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Today's weather is fine and sunny.No, it should be sunny these days, but I haven't paid much attention recently.

Because every time I go out of the house these days, I feel someone following me behind me.Every time I stop and go back to the capital, I can't find that sneaky figure.My nerves are tense, and every time I have to imply to myself, I am a man, what is there to be afraid of if someone follows me, coward!If you catch him, beat him to death!

But the sense of fear that popped up in my heart enveloped me all the time, and my little fear magnified little by little with time.It tortured me, I couldn't find the person who followed me, and I was tormented more and more.

I was so scared that I didn't even go out. Except for going out to eat, I basically stayed at home.What's more frightening is that if I can't bear the torture, I will hide in the cabinet.

In the dark and narrow cabinet, my legs and feet were hard to stretch and curled up.This kind of experience is very uncomfortable. I am a very tall person living in such a small space, and I really suffer.

I put my arms around my knees, and I breathed a sigh of relief in this space of suffering, and I felt safe.But only for a moment.

With my keen ears, I noticed that the person who was following me broke open my door lock and patrolled every corner of my house on tiptoe.I held my breath nervously. I felt that person came to the cabinet door. I trembled and covered my mouth, for fear that I couldn't help breathing, and the sound of breathing would leak out and be discovered.

My eyes were sore, it was dark everywhere, but I could catch the outline of my own hands and feet.I didn't dare to move, even though my whole body was numb and I couldn't feel my legs.

I don't want the door that covers me to be opened in the end. I don't know whether I am hiding here to comfort myself or to facilitate people who follow me.If only I had taken the fruit knife on the table just now, it would not seem that fate is in the hands of others at this moment.

I was terrified, it was simply because I made it easier for others to catch people in their urns.

But the door was finally opened.

It's mom.

The sudden strong light stung my eyes, and the sour eyes instantly filled with tears to moisten them.It took a long time for the numb legs to move.

Mom frowned and asked me, what are you doing in the cabinet?

This is a question, but I see the meaning of his eyes.

She thinks I'm crazy.

I instantly felt that my redeemed heart cooled down.Mom she won't save me.She hated that I chose painting as a major and didn't live my life according to her arrangement.But because I made a lot of money publishing and selling my art book, he didn't say anything to stop me.

With a ding, I took out my phone and looked at the time and reminders on it.It's time for me to take medicine. I have a cold recently, but I often forget to take medicine. The doctor suggested that I set a timed reminder so that I won't forget.

I supported my body and stood up, but the soles of my feet were still numb.I limped around my mother to get a glass of water, opened the medicine bottle and poured a few pills.When I poured it into my hand, I hesitated again.

The doctor's order for cold medicine is to take a few pills several times a day.The medicine in my hand was so heavy that I couldn't take it down.

"Are you sick?" Mom's voice sounded from behind, very calm.That's right, I just have a common cold, and it doesn't matter how much she cares about me.

I turned around and asked her, "How many cold medicines do you take at a time?"

She leaned over to look at the medicine in my hand, and said indifferently, "You are different from the cold medicine I usually take."

I felt that I was so tired that I lost the momentum to speak, "I have had a cold for a long time, and the doctor prescribed a strong medicine for me, saying that it is not good if it is delayed for a long time. How many pills are usually taken at a time for cold medicine?"

My mother said, "I usually take three pills at a time, but you are different from the one I took. There is no instruction for this medicine? If you don't have it, take one pill first. Anyway, you say that the medicine is very effective, so you must not take more. .”

Is not this nonsensical?Drugs with strong medicinal effects must not be taken in excess.I suddenly remembered that the doctor I was seeing told me again and again that if I don’t remember, I must go to him and have a reexamination by the way.

I poured the medicine back into the bottle and picked up a denim jacket hanging from the back of the stool.

And my mother was tidying up my messy room. Before I went out, I warned, "Don't touch the room in my studio!"

Mom smiled and waved her hands, "I know, that's your studio, Mom won't go in."

I looked at her suspiciously, put the medicine bottle in my pocket and went out.

It was noon, and the sun dazzled my eyes.Even though the sun was shining, I felt very cold.That feeling came again, and this time I wasn't just thinking about it, I could clearly see that person, always in the dark autumn clothes.Despite the scorching heat, he covered his face tightly with a mask and hat.

I can't figure out why you want to follow me, is it for money?

But I am a poor painter.Occasionally inspiration comes to make some money.My life belongs to that sentence, do not open for a year, open for a year, or even five years.

But even if it's for money, why not be more formal.This person's ability to rob is too bad!Maybe it was specially tracked before.

I can't figure it out, and every time I think about it, my head hurts.The tingling made me dizzy all over.

I think my cold is too serious. This time I will go to the hospital and get some water.

After thinking wildly for a while, my head became more and more heavy, and even my steps became more sluggish.I heard that person approaching me, maybe he wanted to take advantage of this time when I was so dizzy that I could hardly hold on, and took the opportunity to pretend to be my family member and abduct me to achieve his purpose.

I think I should wake up, but I can't even see the ground in front of me clearly, and my feet are shaking like stepping on cotton clouds.Sweat was pouring down my face, and I couldn't lift my arms to wipe the sweat that was about to trickle down my mouth.

