male god effect

99.

The boy stood on tiptoe and hugged the corpse-like guy without hesitation.

It hurts, it's cold, but it doesn't matter.

The moment the body and the skin were close, Chai Jiu felt that he might really be hugging a stiff dead person. His chest was close to the other's chest. While feeling the chill, he felt the heartbeat of the other person recovering gradually.

Through the coat and shirt, through the flesh and breastbone, the boy and the boy's heart rebuilt a firm and close connection.

Chai Jiu buried her head on Ji Gu's shoulder, feeling the trembling of the other's limbs, listening to the other's breathing and heartbeat.

For no reason, he experienced a sense of security that he had never felt in the past 17 years.

For the first time, an unformed idea appeared in Chai Jiu's mind. He opened his mouth to say something, but the dizziness caused by blood loss made him staggered, and the words just got stuck in his throat. , did not make a sound.

In the car not far away, a lady with light maroon curly hair and a black veil top hat stood in front of the car with a worried expression, holding a cane tightly in her hands with lambskin gloves. If you look at her, you will find that she has deep facial features and a pair of exceptionally beautiful blue eyes.

Chai Jiu couldn't remember how she was sent to the hospital, and she couldn't remember when Ji Mi, who was trembling by his side all night but couldn't say a word, left.

How many times has this been so unlucky?Almost drowned in the swimming pool, caught and beaten by debt collectors on the street late at night, surrounded by a group of scum on the eve of the game...

Every time, Ji Mi would spread her pale face by the bed and apologize over and over again.

Obviously it's just his own bad luck.

Chai Jiu thought, that idiot who always said 'sorry' when things happened in the past, maybe this time he was really stimulated, and he didn't even dare to say 'sorry'.

Stupid.

It made him a little bit at a loss as to what to do.

100.

It was a 13-minute video. In the picture, a boy with burn marks on his face who looked no more than sixteen or seventeen years old was imprisoned on a chair, and was continuously tortured by cutting off his fingers and pulling out his nails. In the boy's mouth, a back molar was knocked out, and then he used a red-hot iron to brand vague letters on the boy's body...

"Don't look at it, don't look at it, okay?"

With an unprecedented humble attitude, Ji Mi begged the young man with a hoarse voice, while stretching his arms and trying to turn off the TV with the remote control.

"Would you like to come home with me?"

He knelt behind his back and hugged the boy's neck cautiously, raising his palm to cover the boy's eyes.

The whole video was full of blood, violence and terror. It was uploaded to the Internet and quickly spread among various platforms, causing a great sensation.

Anonymous uploaders, fake views, media manipulation by wires, as if an invisible hand behind it is fueling the flames, making everything hot like flames, people are restless, clamoring to find out the murderer, calling for democracy and justice human rights.

The leader of the assailant had a standard aristocratic accent, and the vulture tattoo on his finger reminded him of a certain EVIL old aristocratic family.

The current ruler of the Fei family, one of the three giants of EVIL, has been accused of pedophilia and abuse. Although Fei has publicly refuted the rumors several times, it is still difficult to stop Youyou's mouth—even though there is not much evidence.

To make matters worse, Mr. Fei was unable to prove his actions that night.

Why can gossip spread widely among all classes?Why does an explosive topic make people talk about it after dinner?Why are the people always obsessed with those so-called insiders?

Aristocrats and gentry, three religions and nine streams, no matter who you are, the moment you are surrounded by the camera, you are officially disqualified in the world, leaving only a sad and ridiculous funny clown who satisfies the public's desire for prying and so-called curiosity.

People tend to only believe what they want to believe.

Even though the parties involved issued announcements and statements over and over again, looking for evidence to defend themselves, it seems that they are just trying to cover up.

——Who will believe your nonsense, rich people are bastards, fucking perverted

——Stop explaining, explaining is covering up!Fei family bastards, get out of EVIL!Get out of the Federation!

—Shh, be careful what you say upstairs!There are a lot of perverted dogs kneeling and licking in the government/government, beware of JC knocking on your door in the middle of the night...

