out of print lover

"Sister Xiaoqing? Didn't you go to Switzerland?" Lin Xing was surprised when he saw Xu Yiqing.

"It's been more than two weeks since I came back, and I haven't seen you. I thought you had gone out to school. I asked Feng Yu that day, and I found out that you have been hiding here."

"Feng Yu brought you back?"

"Otherwise, who else is there?" Xu Yiqing saw the trend of the market on Lin Xing's computer screen that she didn't have time to close, and teased her, "Yo, at a young age, you learn to play stocks like others? Lin Xing, you can do it, you are really a little fox. "

"I... earn some pocket money." Lin Xing turned off the monitor at once, "Sister Xiaoqing, what are you doing here?"

"It's okay, I can come back from Switzerland all the way?" Xu Yiqing patted her on the head, "What's wrong with you and my sister?"

Mentioning Xu Xiwan, Lin Xing's eyes darkened, "It's nothing." She avoided Xu Yiqing's knock on her hand, "Sister Xiaoqing, leave it alone."

"What do you mean I don't care about it?" Xu Yiqing locked Lin Xing's neck, "You little white-eyed wolf, aren't you very good with my sister? I haven't been home for a long time, how can I turn my back on me? gone?"

"Who is going to be with her." Lin Xing pouted, "She doesn't want me anymore, and I moved out, isn't it just what she wants."

"Fuck, Lin Xing, you're usually very smart, why are you like a jelly when you come to my sister? Which eighth woman is gossiping behind someone's back and saying that she doesn't want you anymore? What does she do to you yourself? Don't know? Why do you treat you so well if you don't want me?"

"She said it herself."

Xu Yiqing opened her eyes wide, "How is this possible?"

"It's what she said. If you don't believe me, you can ask her yourself."

Xu Yiqing had already asked Xu Xiwan about how late she was. The day she came back, she saw that Lin Xing was not at home, so she asked Xu Xiwan where Xiaoxing had gone, but Xu Xiwan refused to say anything, and only said "she Moved out to live", Xu Xiwan didn't reveal a word about where or why they moved, and only then did Xu Yiqing guess that the two must have had a quarrel.

Quarreling is a very normal thing. When people get along with each other, it is inevitable that there will be disagreements. There will be a quarrel between relatives and friends. After two or three days, give each other a step down, turn this page over and it will be over. Xu Yiqing thought that the quarrel between Xu Xiwan and Lin Xing was nothing more than that, but she didn't expect that Lin Xing hadn't come back for two weeks, and she didn't even call home. After Xu Yiqing asked the housekeeper, she found out that Lin Xing had moved Been out for several months.

How much trouble does this have to make Xu Xiwan and Lin Xing not contact each other for several months?Xu Yiqing couldn't sit still anymore, she couldn't find anything out of Xu Xiwan's question here, so she had to ask Lin Xing to find out.

"Xiao Xing, what's the matter with you and my sister? Were you all right when you came back from the seaside? You fell out after falling out? What happened, tell my sister."

"It's okay, sister Xiaoqing, don't ask me about it." Lin Xing thought that Xu Xiwan didn't mean anything to him at all. Before, he was always flirting with other people, and his confession was rejected. Thinking about it, it's embarrassing. Tell Xu Yiqing.

"What is nonsense? You two are my dearest relatives. Can I not worry if you argue? You feel uncomfortable when you hold it in your heart, right? Tell me, and it will be easier to say it." Xu Yiqing remembered Lin Xing had some inhuman feelings towards Xu Xiwan, so he approached her and asked mysteriously: "Besides, don't you like my sister? How is the progress now? Are you afraid that she will find a new love if you move out like this? "

"Let's just end it." Lin Xing felt a pain in his heart and was listless, "Anyway, she never liked me from the beginning to the end, no matter how hard I try, it's useless."

Sooner or later, I have to leave Xu Xiwan, take this accident as an opportunity, and there is nothing wrong with staying far away from her like this.

"Wait, what do you mean? Have you already told her?"

"Ah."

"She refused?"

"Ah."

