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After the initial chaos passed, the days gradually returned to the past.To say it was in the past is actually not the case. Jin'an divides his time into many parts, some for work, some for his parents, and the rest for Xiangyang.Jin An is also very grateful that Xiang Yang has joined the project team, so she can see Xiang Yang often.

Both of them are very restrained in the company, but after all, Xiang Yang was not recruited as an employee, but more like a collaborator, and his status is naturally different from the others.Jin'an took it for granted that Xiangyang went in and out together, and ate together, which can be regarded as a bit of adjustment and comfort in his busy work and life.

Xiang Yang glanced at Jin An quietly, Jin An was visibly thinner with the naked eye, and although the black and blue under his eyes were covered up, it was still obvious after returning home.Sometimes Xiangyang would quietly get up at night to look at Jin An's sleeping face, because of exhaustion, Jin An slept very deeply and would not wake up at all.Sometimes Xiang Yang pinches Jin An's face, and Jin An just grunts and won't wake up.If Xiang Yang leaned over to kiss, Jin An would subconsciously laugh, looking silly.

"Will we drag you down?" Xiang Yang whispered in Jin An's ear.

Jin An didn't answer, Xiang Yang quietly pressed himself into Jin An's arms, just like when he was a child, he wanted Jin An to circle him up.But now Jin An is shorter than himself, if he wants to do this, a lot of Xiang Yang's feet will be exposed.Xiang Yang felt a little unhappy, she moved up and down, curled herself up, hugged Jin An obediently and fell asleep.

When he woke up the next day, Jin An looked at the big pillow in his arms and couldn't laugh or cry.She hugged Xiangyang, rubbed against her, and sighed with emotion: "I really don't want to get up, if only we were two little hamsters. We can squeeze each other until we grow old."

Xiang Yang immediately laughed out loud.

The room is very warm. Although this city is not like Beijing, where you can see the sun from time to time, this feeling of warmth has not weakened in the slightest, and has even become more intense.Jin An hugged the woman in his arms. She was no longer a child, nor was she that stubborn and cunning girl. Her bones had fully grown. Although she was still so young, when she pressed against Jin An , when kissing her lip lines, the mature, charming femininity is seducing Jin An, making Jin An unable to stop.

"Xiangyang, I love you."

Jin An looked into Xiang Yang's eyes and said softly.Xiang Yang froze, she looked at Jin An in front of her.Jin An seldom even mentions his liking, let alone his love.But now, she said it like this, affectionately.Xiang Yang frowned: "I'm... dreaming?"

"No." Jin An couldn't help laughing, she kissed Xiang Yang's lips once, again and again, "I didn't dream. I did, and I think I should tell you."

"Why?" Xiang Yang asked, her voice was erratic, as if she still hadn't woken up.

Jin An held Xiang Yang's hand, she lowered her head slightly, and thought for a while: "Because I think a lot of things must be said. If you don't say it, then the other party may never know. It's just speculation, just expectation." In an intimate relationship, the tacit understanding between two people is not enough at all."

Xiang Yang was in a daze, but Jin An laughed. These are the truths she discovered from getting along with her parents during this period of time.It doesn't matter if Xiang Yang doesn't understand, Jin An doesn't even hope that Xiang Yang can understand.Because only when you have been hurt and hurt, you will understand your mistakes and want to find a better way.Xiang Yang was still young, and as an elder, Jin An thought, she should be the one to tell Xiang Yang.

Xiang Yang once confessed to Jin An, and those words were filled with passion and from the heart.Jin An knew that it was very wrong for him to leave without permission.But at the same time, she also knew that if Xiang Yang had changed places with her at that time, Xiang Yang would not have told the truth to herself.

Some words are easy to say, and some words are very difficult to say.Jin An kissed Xiang Yang: "I used to always hope that my parents would understand me, but I forgot that I had never really talked to them properly. I have neither the ability to bear nor the intention to communicate properly. How can I Let them accept me just like that. And they just made a decision and thought it was for my own good, they didn’t think about whether I could accept it, nor did they want to understand my thoughts.”

"I want to, try to talk to them again. Do you agree?"

Xiang Yang pursed her lips: "I will be by your side."

Jin An laughed.This is actually a matter between Jin An and his parents, it has nothing to do with Xiang Yang, and it is impossible for Xiang Yang to help.But as soon as she said that, Jin An felt as if he had a sudden reliance and confidence.This man is the warrior she stands in the world against everyone.

