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Xiang Yang's question stunned Jin An.But Jin An didn't give Xiang Yang an answer, she just smiled and dragged Xiang Yang back.When Xiang Yang arrived home, he also felt that he was really stunned, why would he suddenly ask such a question?

Xiang Yang organized himself into a group, and Ren Jin'an couldn't get out no matter how coaxed he was.Seeing that Xiang Yang was hard-hearted, Jin An stopped coaxing him, and just sat on the side talking: "I'll take my dad to the hospital tomorrow. Check the situation, maybe the boss will give me a car, or we Buy one."

"What do you like? Shall we get a bigger one?"

"My father and mother are old... My mother used to be very beautiful. When I was young, I thought my mother was the most beautiful person in the world. She can play the flute, sing opera, and draw, which is the traditional kind of painting. The sea of ​​clouds and the pine tree are especially well drawn... I never understood when I was a child, how could such a mother fall in love with my father?"

"Dad... My dad has also changed... He used to be very naughty, lively, and hard-tempered. But now he doesn't talk much, and even cries. This is the first time I saw my dad cry..."

Jin An's words hooked Xiang Yang little by little, and Xiang Yang poked his head out slowly, listening quietly.Jin'an is 12 years older than Xiangyang, and the living environment of the two of them, the atmosphere in which they lived since they were young, are completely different.As if he had opened up a chatterbox, Jin An also suddenly wanted to tell Xiang Yang something about the past.

Jin An told Xiangyang about the small river in his hometown, about picnicking when he was a child, about the demeanor of his parents in his memory, about the steamy alleys in his hometown, and about the dilingling bicycles that shuttled through the alleys after school.

Xiang Yang opened her eyes wide. She seemed to see Jin An when she was a child, wearing a snow-white shirt, riding a bicycle, slightly arched, stood up, focused on the front, and rushed towards herself.It belonged to Jin An's unscrupulous and flying youth, a scene that Xiang Yang had no chance to see, but looked forward to.

"When will you take me back to your home?" Xiang Yang asked.

Jin An looked at Xiang Yang, and she reached out to rub the little girl's hair: "Be my girlfriend, and I'll take you there?"

"Don't go if it's not right?"

"...Go if you don't." Jin An knew that perhaps it was not a very good time, so he changed the subject with a smile.

The night passed like that.

The next day, Xiang Yang continued to go to work, while Jin An took his parents to the hospital.Both Wang Qing and Jin Nan got up very early and had been waiting for a long time.When Jin An went, the family bought the bowls and chopsticks unknowingly, and set out soy milk, fried dough sticks, steamed buns and eggs.

"Just right, come over for dinner." Wang Qing looked at Jin An, wiped his hands and shouted.

Jin Nan was still boiling water in the kitchen, when he heard the sound, he poked his head out to look at Jin An and said, "I'm back."

This is a different feeling from when Xiang Yang was together.This is buried deep in the memory, and it is the scene that Jin An is most familiar with every day when he was a child, a child, and a teenager.Jin An froze for a moment, and she whispered "I'm back."She hid the tears in her eyes and said, "I'm afraid the blood test will be done today, so I can't have breakfast."

"I draw blood, but it's not your mother who draws blood. You eat it, but I don't!"

Jin Nan was talking, walked over, set up Jin An's and Wang Qing's bowls and chopsticks, and then sat on the side.Jin An swallowed the words he had already eaten, picked up his chopsticks and ate slowly.She looked at Jinnan at her and her mother with a smile in her eyes. She suddenly remembered that a long time ago, in order to encourage everyone to donate blood, the blood donation station made a rule that as long as someone donated how many milliliters, after the immediate family members Blood is provided free of charge in case of need.

So Jinnan came back very late that day, and when he came back, he held up the blood donation card very happily, and said to himself and his mother like a treasure: "I went to donate blood today, and the blood volume is enough. You two don't need to donate in the future. You can get free blood!"

At that time, Jin An felt that his father was really stupid. Now that the country is short of blood, of course he would say so.There will definitely be restrictions in the future.Sure enough, after a few years, the rules were changed to allow only a certain amount of blood for immediate family members.At that time, Jinnan was still lost for a while.

Jin An suddenly remembered what happened at that time.Her hand holding the chopsticks trembled, but soon stabilized again. She put on a smile and said, "I'll rest assured after reading it, and then we can eat whatever we want."

"As long as our family is together, we are happy to eat anything." Wang Qing said, she picked up the fried dough sticks and put them in Jin'an's bowl, "Don't you like fried dough sticks soaked in soy milk the most? Your father left several stores today and said The fritters here are better."

"Soymilk is also pretty good." Jin Nan added, "It's just not as good as the one at home."

