winter morning sun green grass

ten, warm

Always choose to separate when love is deepest

Always choose silence when hurting the most

Hey Yu Chenyang, I'm here, come and pick me up at the train station

Stayed up all night to send the last article

While catching up on sleep, I drowsily picked up the phone and put it down again

sit up with eyes closed

are you dreaming

It's a warm voice

Authentic and Lively Sound

Open your eyes uncertainly

The call log that I've been looking at over and over for countless nights

The number I never dared to call

It's Nuan Nuan's call

Wash face with cold water and apply baby moisturizer

It's the warm taste in memory

Memories are like locked doors

Once it's opened, everything inside gushes out like a tidal wave

Scenes fly through my mind like a movie screen

Laughing, crying and hurting

Carrying my most important dedication and growth

Eight years ago

I chose to go to university in a southern city thousands of miles away from home

On the eve of school, I packed my luggage by myself

A rucksack A few simple changes of clothing

my life has been simple

I'm looking forward to a sleepless night

no one was notified

A person came to a strange city by train

strange campus strange everything

I just want to live in peace

Classmates, where are the new students?

a soft and sweet voice

The warm sunshine in early autumn is a bit dazzling

A girl is wearing a white dress with low heels and thin strappy sandals

head tilted slightly to one side

The corners of the mouth rise to a perfect arc

A smile as warm as the sun

A breeze, long black hair fluttering in the wind

Black and pure eyes looking at himself

I feel that moment is really wonderful

A warm smile and a sweet fragrance

clear blue sky light floating clouds

The green branches and green leaves are rustled by the gentle breeze

Everything is so peaceful, warm and beautiful

It's the joy I've never felt in my life

It seems that all the hurt, grievance and loneliness have been appeased

Hello, my name is Nuan Nuan, how old are you?

Nuan Nuan raised her hand and greeted me

I'm a freshman too

you are a girl

Nuan Nuan looked at me in surprise

Back then I had short hair and wore a plaid shirt and washed jeans

Blurred trance between brows

Nuan Nuan holds my hand and walks with you

I'm very resistant to physical contact with people.

But at that moment I felt happy

Nuan Nuan's fingers are soft, slender and sensual

Her standard Southerner's small frame

Looks slender despite being fleshy

The breeze blows warm long hair carelessly brushing my cheeks

The light and sweet taste is the beginning of all good things

I am very glad that I chose to go to school in this city

Because of Nuannuan, all these will no longer be unfamiliar

Goodbye to Nuan Nuan, she is still wearing a white dress

low heel strappy sandals

A smile as warm as the sun, long black hair fluttering in the wind

The light red lip color is more feminine

When Qingqing got home from get off work, I was busy in the kitchen

She was so surprised to see Nuan Nuan that the key slipped from her fingers

It fell on the floor with a cold and piercing sound

She recognized Nuan Nuan at a glance because she had seen the photo before.

This man who fills my heart

This man we dare not mention

This is the person I've been dreaming of just by taking pictures

now live in front of me

Qingqing's eyes are full of sadness and despair

I made a few light dishes and made pork rib soup

I love it all

Qingqing lost her former vivacity

I just took a few bites and went back to my room

Nuan Nuan still likes to laugh and talk

i try to be calm

a quieter dinner

Nuan Nuan came back from the shower and I already lay down

Although the eyes are closed, the ears listen carefully to all the sounds around

Nuan Nuan turned off the light and lay down on the bed

My nervous limbs are stiff and even my breathing has become cautious

Hearing the sound of steady breathing behind him, he relaxed a little.

Turn around slowly and look at Nuan Nuan who is sleeping peacefully

Long and dense eyelashes, tall nose bridge, pink lips

Everything in the dream is so close at hand

I once remembered a face that I could only secretly watch from a distance for countless nights

so within reach

Suddenly the dark eyes opened

I panicked and turned around in astonishment

was pulled

I lower my head and dare not look directly

Actually, I wasn't drunk the night of graduation.

Nuan Nuan looked up and whispered

On the night of graduation, the night that made me dream back every night

On the eve of graduation, we have a break-up meal together in the dormitory

Such a sad and emotional scene

I didn't want to participate but was dragged by Nuan Nuan

For four years in college, Nuan Nuan kept pulling me to participate in all her activities

Eating, shopping, drinking tea, partying, evening self-study, library

Even the student council meeting has to drag me who is not a member of the student council

It seems that there is only warmth

There is always someone sitting or standing not far away

The students are gradually getting used to this configuration

During dinner, the students were a little sad

Drank a lot and said a lot of sad things

And agreed to keep in touch after graduation

Except Wei Qing who can't drink

we are all drunk

so that no one can see the tears in my eyes

keep your head down

Although I tried my best to suppress

In the end, everyone supported each other and left the hotel

Nuannuan is naturally entrusted to me to take care of

Nuannuan was noisy and refused to go back

drag me all over the street

In desperation, I dragged her into a nearby hotel

want to comfort her to sleep

As soon as I entered the room, Nuan Nuan didn't stand still and threw herself into my arms

Warm complexion, rosy cheeks, flushed cheeks

looking at me with blurred eyes

Hot breath sprayed on my face

spray into my heart

Suddenly the hot red lips pressed down

The soft lips are sucking again and again

The emotions I suppressed for four years can no longer be controlled

I kiss warmly

her lips eyes cheeks neck

I think about every inch of her skin day and night

The warm and soft body is actively cooperating

As if at that moment there were only these two perfectly intertwined souls left in the world

I went back to school before dawn

Nuan Nuan didn't appear until close to noon

Sitting on the bed in the dormitory, I dare not look directly at her

Just listen to Nuan Nuan holding her head with a tired face

Talking about drinking the short video, I don’t remember anything

I secretly breathed a sigh of relief

I was worried about what I did last night

cause warm resentment and disgust

Now it's just a dream of mine

A four-year dream finally come true

But now Nuan Nuan actually said that she was not drunk that night

That means she knows what happened that night

such a kiss hug

All the good things are not just dreams

It's the consensus of two people when they are awake

Remember the day of the freshman report?