"No way." Xu Yiqing couldn't believe it. She recalled the interaction between Xu Xiwan and Lin Xing. When the two looked at each other, the emotions in their eyes were highly consistent. Xu Xiwan didn't look like he didn't like Lin Xing. "Did you get it wrong? For example, my sister just thinks that you are too young to be in a relationship now, and wants you to practice for a few years? But you understand that she doesn't like you."

"She refused so quickly, how could I have misunderstood it." Lin Xing didn't want to say it at first, but now that the words have come to this point, she simply said it all in one go. Xu Yiqing was right, she had indeed kept this matter in her mind. I have been thinking about it for a long time, and I have to find someone to talk to. Feng Yu can't do it, and Zhou Xiaohui can't do it either. Xu Yiqing, who knows her secret, is undoubtedly the most suitable person.

Xu Yiqing still didn't believe it, "How did she refuse?"

"I confessed to her that day, I said I love her, and asked her if she loved me. She said no at all."

This is really a real rejection, leaving no room for it.Xu Yiqing was speechless, "Are you really not exaggerating?"

Lin Xing smiled, "How can I exaggerate just these four words?"

"Impossible, absolutely impossible." Xu Yiqing didn't believe it, "Xiao Xing, listen to me, I have observed my sister, she absolutely likes you, there will be no fakes, I am the most accurate in seeing things like feelings, she You can't deceive anyone by looking at your eyes, you go back with me first, and find a chance for me to ask my sister clearly, you must have misunderstood this matter."

"I'm not going back." Lin Xing said.She did miss Xu Xiwan very much, and wanted to go back to her, but things had come to this point, what would she say after going back?It's just embarrassing.

"It's okay if you don't go back for the time being. I'll go and ask my sister what's going on. I'll come to you after I find out. But at that time, you must go back with me. The Chinese New Year is coming soon. You alone What is it like for people to celebrate the New Year outside?"

Xu Yiqing is a hot-tempered person, and she didn't waste any time. After saying this to Lin Xing, she left and went directly to the company to question Xu Xiwan. Just like that, she broke into Xu Xiwan's office. Dare to stop.

"What's the matter?" Xu Xiwan raised his head and glanced at Xu Yiqing who had barged in.

"I went to find Xiaoxing just now."

Xu Xiwan held the hand of the mouse for a moment, "Oh."

"Don't you ask me why I'm looking for her?"

"She is already an independent adult, and I shouldn't worry too much about her affairs."

"You are missing, do you think Feng Yu didn't tell me, right? You rented that house for her, and you also found her the tutoring job for her now, so you don't have to worry about it?" Xu Yiqing sneered, "Xiao Xing She told me everything, she said she confessed to you, but you rejected her without any room, didn't she?"

Xu Xiwan said: "She is too young, but she hasn't seen her true heart clearly yet."

"So what she said is true." Xu Yiqing laughed mockingly, "I know what you are worried about. Aren't you just worried that Xiao Xing has been by your side for too long and treats dependence as love? Sister, you are really I look down on Xiao Xing too much, she is eighteen this year, don't you know if she is attracted to someone? Think about what you were doing when you were alone, why do you think Xiao Xing is young?"

"That's different."

"What's the difference? Could it be that it's only yours, and Xiao Xing's is playing house?" Before Xu Yiqing came, she thought Lin Xing was exaggerating. After she came, she saw Xu Xiwan's rude attitude, so she knew Lin Xing Fortunately, it is not an exaggeration at all.

Xu Yiqing is a straight-forward person, love is love, not love is not love, without Xu Xiwan's so many worries, anyone with a discerning eye can see that Xu Xiwan has feelings for Lin Xing, in her opinion, a happy relationship should be Together, the person you love also loves yourself, isn't this the happiest thing in the world?Xu Yiqing really couldn't figure out why Xu Xiwan refused.

This time Xu Yiqing was completely on Lin Xing's side. She felt sorry for Lin Xing, became emotional, and her voice became louder unconsciously, "Xu Xiwan, if you really only have family affection for Xiao Xing, then It is justifiable for you to reject Xiao Xing, I will not say anything, but you obviously like Xiao Xing, and you love her very much, why did you reject Xiao Xing?"

