[SK] I don’t have to love you

It's raining all over the world.

Krist didn't expect that he would still be in the script.

Was he brought in abruptly again because Singto was here now?

Perhaps Kongpohp's confession that day did not come from his humble expectations, but actually happened?

Although Krist had already had this kind of conjecture in his heart, it wasn't until now that this kind of thought really took the dominant position in his heart.

It was like catching a piece of driftwood at the moment of sinking into the water, and his heart on the verge of despair was finally shone into a ray of dawn at this moment.

He clearly knows what Singto is going through outside of the dream, maybe God really heard his prayer, and then let him find a chance to redeem it.

It's raining all over the world.

He knew that the rain actually came from Singto's heart.

Whether this world has been influenced by Krist's psychology is still uncertain until now, but he is looking forward to being by that person's side very piously at this moment.

Perhaps because the expectations in his heart were too strong, the scene around Krist once again changed as quickly as a special effect lens in a movie. This strange and familiar scene brought him not the initial fear and shock, but full of hope.

In an instant, things changed, and he was already on the familiar beach. No matter in the play or in fantasy, this sea occupies an indispensable position in his experience with Singto.

It’s still a familiar night scene, but this time there are no faint lights and noisy and distant lively voices on the beach. In the gray night rain, there is only that person sitting alone on the beach.

The world is dead.

But at the moment when he saw his figure, Krist's suffocating mood was finally relieved a little.

He rushed over, but because he was too impatient, he tripped over the soft gravel under his feet, and suddenly knelt down beside the man.

The other party finally turned his head, and the moment he saw him, his ashen eyes seemed to be stained with a flash of light, but that light was fleeting.

Krist felt a sharp pain in his heart, he opened his mouth, but thousands of words were stuck in his throat.

Singto just looked at him so quietly: "Sure enough, if I make up my mind, I can still see you one last time."

Such a sad and joyless voice sounds even more sad.

Krist approached him in a panic: "What determination?"

Singto didn't answer, he even turned his face back, looked at the sea covered by dark clouds again, but leaned his head towards Krist, leaning softly on his shoulder.

In the previous relationship between the two, Singto never seemed to show such a dependent side.I don't know if it's because of the rain for too long, Singto's body is very cold, and this fragile appearance made Krist feel dazed for a moment.

"Kit, I'm tired." Singto slowly closed his eyes.

Krist's heart trembled, and the nurse's words seemed to echo in his ears again: "The patient doesn't know what's wrong, and suddenly he doesn't have any will to survive..."

He wakes up suddenly, isn't this lifeless and rainy world just because of Singto's mood?

Singto is probably still treating him as a hypothetical existence, and the reliance at this time may only be tender at the last moment in his heart.

Krist quickly lifted signto's shoulders and said urgently, "PSing, I'm Krist, the real Krist!"

Singto let him shake his shoulders, there was still no trace of life in his eyes.

Krist was anxious and angry, and his voice became louder: "Can you listen to what I'm saying? I'm Krist! I'm not someone you imagined! Singto! The situation is urgent now, and you are still in the emergency room. Does the room know?"

From Singto's point of view, he should have died in the real world. Hearing Krist's completely unexpected words at this moment, he finally showed a trace of doubt in his expression.

But just this slight reaction gave Krist the light.

When he got anxious, his eyes couldn't help getting wet again: "You are still alive, we are all still alive! Do you understand? You can't trap yourself here anymore! You can't just give up like this, we all have to go back , Back to reality, you have to live!"

Krist's tone was urgent, but also a little incoherent because of panic.

Singto stared at him blankly, but after a while, he suddenly shook his head and said, "Living is too tiring..."

"Singto!" Krist interrupted him.

Singto closed his mouth obediently, but the grayness in his eyes was still there, obviously he didn't listen to his words.

No matter how angry Krist was, it was extinguished in his desperate gesture.

During the years of acquaintance, when addressing each other, he would add a P in front of Singto most of the time. In front of him, Singto was indeed as stable and decent as an older brother, so decent that it made people angry.

But looking at him now, Krist feels that the person in front of him is like a child who has closed himself up, which has nothing to do with maturity and stability.

He probably never really knew him.

Krist's chest was so tight that he gasped heavily before continuing to speak: "PSing, why have you never said you love me?"

Singto raised his eyes and looked at him carefully, but the love in his eyes was not the love Krist expected.

He looked more like he wanted to imprint Krist's appearance in his mind at the end, more like the lust before the farewell.

"Anyway, you're going to leave eventually..." Singto muttered in a low voice.

His words are not so much an explanation, but more like taking this opportunity to vent and say to himself: "Is it me you love? That me is a fake, if you know what the real me looks like, you will leave ..."

In this case, Singto had told Krist before he woke up, but to Krist, after knowing the affection he had suppressed, these words sounded very different from the last time. Ruoqianjin.

"Are you a fool? Since you decided to be together, of course you will learn to accept everything from the other party! If you don't say anything, how do I know what you are thinking?" Krist's words sounded like accusations, but every time she said more In one sentence, he felt that his heart also hurt a little bit more, "Do you know what it means to fall in love? Am I a perfect person? Is it because I have flaws that you have to abandon me immediately? "

There was a trance smile on Singto's face: "You are perfect."

