destroy me, heal me

When Lu Lixi woke up, he found himself lying in the hospital.

"Daddy...Daddy...are you awake? Daddy..."

He opened his eyes dimly, and saw Yi Jiangliu sitting beside Yi Chenyuan holding Yi Chenyuan.Yi Chenyuan was beside him with tears all over his face. He wanted to wipe Yi Chenyuan's face, but he couldn't. He wanted to comfort him, but he could only make a weak voice.

"Daddy...you were hit by a car yesterday. Daddy, you are not a good boy, how could you run on the road at a red light... woo woo woo..."

Lu Lixi could only look at Yi Jiangliu, and Yi Jiangliu helped Yi Chenyuan dry his face: "Stop crying. If you cry again, I'll take you back."

This trick is always very effective, unexpectedly, this time Yi Chenyuan cried even harder.He said: "It's all my father's fault! If it weren't for my father, the strange aunt would not have lived in the house, my father would not have moved out, and such a thing would not have happened! It is all my father's fault! Woohoo!"

Lu Lixi suffered a head injury. After regaining some strength, he struggled and raised his hand to touch Yi Chenyuan's face, and said softly, "Don't cry... Xiaoyuan. Daddy is fine."

Yi Chenyuan was still crying, and said intermittently: "I don't want Daddy to be separated from Daddy! If we don't separate, Daddy won't get hurt...I hate the current situation, I don't want to choose, I want everything...I want Daddy also wants daddy...I want you to reconcile! Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

No one can coax them.Lu Lixi's eyes were red, and when she couldn't bear it anymore, she raised her hand and quickly wiped her face dry.

Yi Jiangliu carried Yi Chenyuan out.

After the doctor came, Lu Lixi sat on the bed. He looked at his phone, and there was a message from Lin Feifei last night: Manager, if you wake up, please reply me.I don't know if anyone has delivered food to you. If not, I will take an hour at noon and one hour at night to cook and deliver it to you.It's okay, I'm just passing by, not troublesome.

Lu Lixi wiped his face, and replied: "No, someone gave it to me. Thank you. Thank you for your hard work. During this time, you can temporarily switch to straight sets, from 7:6 am to 3:[-] pm, with a break of [-] hours at noon. Hours."

Lin Feifei quickly replied to him: "It's okay, I have nothing to do when I go back. I'll be up until 10 pm. There are more customers in the morning and evening."

Lu Lixi replied: "Then I will pay you as overtime. You just fill out the attendance sheet yourself."

Lin Feifei didn't reply anymore.

When Yi Jiangliu came back with Yi Chenyuan in his arms, Yi Chenyuan was no longer crying.He holds a Superman balloon in his hand and still has a smile on his face.

"Daddy!" He rushed to Lu Lixi's bedside.

Lu Lixi patted his head and asked him, "Have you eaten? Are you hungry?"

Yi Chenyuan said: "I'm a little hungry. But it doesn't matter, Dad has asked Aunt Qing to bring food over. Daddy must be hungry too."

Lu Lixi was actually very thirsty, but he couldn't ask a child to help pour water, and he would never call Yi Jiangliu, so he had to endure it.He licked his lips and said, "Xiao Yuan, Daddy is fine, you have to obediently go to school tomorrow." He looked at Yi Jiangliu, "Can Zhong Yuan help deliver it these few days?"

Yi Jiangliu said, "Don't worry about it."

Lu Lixi stopped talking.

Yi Jiangliu stood up suddenly, poured a glass of water and put it on the table before walking out without saying a word.

Lu Lixi looked at the water on the table, took a long time to look away, and then patted Yi Chenyuan's head.

Yi Chenyuan said: "Daddy, Dad said he has something to do in the company this afternoon, so he left first. Don't worry, Aunt Qing will come to take care of you. Daddy, Dad is very nervous about you. He took me to the hospital yesterday afternoon When I was in the hospital, I heard that the hospital sent some not-so-good people to treat Daddy, so Dad ran to scold them, and they sent a good doctor to treat Daddy."

Lu Lixi didn't quite understand what Yi Chenyuan was expressing, he said, "Did Xiaoyuan go back to dad's house to sleep last night?"

Yi Chenyuan shook his head: "Here, there, I slept with my father." This is a single ward, and he pointed to the accompanying bed next to him, "The doctor said that someone needs to take care of Daddy, and Daddy was going to send me back Go home, I don't want to go back, so he let me sleep with him here."

Lu Lixi froze for a moment, then said, "Silly boy."

Yi Chenyuan suddenly said seriously: "Daddy!"

Lu Lixi lowered his head: "Huh?"

Yi Chenyuan said: "Daddy, can I discuss something with you? I have already told my father, and my father promised me that I can make up with Daddy. Just forgive Dad and make up with Dad, okay?" Xiao Yuan wants to live with Daddy and Dad, otherwise he will be unhappy."