Xu Xiwan tapped the table rhythmically with her fingertips, and after listening to Xu Yiqing's series of questioning like a cannonball, she slowly said: "I don't want her to be with me, she still has a bright future, stay by my side, as long as It will delay her, rather than letting her hate me in the future, it is better to stop her thoughts now."

"..." Xu Yiqing really had nothing to say. As a sister of her own, she was so resolute in her business affairs. She never thought that she would be so timid when dealing with feelings, even daring to respond to the feelings of the person she likes.

Xu Yiqing felt that Xu Xiwan was hopeless, and it was useless to tell her the truth, so she simply satirized her sharply, "Xu Xiwan, do you think that you are very selfless and great, you love someone and you have the courage to let go, and you are behind you?" Take care of everything silently for her, and feel that you are really a peerless lover?"

"You are such a coward." Xu Yiqing sneered at her, "You don't even have the courage to believe that Xiaoxing loves you, but you are actually afraid, afraid that Xiaoxing will not understand her feelings, that she doesn't really love you, and that she will meet again in the future. When you find true love and dump you, you can't bear such a blow. Is it difficult to admit that you are cowardly? Push your beloved away, and show someone here a sadomasochistic scene? Or just In order to move yourself and make your conscience feel better?"

Xu Yiqing said: "You don't believe in Xiaoxing, and you don't believe in yourself, you are a coward through and through."

These words made Xu Xiwan's heart tremble.She had to admit that everything Xu Yiqing said hit her vitals and was fatal.

That's right, she was just pure cowardice, she didn't dare to trust Lin Xing, and she didn't dare to trust herself.Otherwise, he wouldn't face Lin Xing, and only knew to run away blindly.

Xu Yiqing saw that Xu Xiwan seemed to be okay, didn't say a word, her lungs were about to explode, she didn't respond after she said so much, this person is really hopeless, "Forget it, I'm ignoring you, It's really unlucky for Xiao Xing to fall in love with a coward like you, you can go and feel sorry for yourself slowly, I will take Lin Xing abroad this year during Chinese New Year, so I won't mess with you!" Saying this, he ran out of the company angrily.

My own sister is not even as good as a high school student in terms of feelings, which is really irritating.

Although Lin Xing didn't have much hope for Xu Yiqing, when he saw her come back angrily, he couldn't help feeling sad, "Look, I just said that she doesn't like me."

"It's not that she doesn't like you, it's that she can't pass the test in her heart." Xu Yiqing snorted.

Lin Xing didn't understand, "Sister Xiaoqing, what are you talking about?"

Xu Yiqing sighed, "A person like my sister thinks too much and worries too much. In fact, she also likes you, but she dare not tell you or accept your love. She is afraid of your love for her. It's just a momentary infatuation, not love. She is afraid that after you are together, when you meet "true love", you will feel resentful because of being tied to her, so she simply refuses at the beginning and pushes you away. Far away."

Lin Xing listened carefully to Xu Yiqing's words, blinked his eyes, and after a while, his face turned red, as if his heart had been insulted, even the corners of his eyes turned red with grievance, and said angrily, "How can she miss me so much? Who do I think I am?" In Xu Xiwan's eyes, it's just that he was young, frivolous and ignorant in holding the whole heart of true love?This realization made Lin Xing feel resentful, and she really wanted to ask Xu Xiwan why he belittled her feelings so much.

"You can't blame her for this. How should I put it... You haven't even started to get in touch with this world. The outside world is colorful and colorful. You don't think you will be attracted. What if it happens? When the time comes, you will let my sister What should I do? Gaining and losing again is much more painful than never being able to gain. Everyone has a sense of self-protection. Xiaoxing, you are still young, and you only have love in your eyes, and you don’t care about anything else, but have you ever thought about my sister?"

Lin Xing was stunned, she really hadn't thought about this.

