destroy me, heal me

Under the dim light, the peace talisman placed on the table suddenly turned bright red little by little, as if stained with blood.An old man and a young man sat in front of the table, and the old man's narrow eyes were fixed on the peace amulet on the table.

The child opened his eyes wide and asked, "Grandpa, is it really stained with Daddy's blood? Is Daddy injured? Will it be very painful? In this way, will Uncle Lu come back to life?"

The old man said, "Talk a lot."

Child: "...Oh."

The old man waited until the safety talisman completely swallowed up the blood, and raised two fingers to drive the safety talisman to float up, following the direction he was moving, until it moved to the bed. on the injured body.

The child watched tremblingly, and blocked his mouth with his small fist in fear, his eyes were glistening.

In the early morning, the sound of birdsong pierced through the broken windows. In the old house, a pale man slowly opened his eyes. He turned his head, and there was a little boy sleeping beside him.Looking at the little boy's slightly pursed mouth, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.He hadn't remembered why he had to breathe a sigh of relief, but he felt the need to.

He sat up and got out of bed.The house is like an abandoned house, full of dust.When he landed, he noticed that his limbs were a little weak. He walked to the door and saw an old man squatting by the field, smoking an old-fashioned pipe.

"Uncle Lu." When he walked over and slowly moved to the old man's side, all the memories came flooding back.He remembered that he was shot 4 times, and then, together with Xiao Yuan, was thrown into the river.

He stopped and raised his hands in astonishment. He was not dead, and there was no sign of injury on his body.

Lu Sheng turned his head to look at him, he knew that it was Lu Sheng who saved him.

Sitting next to Lu Sheng, he didn't know what to say, the words for this kind of life-saving grace were too pale.

Lu Sheng said: "There is a life-protecting talisman on the child, and it is that talisman that saved your life."

Lu Huaijin asked, "Give me the life-saving talisman? What about Xiaoyuan?"

Lu Sheng said: "Lu Lixi's fate was forcibly changed, and half of his lifespan was lost. The half of his lifespan belongs to this child. He has Lu Lixi's blessings and lifespan, so nothing will happen."

Lu Huaijin's eyes widened. This was the first time he had heard of this.He asked anxiously: "Half of his lifespan? Then how much of his lifespan...is left?"

But Lu Sheng said: "Lu Lixi has great merits and virtues, and he can turn danger into safety in everything."

Lu Huaijin calmed down and said, "Uncle Lu, thank you. By the way, how could you..."

Lu Sheng's body began to disappear, and Lu Huaijin was shocked: "Uncle Lu? Uncle Lu?! What's wrong with you?"

Lu Sheng said: "My root is not here, but I forcibly broke the root and came here. Life will naturally pass away like a tree. After I die, take my place under the tenth tree in Dongshan Mountain Forest, where Suzaku is located. , set up a tomb of clothes and crowns."

Lu Huaijin stretched out her hand in vain, but caught a piece of nothingness.He clenched his fists, knelt down on the ground, and kowtowed three times in pain.

Xiao Yuan came out rubbing his eyes, and when he saw Lu Huaijin, he rushed towards him screaming, "Uncle Lu! Uncle Lu! Uncle Lu!"

Lu Huaijin took him into his arms, and Xiaoyuan cried, "Uncle Lu, I thought you were dead! I was so scared! Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... It's...an old grandpa saved us..."

Lu Huaijin patted him on the back to comfort him, and said, "Stop crying, let's go back and find Daddy."

Yi Chenyuan nodded.

I don't know how long it has passed, Lu Lixi and the others must be in a hurry.Yi Chenyuan suddenly took out a dozen old banknotes from his pocket, and said, "Grandpa left it behind. He told me last night that he would leave early this morning."

Lu Huaijin took it and took a deep breath.He took Yi Chenyuan to stop and go, but he couldn't find anyone to ask for directions.After finally seeing a small grocery store, Lu Huaijin asked Yi Chenyuan: "Is Xiao Yuan hungry?"

Yi Chenyuan nodded, and said: "A few days ago, grandpa would come out and bring biscuits back to eat. After eating so many biscuits, it would be a disaster if dad knew about it when he went back."

Lu Huaijin smiled: "It's okay, this is a special situation, Daddy won't blame Xiao Yuan, okay? Let's go."

Going to the store, Lu Huaijin chose a few breads that were acceptable under the strange eyes of the owner. Finally, he said with a bit of death: "Dude, does that one have any clothes? Can you sell me a set?"

According to the instructions, Lu Huaijin quickly walked out of the village and found the station.Along the way, Yi Chenyuan laughed at him childishly: "Uncle Lu's clothes are really funny! Hahahaha..."