All of Krist's blame was choked in his throat at this moment.

If it weren't for the fact that the current atmosphere is really wrong, Singto's words sounded like love words deliberately pleasing.

And just because he knew that he couldn't have the intention of talking about love at this moment, the trembling in Krist's heart came even more violently.

For Singto, he has a lot of guilt and touch, but also has a lot of complaints.

Obviously it can be solved by communication, but all he left for himself is a disguise. This kind of disguise caused the two of them to lose out in a relationship, and even their family members suffered.

If it doesn't come to the point of parting from life and death, Krist must have a good fight with him, and carefully argue with him, what is the relationship with him.

However, this person is willing to die for him.

When this person didn't even have the will to survive, he still thought he was perfect.

Krist's vision was blurred by tears, but the corner of her mouth couldn't help grinning again.

His smile looks really bitter and sad.

"PSing, have you forgotten? Between us, I confessed." Krist held back his sobs, "I know you may still not be able to tell whether I am real or imaginary, but please don't die, I beg you Please, don’t die, wake up quickly, I will teach you how to fall in love, okay? No matter what you really are, as long as you live, I will be with you.”

Singto's eyes flickered.

Krist leaned over and kissed her twice carelessly.

His tears swirled on the lips where the two touched, and even the saltiness soaked into their lips and teeth.

"I really don't know what to do - please, Uncle Boonrod fainted because of you, even for him, even for him - he has lost your mother, how can you let him kill you lost too?"

Singto's face froze.

"Uncle Boonrod has been waiting for you. He has lost a lot of weight and is not in good health. Everyone is involved in us. It is easy to die, but we can't be so selfish and leave our sadness to the living." Krist said Here, he paused again, "And me, do you really have the heart to just leave me like this and make me sad for the rest of your life? You are willing to die for me, why don't you dare to live for me?"

"Kit..." Singto raised his hand to wipe away his tears.

Krist held his cold hand, and at this moment, there was a distant cry in his ear.

"Kit! Kit..."

It was mother's voice.

Krist was startled, and found in a panic that the hand she was holding Singto was gradually becoming transparent.

Singto obviously also noticed this, the calmness in his expression finally disappeared, he held him tightly in panic, trying to keep him in vain.

"I'm waking up...PSing, I'm really Krist! I'm waking up! I'll wait for you! Don't die, please..." Krist's voice gradually faded as the figure gradually became transparent ...

"Kit! Kit!" Mom's voice gradually became clear.

Krist opened his eyes suddenly, saw the people around him, and realized that he was still lying at the door of the emergency room.

Seeing that he woke up, his mother finally breathed a sigh of relief, and hugged him suddenly: "Kit! You scared my mother to death! You really scared my mother to death!"

Krist didn't care too much, just asked in a panic: "Mom, how long have I been dizzy? How is PSing?"

"Mom didn't even check the time...but within a few minutes, Singto was still rescuing—"

Before my mother finished speaking, the nurse just pushed the door open again: "The patient has been calling you, and the doctor said that the situation is special, and he wants you to see him for a try, come with me for disinfection."

Krist stood up quickly after hearing the words, ignoring the momentary dizziness, and hurriedly followed.

Because of his impatience, he almost completed the disinfection process with the help of the nurse, and when she brought him to Singto, Krist finally had a sense of reality.

"Kit—" Singto's eyes were still tightly closed, and his tone was weak, but he could hear the urgency.

"Talk to him as much as possible and arouse his consciousness!" The doctor hurriedly explained while busy with the movements of his hands.

Krist stepped over in two or three steps, and as soon as she touched his hand, she was held tightly behind her back.

"PSing..." Krist felt the strength in his hand, and suddenly couldn't say a word.

He tried his best to suppress the surge in his heart, and whispered to Singto: "I'm here, waiting for you here, wake up quickly, wake up and see me—"

Like this, in the past, Krist couldn't say anything in front of others, but now, Krist doesn't care what other people think or think.

His mind was in chaos, but his mouth kept talking, and he said whatever he thought of. From the panic and shyness when he confessed that night, to the sadness when we broke up later, he said everything, even he himself didn't know what he said. Speaking of where.

The interaction between the doctor and the nurse seemed to be automatically blocked by his brain and became a distant background sound.

Krist held Singto's hand tightly, and after an unknown amount of time, she suddenly felt that Singto's grip on her back was stronger.

His chattering stopped abruptly.

The person on the hospital bed opened his eyes and slowly fixed the focus on his face. At that moment, his eyes shrank a little.

Krist's eyes filled with tears again.

Singto raised his hand, but he didn't have the strength to lift it to his cheek.

Krist hastened to hold his hand again, and wiped away her tears, not wanting to be blocked by tears.

Singto looked at him, hesitating to speak.

Krist knew he was still afraid, afraid that everything in the dream was fake.

He held Singto's hand on his cheek, and smiled at him with tears in his eyes: "Just wake up, I'm still waiting to teach you how to fall in love."