Lu Lixi looked into his eyes: "Xiaoyuan...do you really want to live with Dad that much?"

Yi Chenyuan nodded heavily: "Xiao Yuan likes Dad!"

When Sister Qing delivered the food, she sighed in worry.When the freshmen finished their snacks and she was packing up the tableware and preparing to go back, Lu Lixi said, "Sister Qing, from now on, you can just bring Xiaoyuan's meals over here. I can handle it myself."

Sister Qing said: "Mr. Yi has told you to take good care of Mr. Lu. I definitely can't listen to Mr. Lu's request. Mr. Lu, don't worry, it's just a few meals, so you don't have to divide them so clearly."

After Yi Chenyuan understood, he looked at Lu Lixi with tears in his eyes: "Daddy, didn't you say you want to reconcile?"

Lu Lixi had no choice but to keep silent.

The next day, Yi Chenyuan went to school as usual.Lu Lixi fell asleep in a daze at noon, but when he woke up, he found Yi Jiangliu sitting beside the bed.He froze for a moment and sat up.

Yi Jiangliu handed him a glass of water, and he took it and drank it.

Yi Jiangliu said: "I sat here and kept looking at you. After watching for a long time, I almost thought that you are still the same you before. Nothing has changed."

Lu Lixi's Adam's apple moved slightly.He lowered his eyes and looked at the slightly swaying water in the glass.Yi Chenyuan's crying face was reflected inside.He spoke with difficulty: "This is the last time I make a request to you. The people who lied are Qi Jianxiao and your mother. Please...go and investigate...I really didn't do such a thing."

Yi Jiangliu held his forehead and buried his eyes in his palms.After a long time, he looked at Lu Lixi with red eyes: "Do you know..., since I was a child, what my mother paid the most attention to in educating me? Personality. She has always set an example, and she will never lie. If she has agreed to our affairs, she will not go back on her word. She used to be a teacher. She is not such a vicious person. Don’t you have any idea? When I lost my temper, who was the one who defended you everywhere? "

It was because of the clarity that Lu Lixi was reluctant to expose the truth.Now, it's time to say: "Then why... that person knocked Xiaoyuan out first? To prevent Xiaoyuan from seeing his face? Isn't it because the child can't be bribed?"

Yi Jiangliu was silent for a long time, and did not answer Lu Lixi's words.He said to himself: "Qi Jianxiao...Qi Jianxiao doesn't like men. He can spit out when he sees homosexual intimacy. How do you want me to believe that he raped you and not you? Sanchao drugs put him to bed?"

Lu Lixi's lips trembled: "He didn't rape|violate me, he just needed a video to frame me."

Yi Jiangliu said: "Even if he wanted to frame me, he framed me. Why did he frame you, who is worthless to them? Their family is richer than mine, and his sister was chased by a lot of people. You liked me because you pitied me after you did something like that, so you said you wanted to marry me when I was at my worst. Tell me, why did he frame you. "

Lu Lixi blinked her eyes, and her face became wet.He had never cried in front of Yi Jiangliu, but now, he felt that he had reached his limit.

Yi Jiangliu leaned over and stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on his face.He said: "Little Xi, from now on...from now on, never do this kind of thing again. I will put you next to me, you work for me, we go to and from work together every day...we will live like before Days. This time, I...for Xiaoyuan, I forgive you. I only ask you to change your life and make a new life. Let's...let's start over."

Such Yi Jiangliu, even if he thinks he has done such a shameless thing, is still willing to endure the disgust and say that he wants to reconcile with him.Perhaps, Yi Jiangliu once really loved him.

However, Lu Lixi didn't need this kind of love at all.

His eyelashes were already soaked, but he wiped his face dry and said, "Then get out."

Yi Jiangliu's hand fell through.

Lu Lixi's nose was red and her eyes were red, but she no longer shed tears.His voice was trembling, but his tone was decisive: "Yi Jiangliu, let's break the grace."

——*——

After rescuing Yi Chenyuan, Lu Lixi quit his job and began to meditate.At that time, Yi Jiangliu's mother had already accepted the matter between Lu Lixi and Yi Jiangliu.

Yi Jiangliu would not believe such absurd things, not to mention Bodhidharma had told him not to reveal the secrets, so he did not tell Yi Jiangliu the truth.The year before the retreat, Yi Jiangliu was abroad, and Yi Chenyuan was brought by Yi Jiangliu's mother, sleeping with Lu Lixi at night.Later, when Yi Jiangliu returned to China, he found that he was not at work and asked his mother to take care of the children every day. After that, he told him several times, but in the end he was allowed to go.