Lu Huaijin's hair is like a bird's nest, wearing a shirt with plum blossoms and old blue trousers that don't fit well, she looks like a bumpkin who just entered the city, so when he pulled Yi Chenyuan into the car, the conductor looked at him With one glance, he yelled: "Hey hey hey, the bumpkins are buying tickets! Give me money!"

Lu Huaijin thought that no one knew him anyway, and his image was gone, so she raised her neck and yelled back in a rough voice: "Why are you yelling at me? You look down on people, don't you? Baby!"

Yi Chenyuan took out a dozen of Grandpa Mao from his pocket, and the conductor rolled his eyes at him: "Go and sit here, you are really a rural person, you can't afford to mess with him."

Lu Huaijin said: "I remember you, the job number is xxx, and the operating vehicle plate number is XXXXXX. Ms. Wang, she serves customers with discrimination between urban and rural areas. Who hasn't paid you to take your car for nothing, right? Why are you angry? , just wait, I will complain to you. My dad is Li Gang, if you dare to work with this attitude, you will definitely meet a billionaire who collects rags next time, and then you will know what it means to judge people by their appearance."

The conductor didn't dare to say anything.

Yi Chenyuan pulled Lu Huaijin down, and said quietly: "Uncle Lu, you are really amazing. You really look like a superhero, even the bad guys are afraid of you."

Lu Huaijin laughed a few times.

The two of them changed several trains and subways, and finally returned to the center of Guangzhou.Lu Huaijin first bought a set of clothes for Yi Chenyuan and took him back to her residence. After both of them washed clean, they went to look for Lu Lixi.

Lu Lixi was neither at home nor in the store.When Lin Feifei saw them, she almost collapsed with joy and couldn't believe her eyes.She roughly told Lu Huaijin about the situation, and then planned to call Lu Lixi and call him over.

When Lu Huaijin heard that Lu Lixi's nervous system was damaged and his memory was disturbed, he stopped Lin Feifei.He said: "Then, our sudden appearance will also irritate him. How about this, please help me to contact Mr. Yi. Let him come here alone, don't bring Xiaoxi here."

After Yi Jiangliu came over, he rushed into the store.

"Daddy! Daddy!" Yi Chenyuan also rushed towards him. He took Yi Chenyuan, held him tightly in his arms, and checked his body carefully, saying, "I'm not here Are you dreaming? Xiao Yuan..."

He wept with joy.The father and son cried for a while holding their heads. Yi Jiangliu hugged Yi Chenyuan on his lap and sat on his lap, saying, "Thank you."

Lu Huaijin shrugged: "It was just an unsuccessful rescue, I am ashamed."

Yi Jiangliu looked at his back: "Your injury..."

Lu Huaijin said: "It's no big deal to wear a flesh-colored body armor."

Yi Jiangliu: "..."

Lu Huaijin said: "How about Xiaoxi? I ​​came to you first, all for Xiaoxi's sake. I heard that his memory has problems? Because I was afraid of irritating him, I didn't dare to take Xiaoyuan to see him rashly. In this case, I'm afraid I have to go to the hospital for medical treatment first, let the doctor guide his memory a little bit, let him gradually recover his memory, and then let Xiao Yuan appear in front of him, it would be better."

Yi Jiangliu nodded: "I will take him to the hospital first, see what the doctor says, and then contact you." He lowered his head and touched Xiaoyuan's head, "During this time, I will live with grandma first. How is Dad's house? Daddy thought that something happened to Xiaoyuan, he was greatly stimulated, and now he is sick, and when Dad cures Daddy, he will let Xiaoyuan meet Daddy right away, okay?"

Yi Chenyuan nodded with red eyes.

——*——

Yi Jiangliu took Lu Lixi to a follow-up visit. When he entered the hospital, Lu Lixi kept holding Yi Jiangliu's hand tightly, his palm was cold.Yi Jiangliu comforted him: "Don't be nervous, is it because you are afraid of injections? Huh?"

Lu Lixi looked away: "That's not it. It's just..." He leaned on Yi Jiangliu's shoulder, "What if I really become a psychopath? Will you not want me?"

Yi Jiangliu turned his head and stared at him affectionately: "I will always be with you until you no longer need me."

There was a little smile on Lu Lixi's lips, he stood on tiptoe, and quickly kissed Yi Jiangliu on the face.After being seen by people passing by, he lowered his head with flushed cheeks.

Yi Jiangliu's heart was hit by a sweet and bitter emotion, he approached Lu Lixi, and the two of them clasped their fingers tightly.

This is a treatment process that needs to be done step by step. If it is successful, then he will probably...lose Lu Lixi.He was on the bench, waiting absently.About an hour later, Lu Lixi came out with the doctor. Lu Lixi shrugged, her hair was almost soaked.