——Hehe, nobleman?Can't afford to be provoked, the expensive circle is really chaotic!Hide it!

In front of that Rashomon, the truth is unimportant, right and wrong are unimportant, black and white are unimportant.

This is EVIL, nicknamed the capital of sin. The most important thing here is naked crime, not to mention conspiracy and calculations with justice as the skin.

The teenager was screaming, and everyone was having a carnival.

"Don't look at it."

Ji Gu, who was kneeling on the ground, tried to hug the young man again, but when he stretched out his hand, the person in front of him disappeared, leaving him in a state of embarrassment.

"Chai Jiu... classmate"

He collapsed holding the beer bottle, and when he opened his eyes again, the room was still empty.

The so-called youth is nothing but an illusion brought about by alcohol.

This year, the red faction ushered in an unprecedented devastating blow. First, the candidate it was preparing to support was exposed to a sex scandal, which aroused strong dissatisfaction among the people and caused the approval rate to drop to a freezing point. Under the influence of sex propaganda, the data gradually picked up, but at this time, such appalling incidents of abuse broke out again.

The red faction, which was already unstable internally, lost its last hole card.And Fei Shi, who was originally a strong outsider, also lost his last vitality.

Before that, the small and medium-sized noble families who had been vassalized by Fei for generations all chose to defect or quit within a short period of one year. Among the powerful families, there was only one Ji family who was still clinging to the ancient family. Nobility's reputation.

In the past six months, the Ai family has been trying to win over the Ji family with benefits. After all, the quick-witted Ai family are more used to convincing each other and solving problems at the negotiating table than fighting each other. They are natural diplomats who are eloquent. .

They successfully instigated the rebellion of the Lang family and the Zhai family who were attached to the Ji family. The Ji family who lost their two arms at the same time will be in an unprecedented predicament, and the young heir who has just fallen in love is undoubtedly the best breakthrough. Threat, it can be successfully won.

Unexpectedly, a certain reckless man got in the middle of it, and then used the bloodiest and most violent means to forcibly end everything like a knife cutting through the mess.

"You politicians and businessmen are just hypocritical. You have nothing to do with soft policies. Obviously very simple things make you so complicated. Negotiations and negotiations are really boring. See, I am just a kid kidnapped by you. I recorded a 'small video' to share with everyone, and the problem was solved by myself."

The red-haired man who bears the name of a 'reckless man', manipulates public opinion with capital, and manipulates the so-called 'public opinion' spreads his hands with a look of disapproval.

"So let's kill all the guys who are in the way. If you can't kill them, just make up some crimes... Anyway, Fei's family is a bunch of moldy old antiques. Why wait until the election is over to clean up, so that they can be eliminated directly. Isn't it great?"

This self-made foreign beggar from a grassroots background is now a tycoon who monopolizes EVIL's entire media industry. It is logical that he officially ascended the throne this year and became the uncrowned king after Yi Chen.

In the era dominated by Yi Chen more than ten years ago, about 70 people were smuggled into EVIL every year. Today, this number has exceeded 100 million.

Myths are being staged here every day, and the dreams of countless people have been fulfilled here.

Tragedy is being played here every day, and the graves of countless people have been cast here.

The big and small people who traveled across the ocean, with different ideals and pursuits, came to this legendary land full of gold; came to this legendary city that bred countless evil spirits.

This place is ugly, dirty, and nasty, and everyone despises it from the bottom of their hearts... This place is beautiful, rich, and sacred, and everyone loves it from the bottom of their hearts.

101.

The 17-year-old Chai Jiu didn't know what role he would play in the tug-of-war about rights. Even after several years, he was still not interested in news and public opinion, and only obsessed with doing a good job. Ordinary people who work and know little about political current affairs.

He didn't know who was manipulating everything, he didn't know the struggle between the old aristocracy and the capitalists, he didn't know what kind of crisis he was involved in, and he didn't know what he would face in the future.

