destroy me, heal me

On Saturday, Yi Jiangliu picked up Yi Chenyuan very early.Lu Lixi took the bus to the store alone, and when he didn't need to accompany Xiao Yuan, he would stay in the store to help.Although Lin Feifei often persuaded him to rest for a few days because of his injury.

After the opening period, the store's business slowed down.Actually quite idle.Lin Feifei was guarding the cash register, while Lu Lixi took some materials and sat in the corner of the dining area, wanting to see how to expand business channels.

After 11 o'clock, Yi Jiangliu still didn't bring Yi Chenyuan back, so Lu Lixi called Yi Chenyuan's phone and watch.Yi Chenyuan quickly picked it up.Lu Lixi said, "Where did you go to play? Little hero."

"Ang...in...in this..." He seemed to ask Yi Jiangliu before saying, "in this million sunflower garden, Daddy!"

"After running so far, why don't you come back for dinner?" Lu Lixi even brought a meal.

Yi Chenyuan asked Yi Jiangliu again, and said, "Don't come back to eat, go back to eat at night, Daddy."

Lu Lixi said: "Okay, Xiaoyuan should be careful, you know? You can't go where your father can't see, and you can't get out of your father's sight. You can't walk with strangers, and you can't eat things given by strangers. You know ?”

Yi Chenyuan said: "Yeah. Okay! Daddy! I will bring a gift to Daddy tonight!"

Lu Lixi smiled and hung up the phone.

Lin Feifei glanced at him quietly, thinking that all the good-looking and good-mannered boys are all that.But this kind of thing is really easy to accept... It's so satisfying to be quiet, not to communicate hypocritically, and without intrigue, the boss is handsome, and you can see a family of three and three beautiful men every day.

When it was time for dinner, Lu Lixi called from a distance, "Feifei, let's go eat."

"Oh, okay." Lin Feifei put on her mobile phone, and when she walked to the door, a handsome man walked up to her.The man passed her by and walked into her shop.She couldn't help but stop and take a look.

Then she saw her boss hurriedly put down his work and walked towards the man. The man bent down slightly, and the smile on his face disappeared when he saw the gauze on his head.Her boss seemed to explain it casually, and the man was relieved.The two looked very familiar.

Fuck, is this a story that needs to be changed?No wonder the store manager began to frown every time Xiaoyuan's father came.

Lin Feifei's heart was surging for a while, and she went to eat a big bowl of noodles worriedly.

"I didn't expect you to be so early. I thought it would be a few hours late." Lu Lixi poured water for Lu Huaijin after busy work, "Are you hungry? I'll take you to dinner later. Now I'll take the pastry and put it on for you." Eat your stomach."

Lu Huaijin looked around at the decoration in the store: "No need. After driving for so long, I don't have much appetite now. Xiaoxi, your store is decorated very artistically."

Lu Lixi said, "It's just nonsense, what kind of artistic conception."

Lu Huaijin smiled and said, "When I just came in, I took a closer look at the surrounding commercial layout. In this place, the direction of the flow of people should be exactly opposite to the direction of your store door." He raised his hand and turned it at a right angle, "If the store can open a front door in this direction, the business will be much better."

Lu Lixi said: "Although that's what I said, but the neighbors can't get it. The competition here is too fierce. If someone is willing to pay a price higher than the market price, they must have rented it to him."

"Is that so?" Lu Huaijin tapped the cup wall.

"I'll take you to dinner." Lu Lixi put away the table, "I'm hungry too, let's go."

Lu Lixi took Lu Huaijin to a Cantonese restaurant and found a quiet private room.After ordering the dishes and sitting down, Lu Lixi asked him, "Work...what are your plans?"

Lu Huaijin said: "As I said last time, my friend's company is almost finished, and they are short of a trainer."

Lu Lixi poured tea quietly. Although he had no education, he didn't have much experience after he came out.But he still has a little experience.People like Lu Huaijin, although educated, have very single experience.Although the government works well, it often keeps them in a greenhouse.If they want to leave the greenhouse and venture out on their own, nine times out of ten they may be less oriented.He didn't say until after Lu Huaijin finished speaking, "Huaijin, I remember when we were in school, you were always the class monitor, and you are very talented in management."