If Hu Fan was like this at the beginning, wouldn't she be what she was later?Jin An couldn't help thinking, but she shook her head secretly again, she didn't want what if, because without the cowardly and hurt self back then, there would be no self that met Xiang Yang.There will also be no self who wants to escape and is always swaying.Not to mention the self who wants to go up desperately no matter what he encounters.

All the pain I have suffered, all the sweat and hard work that others don't know, can finally bear a sweet fruit.

She thought that she was ready to have a good talk with her parents again.

Maybe such a conversation needs to go through a long time, and maybe it has to face constant repetition.But Jin An felt that he could and should do so.She looked at the girl in front of her, she didn't want her to appear only on the dark side, and she didn't want her to become an invisible person who couldn't be said.This girl is so outstanding, worthy of being liked and envied by everyone.

"You have to... give me some courage..." Jin An murmured, kissing Xiang Yang.So Xiang Yang kissed her back fiercely.

Although Xiang Yang uttered harsh words, she was still a student and needed to go back to school occasionally.In this regard, Xiang Yang expressed his condemnation of the school.Jin An sent Xiang Yang to the airport, but Xiang Yang grabbed Jin An and refused to let go.

Since Jin An said those words to Xiang Yang that day, Xiang Yang has become a lot more tired.Jin An also let Xiang Yang go, that's good, why not, she hoped that Xiang Yang would be able to express her liking straightforwardly like in the past.But Xiang Yang didn't say anything, but Jin An was very satisfied with Xiang Yang's actions.

Come to Japan for a long time.Jin An thought.

"Until I come back, you are not allowed to have a showdown with your parents." Xiang Yang warned Jin An.

"why?"

"What if they bully you?" Xiang Yang was worried, "They are two people, and you are alone, what a disadvantage. With me here, at least you won't suffer!" The little girl naturally had her own ideas.

Jin An couldn't help laughing: "Then can I lay the groundwork?"

Xiang Yang frowned: "How do you lay the groundwork? Everyone is not a fool. What do you want to say, do you need to lay the groundwork?"

These words were unexpectedly reasonable, and Jin An sighed: "Okay, I'll listen to my daughter-in-law."

"You think so beautifully!" Xiang Yang pinched Jin An's face angrily, "Who is the daughter-in-law, who is!"

Jin An blinked, and acted like a follower of kindness: "Alright then, just listen to my husband."

Xiang Yang immediately rolled his eyes with a smile, and left happily under the urging of the radio.Jin An also laughed. After laughing, she fell silent again and touched her cheek.She lowered her eyes and sighed again.When she was with Xiangyang, she was always happy, happy and joyful, as if she was back when she was a child, there was only pure joy, the feeling of being happy when she saw each other.

However, when Xiang Yang left, Jin An felt that he had returned to the world.There are so many unpleasant things, and the familiarity of the work does not mean smooth sailing, and the pressure is always with us.Parents are getting old, and this subconscious uncontrollable also affects the judgment of parents and the people around them.

Jin An pressed her forehead, she thought of her parents, but she soon remembered what Xiang Yang said, she laughed, but still suppressed those thoughts.What Xiang Yang said is not wrong, although the matter of coming out of the closet has been told to himself with the tragic consequences, don't get involved with his lover, this is a matter between himself and his parents.But having a lover by your side as a psychological support is completely different from relying on yourself.

Even so, Jin An was fully prepared.Parents are old, in this strange city, they rely on themselves subconsciously.Jin An sensed that this was a good opportunity.Although she still felt guilty and used scheming to her parents, Jin An also realized that if the parents were not placed in a more equal position, the conversation between them would never be able to achieve what Jin An wanted. achieve the purpose.

Jin An calmed down his mood, called his parents again, and turned around to go to the house his parents rented.She met her mother downstairs, and Wang Qing seemed to have been waiting for her.Jin An pursed his lips, stepped forward, and asked, "Where's Dad?"

"Your father is resting and taking a nap." Wang Qing said, looking at the daughter in front of her, she felt a little emotional, "In the past, your father never took a nap and was full of energy, but now he is old."

Jin An didn't speak, and she could clearly feel this, but there was nothing she could do.In the face of time, no one can do anything.

Wang Qing held his daughter's arm, as if the mother and daughter had a good relationship back then.Jin An's body stiffened for a moment, and then quickly relaxed.She didn't know if her mother noticed it, but Wang Qing didn't mark anything.

"It's all out, just take a walk with me." Wang Qing said.

Jin An knew that her mother probably had something to say to herself, but she didn't say anything, but just nodded.