In fact, no one can give him a correct answer.

No matter how swift and violent the torrent of history is, it seems insignificant to the insignificant little people.Those teenagers and girls who were in their youth just happened to be chess pieces on the chessboard, butterflies flapping their wings, engulfed by the frenzy, and stumbled forward.

And what you can see in front of you doesn't seem to be a good thing.

Following the fall of the Yi family, the Fei family, which was once the oldest noble in EVIL, finally officially withdrew from the stage of history in the second year of No. 60 when it was brought into the Federation, announcing that the three big families of Yi, Fei and Ai jointly ruled the city. The era is over.

And those remaining small aristocratic families also fell apart shortly thereafter.They should have been destroyed along with the dynasty 60 years ago, but they survived by relying on the part of the large wealth accumulated by their ancestors that was not taken away by the Federation, and then each married and signed a covenant to occupy resources. With the remaining strength, the glory of the family and the right to speak of the city are maintained.

Now the decline of the nobles has greatly increased the resource space that can be occupied, and some small capitalists in the past have been able to grow, such as the Lang family and the Zhai family that were split in the same season. In the following ten years, they rose rapidly and developed into one of the new forces of EVIL. member.

Of course, that's all for later.

After Chai Jiu learned that it was impossible to reattach her two broken fingers, she didn't react too much.

In the past 17 years, he lost his right eye, half of his face, two fingers, and almost lost his entire left hand due to wound infection. His soul was torn apart several times until it was fragmented.

He didn't care much about all that, but he never thought that the last thing the creator left for him was a completely broken Ji Mi.

Chai Jiu has never seen Ji Mi like this.

He still took care of himself as meticulously as before, peeling fruit for him, pouring warm water and hot milk, combing his hair, trimming his nails, reading lengthy poems in foreign languages, and playing the piano to lull him to sleep.It makes people often have an illusion, as if they are still on that small island surrounded by sea water, watching the sunrise and sunset, living an incredible life of only two people.

But...but...something is different.

That cautious posture, that soft voice that was trembling but still trying to maintain, that kind of forced smile.

This once radiant person suddenly withdrew his splendor, leaving only a small and humble husk that was always ready to crawl on the ground.

Every move of this person is naked/naked/naked, implying that he is pleasing him, he is pleasing him.

Ji Gu didn't even dare to touch him, let alone ride up to bully him and make fun of him in a coquettish way like before, only dared to secretly kiss his forehead while he was asleep.

Several times, Chai Jiu, who was pretending to be asleep, felt in the dark that Ji Mi's cold fingertips touched her cheek, first rubbed it for a while, and then slowly moved to the bandaged left hand.Ji Gu's uneven breathing was particularly abrupt in the quiet night, and then the hot, tear-like liquid dripped on Chai Jiu's wrist.

The idiot was about to cry, but he buried his face in the quilt for fear of waking him up, and refused to make a sound.

Chai Jiu felt as if an uncomfortable thorn was stuck in her throat.

The reason he pretended to be asleep was because he didn't want to see Ji Mi coaxing him to sleep softly with such a humble appearance.

But now he finds that the Ji Mi after he 'fallen asleep' is more uncomfortable than the Ji Mi when he was awake.

"Ji, Ji?"

In the darkness, Chai Jiu vaguely heard a strange female voice.

"Miss Ark..."

Ji Mi, who was buried under the quilt, responded with a strong nasal voice.

At the moment before falling asleep, Chai Jiu felt that the woman's voice seemed familiar, in short, there was an indescribable sense of familiarity.

102.

For the first time, Chai Jiu felt confused and powerless, and he could hardly find out what the problem was.

He wanted to ask straightforwardly, but Ji Mi seemed to unilaterally block his language and even eye contact with him.

The idiot was like a criminal serving a prison sentence in shackles. He stayed by the boy's side tremblingly, neither talking to him nor stopping him from doing anything.

Even if Chai Jiu smoked in front of him, she couldn't hear a word of objection from the other party.