Lu Huaijin said: "At that time, I liked to control others, haha. However, I have been in the government for several years as a junior, and I have always been controlled by others."

Lu Lixi asked again: "Then, what does your friend's company do?"

Lu Huaijin said: "I don't know much about it now. I just got a fever in my head, and I suddenly wanted to come out and see the city you live in, and what your rhythm is like."

Lu Lixi smiled and shook his head: "If you don't mind, can you tell me some basic information about your friend's company?"

After talking for several hours, when driving back, Lu Huaijin suddenly said to Lu Lixi: "The day you came back, Uncle Lu said something to me. I still don't understand what it means even now."

Lu Lixi looked at him: "What are you talking about?"

"Beware of gentlemen, stay away from villains." Lu Huaijin said, "Originally, Uncle Lu likes to say some inexplicable things, but in fact, you don't need to care about them. But I always feel that he said these words to me specially that day, as if there was something wrong with him." It seems to have a special meaning."

Lu Lixi smiled: "Then I'll go back and think about it for you. By the way, you haven't seen my son yet. He and..." He paused and said, "There are some things I want to talk about today. Talk to you tonight."

Lu Huaijin glanced at him, and always felt that he seemed to have something difficult to talk about.

As soon as the two entered the store, a figure rushed out, "Daddy!"

Lu Lixi caught the child, squatted down in surprise and looked at him at the same level: "Didn't you say that you will play for a long time?" He touched Yi Chenyuan's back and said, "Come on, change clothes with Daddy, sweating a lot. "

Yi Chenyuan said: "We came back first when we were tired from playing. Where did you go, Daddy? Why did you come back with this uncle? Who is this uncle?"

Lu Huaijin also squatted down, touched his face, and said, "Hello, kid, my surname is Lu, and I'm a friend of your dad's. You can call me Uncle Lu. Now, this is a gift for Xiaoyuan. "

"Wow!" Xiaoyuan's eyes straightened, it was a figure of All Might, "Thank you, Uncle Lu!" He ran in bouncingly with it, and went to find Yi Jiangliu.

Lu Lixi looked over and saw that Yi Jiangliu was packing up the keys of the table, looking very bad-faced.He bowed his head and said a few words to Yi Chenyuan, and then walked out expressionlessly.

Because Xiaoyuan and Yi Jiangliu are very close, Lu Huaijin thought this person was Lu Lixi's friend, and when he came over, she held out her hand and said, "Hello..."

Yi Jiangliu passed the two of them without looking directly, and left without saying a word.

Lu Lixi held Lu Huaijin's hand and pressed it down, saying, "I don't know that person well."

Lu Huaijin quickly returned to normal, and said: "Then you are busy, I will go play with Xiaoyuan for a while."

He walked up to Yi Chenyuan, Yi Chenyuan raised his head and said happily: "Uncle Lu, I like this toy very much! Thank you, Uncle Lu!"

Lu Huaijin never knew that Lu Lixi's son was so cute and attractive.He sat across from Yi Chenyuan, and said with a smile: "Did Daddy just say that he sweated too much and needs to change his clothes?"

"Oh, really." Yi Chenyuan jumped off the chair and ran towards Lu Lixi, "Daddy Daddy! Change your clothes! Or you'll catch a cold!"

Lu Huaijin folded her arms and looked away, looking outside the store.Yi Jiangliu just reversed the car and left in the dust.

He noticed a drastic change in Lu Lixi when he saw this man.It seemed very uneasy, very frightened.Who is this person?What is the entanglement with Lu Lixi?

"It's ready!" Yi Chenyuan ran over bouncingly, sat down opposite Lu Huaijin, and said, "Oh, I forgot to give the gift to Daddy!"

Lu Huaijin watched him take out a little doll from his small schoolbag, and asked him, "Is this Xiao Yuan's gift to Daddy? It's very cute."

