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They said I was a good boy, a good student, a good teacher, a good person.

But there are no good people in this world, they are all just pretending.Of course, I know exactly who I am.I'm just too in control.The screaming devil inside me took on the skin of an angel.Being bound can only go crazy in my heart.

Every time I face the tireless and clear teachings of my parents.Every time I nodded in response, only I knew that my eyes were blood red, the tip of my tongue was rubbing between my teeth, and the rust-like taste seemed to roll back in my throat.He pursed his lips in enjoyment.

Really sweet!

I tasted blood several times in my mind.My bloodthirsty factor is always perfunctory like this under the skin.Not satisfied, very dissatisfied.But I always put up with it.Good boy, the title of good teacher can't be dropped just because I lost control for a while.After all, my idol has a lot of baggage.

"Shenzhen, it's time to find a partner at this age. The children of the old Zhang family next door, who are as old as you, have given birth to a second child. Listen to Mom and find someone. Mom doesn't have to worry about you anymore."

Hey, but if I can find someone early, I don't have to procrastinate so much.It's just that my self-control has become worse now, otherwise I would have looked for it.Otherwise, who wants to be a bachelor.

The reason for the deterioration of self-control is also very strange to me, that is, I suddenly became interested in men.

Obviously I am also a man, I have what other men have, and I am bigger than them.Bigger than them. This is what I secretly pretend to see inadvertently every time I go to the urinal.

Right when I was about to break down, I found out how I was interested.I'm always following one person.That person was one of my problem students.

Just after I graduated two years ago, I worked as a chemistry teacher in a high school in our city.He was in the third year of high school, and he was a famous figure on campus during his school days, so when I saw him for the first time, I almost immediately called his name——Ju Pei

The one who always makes trouble in my class.I always have a smile on my face, how he screamed in front of me in my mind, and it can even gradually evolve into a bloody picture.I ate inexplicable meat, the red liquid in the cup stirred my blood, and the horns on my head were blood-colored crimson.

But when I saw Ju Pei again, something changed in my mind, and the demon in my heart became a sex demon.Every time I see that face, in my mind, my cheeks are full of blush, my body is full of charm, the tail on my buttocks is raised high, and I flick it from time to time.The face with the evil smile was also full of red, and the sound of rapid breathing stained my earlobes.

This brain tonic makes my skin flush from head to toe.Goosebumps all over my body.But even so, every time I met him at that intersection, my eyes were always chasing his figure.

When I saw him two years ago, I wished I could cut him into pieces.When I see him now, I can't wait to take off his clothes and have a physical battle in my mind.

I still remember that face at that time asked endless questions to my unfamiliar teaching methods.

"Teacher, your handwriting is too small. I can't read it clearly in the last row."

"Teacher, hey. Can you keep your voice down. I want to sleep."

"Teacher, I'm hungry. I want instant noodles."

"teacher......"

My head is full of chatter now.Repeat, repeat.

I can't figure it out, it made me wish that a thunderbolt would blow up the person who spoke.Now I am chewing those words over and over again in my mind.

"Hey, boss! Come to Liqun." Ju Pei came to this convenience store he often visited again.Always the same time to buy cigarettes.

But the frequency is too high, one box a day is too much.Like me, I never touch those things, even though my heart has tried thousands of times.

"I said you might as well just buy one, and it will save you a few bucks. You come here every day, so you're not tired." The boss leaned on the merchandise table, smoking a cigarette, almost smacking it repeatedly. .

"Hi. Anyway, I pass by here every day. It's okay." Ju Pei smiled, and suddenly looked at me.I hurriedly went to my shelf on the other side that he couldn't see from that angle.

Have I been discovered?It shouldn't be!I mean, I didn't follow you on purpose, I just came to the convenience store after get off work to relieve stress.Because I'm afraid I can't restrain myself.When I come to a convenience store, I see all kinds of people who are not as good as me.I also feel relieved.

"Look at your time, could it be the teacher from the middle school in the next street?" I tried to take another look, but then I heard the boss say, "Teaching physical education?"

"Tsk, am I that similar?" The two of them chatted with each other. There is indeed a teacher from the middle school in the next street in this store, but they are not the two who keep talking.but me.

I feel like I'm out of control again.

"Hi, I'm not!" The rogue-like tone reminded me of the face I bullied fiercely in my dreams at night, so disdainful.

"But at that time, I liked a teacher. That small waist twisted and twisted in front of your eyes every day. Tsk, I can still dream of it in my dreams." Sure enough, Ju Pei is a hooligan.

It was at the beginning, and it is not less than that now.And he always has a way of driving me crazy.

Who is it, whose little waist!It was Teacher Zhang in the first year of high school, or Teacher Chen in the third year of high school who was married.No matter who it is, shouldn't he come to like me!My fucking waist is also very thin! !

"Crackling." I crushed the instant noodles I used to cover myself up.Fortunately, the two women at the cash register didn't pay attention to the thin-waisted female teacher.Otherwise, if Ju Pei finds out, I don't even know what to do.

Should I be knocked out and brought home, or should I be knocked out first.

After Ju Pei left, I also settled the bill slowly, and saw Ju Pei today.It can be regarded as comforting myself.It won't explode that day.

It's still winter, night comes quickly.This neighborhood is temporarily rented by me.There must be no security in a residential area with a certain age.So when I felt small footsteps behind me, I was excited.

But when I was really pressed against the wall by that person, I was powerless.The disparity in power was too great, and all the violent scenes I had planned in my mind were smashed into pieces.

"Teacher, it's not good for you to follow me like this." The familiar voice made me unable to hold back.The body has never been so out of control.

"I...I didn't follow you." I deliberately made my voice small and unconvincing.

"Really? Teacher. I haven't seen you for so long. Your waist is still so thin." A pair of hands clinged to my waist, pinching and rubbing it.There are low voices all around.I feel like I can't take it anymore.

I really want to press Ju Pei to the ground to refresh myself.

"Stop making trouble, Ju Pei. Teacher...please...please." I was crying, really, I can't stand it if you are torturing me like this.I'm afraid I'll explode.But I still want to control.

"Please? You don't know that I want to pull you to do bad things." Ju Pei leaned close to my ear, "I said, teacher, you are quite... coquettish."

I think I know why he said that about me.Because he dishonestly touched the place where I was about to explode.

"You...don't say that." How long will this torture me!

"Let's make a deal, teacher." We have been in this position for a long time, and Ju Pei suddenly let go of me, which made my heart tense even more.

"Be my lover. Or I'll go to your school and say you fucked me. After all, you're stupid and can never explain this. Right, teacher."

I lowered my head, maybe in his eyes I was indecisive, full of grief and indignation.But it's actually the opposite.I couldn't hold back a smile at the corner of my mouth, and my heart was full of joy.

Fish, hooked!

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Haven't thought of a title yet.Post it temporarily.I'll change it when I have time.

Good night, good dreams!