Everything he wanted to eat, books to read, and things he wanted were piled up in front of him like a hill.Ji Mi seemed to be afraid that doing so would not satisfy people, so she asked people to go shopping outside in different ways.

Chai Jiu never had such a strange experience in her nearly orphaned youth.

At this moment, he felt like being infinitely pampered and spoiled.

And memories like this seem to go back far, far, to the time when my father was not bankrupt and my mother was still in good health.

With the birth of his younger sister, half of the love he could get was taken away; later, his father became a lunatic who took drugs/drunk, and he lost his father; later, his mother fell into a coma, and he lost his mother .

After that, he had nothing left.

In this way, he was completely deprived of the right to be a child, and lived like an adult; he could no longer act like a baby, could no longer show weakness, could no longer act like a rascal, and was even less likely to be loved and forgiven.

So he began to maintain a relatively indifferent attitude towards things, seldom obsessed with anything, and once he made up his mind, he could stop it very quickly.

So fanatically in love with competitive sports, but it can be said that if you don’t play football, you really don’t touch the ball anymore. You can say that you once smoked and smoked, or you can say that you quit once you quit and you really don’t smoke.

But even if I don't like reading anymore, even if I was a crane tail since I was a child, I have always insisted on studying. Even if I train day and night in the sports school, I never leave my homework.During the year of detention, I kept pushing myself to keep improving until I was admitted to Mars with the best grades.

Even Ji Mi, who looks mature and stable, has alcoholism and often tries extreme sports such as rock climbing and surfing to find excitement.

Chai Jiu, on the other hand, has almost no desires other than satisfying food and clothing to make life a little better.Sex, alcohol, marijuana, game consoles, motorcycles...these things that EVIL teenagers of his age are passionate about, seem to have nothing to do with him.

He seems to understand a little bit why he, who has always been self-disciplined and restrained, started to violate the principles again and again after meeting Ji Mi, started playing football again, started smoking again, and even did so many things that he couldn't believe.

Because... In this ignorant relationship that needs to be tested a little bit, Chai Jiu, who is almost an adult, accidentally catches the last bus and finds a little fun of being a bear again.

You can be willful, you can lose your temper, you can play petty temper, you can be unruly, you can make trouble for no reason, and you can do whatever you want.

He wanted to get into Ji Gu's arms, wanted to be touched on the head, wanted to be kissed, wanted to listen to those useless thoughts, and then pretended to be impatient and plugged his ears and yelled 'don't listen, don't listen', and then Was pinched a few times.

Want to play pranks, be smart, make mistakes, get attention; also want to be cool, want to show off, want to show off, want to be praised...

The most important thing is wanting, wanting, wanting to be liked.

But the reality is that Ji Mi seems to be afraid of him, so scared to death.

103.

"why?"

Chai Jiu tilted her head and looked at the dessert plate, and asked a question that she had always wanted to ask.

"Why are you afraid of pudding?"

The boy patiently crossed it with a fork while waiting for an answer.

"..."

Ji Mi's eyes wandered around, trying not to let his eyes stay on the small smooth, elastic translucent object, as if goosebumps had already appeared all over his body.

It seems that instead of snacks, there are live toads/toads/toads, or other disgusting things.

Chai Jiu found that every time he took a bite, the other party's Adam's apple rolled up and down violently, as if he was swallowing hard, as if he was about to vomit but he kept holding back, his pale cheeks turned blue from holding back .

"I won't eat it."

Chai Jiu said suddenly, pushing the plate forward.

"You can finish eating for me."

Aren't you afraid of me?Don't you ignore me?Aren't you unwilling to talk to me?Don't you want to please me?

With a stomach full of grievances and resentment, the boy thought viciously.

Then you will eat them all!Then you just keep pretending like this!

Let's see how long you hold on!

Ji Mi's face instantly became ugly, like a cat with its hair blown up.

"Hurry up, don't waste it."

Ji Mi froze for a long time with a stiff body, and finally started to move.

