask and ran out. Yu Gui got up from the ground and grabbed the needle holder from the tray with trembling hands.

Teacher Lu... Will he be gone one day?

Unknowingly, her dependence on Lu Qingshi has reached this level. Finding Lu Qingshi has become the consensus of everyone in the emergency department. Under the protection of her plump wings, even after learning some superficial information, Yugui still has no real experience. Mr. Lu...I'm afraid he has already seen through this point.

Yu Gui sniffed, not letting tears fall, and gently pushed the needle holder into her skin: "Wrists must be steady."

At this moment, it seemed that Lu Qingshi was standing behind her in a white coat with his hands behind his back.

"Don't poke it in"

Yu Gui repeated, his hands relaxed a lot.

"The strength of the big arm drives the forearm"

She moved her wrist, and the stitches went through the skin and gently pinched it out with tweezers with the other hand.

"Control your muscles and don't sway." She took a deep breath, one stitch after another, neatly tying the knot, from the first stumbling to the last stitching movement became faster and faster, and it was barely smooth.

"Okay, the rupture of the spleen has been repaired." Lu Qingshi put down the scissors and glanced at the old professor, who picked up the suction needle and clamped the hematoma out of the brain.

"Hematoma cleared"

Lu Qingshi took the electric pen and shone in the girl's pupils, shook his head, but the reaction to the light still did not recover.

"Director Lu, blood pressure continues to drop"

After correcting the internal environment of the hemostatic shock, the patient's blood pressure has been unable to rise, and it can barely be maintained at 40-60 mmhg with a large amount of vasopressors, which is far below the standard value, and the blood oxygen is even poorer.

The "increased oxygen flow" ventilator has not been stopped since the beginning of the rescue, and the director of the brain department shook his head, expressing his helplessness.

"The degree of brainstem damage is too severe to be repaired." He glanced at the EEG next to him, and it had become an electrical resting state.

"I can't help it, it's too late, let the medical office talk to the family members."

Brain tissue is not like organs that can be transplanted, and even a Daluo Jinxian can't save it when it suffers irreversible damage. Lu Qingshi knows this, but he still feels regretful, and his eyes are slightly disappointed.

The lights in the emergency room went out, and Lu Qingshi was surrounded by his family members. The doctor bowed his head slightly to express his apology, and then he was grabbed by someone in his white coat and cried for a while. The people from the medical department rushed to maintain order, and Lu Qingshi was able to escape and disappeared in the The figure in the back of the corridor is a little lonely.

The lights in the other emergency room also went out, and Yu Gui came out with tears in his eyes, but a contented smile on his face.

The family members held her hand tightly to express their gratitude. Mother He almost knelt down for her. She helped her up, and Qin Xuan punched her on the shoulder. The good news is alive and well again.

"Sure, you are indeed Lu Qingshi's outstanding apprentice!"

Yu Gui knew that he hadn't reached that level, scratched his head and smiled shyly: "It was Teacher Lu who finished the key part before handing it over to me. She contributed a lot to the successful rescue..."

"It's just..." She glanced at the unconscious little girl on the gurney, "Heart transplantation must be performed as soon as possible."

We all say that the world is not black and white, but life is. Life or death is always a multiple-choice question. People who have never experienced real death will not understand how regrettable it is to see a life disappear before their eyes. Lu Qingshi's working time does not count. It is short, and the cases she has handled are even more than that of ordinary experts and professors, but in the face of death, she tells herself desperately: This is a common thing.

But there is still a sense of loss in emotion. The 15-year-old young life should have a bright future, but because of one person's recklessness, he will never see the sun of tomorrow again.

Lu Qingshi got up and put her hands on the railing. The night wind on the roof was a bit strong, messing with her hair, and under her feet was the night sky with endless lights of the city.

Gu Yanzhi turned the wheelchair and came up: "It's just that the rescue failed, so you don't have to jump off the building?"

Lu Qingshi turned around when he heard the voice, and slightly bent his lips: "I'm not Yugui, I'm going to die or live."

The fire instructor turned the wheelchair and walked to her, with a big smile on his face, watching the moonlight fall on the corners of her eyebrows and eyes.

"So Dr. Lu, who seems unkind, is actually a good doctor and a good teacher"

Lu Qingshi's face flashed unnaturally for a moment, and he squeezed the coffee can in his hand: "You don't sleep at night, what are you doing here?"

Gu Yanzhi intuitively told her that if she really said "come and see you", she might be kicked off the rooftop, so she blinked and said, "come and see the stars"

Lu Qing raised his head, it was a very clear night, with twinkling stars and a bright moon.

The doctor pursed his lips and said nothing.

"When I was 20 years old, I went to Yunnan to perform a mission. There were many minefields left over from the Vietnam War in that mountain forest. We groped through the landmines in the virgin forest for three days and three nights before we found the shadow of the drug dealer."

Lu Qingshi didn't know why she said this to him, but he still listened carefully.

"What then?"

"Later..." A fascination appeared on Gu Yanzhi's face, his expression was nostalgic, but his tone was extremely flat, and he narrated the thrilling and eventful years.

