Social phobia

The next day, Gu Ai was fidgeting all day long, and wanted to turn around to see Chu Ze, but because of the teacher's gaze, he finally endured until school was over, and he didn't wait until the end to leave. As soon as the class bell rang, he cleaned up at the usual speed The schoolbag left.

Along the way, Gu Ai looked back from time to time, and found that Chu Ze was really following behind her, and her heart began to beat violently. Although she was walking very slowly, it seemed that she had run 1000 meters.

Gu Ai slowed down his pace, and Chu Ze followed not far behind him. The setting sun stretched the shadows of the two people very long, as if walking like this would last forever.

When Gu Ai got home, the sky was completely dark.Chu Ze was afraid that someone would take the opportunity to bully Gu Ai because of this turmoil, so he followed him every day to prevent emergencies. I don’t know why Gu Ai left the classroom so early and walked so slowly today, but it’s okay After sending him home safely, I wanted to watch him enter the building before leaving, but today Gu Ai seemed a little strange, he stopped in front of the door of the building, stood there for a long time, and did not make any other movements.

Chu Ze looked at him from behind a tree, not knowing what was going on, suppressed the urge to rush forward a few times, clenched his fists tightly, and stared at Gu Ai's lonely figure.

"Chu Ze!"

Gu Ai suddenly called his name, and Chu Ze was shocked all over.

Gu Ai turned around and looked in Chu Ze's direction. Chu Ze couldn't see his expression clearly in the night, but he still walked in front of him and resisted the urge to hug him.

"You, you do this every day?"

Chu Ze nodded, hearing Gu Ai's crying voice, he felt uncomfortable.

Originally he loves to cry, what if he cries now?

"Chu Ze."

Gu Ai took a step forward, grabbed Chu Ze's sleeve, lowered his head, and leaned into his arms.For a moment, Chu Ze felt that nothing was important. He could bear those rumors and bad words for him, and he would protect him in the future. He didn't need Gu Ai to be strong, all he needed was Gu Ai to be by his side.

"Chu Ze, Chu Ze, Chu Ze..."

Gu Ai whispered Chu Ze's name over and over again, making Chu Ze's heart soften into a puddle of clear water.

Chu Ze hugged Gu Ai and ran along his soft hair, wanting to tell him, I'm sorry, I will never leave again.

Gu Ai raised his head and looked straight into Chu Ze's eyes, his reddish cheeks could not be seen clearly in the night.The breeze blew by, but it couldn't blow the clothes, but it stirred the boy's mind. The cicadas and insects around him acted as a summer concerto under the moonlight.

Chu Ze only heard Gu Ai say to him——

"Chu Ze, I like you."

It’s like eating strawberries in spring and ice cream in winter, like a wild bee has just flown through a garden, like a cake in a coffee shop with more frosting, it’s so sweet to my heart.

Chu Ze suddenly realized that he just realized that this kind of feeling is called liking.

Chu Ze's mind flashed the scenes of himself and Gu Ai from realizing the present, and found that the liking had long been implanted in the body and mind, and could not be suppressed.

I don't want you to cry because I like you.

I don't want to hurt you because I like you.

I want you to eat what you like is to like you.

Wanting to make you happy means liking you.

Holding you to sleep is liking you.

Trying my best to get your attention is to like you.

Letting go also likes you.

……

It turns out that many, many things that I couldn't find the reason before were because of liking you. Now Chu Ze can't wait to run to the highest building in the city and shout to the whole world: Gu Ai, I like you.

And that Gu Ai just said that he likes her.

Chu Ze never thought that he would be so lucky. The feeling of "like" seems to have never appeared in his world. He thought that life is so boring, to be hated by others, and not to be messed with, but he never thought that he would meet A person who likes himself, and he also likes him, no matter if this person is a man or a woman, good or bad, in short, he appears, he is in front of him, Chu Ze has no reason to reject him.

What else could he say other than "Yes"?

"What did you say?"

Gu Ai's eyes widened, and he was surprised by Chu Ze's answer. He thought that maybe Chu Ze would refuse and be angry, but now it turned out to be a possibility he least dared to think about.

We've been in love for so long, we never thought we'd be together.

"What's wrong? Are you too happy?"

Chu Ze pinched Gu Ai's face and smiled after a long absence.

"Yeah! So, so happy!"

Gu Ai buried himself in Chu Ze's arms, breathing in his scent, and for the first time, embraced him so vividly.

Both of them were so happy that they hugged each other for an unknown how long.

Gu Ai raised his head from Chu Ze's embrace, his eyes sparkled, and he asked, "Are we together right? Right?"

"Correct."

Chu Ze smiled, and wanted to lower his head to give his first love boyfriend a kiss. When he was only a centimeter away, he heard his new boyfriend say to him, "My mother wants to see you."

Um?What?Is there something wrong?

Chu Ze doesn't quite know how fast it is to fall in love now?

Gu Ai pointed to Cao Hong who had been standing on the balcony of his house for an unknown amount of time, and Cao Hong smiled and waved to them.Chu Ze smiled awkwardly, raised his hand and waved it abruptly a few times.

So, the scene where I hooked up with other people's sons was seen?The little boyfriend you just made is going to be beaten with a stick now?

When I came out, I saw that my mother-in-law was really a man!

Chu Ze cheered himself up in his heart, and hugged Gu Ai even tighter.

I'm scared to death, hurry up and hug my little boyfriend again!

The author has something to say: I feel that I can’t write the feeling recently... The rhetoric is like an elementary school student writing a composition, I really can’t help but complain about myself...