After thanking the doctor, Yi Jiangliu pulled Lu Lixi over and wiped his sweat with a tissue: "Why are you sweating so much?"

Lu Lixi's palms were also wet.With a trembling voice, he said, "Jiang Liu...Jiang Liu, when I was being checked inside, I accidentally fell asleep. I dreamed, dreamed that Huai Jin died. Huai Jin...is my elementary school classmate. , do you remember? I was really... scared to death." He tremblingly took out his mobile phone from Yi Jiangliu's pocket, called Lu Huaijin, and after hanging up, he happily Said: "Jiang Liu, Huai Jin said that he will come to Guangzhou to find me tomorrow!"

Yi Jiangliu smiled softly: "Okay."

Considering his relationship with Yi Jiangliu, Lu Lixi greeted Lu Huaijin in advance.It was agreed that Lu Huaijin would come over for dinner the next day, and Yi Jiangliu took Lu Lixi to buy a lot of vegetables.While Lu Lixi was busy at home, Lu Huaijin arrived.Yi Jiang went down to pick him up.

"The doctor said, we need to start with you. Let you guide him first and remember some things. Last time he remembered Xiao Yuan, he thought Xiao Yuan had an accident when he was very young. I also spent a lot of time on this matter. It took a lot of effort to divert his attention, and now if he is directly reminded of the scene of Xiaoyuan's accident, he will not be able to bear it." Yi Jiangliu walked in front and explained to Lu Huaijin.

Lu Huaijin shrugged: "Understood." In human terms, he is not that important to Lu Lixi.However, regardless of whether he can participate in the end, he is willing to let Lu Lixi live the best life.

After the door opened, Lu Lixi ran out with a shovel.He was wearing an apron, his hair was a little messy, and he looked very soft and cute.Lu Huaijin had mixed feelings in her heart, but nothing remained.He stretched out his hand: "Xiaoxi, long time no see."

Lu Lixi held his hand, bumped his shoulders, and teased, "Are you so much taller than me? But, you look so handsome. You should drink tea with Jiang Liu first!" He said, waving his hand again. He picked up the shovel and went into the kitchen.

Lu Huaijin and Yi Jiangliu were sitting in the living room. After all, they were rivals in love, and it was a bit embarrassing that they couldn't talk about Lu Lixi.Lu Lixi suddenly opened the door and said, "Jiang Liu, come and help me."

Yi Jiangliu got up, and after entering, Lu Lixi closed the door and asked Yi Jiangliu in a low voice, "I'm actually very nervous. Is Huaijin uncomfortable? Seeing us two big men together?"

Yi Jiangliu chuckled and shook his head.Lu Lixi said, "That's good, Jiang Liu, can you cut the garlic sprouts for me?"

"Yeah." Yi Jiangliu was cutting, a little absent-minded, and accidentally cut his finger.He withdrew his hand with a hiss.When Lu Lixi saw it, he nervously pulled his finger over and put it in his mouth regardless of the smell of garlic.

"Xiao Xi..." Yi Jiangliu called softly.

Lu Lixi pulled him out, took out the Band-Aid and pasted it on him, frowning and complaining: "Why are you so clumsy? Just stay outside, don't come in."

Lu Huaijin looked away and looked at the cup half full of water on the coffee table.

Before eating, Lu Lixi grabbed Yi Jiangliu's hand and looked at it, but he couldn't see anything, so he gave up.He greeted Lu Huaijin not to be polite. At the dinner table, Lu Huaijin was like an ordinary old classmate who hadn't seen him for ten years. He chatted with him about things in his hometown, and when he mentioned Lu Sheng, he just said that everything was business as usual.Lu Lixi listened, although he was a little emotional, he didn't seem to remember anything, for example, his uncle had passed away, and he went home to attend the funeral.

When Lu Huaijin went to take a bath, Lu Lixi sat next to Yi Jiangliu, and picked up his hand to look at it. He felt very uncomfortable seeing the scars on his palm that hadn't healed yet.Seeing him getting down again, Yi Jiangliu put his arms around his shoulders to comfort him: "Why do you still care about this little thing? Isn't it over? Huh?"

Lu Lixi raised his head: "Jiang Liu..."

Yi Jiangliu leaned against his forehead and murmured softly, "Be obedient."

The breath was wrong, and the lips touched faintly. This kind of atmosphere made the two of them involuntarily close their eyes and kiss together.

Lu Huaijin, who came out to get a towel, saw them kissing and was taken aback for a moment.Then, quietly fell back.He bent down and splashed cold water on his face. When he raised his head, his irritable but bewildered eyes were reflected in the mirror.

Talking until eleven o'clock, worried that Lu Lixi was tired, Lu Huaijin said that she was a little tired and wanted to rest.Lu Lixi put him in the guest room, and before going out, he said, "If there is anything else you need, just tell me." After he finished speaking, he froze for a moment, always feeling that this feeling was a bit familiar.

