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Jin An originally thought that the conversation would be initiated by himself.She thought that she had gradually taken the initiative and could advance at her own pace.But what Wang Qing said made Jin An realize that the parents were not always passive. They were always thinking about how to break the situation, or how to communicate with her grown-up daughter.

The environment of the community is very good, the greening is well done, and the roads are very comfortable to walk on.From time to time, you can see children running past, and parents or old people who are smiling behind.

Wang Qing glanced at them, couldn't help smiling, and said: "The child is so cute. You also grew up at such a young age. I still remember that when you were young, you were timid and not talkative. I was very worried at that time. You. Later, your grades were not good, and I thought, how do you work like this, how do you enter society..."

Jin An listened silently, without speaking.

"I didn't expect you to solve all these things yourself. But I never thought about it but I couldn't solve it." Wang Qing said, tears welling up, "Since you were 15 years old, I began to quietly save your dowry Yes. When I see something good, I will prepare a copy for you. You say you..."

What followed was a deep sigh.

"I'm fine now. I don't have much money. I still have a little money. I can support myself and you as well." Jin An replied.

"Money is not everything. If you go to a nursing home when you are old, someone will pay for it for you." Wang Qing replied.

The familiar irritability rose again in Jin An's heart.At the very beginning, it was Wang Qing who first discovered his love affair with Hu Fan.Wang Qing disagreed, and Jin An also tried to reason with Wang Qing, but nothing worked.Jin An felt irritable all day long, like a desperate beast, surrounded by walls, the pressure was heavy on his head, and he couldn't even resist.

Now this kind of feeling surged towards Jin An again, but Jin An knew that everything was different from before.

"Mom." Jin An looked at Wang Qing, "Then do you want me to get married? Or do you want me to have a child of my own?"

"Is that different?" Wang Qing replied.

"Of course it's different." Jin An laughed, "If you want me to get married, what if I don't have children after marriage, or don't want children?"

"How can it be possible not to have children!" Wang Qing said loudly, "The ones who don't want children are fools! Many silly girls say they don't want children, but they can't have children themselves, and men don't want them. They get married again and have children. You Don't be a fool!"

"If I just want children, then I don't need to get married." Jin An replied.

"How can you have a child if you don't get married? This is impossible! The child will suffer a lot." Wang Qing subconsciously refused.

Jin An laughed: "I can send him to study abroad. There are many such people outside, and others will not deliberately ask."

Wang Qing was a little flustered, sending her child abroad was a choice she had never considered.And Jin An looked at his mother: "Then what is your purpose? Do you want me to get married, or do you want me to have children?"

Marriage and childbirth, these two points have been intertwined and inseparable for thousands of years.Wang Qing never even thought that one day these two things that are taken for granted will become two completely unrelated things.She moved her mouth: "I just want someone to take care of you..."

"Who can take care of me?" Jin An replied unhurriedly, "I have money and my own business. What kind of partner can you introduce to me? Are you sure that the other party really takes care of me, not Are you dragging me down? How many people are there like Dad?"

Wang Qing stopped talking, the circle she lived in had widened the gap with Jin An.The wages of those people in the iron rice bowl she thought were not enough for Jin'an's income for half a year.Such a person, even if Jin An is married, Wang Qing is worried that his daughter will be bullied by outsiders, or that he is interested in his daughter's money instead of others.Wang Qing sighed heavily, shook his head, and wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything.

"Mom" Jin An said suddenly, she interrupted Wang Qing, "I know you are doing it for my own good. You have lived longer than me and think more. But this is my life..." She looked Seeing that Wang Qing's face was ugly, it seemed that he was about to say something in the next second.Jin'an took Wang Qing's hand: "But, there are many, many ways to live in this world. There is not only one way to live. Now, I already have the ability to choose. "

Wang Qing didn't continue talking, and Jin An never thought that such a casual talk could solve the deadlock that hadn't been resolved for more than ten years.She squeezed her mother's hand: "Go back. Dad's illness still needs to be looked after. I won't go back to have dinner with you today. Think about what I said, okay?"

Wang Qing fell silent, and she nodded.

"I love you very much, Mom." Jin An said.

Wang Qing laughed suddenly: "What a silly boy to say whether you love me or not."

Jin An also laughed, and hugged her mother. The woman in her arms was already old, and she felt a little thin when she was hugging her. Her skin began to loosen, and it was no longer as tight as she remembered.White hair has taken up most of the color, making Wang Qing's hair look mottled and gray.Jin An suddenly felt sour on the tip of her nose. She wanted to bury her head on her mother's shoulder, but found that her mother was much shorter than she remembered, and she could no longer do this.