But I was clearly in this situation, but the footsteps of the person following me could be heard more and more clearly.

It's my brain that should be clear and sober!

Otherwise, my hearing is so sensitive, but my body is so dull, is it because my brain is not giving orders properly!

I have to escape, I have to find a safe place.I want to kill that man, I want to kill him.Tortured for so many days.But that person did it on purpose, he deliberately waited until I was powerless to fight back before coming.

"Are you OK?"

When I was about to lose my strength and fall asleep on the ground, a pair of cold hands lowered my temperature.

"Can you take me to the hospital? It's right up front." When did I say that, my mind giving orders?

I didn't even see the face of the person who was supporting me, but I trusted this person without any grievances. I thought I was crazy.

Obviously someone was following me, which made me feel uneasy. I ordered a takeaway at home, wondering if that stalker would pretend to be a deliveryman.

"Okay." This person's voice is like a clear spring, I really feel like I have been healed, and my discomfort has eased a lot.

His thin body supported me, looking very weak, I felt like I was about to crush him.

I'm tall, and when I look at the ground, it's a blur of gray cotton.When I looked down at him, it was like a high-definition camera, the spinner on his head, the sweat dripping from my cheek as he struggled to hold me, and the fluff on his face.

He is white and tender like a piece of white tofu, no.The cheeks are still pink.As soon as my throat rolled, I had the urge to bite down.

I may be hungry and want to eat everything I see.

The hospital is really close, and I was a little disappointed when he put him on the bed in the emergency room, and I wanted to rely more on him.

"Can you give me your ID card? I'll help you pay the fee." His round eyes showed his innocence.He seemed nervous.

I fumbled in the pocket of my denim jacket and took out my ID card and a few hundred dollars and handed it to him.

He laughed, "You trust me that much? You're not afraid that I'll run away with my ID card and money."

I trust him so much, and I don't know why.I even felt that even if he asked for my salary card, I would obediently give it to him.

"Can I find Dr. Liu Cheng in internal medicine? It's probably on the second floor of this building."

"can."

I stared at his back that was getting farther and farther away, and I felt a little bit reluctant.

After a while, a nurse hung up the water for me, and Doctor Liu came slowly.

"You forgot to take your ID card." Dr. Liu handed me the ID card, and then asked me, "How are you feeling recently?"

I stared behind him, looking for that piece of tender tofu.But I looked for a long time and didn't even see soy milk.

Is he gone?I suddenly remembered how he tried his best to help me up.Sweat dripped from his pink cheeks, and his rosy lips were licked twice with the tip of his tongue because of thirst.

I think I'm a little horny.I even swallowed my saliva several times in succession.What's more, under the white quilt, in front of many patients and doctors, I secretly hid under the quilt and became hard.

I didn't answer for a long time, and Dr. Liu asked me again in doubt, "What are you looking at? How are you doing recently?"

Look at these words, those who don't know may think that we have some kind of friendship.I withdrew my gaze from looking for soft tofu, I was a little embarrassed by the hardness under the quilt.

I looked up at Dr. Liu's wrinkled face with a smile, instantly!Really instant.I'm weak and wilted!

Really!I feel like I am not good enough in that aspect, or I have learned to retract freely.

"I've been fine recently, but I have a headache and a stuffy nose. The cold is too severe! And the medicine you prescribed for me last time was several times a day, how many pills at a time? I forgot."

Dr. Liu immediately became serious after hearing my words, with only creases on his face, "I haven't taken medicine for a few days, please answer me well."

"Just forgot today. Probably!"

Dr. Liu asked me again, "Did you throw away the instruction manual of the medicine?"

I,"???"

Am I suffering from a severe cold and headache? Why can’t I understand what Dr. Liu said? Why did I throw away the instruction manual? He didn’t give it to me at all, okay?

"You didn't give it to me!"

Doctor Liu looked at me with a serious frown, feeling like he was about to see through me.

I even wondered if he found out that I was hiding in a fig leaf and being hard in public!

Soon Dr. Liu became very kind again, "Maybe I forgot to give it to you, how are you feeling now?"

it is good?What a fart!

Why did my soft tofu disappear after I found this full of wrinkled doctors!

I was a little annoying to him, "Where did the little boy who went to find you just now go?"

"Little boy?" Has Dr. Liu never seen any boy?

"It's white and tender, and it looks quite moist." Speaking of that boy, I felt a little embarrassed, and my face was about to turn red, "It's a bit like...a peach."

right!It shouldn't be like soft tofu, it's like a pink peach, I really like that one.

Suddenly thinking of his side face, I feel even hungrier.

"Oh. He left early."

gone.I'm so disappointed, I should have asked for his phone number and WeChat just now.

Dr. Liu said, "Give me the medicine, and I will write the frequency on the medicine bottle. Remember to take it on time."

"I just forgot, that's why I came to look for you. I didn't expect to get even more dizzy on the way."

"Well. You must come to me next time if you forget."

After Dr. Liu left, I stared at the hanging infusion bag in a daze.Suddenly I am so glad I came to the hospital today.

I absolutely must eat that peach in my mouth!