"The intelligence leaked, the infiltration failed, and the terrorists took the nearby villagers as hostages. We had no choice but to retreat first to ensure the safety of the hostages..."

"Gu Yanzhi, why are you going! Come back!" The teammate grabbed her, and the young and energetic special soldier thought that his marksmanship was invincible in the world, and he could kill the leader of the drug dealer and rescue the hostage from a long distance, so he shook off the teammate who was pulling her away. He plunged into the dense forest alone.

The superior's order is to give priority to ensuring the safety of the hostages, but no one is willing to return empty-handed to the drug dealer's lair that was finally found.

"Captain, what should we do?" Several special forces in auspicious uniforms and camouflage combat uniforms gathered together.

Her captain at the time is now the name on the Monument to Heroes.

"Stay where you are and don't move, I'll go find Gu Yanzhi" as he said, he also plunged into the dense forest.

She never missed a target in the barracks, whether it was a fixed target or a moving target, but she ignored the fact that when she actually aimed the crosshair at a person, the feeling was different from shooting a target.

The young special soldier swallowed, and pulled the safety catch. The excellent performance of the Type 88 sniper rifle can enable her to hit the target at a distance of 800 meters. As long as she can hit the target with one hit, other minions will not be a problem.

She was waiting for an opportunity, an opportunity for the suspect to show his face. As long as any part of his body was exposed, she was sure to hit him, but the cunning drug dealer kept hiding behind the hostages.

Seeing that it was almost dawn, other members of the drug gang also scattered into the dense forest and fell into pieces. Searching for them was like finding a needle in a haystack.

The bullet hit the barrel, Gu Yanzhi was not reconciled, for this arrest operation, the Ministry of Public Security sacrificed many colleagues, among them was her comrade-in-arms, who was blown to pieces during the demining.

The boy's camouflaged face couldn't see the expression clearly, but there were tears in his eyes. She wanted to avenge her comrades.

Gu Yanzhi stood up from the jungle, pulled out the tactical knife, and before she could take a step, a gunshot sounded in the dense forest, startling the birds in the forest.

As soon as she rolled, the tiny communicator hanging on her ear rang: "It's now, Gu Yanzhi!"

In order to create a sniper environment for her, her captain quietly touched the back of the drug dealer and launched an attack suddenly. The gunshot just now was the drug dealer who was panicked and shot in self-defense. The hostage was rescued by other teammates. Her captain He got into a fight with a drug dealer.

Subconsciously, Gu Yan shot the gun, pointed the sight at the back of the drug dealer's head, lightly pulled the trigger, and stood up abruptly when he let go of his index finger.

"Do not!!!"

"Dad!!!" A little boy who was only five or six years old suddenly ran out of the house and rushed towards the injured drug dealer.

At that moment, blood bloomed in her eyes. It was not the enemy who was shot with live ammunition on her first mission, but an innocent young child.

The mission was successful, and the drug dealer was shot dead by the teammate who arrived, but from that day on, the halo of genius shook off her body, and she frequently had nightmares, and her whole body would tremble when she touched a gun. Can completely solve the problem, her captain also resigned because of the accident.

The burden of life is not something everyone can bear, especially a fledgling rookie whose mind is not strong enough. Lu Qingshi, like her team leader, uses his seemingly inhuman appearance to care for Yu Gui's sensitive and fragile doctor's benevolence.

How could the experienced first aid experts fail to see that the 15-year-old girl was already helpless, but she insisted on treating her until the last moment. Although the sooner she gave up the treatment, the better it would be for Miaomiao's heart transplant, but there is no difference in life High or low, she can't help her to act on her emotions.

But tonight, Dr. Lu really wanted to be emotional. She buried her head and clenched the coffee can in her hand: "I... I couldn't save that girl... and I couldn't... save Miaomiao..."

Gu Yanzhi stood up on the wheelchair, moved to her side step by step, took out a tissue from his pocket and handed it to her: "Doctor Lu, you are already great, many people have regained their lives in your hands, but this The world is full of helplessness, if you want to cry—"

On the rooftop stood a huge metal floor stand with the words Renji Medical University written on it. Gu Yanzhi sat down beside her: "Just look up at the stars."

The person next to him didn't speak, and he didn't know what he was thinking of. Two drops of water fell on the back of his hand that was propped on his knee, and his slender shoulders trembled slightly. From Gu Yanzhi's angle, he could see a big sea of ​​silver in her eyes. But he still bit his lower lip tightly, not letting himself make a sound.

At that moment, my heart seemed to be hit by something, and it became sour and astringent.

Gu Yanzhi raised his hand in obedience to his own will, and gently embraced her shoulder: "It's okay, cry if you want, I won't tell anyone about the chief physician of the emergency department of Renji Medical University crying on the rooftop."

Provoking the other party to hit her chest with an elbow, she bent down pretending to be in pain, but when her concerned eyes looked over, she covered her chest and laughed again, that bit of sourness turned into warmth and melted in her chest .

With red eyes, Lu Qing picked up the empty coffee can and threw it at her: "Gu Yanzhi, you are looking for death!"