His hands were shaking like he had Parkinson's disease. He dropped the fork several times in a row. He knelt on the ground and tried to pick it up. He didn't even bother to wipe it, so he held it firmly in his hand.His eyes were full of fear, and his cold hands tried to bring a small piece of pudding to his mouth, but stopped halfway.

"Vivian..."

I saw Ji Mi bent down and pinched his neck, almost retched, but tried his best to suppress it, just chanted a certain name in a low voice with his head down.

Chai Jiu clenched her hands tightly under the quilt.

"enough……"

He did not expect this to happen.

After hearing this, Ji Mi raised her head and looked up at him blankly, with that dazzling, flattering smile still carefully on her face.

Chai Jiu felt as if he had punched the cotton with his fist.

He just wanted to see the old Ji Mi.

The one who shines, the one who shines, the one who is confident, the one who plays tricks and says 'no' to him.

Not the way it is now.

Chai Jiu covered her face, feeling desperate for the person in front of her.

What he has been looking forward to is a big living person with flesh and blood and temper.

Even if it is annoying, stupid and annoying sometimes, even if OCD sometimes makes people crazy, even if sometimes there are many girls around, it makes people feel sour in their mouths.

Even if he is a pervert who masturbates with props in a toilet cubicle, a masochist who is so excited when he is scolded for a few words, his tail is cocked and kicked for two times, and he is a serious man who shuts the door outside and does nothing敢做的斯文败类，是个爱闹爱折腾给点颜色就敢开染坊的笨蛋，总之欠艹又欠揍的讨厌鬼。

That's...it doesn't matter.

Chai Jiu sucked hard on her sour nose.

At the very least, it's not the soulless, obedient puppet now!

104.

"Do you have any other orders?"

The maid delivering breakfast put the trays of food by Chai Jiu's bedside.

"..."

The boy looked into the maid's eyes and asked.

"Where is he?"

No answers, no explanations.

Chai Jiu waited for a few days before finally realizing that this chaotic farce is not over yet, and Ji Mi, who is one of the protagonists, fled shamefully.

He can still see each other in newspapers or on TV, and he can still hear his news from the people around him.

But he just couldn't see him.

All the 'busy' and 'forced' are excuses, there is only one fact, and that is——

Not only did he dare not say 'I'm sorry', he didn't even dare to face him, he only dared to stay away from him, but he still ordered people to satisfy all his wishes to the maximum extent.

Chai Jiu didn't expect that when he was watching TV news at night, he took a second look at a certain mechanical battleship that flashed by, and the next morning the fully assembled model was neatly placed on his bed I just paid more attention to a certain popular star while watching a football game, and the next day the cabinet was full of posters and peripherals.

Ghosts want these things...

The boy was smoking a cigarette in agitation, his heart was wrapped in a strong sense of powerlessness.

Something unseen was broken, and he tried to connect it, but couldn't figure it out.

He randomly flipped through the biological album in his hand, accidentally scanned a page, stared at the white and fat little seal, and casually praised its cuteness. The next moment he came to his senses, he wished to bite off his tongue in regret.

The maid standing aside had already quickly written it down in a small notebook.

Little Mole didn't bother to think about how Mr. Cat would make a phone call to negotiate with the aquarium.

"Madam invites you to have afternoon tea," said the maid.

The little mole who did not wait for Mr. Cat, but waited for another unexpected person.

It was the chestnut-haired woman wearing a black gauze hat. She was wearing a simple and elegant black tea party dress, and she was wearing an ancient wedding ring on the ring finger of her left hand holding a parasol.

The umbrella tilted slightly, exposing the woman's deep blue eyes.

"How are you, Uncle and Auntie?"

Chai Jiu hesitated, not knowing what to call this lady whose facial features were carved out of a mold.

"I know about you and Kitten." The woman said while holding the cane, as if holding an ancient Western rapier.

Take it easy and calm.

103.

