winter morning sun green grass

Nine, only hope you can be happy

I took the initiative to ask Lee for the first time

Still at the coffee shop in Xintiandi

Lee is still dressed in a crisp and dry 30-year-old woman

With rich experience and eyes that can see through everything

I've only seen her once, but to me she has a special aura

With peace of mind that can be completely trusted

Lee is really special, he can always know the subtle changes in my heart to determine the topic

So I can write freely and profoundly every time

i want to write a story about two women

I speak directly with a firm tone

Are you missing someone?

Lee can always hit people's hearts

Not exactly if you know the ending, you can only miss it

Shouldn't it have stopped from the start?

I looked at Qingqing's busy back at the counter on the first floor

People are always selfish and greedy animals, blindly giving and never asking for anything in return

It's nothing but the gratification of selfish desires in a noble cloak

Often even knowing the ending

Still think that I will be the special one

Thinking that as long as you work harder, you can change the ending

But the irony is that people are not easy to be changed

Lee's tone is cold and his eyes are empty

Some feelings can only be touched by experience

but it's too cruel

Sometimes the greatest happiness is when you are immersed in it

Don't wake up a person who is in a dream

Maybe now will be the happiest moment of her life

Lee followed my gaze and looked out the window

It can be said that the dream always wakes up

No matter how beautiful the dream is, it will become fragmented at the moment of waking up

Even if you don't give up and try hard to piece together

It will only become a scene of sharp tears

I lower my head and close my eyes

But she wants the one who gives her heart

have given one's whole heart to another

Already lost the ability to love

she didn't deserve to be hurt like this

Are you trying to kill her with this story?

i just want her to be happy

After parting with Lee, I stood far away

Quietly looking at that pure and warm smiling face

Maybe as Lee said

Humans are always selfish and greedy animals

I just want to comfort my inner loneliness

bouquet of bright red roses

handsome man

The face is calm and somewhat shy and nervous

Look, it's been a week in a row, showing up on time every day

Qingqing is really lucky to meet a handsome and attentive man from a good family background

I turn away from the noise, away from the crowd

Stay away from the looks of talented men and women who are stared at enviously

If you can't give her happiness, please give her the choice to have happiness

It's expected that Qingqing will come home a bit late

i stop typing

The novel already has a beginning and I want to finish it as soon as possible

Qingqing drank wine, her cheeks flushed slightly, she was more delicate than roses in the afternoon

I handed her a glass of water

I went to Xintiandi today and wanted to pick you up from get off work

You see I'm late today because...

he's good you should try it out

I interrupted her explanation

Qingqing was stunned and silent for a moment.

Sister, are you driving me away?

I have lost the ability to love

i just want you to be happy

I said if you hate me I'll leave

Qingqing looked at me mournfully and then smiled expectantly

I'll see you as my sister forever

I go back to the room and leave Qingqing crying alone

As long as one hateful word, she will completely give up and leave

But I can't bear it

I can't bear to hurt such a warm Qingqing

The next day Qingqing moved out to live with that man

leave a word before leaving

I'm willing to try if that's what you want

The days after Qingqing left

I'm back to my old life

Writing all night alone, shopping alone in the supermarket, eating alone

just don't cook porridge anymore

I no longer have to cook every dish delicately

Occasionally take the bus to Xintiandi

just never get out of the car

Qingqing finally changed me

It's just that I have lost the ability to love

I've given my whole heart to another

The first time I saw Nuan Nuan

Seeing Qingqing again is three months later

Monday is the day I go shopping

As soon as I walked to the door, I heard sad singing from the room

I'm not sure if it's Qingqing, she always listens to those happy songs

But who else would it be?

Open the door and close the curtain

In the dark light, Qingqing is implanted on the bed

Hugged knees curled up on the floor, eyes red and swollen from crying

sister we broke up

He said my whole heart has been taken up by one person

He couldn't get in, tried hard but failed

Two people barely together will only hurt each other

He said he just wanted me to be happy

What is happiness

Interpreted online as a satisfaction with life that lasts longer

and feel great joy in life and naturally want to continue

long-lasting joy

"Longer" and "longer" both define time

But who can guarantee long-term happiness

Happiness is a kind of nothingness and very hazy

Good wishes

That's why people keep chasing expectations and getting nothing

I want the people I care about to be happy

But often things backfire

In fact, people who always look forward to other people's happiness

Happiness is often missing the most

Thin shoulders of a trembling body

teary eyes bright red lips

I don't want to admit it

But I have to admit that the person with this in his arms

has become someone I can't part with in this life

A sweet and deep female voice wafts through the room

I don't want to forget you-Guo Jing

I'm walking forward but it's like I'm going backwards

I am carnival and lonely with missing

the happier the more lost

After love lifts us up high

let the heart learn to fall

Miss this wide sky

Although the air is thin

I try to think of you laughing and crying

Let yourself love you deeply and then learn to give up

I do not want to forget you

Even if you can

I'd rather remember all the sadness

I try to think of you, it doesn't matter if you suffer

Bravely lose you with blessings and gratitude

love your decision

Although hard

i don't say sorry