Later, Yi Jiangliu's company parachuted a deputy director, and that deputy director was Qi Jianxiao.Qi Jianxiao and Yi Jiangliu cooperated very well, so Yi Jiangliu would often invite Qi Jianxiao to his home for dinner.

After knowing about Lu Lixi's existence, although Qi Jianxiao will show "unacceptable" towards homosexuality, because of Yi Jiangliu, he will respect the two of them.

When Lu Lixi's retreat was finally over, something happened.

Yi Jiangliu was framed by someone from another department of the company to leak company secrets, and was sued in court for a claim of 1000 million.This lawsuit lasted for several months, and Yi Jiangliu spent a lot of money.

At that time, Lu Lixi was very anxious, running back and forth to find connections and evidence for Yi Jiangliu, and almost used up his small savings.

Then there was a sudden turning point.Qi recommended Xiao to go to Yi Jiangliu, saying that he had found evidence to prove that the company's secrets were not leaked by Yi Jiangliu, and that the evidence had directly pointed to the real traitor.Yi Jiangliu kept the evidence in the cabinet in the master bedroom, just waiting for the court to fight back.Going home that night, he found his mother and Yi Chenyuan passed out in the room, and the evidence disappeared.

Lu Lixi, who was running around for Yi Jiangliu, heard about it and rushed to the hospital in shock.Yi Chenyuan woke up soon, but Yi's mother did not wake up for a long time.According to the surveillance video, a well-dressed person wearing a hat broke into the house, but his identity could not be confirmed.

Because of the loss of evidence, Yi Jiangliu lost the lawsuit and was sentenced to one year in prison and compensated the company 500 million.

Yi Jiangliu became a pauper overnight.

Because the property was confiscated, Lu Lixi took Yi Chenyuan to temporarily live in a small community. It was at that time that Sister Qing invited Lu Lixi to take care of Yi Chenyuan.He was still running around for Yi Jiangliu. One day, Qi Jianxiao contacted him and said that there was a new progress.

He rushed to the coffee shop to meet Qi Jianxiao, but for some reason, he passed out.When I woke up, everything changed.

Yi Jiangliu was sent a video of Lu Lixi and Qi Jianxiao having sex. Qi Jianxiao pleaded guilty to Yi Jiangliu, saying that he felt very sorry for Yi Jiangliu, and he didn't want to do this.It was Lu Lixi who put medicine in his coffee, and Lu Lixi told him that Yi Jiangliu was finished and he wanted a new financial backer who was richer than Yi Jiangliu; Yi's mother also woke up and testified that she was knocked unconscious She and Xiaoyuan belonged to Lu Lixi, and the evidence was also found in the small house that Lu Lixi temporarily rented.

Relying on the lost and recovered evidence, Qi Jianxiao found a lawyer to overturn Yi Jiangliu's case and successfully won the case.Because of the misjudgment, the court not only returned all of Yi Jiangliu's property, but also compensated him another 500 million for mental damage.

Naturally, Yi Jiangliu would not go back to his previous company, so he registered a company by himself, using his rich experience and shrewd mind, he quickly started to do so.

After Yi Jiangliu got on the right track, Yi's mother proposed to travel.Yi Jiangliu thought she was too stimulated, so he signed up for a global tour group for her, wanting her to relax for a while.

And Lu Lixi... Just like Yi Jiangliu became a pauper overnight, Lu Lixi became a shameless villain overnight.

——*——

After only lying in bed for two days, Lu Lixi insisted on leaving the hospital.

Yi Jiangliu temporarily assigned Zhong Yuan to Lu Lixi, because Yi Jiangliu was still responsible for Xiaoyuan, so Lu Lixi did not refuse.

A week after the car accident, Lu Huaijin told Lu Lixi that he would come to Guangzhou soon, because he drove down. Lu Lixi sent him the location of the bakery and asked him to navigate directly to it.The agreed time happened to be Saturday, and according to the long-standing habit, Yi Jiangliu would come to the store to accompany Xiao Yuan.

On Friday afternoon, Zhong Yuan didn't come over, but Yi Jiangliu personally went to the kindergarten to pick up Yi Chenyuan to the store.

"Beep beep beep beep~" Yi Chenyuan ran into the store with a toy fire truck in his hand, "Where is the fire? The firefighting hero is here! Beep beep beep~"

Lu Lixi still had gauze wrapped around his head, and he brought a small piece of cake for Yi Chenyuan to eat when he went back.When he saw Yi Chenyuan running in, he warned: "Look at the road, little hero."

"Yeah." The little hero added in reverse order, "Daddy, I'm back! Hello, Sister Feifei!"

Lin Feifei smiled and waved at him.

Pulling the child out of the shop, Lu Lixi saw Yi Jiangliu's car.He paused for a moment, and Yi Chenyuan said: "Uncle Zhong is not free today, it was Dad who took us home personally."