Lin Xing's idea is very simple, if she and Xu Xiwan love each other, then they will be together, if Xu Xiwan doesn't love her, then go away, but she never seems to think about Xu Xiwan.

I said that I want to be a powerful person who can stand beside Xu Xiwan, but in the end, I was still just asking for Xu Xiwan's love. If I couldn't get it, I lost my temper and ran away from home. I didn't take any responsibility, thinking that I was stuck with Xu Xiwan I love her by my side, no wonder she has such worries.

Lin Xing lowered her head, clutching the hem of her clothes nervously, like a child who made a mistake, "I...I..." She wanted to defend herself, but she couldn't say a word.Xu Xiwan's worry was justified, but it was herself who was unreasonable, and she didn't think about it for Wanwan, she was so selfish.

"Then what should I do now? Seeing that I am so naive, Wan Wan will definitely not believe me even more." Lin Xing was very disturbed. She had been away from home for several months and had never called Wan Wan. How sad is Wan Wan? With such a self, what qualifications does he have to ask Wan Wan to respond to her emotions?

Lin Xing asked worriedly: "Sister Xiaoqing, are you very angry with me at Wanwan?"

She can't bear to be angry with you, she probably blames herself a little more now, Xu Yiqing thought secretly.Of course, she couldn't tell Lin Xing about this, so she just smiled and comforted Lin Xing, "Don't worry, my sister isn't angry with you, she's just worried about you living a hard life outside alone."

"I...I'll go back now! Go back and apologize to Wanwan!" Lin Xing stood up as he spoke, but was stopped by Xu Yiqing.

"Don't worry about this matter. Before that, please answer me a question, Xiao Xing. You really like my sister, love my sister, and want to go on with her for a long time, right?"

"Of course!" Lin Xing clenched his fists with enthusiasm, but after a while, he let go of his strength dejectedly, "But how can I make Wanwan believe me?"

"You listen to me, go to study abroad honestly, make some achievements outside, and prove to my sister that you have grown up and can afford the promise to one person. If you haven't changed your mind by then, I will Sister will naturally re-examine the relationship between you, when you come together, it will be a love of equal status, and no one needs to be dependent on anyone, isn't this kind of relationship more secure than talking about love now?"

"How long will it take..." Lin Xing did the math. If he only got a master degree and returned to China, he would be able to return home in about five or six years. After six years, he would only be 24 years old. At that time, Xu Xiwan still felt that What should I do if I am not mature enough?

"It depends on you. How to grow yourself into a mature and reliable person during the time you are out of my sister's control. No one can teach you. You can only rely on yourself to practice."

"I understand." Lin Xing nodded.Xu Yiqing is right, growth is her own business, she can only rely on herself, and no one can help her.

Since Wanwan doesn't believe in herself, let her see her reliability and let her know that she is not a child who needs her protection, but a person worthy of her lifelong entrustment.

After figuring this out, Lin Xing's mood cleared up, and the gloom that had accumulated for several months was swept away. She sincerely thanked Xu Yiqing, "Sister Xiaoqing, thank you."

"Hey, there's nothing to thank for such a small matter. Seeing you and Xu Xiwan being so awkward, I feel very uncomfortable." He swelled up, and even spoke with a lot of confidence, "If you have anything to do in the future, just ask me for help, who made me your sister."

Lin Xing punctured her swelling with one sentence, "I used to think that you were stupid and only knew how to spend money, but I didn't expect you to be able to say such philosophical words."

"You!" Xu Yiqing's face changed, "Stinky brat, who are you calling stupid?"

"It's my fault, sister Xiaoqing is the smartest." Lin Xing begged for mercy with a smile, then thought of another question, "Sister Xiaoqing."

"what?"

"In the future, I will be with Wanwan, so you have to call me sister-in-law?"

"..." Xu Yiqing was furious, "You haven't written your horoscope yet, what are you so proud of! Brat!"

"Hahaha, isn't it a matter of time..."