"I didn't like acting like a baby when I was young, but I like acting like a baby when I grow up." Wang Qing said, she patted her daughter on the shoulder.

Jin An raised her eyes, and she saw that Wang Qing's eyes were a little watery, but maybe it was because she didn't shed tears in front of her daughter.

But Jin An couldn't bear it.Maybe she can control herself in front of many people and not cry when she is wronged, even in front of Xiang Yang.But in front of Wang Qing, she was hard to control.This person is her mother, the person who raised her up by holding her in her arms. She is the one who can be unscrupulous, cry, and act unscrupulously since she was born. She must also coax her and spoil her relatives.

"...I shouldn't have cried." Jin An wiped away his tears, feeling a little embarrassed.

"You didn't like to cry before," Wang Qing replied, "When you were young, I scolded you a few times, and your fists were tightly clenched, as if you wanted to hit me."

"That was when I was a child... Besides, you never asked me what I was thinking..." Jin An lowered his head, "Nor would you tell me why you did that."

Wang Qing has been in charge of Jin'an since he was a child. If Jin'an did something wrong, he would be scolded, beaten, and confessed with his head pressed down.Sometimes Jin An felt that he was right, and was forced to admit his mistake.If you don't admit your mistake, then kneel down.Jin An was also stubborn back then, much more stubborn than now.Eating on my knees, walking around the room on my knees until my knees were swollen.Just don't admit it.

The two mothers and daughters have the same personality, and they both want to force each other to bow their heads.

It often depends on Jinnan, coaxing here, persuading there, and giving the mother and daughter a smooth hair to ease it.They are both intimate and opposite, the sharp and soft seem to grow on one side, and the touch is the pain of stabbing each other.

"It's all in the past."

"Yes." Jin An replied.She held her mother's hand, "I'll take you back, and apologize to Dad for me."

"Are you really not going up?" Wang Qing sighed.

Jin An shook his head: "No, I still have to work overtime. I was delayed before and need to make up."

"If it's not so hard to find someone, why bother?" Wang Qing shook his head.

If it was in the past, Jin An would have started making noise long ago.But now, Jin An stopped arguing. She knew that some things didn't make sense, because in her parents' time, divorce was a shameful thing. Everyone will be involved, so whose money is not the family's money?For this family, men should work hard to make money to support their children and wives.

"Mom, according to the current marriage law, even if the married man leaves the house, the woman won't get a penny when she gets divorced." Jin An pushed his mother's back and said earnestly.

"Hey, I don't remember that it was stipulated like this..." Wang Qing was confused.

"I'll read the Marriage Law to you some other day. In this world, no one can be trusted unless the money is his own. Children born out of wedlock can inherit the property of their father."

"What! How is this possible? Isn't this a mess?" Wang Qing was filled with righteous indignation, angrily, "Do you know your Aunt X? Her husband is not a human being. She endured it for so many years, but she did it for her son. In case something happens to her family's old lady, it will benefit outsiders."

"That's right, that's the way it is." Although he sympathized with that Aunt X, Jin An was still grateful that she could be the subject of his own testimony at this time.She sighed deeply, "So, tell me, if Aunt X has money, she can leave something to her son, right? In the end, she has to rely on others. Why don't you give it to your son? Why endure it for so many years? ?”

Wang Qing sighed, and looked at his daughter suspiciously: "Didn't you lie to me?"

"What did I lie to you for?" Jin An laughed. "It's written in black and white. I'll bring you a copy next time. In this world, no one can really be trusted, except yourself."

Wang Qing stared, and Jin An hurriedly said, "I won't talk anymore. In short, I don't ask us to reach a consensus right away. Take your time, okay?"

Why slow?You are 34 years old, and a woman has several 34s.Wang Qing wanted to say something, but finally swallowed them all.The daughter has grown up, she is no longer like before, she can only bow her head, or obey helplessly.After more than ten years of no contact, Wang Qing used to hate her very much. She hated her daughter's disobedience, couldn't understand her daughter's feelings, and couldn't understand why her daughter didn't understand her and her husband's kindness.

But time is a knife after all, slowly cutting away these hatreds bit by bit, leaving behind the thoughts and worries hidden inside.How has the child been all these years?Was she being bullied?Did she also meet the right person and finally walk in the direction she expected?Will she regret it and miss her parents?

These days, although the family is not under the same roof, it is indeed the days when Wang Qing and Jin Nan sleep most peacefully in these years.