After getting into the car, Lu Lixi leaned on the back of the chair, squinted his eyes, and Yi Chenyuan immediately asked, "Daddy...are you uncomfortable?"

Lu Lixi patted his head: "No, Daddy is fine."

Yi Jiangliu glanced at him from the rearview mirror, and said, "Xiao Yuan, don't disturb Daddy."

Yi Chenyuan stopped talking immediately, he took Lu Lixi's arm, leaned on Lu Lixi's body, and looked out the window with twinkling eyes.Lu Lixi closed her eyes again.

While waiting for the red light, Yi Jiangliu looked at Lu Lixi in the rearview mirror again.He could never forget the way Lu Lixi cried in front of him. He knew Lu Lixi's background, and he knew how Lu Lixi survived.In the past, no matter how much pain he suffered, Lu Lixi never cried.

He said he didn't do those things.

is that true?

Yi Jiangliu wiped his face, and now he began to strongly hope that this was true.But at that time, why didn't he even want to listen to his explanation, and just opened his mouth to insult and belittle him to the point of indignity?Maybe it's because he lost his mind when he saw him lying under other men in the video.

At that time, he even wanted to strangle Lu Lixi to death.

But now, see, Lu Lixi's heart softened once he cried.

When they got home, Lu Lixi was still awake.Yi Jiangliu asked Yi Chenyuan to get out of the car and carried the small cake and his schoolbag, and carried Lu Lixi back by himself.

I don't know if it was because of the pain and fatigue, but Lu Lixi fell into a deep sleep.

Yi Jiangliu cooked the meal, asked Yi Chenyuan to eat first, and then gave him a bath, but Lu Lixi still didn't wake up. At around 8 o'clock, Yi Jiangliu called Yi Chenyuan over and said, "Go and wake up Daddy. It's time for him to eat."

Yi Chenyuan nodded and ran into the room, walked to the side of the bed, gently touched Lu Lixi's face, and said softly, "Daddy, it's time to get up and eat."

After calling several times in a row, Lu Lixi finally opened his eyes.He sat up slowly, and when he got out of bed, Yi Chenyuan immediately called out: "Dad! Daddy can't stand still! Come and help Daddy!"

Lu Lixi: "..." He smiled helplessly, "Hey, Daddy is fine."

Yi Jiangliu walked in quickly.

Lu Lixi was just a little dizzy from sleeping for a long time.He propped up the table and cabinet on one side and walked slowly: "I'm fine. You go back, I'm fine."

Yi Jiangliu helped him without saying a word, and he didn't take the key and leave until he finished eating, changed his medicine and took a shower.

Lu Lixi asked Yi Chenyuan to stay in the room, went to the living room and called Yi Jiangliu who was about to open the door.

Yi Jiangliu turned around.Lu Lixi said, "Lu Huaijin...do you remember?"

A long time ago, there were almost no secrets between Yi Jiangliu and Lu Lixi.Yi Jiangliu always knew that Lu Lixi was supporting an old man in private, and the money was given by one of his elementary school classmates, that is, Lu Huaijin.Yi Jiangliu has always known about Lu Huaijin's existence, and also knows that Lu Huaijin is Lu Lixi's only true friend.

Lu Lixi said: "Lu Huaijin is going to come to Guangzhou to develop, and he will stay with me temporarily when he first comes down. He will go to the store to find me tomorrow. That person is Lu Huaijin, please don't..."

Don't what?

Lu Lixi was afraid that Yi Jiangliu would angrily accuse Lu Huaijin of being the "wild man" he had found in front of Yi Chenyuan, and he was also afraid that Yi Jiangliu would tear his dignity in front of Lu Huaijin.When those things just happened, he thought about finding out the truth of the things, but when Yi Jiangliu also abandoned him, he realized that he couldn't do anything at all.He couldn't resist Qi Jianxiao, and Qi Jianxiao told him that if he dared to take any action, Qi Jianxiao would post that video to every website, so that he would have no place in Guangzhou, and let Yi Chenyuan know that he What kind of person is he.

He is like a waste, who can only be squeezed and flattened.Only then did he realize what kind of life he had lived before.Yi Jiangliu once resisted all the malice in this world for him, so when Yi Jiangliu turned his back and became the person who led the malice, he was instantly drowned by the filth of the whole world.

He deeply knows how disgusting his weak appearance is, but Yi Jiangliu refuses to let him go, chasing after him every day to remind him: Hey, look, you are just such an incompetent trash, You are nothing without me.

He was afraid that Lu Huaijin would see himself like this.So, come and beg Yi Jiangliu.

Yi Jiangliu opened the door and left without waiting for him to finish speaking.The door was slammed shut.Lu Lixi then knew that he seemed to lose his last friend sooner or later.