With Xu Yiqing's enlightenment, Lin Xing figured out a lot of things, and stopped being awkward with Xu Xiwan, and refocused most of her energy on learning and accumulating experience. She quit her job as a piano tutor and said goodbye to Fang Siyu on the day , the little girl cried very sadly, reluctant to let Lin Xing go.

"Good boy, the teacher has to go back to finish his studies." Lin Xing hugged her and coaxed her.

"Then...then will I still be able to see teacher and sister in the future?" Fang Sizhen twitched his little red nose.

"Of course it can, but the teacher is not here, so you have to study hard, and you must not be playful and do not do your homework, do you know?"

"Well, sister, I will miss you."

"Sister too."

During the few months when Lin Xing taught Fang Sizhen, he not only taught her, but also learned a lot from her. During these days, she had a very difficult time. Fang Sizhen, a sensible little girl, also brought her a lot of happiness. Lin Xing Lucky is grateful to her.

Piano lessons are no longer taught, but Lin Xing, the accountant at the stock market, has not given up. In the past few months, she has made almost 2 yuan with Zhou Xiaohui and her own principal. Stock trading is very interesting There is a sense of accomplishment, and it is also very helpful for Lin Xing's future majors.

Zhou Xiaohui learned that she had earned more than 3 yuan from her 1 yuan in just a few months, and she was so happy that she couldn't find the north. After getting the profit from Lin Xing, she had to fulfill her original promise and give her half of it. Accepted, it just so happened that Zhou Xiaohui also got results in the competition, the first prize in the national computer competition, and she was able to securely get the recommendation qualification, and she was able to go to the same university as Feng Yuenian. Double happiness, Zhou Xiaohui treats guests, the three of them celebrated well, Xu Yiqing loves to join in the fun, and having such a happy event, she also mixed it into their celebrations, and took them to Thailand for a visit nearby. Zhou Xiaohui had agreed to treat her guests, but in the end it was Xu Yiqing who paid for it, which made Zhou Xiaohui quite happy embarrassing.

Xu Yiqing picked up a crab for Zhou Xiaohui, and laughed brightly, "If you have this time, you might as well let go of your belly and eat it!"

These words really won Zhou Xiaohui's heart, she was really unceremonious, and dealt with the big crab left and right.

Feng Yu wiped her hands beside her to prevent the crab juice from flowing down her neck and onto her elbows.

"It's really annoying." Feng Yu complained, with a smile on his lips.

But Lin Xing couldn't stay in Thailand, she was thinking about Xu Xiwan in her heart, and she just wanted to go back quickly and apologize to Xu Xiwan.

Xu Yiqing, however, was still angry with Xu Xiwan because of her stubbornness that day. She knew that Lin Xing wanted to return, but she was not in a hurry.

Lin Xing has figured it out, Xu Xiwan still doesn't know when he will be able to pass the test in his heart.

By the time they had eaten enough, played enough, and finally went back, it was already the end of the new year, the 24th of the twelfth lunar month, commonly known as Xiaonian.

They had a good time here, but Xu Xiwan spent the New Year alone on the other side. There was a huge table, and she was the only one sitting on the main seat to eat. full.

Just as she was about to leave the restaurant, Xu Yiqing came rushing in with Lin Xing, "Aunt Li, add two sets of bowls and chopsticks, Xiao Xing and I haven't eaten yet, we're going to starve to death!"

Xu Xiwan sat at the dining table, staring blankly at Lin Xing, his face full of disbelief.

After not seeing each other for a few months, Lin Xing changed his hairstyle. The original shoulder-length hair was cut into short neck-sweeping hair, and a few fine bangs were scattered on his forehead. After being in the sun for a long time in Thailand, his skin had a wheat-colored luster, which was radiant and radiant. Xu Xiwan narrowed his eyes.

It is more energetic than Xu Xiwan's memory, and it looks better.

"Wanwan, I'm back." Lin Xingting stood in front of Xu Xiwan, looked at her and smiled. Compared with before, her smile was a little less coquettish and crooked, and a little more open-minded and calm.

Xu Xiwan's lips trembled slightly and uncontrollably, "Come back... Just come back."

She suppressed it as much as possible to make her voice sound normal.