[SK] I don’t have to love you

Although tears had blurred his vision, Krist didn't let go of Singto's hand, and suddenly, Singto's fingertips trembled in his palm.

Krist's heart tightened, and he hurriedly wiped away his tears, but before he could confirm Singto's situation, the EKG machine next to the hospital bed suddenly sounded an alarm.

"Singto! Singto!" Krist pressed the call bell next to the hospital bed in a panic, so incoherent that he didn't even know what he was shouting.

Doctors and nurses arrived quickly, and while rescuing, they pushed people to the emergency room.

"Brother! What's going on? What are you in a daze for? What's going on with PSing?" Hearing Kat's voice, Krist realized that his mind had been in a daze.

He stood blankly at the door of the emergency room. Although he couldn't remember what happened when he woke up, he still couldn't help repeating in a low voice: "He's going to wake up, yes, he's going to wake up..."

Having said that, Krist still felt that his heart was hijacked by fear, his mind was buzzing, and he couldn't do anything except mutter to himself.

Kat's mood is far less complicated than his. Hearing him say this, he can't doubt it: "Really? Then I'll call Uncle Boonrod and the others to come over!"

Hearing Kat's excited call notifications one by one, but the voice never really entered Krist's mind. Krist didn't know when there was anyone around him. He just stared at the door of the emergency room, his hands unconscious. Holding those two gears tightly, it seems that only in this way can I give myself some strength to persevere.

Time passed by every minute and every second, but for those who waited hard, even every minute and every second could be broken down into smaller tortures.

After an unknown amount of time, Krist finally saw the closed door open a little, and a nurse came out in a hurry.

All the people waiting at the door of the emergency room rushed over, but Krist couldn't move even half a step.

He heard Boonrod ask, "Miss Nurse, how is my son?"

The nurse didn't know that she was in a hurry to prepare something, and she didn't stop for a moment, and she didn't care about taking care of her relatives and friends, so she hurriedly said: "Don't get in the way, don't get in the way, the patient doesn't know what's wrong, suddenly he doesn't have any will to survive, It's not me that you stop like this again, it's his life!"

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It turned out that the heart sank suddenly, and it was this feeling.

Krist's eyes went dark, but it was not him who was most qualified to faint now. Amid the exclamation of everyone, Uncle Boonrod, who had been strong for so long, finally fell limply to the ground.

Maybe people can be more awake in critical moments. After a moment of dizziness, Krist only had one thought in his mind - this is Singto's father, Singto is still lying in the emergency room, and he has to take care of him .

So when everyone was still in a hurry, Krist first stepped forward to help Boonrod lie slowly on the ground, and then commanded: "Kat, go and call other doctors, hurry up! Everyone else spread out, don't surround yourself here!"

All the confusion gradually eased at this moment, and Krist's tense nerves suddenly relaxed when he heard the doctor say that Boonrod was fine and pushed him safely into the ward.

It wasn't until this moment that he suddenly realized what the nurse meant. His whole heart became empty, and he seemed to be floating in the clouds, precariously on the verge of falling.

Arranged for the younger sister and Gun to guard in front of Boonrod's hospital bed, Krist ran uncontrollably towards the emergency room.

But what if there is only a wall between him and him?He can't help at all.

Those two gears had already taken on the same body temperature as him, as if they had merged with him, making people unaware of their existence, so the comfort they brought became minimal.

Krist held them blankly, her eyes fell on the closed door, but her eyes were empty and out of focus.

"Kit..." His mother's voice came from next to his ear, "Kit, if you feel sad, just cry out, don't be so dumb..."

Mom's voice choked with sobs.

It was only then that Krist realized that the tears she kept drying up while sitting next to Singto actually dried up at this moment.

He touched his red and swollen eye sockets, and whispered bluntly: "Mom... I won't cry, and you don't cry either, Singto is about to wake up, we can't cry."

The unscrupulous tears that used to be in front of Singto's hospital bed seemed to be taboo for Krist at this moment. Before the news of Singto's safety came, he did not dare to shed a drop.

Mom hurriedly wiped it on her face: "Okay, okay, I won't cry, Singto must be fine."

Krist turned his head to look at her, and the moment he saw his mother clearly, his heart that had been wringing so hard all the time suddenly felt a strong sense of grievance.

He said he couldn't cry, but still couldn't help curling his lips in front of his mother: "Mom, if he really can't wake up..."

What is he trying to say at this moment?He wanted to say, he can't wake up, can I go with him?He wanted to say, if I leave, can you not be sad?

But at the moment when these words were about to come out, he suddenly realized how cruel such words were to a mother.

Krist swallowed the words abruptly, he knew that even if Singto couldn't wake up, he wouldn't commit suicide, but at this moment, he suddenly hated his sobriety so much.

The person who was rescued inside was about to be killed by him, but he didn't even dare to say a cruel word for him.

Krist held back the tears for a long time and finally fell suddenly.

He hurriedly raised his hands to cover his eyes, tears poured out, soaking the gears in his hands.

"Mom..." he murmured in a low voice, "I'm sorry, my heart hurts so much, I'm really... so sad that I'm dying..."

"Kit! Kit!" Before he lost consciousness, he could only hear his mother screaming in panic.