Lu Huaijin waved at him.

Back in the master bedroom, Yi Jiangliu just hung up the phone.He turned around, and Lu Lixi asked him, "Do you work overtime?"

Yi Jiangliu said: "It's so late, no more. Go to sleep."

Embracing each other under the blanket, Lu Lixi and Yi Jiangliu whispered: "Jiang Liu, do you still remember the time when you always went to our hotel to work part-time for me?"

of course I remember.Yi Jiangliu responded to him gently: "Have you missed the past?"

Lu Lixi said: "At that time, our beautiful and beautiful client liked you, and even confessed to you in public."

Yi Jiangliu rubbed his chin on his forehead: "Didn't I refuse?"

Lu Lixi grabbed his shirt tightly: "Actually, I was very scared and nervous at the time. I am a man and I can't have children. She is beautiful and can act like a baby. At that time, the two of you were surrounded by heart-shaped candles. In the middle, when she confessed to you with a beautiful rose, I was really disappointed."

——*——

Therefore, Lu Lixi didn't have the courage to read on.The confession was only halfway through, and he left the stage disheartened amidst the high spirits and high-pitched boos of the crowd.He returned to the dormitory and lay down on the bed in despair.At that time, Yi Jiangliu was already a junior, and he was already 18 years old.

An hour later, Yi Jiangliu came back.Lu Lixi curled up with her back to him, as if she was asleep.But he was actually awake all the time, just with his eyes closed.He heard the sound of Yi Jiangliu putting a bag of something on the table, and then went to take a shower.

There was no usual gesture of coming over to kiss his cheek.

Lu Lixi felt uncomfortably that Yi Jiangliu was definitely going to break up with him.

After drying his hair, Yi Jiangliu sat by the bed.Lu Lixi heard the rustling sound of taking out a bag, and then, Yi Jiangliu lay down, pressed against Lu Lixi's back, and took his hand.

Lu Lixi felt that something cold was wrapped around his middle finger. He opened his eyes and saw that it was a ring.Yi Jiangliu stretched out his hand and said, "Couple rings. We are passionately in love. In this way, no one will come to harass me. Don't you be jealous, little fool?"

Lu Lixi turned around and looked at him blankly.

Yi Jiangliu said: "I'm sorry, because I have a financial burden now, I can only buy a low-quality cushion first, and then make up for the limited edition later, okay?"

Lu Lixi's eyes were red, and Yi Jiangliu suddenly rolled over and pressed him under him, his breathing was a little short: "Since we both have uneasiness, then, tonight completely belongs to me, and let me only belong to you. My Baby." He stretched out his fingers and gently pressed the boy's soft lips, "Xiao Xi, can I?"

Lu Lixi blushed and said inaudibly, "Mmm..."

At that moment, Yi Jiangliu seemed to be possessed by a wild beast.With calm eyes, he put his fingers into the boy's mouth and twirled the slippery soft tongue.He used his fingers, lips, and tongue to ignite fires all over the boy's body, forcing out sweet moans and unbearable writhing.

The young man sat on him, shaking his waist shyly, being teased and possessed by him, and having sex with him.In the wonderful first experience of being connected with each other, they fell into the clouds and clasped their fingers tightly.

——*——

"However, you still came back to me. At that time, I seemed to suddenly realize what it's like to say, 'Once the sea was too difficult for water, except that Wushan is not a cloud'."

It was the first time Yi Jiangliu heard Lu Lixi express these feelings to him that he had never told him before.He gently kissed the top of Lu Lixi's head, his heart was incredibly soft.

Lu Lixi added: "When I was not familiar with you, the words you said to me pulled me out of the abyss. You said, I will definitely achieve something, but I think my greatest achievement is Made you fall in love with me and made you mine. I always thought, you must be an angel in the sky. When I was at my worst, it was you who came down from the sky with a halo and saved me."

I don't know why, these feelings that were once deeply buried in his heart, unexpectedly surfaced very clearly during the time when his memory was confused.He suddenly wanted to tell Yi Jiangliu these feelings.He was afraid that one day, he would forget all these feelings. He was afraid that Yi Jiangliu would never know how important he was to him.

"Jiang Liu, if one day I forget you too, you must remember to chase me back and keep me by your side."

Yi Jiang's throat choked up: "Then...what if...you don't love me anymore? Can I keep you by my side? "

Lu Lixi hugged him tightly: "I don't love you? Then I should just talk about it, but I definitely love you in my heart..." As if he was tired, he murmured and fell asleep, but his hands were still tight Grabbing Yi Jiangliu's lapel.Yi Jiangliu stared at his face all night, kissed his forehead, reluctant to close his eyes.