Ji Mi was lying on the cold floor, fiddling with the hand/gun unconsciously, he unloaded the clip with a 'click' and took out the bullets one by one and placed them on the ground, staring blankly for a while.Immediately afterwards, he nervously filled the gun with bullets and pointed the muzzle at his chin. "Pa" he murmured silently, hooking the corners of his lips in an unclear manner.

"Ji, don't be like this, cheer up!"

Miss Ark, who was shut outside the door, called out to him.

"No matter what kind of problem, we always have a way to solve it!"

He seemed unable to hear.

"Ji, Ji?"

She was locked, she couldn't get in, she couldn't see him.

Ji Mi was in a trance, and suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of relief.

No one can control him.

Ji Mi lazily turned over, and found a syringe from a mess of sundries and empty wine bottles.

Suddenly, a high-heeled shoe stepped on the back of his hand.

"You are really a bad boy who can't learn well."

The blond woman who took off her glasses looked down at him condescendingly.

"Miss Noah..."

It took several seconds for Ji Mi to react, and murmured.

"I've said it earlier, to treat a bad boy like you, you must use extraordinary measures."

Miss Noah tore off her white coat, revealing a tight black leather jacket.Her voice is hoarse and magnetic, completely different from Miss Ark, lazy and sexy, which makes people fall involuntarily.She patted Ji Mi's face with the pointer, and whispered into his ear.

"Let me check, what I taught you, how much do you still remember now?"

In a trance, Ji Mi seems to have returned to the night when she was 14 years old and discovered her truest side.Hearing the crisp snap of fingers, his limbs moved before thinking, and he crawled to the woman's feet and knelt down.

It's about to start...

"One, two..."

The whip lashed his back, making him feel like an electric shock while in pain.

"three……"

This only little bit of happiness is what he looks forward to most in a day.

It's long overdue.

Look, just like this, how simple and easy it is to recognize what kind of scumbag you are, put on your collar and lie down obediently on the ground waiting for your master's judgment.

No more worries, no more worries.

"Fifteen, sixteen..."

Ji Mi looked at the reflection in the mirror with disdainful eyes, and silently cast aside.

How disgusting, how dissolute, how shameless... is simply unworthy of a human being.

It's just such a slut wrapped in human skin, well-dressed to deceive everyone, knowing that there are dangers around him, and dragging an ignorant boy into the water with flattering words without shame, causing the other party to be tortured because of him His body was bruised and bruised.

"29, thirty, 31..."

It's ridiculous to imagine that nothing happened after committing the unforgivable sin.

That boy must have hated him to the core, but he still stalked him shamelessly, as if he could be forgiven that way.

"47, 48, 49..."

He simply wasn't fit to be treated in any tender way.

Whether it's slapping, whipping, trampling, suffocation, or electric shock...

Where the end of all pain leads to the top of happiness.

His heart instinctively longed for the light, but his body was uncontrollably indulgent, heading towards destruction little by little.

At this moment, Chai Jiu bit her lip and stood hesitantly in front of the door with one hand on the doorknob, not knowing whether to push it away.

He definitely believed that he heard a woman's voice.

"53...54..."

Ji Mi inside the house was moaning/groaning wildly under the whip, his eyes were out of focus, his thoughts were drawn away, and there was only a blank in his mind.

Suddenly, with the sound of a 'click' pushing the door, everything around became quiet.

History is always strikingly similar.

Chai Jiu stood at the door with a complicated expression, examining the messy room and this absurd scene.

He was ready to face all possible scenes with a calm attitude, but he didn't expect at all——

There was neither a woman in white wearing glasses and a medical record book, nor a woman in black wearing high heels and holding a whip in the room.

Nothing.

There was only Ji Mi, who was panting and limp on the ground, holding a long whip in his hand.

The author has something to say: the story is coming to an end~ all the mysteries and black history will be revealed, Mr. Cat has always had serious psychological problems, and his situation is much more complicated than that of the little mole. It is not easy to be sincere until now It's gone... so let the little mole meet the mother-in-law in advance