I took the initiative to speak to you

From a distance, I saw a man wearing a cotton plaid shirt

Worn jeans with a rucksack

walk slowly with head down

Refreshing short hair reveals a perfectly lined side face

His thin and thin figure is like a desolate and melancholy prince

so i mistook you for a boy

Nuan Nuan pursed her lips and smiled, recalling the tenderness in the past

Later I found out that we are not only in the same class but also in the same dormitory

I think this is the fate that God bestowed on us

Let's be good friends

You are always alone and don't like to communicate with anyone

Do not participate in any group activities

But I always feel that you dare not be so lonely

So I do everything I want to call you

Although you're always sitting on the sidelines and it's quiet

But it's better than being alone

and you never say no

As Nuan Nuan said, her face sank.

don't know when to start

I found that I was the cup of water that was always at the right temperature

Forget your clothes are always neatly arranged

The materials needed to write the report will be neatly placed on the table

i know you did this

I think it's your way of expressing friendship

I'm glad you're not as cold as you appear

your heart is delicate and warm

Then one night I fell asleep and opened my eyes

I saw you staring at me

I turned around in a hurry

Then I found out when I'm asleep you're staring at me

Sometimes smiling softly, sometimes crying silently

Occasionally a boy expresses his love to me

you don't say anything

but i feel all your displeasure

Although I'm not sure what kind of feeling that is

but i know i don't want to make you unhappy

And I gradually found that relying on you has become a habit

I'm used to seeing you as soon as I turn around

You kept my distance without making me feel uncomfortable

Until that holiday I took you home

You carefully boil the soup and cook all kinds of complicated dishes

I am eating a delicious meal and watching your busy back in the kitchen

Suddenly I feel very warm and feel that this kind of life is very happy

But I'm not brave enough after all

I enjoy what you give but I don't have the courage to show any response to you

you know my mother is not well

i don't want her to be disappointed

Nuannuan cried and buried her face in the pillow

I was so distressed that I wanted to comfort me, but I took my hand back

I don't blame her, I really don't blame her, I just want her to be happy

I know there is no hope without results

But your feelings are too strong

So thick that I can't bear to break this hope

I can't control my feelings for you

The only thing I can give you is that one night in return for my feelings for you.

The day I sent you away I said your heart is like a frozen lake

It makes people feel cold and makes people feel hopeless

I just hope you can forget me

be able to live a little more relaxed and happy

is he nice to you

I can tell from seeing Nuan Nuan again

she should be happy now

Nuan Nuan got married less than a year after graduation

It's the seniors in college who are two years older than us

At the beginning of school, I took good care of Nuan Nuan

Character, appearance, family background are all superior

And with Nuan Nuan in the same city

He is simply an object carefully created by heaven for Nuan Nuan

Their combination is so perfect that it is unbearable to disturb

But I still cried all night when I received the wedding invitation

i didn't go to her wedding

I don't want to see her walk to another man in a wedding dress

even if that's her best option

The shock of seeing it with my own eyes will make all my hopes

All dreams are disillusioned

I really need that little bit of beauty to make myself

continue to live in this indifferent world

He treats me very well and we have a two year old son

Nuannuan took her casually, knowing that such a concrete image would hurt me

I've always believed that you're going to be happy and that's fine.

I saw a photo of you on the catwalk. It's really beautiful.

You have changed a lot from before

But I knew it was you right away

i'm glad you're doing well

but your latest novel tells me

you are not doing well at all

it makes me sad

So I came to see you and wanted you to say goodbye to the past

you are a simple and determined person

i know you need me to say goodbye

bid farewell to repressed sorrow

Nuannuan knows that I need this kind of formal recognition

let me know it's time to stop

Nuannuan took the initiative to kiss my soft lips with salty tears

Compared with Nuannuan’s tenderness, I responded more forcefully and more intensely

I can't breathe because of warmth, my lips are sore that my teeth smell like blood

I'm like a hungry beast trying to swallow Nuan Nuan in my stomach

Nuannuan accepts and responds, this is our way of saying goodbye

Yu Chenyang forgot about me, you should live happily

This moment of tenderness is destined to be short-lived

like the night before graduation

When the sun rises, everything will be as if it never happened

I hug tightly the sleeping warmth

The picture that I have dreamed countless times just happened like this

How much I want time to stop at this moment

This embraces the warmth of the night I stay up all night

I want to take a serious look at the person in my arms that I have been thinking about for eight years

I used to be someone the sun desperately wanted to touch

I used to be the one who was tired of the ocean and would gather

My heart is set as a person who cannot be easily infected

I would give everything for this man

including trying to forget her

i know it's impossible

But I can't force Nuannuan with my dedication

I don't want to see her in trouble for a moment