Jin An laughed.The elderly always feel that everything outside is not as good as at home.The air at home is good, the water is good, the food is good, the fun is good, everything is good.Jin An knew that, in fact, it was just because they felt uneasy because they were not familiar with the outside world.They will use this and other excuses to reject unfamiliar and unfamiliar things outside.Once he had this understanding, Jin An seemed to feel that he could handle it.

"After seeing the doctor, I'll accompany you to take a look around." After Jin An finished speaking, the phone rang suddenly. It was a matter of work.Jin An picked up the phone and started to deal with some things.After she hung up the phone, she saw that her parents were looking at her.

"What's wrong?" Jin An asked.

"It's brightened up. It's good."

Jin Nan's muttering came, as if he was talking about a child.Jin An laughed, she didn't say anything, she just asked her mother to sit aside and packed the tableware by herself.

Everything is going well, the unfamiliar environment makes parents need to rely on themselves, and she can just show her social side.It's just that such a move, somewhat calculated, actually made Jin An feel very uncomfortable.But Jin An knew that this was his own cocoon.In our tradition, there is such a morality as filial piety as the shackles of children, making children naturally weaker than their parents.And when children want to resist, morality is the first hurdle they need to face.

Jin An controls her heart, she loves her parents.Her parents certainly loved her without a doubt.It's just that their ways have been wrong all along, emotional entanglement, but without good communication and respect as a bridge, this kind of relationship is more like resentful couples, inseparable, loving each other, and hating each other at the same time.

The doctor's attitude was very good, and he spoke with reservations, but generally speaking, he spoke in a good direction.Jin'an clearly felt that his father was in a much lighter mood.The three of them walked together, Jin An walked with his mother, and his father walked in front of them.The way is exactly the same as in Jin An's memory, it seems to be a habit engraved in the bone marrow.

"If your father is fine, it's the best thing." Wang Qing said.

Jin An looked at his mother, and her mother looked at Jin Nan in front of her with soft eyes.Jin An was familiar with such gazes, she thought maybe her mother loved her father more than she imagined.The two of them have always had a good relationship since Jin An was a child.

But regarding Jin An's discipline, it has always been Wang Qing's.Wang Qing was a strict mother, and Jin An was always afraid of Wang Qing when he was a child.Wang Qing's discipline is comprehensive. He must be home within 10 minutes after school, and he must have access control when he goes out to play with friends.When Wang Qing and Jin Nan went to work, they simply locked Jin An at home and let her look out the window, day after day in a daze.

Jin An didn't understand.She didn't know why Wang Qing shut herself up and controlled herself so strictly.

"Why did you have to set such a strict time before and asked me to go home? When I was young, my classmates could play until late after school. I was quite envious of them." Jin An asked, and she suddenly wanted an answer .

Wang Qing took a look at Jin An and said, "Why did I suddenly think of asking this?" Such words were unfamiliar to Wang Qing.She paused before continuing, "Before you were born, there was a distant cousin who didn't come home one day. Everyone thought she went out to play. When they found out, they found that she was nowhere to be found. Maybe she was trafficked. , or something may have happened. No one knows. No one is alive, no corpse is dead. I set a time for you. If you don’t come back on time, I will know what must have happened. I will come out to find you, and I will It's more timely. It won't take too long."

It turns out...it turns out to be like this...

Jin An thought.She was ridiculed by many children because of the access control and the strict time limit for leaving school, because she would go home after playing with her for a short time.Her friends complained to her that her parents were too strict, and over time, Jin An felt the same way.

It was only after many years that she finally knew the reason.Jin An sighed: "Why didn't you tell me earlier? I used to..." Telling the past may be something that everyone can't accept, especially when dealing with family members.We can truly expose our emotions and let our family members bear the negative.But we can't really speak our minds.

How strange.Jin An thought about this, and she slowly and carefully expressed her original thoughts: "I thought you restricted me so much because it was convenient for you to manage me. I was laughed at by my classmates many times before, and they can come back at nine o'clock." When I was at home, you asked me to be home at five o’clock. They could play for two hours after school, but you asked me to go back immediately.”

"I don't know..." Wang Qing said, with a bit of complaint in his words, "Why didn't you tell me?"

Why don't you tell your parents?Adults understand the importance of communication, they will use language to communicate, communicate, and get the effect they want.But children don't.From birth, they can only express themselves by crying. When they grow up, their parents will control them, and they will only use the most primitive methods when encountering things.

Jin An suddenly realized that it was the first time for his parents to become parents, so of course they would not be so smooth, so handy.And children are also children for the first time, so they naturally don't understand what adults should look like, and they don't know how to express themselves in the correct way.

"Probably because I was a child at that time." Jin An replied.

Admitting that you were once an immature child is not difficult.Because Jin An clearly realized for the first time that he had grown up.