Social phobia

Chu Ze sat upright on the sofa in Gu Ai's house, straightened his back, remained motionless, and was so nervous that he was sweating.

Speaking of which, this is the second time Chu Ze came to Gu Ai's house. The first time was that night when Gu Ai called him crying. He ran like crazy and brought Gu Ai home in a hurry, even He didn't even see the layout of his house clearly.When I came again this time, I didn't dare to look carefully, I just lowered my head and looked at the water glass in my hand.

"Xiao Chu, don't be nervous, Auntie just chatted with you briefly."

Cao Hong sat across from Chu Ze, smiling kindly, but Chu Ze was still very nervous, feeling like he was leading other people's children badly.

"Ah, auntie, my name is Chu Ze, I am seventeen this year, my parents are still alive, my academic performance is not good, but I will work hard, I will definitely study hard, so that Gu Ai can live a good life in the future!"

Chu Ze stammered his words, but he experienced Gu Ai's usual mood, fearing that he might say something wrong, he anxiously expressed his determination to Cao Hong, just like a new son-in-law struggling to please his mother-in-law.

Cao Hong smiled, "Xiao Chu is really interesting."

Gu Ai was also sniggering aside, covering his mouth, his eyes were crooked, like a little mouse stealing oil.Chu Ze glanced at him and smiled, and his whole body relaxed a lot.

"Xiao Chu, Auntie is a divorced person. She understands that feelings are not determined by gender alone, but you are still young and have a long way to go in the future. You may encounter many temptations, and you will also encounter There are many obstacles. I don’t stop you now, but it doesn’t mean I’m optimistic about you. I’ve experienced a lot in these years, and I understand the dangers of society, but there are some things I can’t teach you. You still have to walk your own way in the future. I just hope that in the future, You will not regret today's choice."

Cao Hongyu told Chu Ze earnestly that she was worried, sad, and entangled in her heart. Although she could understand homosexuality, when her son became a member of such a minority group, she couldn't help it. She wanted to stop him, but she knew very well that she couldn't make a choice instead of Gu Ai.

Just like at the beginning, she married Gu Ai's father despite her family's opposition, thinking that true love comes first, but later, her parents died early one after another, her lover contracted alcoholism and gambling, and finally abandoned their mother and son. Because he wanted to escape reality, he left Gu Ai and went south alone, supporting himself with his own hands, and experienced too many changes in the world.

Cao Hong didn't want Gu Ai to end up like herself in the future, but she didn't want to break off the wings he wanted to fly, and as a person who hadn't fulfilled her duties as a mother, she was not qualified to blame him. The only thing he could do was to support He, no matter what happens in the future, stands by his side unconditionally, even if Gu Ai feels that he has chosen the wrong path in the future, she can be by his side to comfort him.

"Auntie, you believe me, I want Gu Ai to live a good life, and I don't want to see him sad."

Chu Ze's tone was firm, and he stretched out his hand to hold Gu Ai's hand beside him, feeling that although he just understood his intentions just now, he had already loved him for a long time.

Gu Ai looked at Chu Ze excitedly, if it wasn't for Cao Hong's presence, he would have jumped into his arms.

"Okay, let's not talk about this, let's eat, the food is cold."

Cao Hong stood up, turned her head, secretly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and led Chu Ze and Gu Ai to the dinner table.After eating, Cao Hong saw that it was too late and wanted to stay with Chu Ze overnight, but he hesitated for a while because of the relationship between the two of them.

Fortunately, Chu Ze understood Cao Hong's thoughts and took the initiative to leave. Before leaving, he took Laguai's hand and said to him, "See you tomorrow."

Gu Ai blushed and said, "See you tomorrow." After Chu Ze walked downstairs, he suddenly said to Cao Hong, "I, I'll see him off." After talking, he hurried downstairs.

"Chu, Chu Ze!"

At the top of the stairs, Gu Ai chased after Chu Ze, but he didn't know what he was going to say, he murmured, his whole face turned red.On the contrary, Chu Ze smiled softly and opened his arms.

"Want a hug?"

"Uh-huh!"

Gu Ai smiled, and threw himself directly into Chu Ze's arms, feeling his real warmth. Only then did he have the real feeling that they were really together, and hugged Chu Ze, unwilling to let go.

"Are you kidding me?"

Chu Ze chuckled on top of his head, and hugged Gu Ai even tighter. Gu Ai didn't resist, and let him hold him, stroking his back gently.

The little boyfriend feels really good, hehehe.Why didn't you notice it before?Fuck, I've been sleeping with my little boyfriend for so long and I didn't do anything, am I stupid [beep~]?

Gu Ai enjoyed the warm atmosphere, but Chu Ze regretted it endlessly in his mind, and then desperately tried to save himself from being so disadvantaged, and the method was to touch hard.

"Chu, Chu Ze..." Gu Ai called him in a low voice, the voice made Chu Ze's heart go cold, "Don't, don't touch it."

"Okay, okay, stop touching."

Chu Ze agreed, but his hands didn't stop.

Gu Ai didn't know what kind of picture of the Eighteen Forbidden City was in Chu Ze's mind at all, and still hugged him sweetly, thinking that he was as pure and flawless as before.

In the end, Chu Ze only had one idea left:

Damn, cute, like the sun.

The author has something to say: the new year may have to be stopped, I wish you all a happy new year~