Yi Chenyuan said: "Dad chose it. Dad said Daddy likes this." He played with the doll and straightened the doll's clothes.

Lu Huaijin reacted to his words for a moment, and asked, "Dad?"

Yi Chenyuan nodded: "Yeah. The one I left just now is my father." He pointed to Lu Lixi, "Here, that's my father."

Lu Huaijin said, "What about Xiaoyuan's mother?"

Yi Chenyuan shook his head: "I don't need a mother, it's enough to have a father and a father. However, recently, my father and my father had a quarrel, and my father was not happy, so I asked my father to buy a gift to coax my father. Ah! Alright... ...It's so beautiful!" He jumped off the chair again and ran towards Lu Lixi.

Lu Huaijin looked over, Lu Lixi took the doll, and happily kissed Yi Chenyuan's forehead.

is that so?Is his understanding correct?

——*——

Yi Jiangliu angrily tore off his tie and threw it away.He thought that an old classmate like this was just a short and poor guy, who knew he looked like a vixen.When the two of them walked together, they always turned their faces to look at his wife tenderly and politely, looking at his mother.

This kind of person doesn't feel at ease at first glance.Even though he thought that Lu Lixi would seduce Qi Jianxiao, he knew that Lu Lixi had always regarded this Lu Huaijin as a good friend.Therefore, he thought it was Lu Huaijin who knew about their divorce from Lu Lixi and wanted to take advantage of it.

As for Lu Lixi, Yi Jiangliu really didn't understand what he wanted him to do.

He is now richer than before, and he is willing to let go of the past, willing to beg him to come back in such a low voice, but he started to push his nose.

He picked up his mobile phone from the ground and checked the progress of the world tour group.At this time, someone made a phone call.

"Do you know what was wrong? If you know that you are wrong, I will show mercy and go back tomorrow." Qi Fanghui said.

Yi Jiangliu said, "What are you doing back?" and hung up impatiently.

Qi Fanghui, who had just entered the country, turned her head angrily and went abroad again.

Yi Jiangliu began to recall every detail of how he and Lu Lixi have walked together over the years.If Lu Lixi is still dissatisfied even after reaching this point, then what exactly is he dissatisfied with?

——*——

After coaxing Yi Chenyuan to sleep at night, Lu Lixi walked to the living room and sat next to Lu Huaijin.

He lowered his head, thought for a long time, and said, "Huaijin, there are some things I can't keep from you. Paper can't cover fire after all. In fact, Xiao Yuan is not my biological son, he is me and today. The man you saw was adopted together. The man today and I...we used to be lovers. His name is Yi Jiangliu. We were married in the United States, and then...later, divorced. That's...that's it. If You feel sick, I can help you find where you live, and you can stay in a hotel tonight..."

Lu Huaijin suddenly pressed him on the back of the sofa, he lowered his head, and the two of them got very close: "Divorced...so you are single now, right?"

Lu Lixi stared at him blankly.He whispered: "Then from now on, be prepared to be pursued by me."

Lu Lixi didn't realize what was going on at all, her eyes were wide open, and she was pressed in a daze.The scorching breath hit, Lu Lixi's lips were blocked, they were instantly pulled away, and the tip of his wet tongue penetrated.

When he came back to his senses, Lu Lixi grabbed Lu Huaijin's skirt and pushed him away. Both of them were breathing rapidly. A silver thread was pulled out of Lu Lixi's mouth. Lu Huaijin bent down and licked the corner of his mouth. .

"Huai...Huaijin..." Lu Lixi was enveloped in an ambiguous atmosphere, and his mind almost went blank.

Lu Huaijin gently stroked his back to comfort him: "Xiaoxi... I always feel that I am perverted, so I have never dared to come to you for ten years. I am afraid that you will think I am disgusting, and I am afraid that I will lose you. But ...But God seems to be good to me, if...if you are acceptable to men, and you are single now, then...try with me."

Those hazy memories finally broke through.Lu Lixi always thought that he had such a dream because he was drunk.The person in the dream seemed to be his best friend, confessing to him.

He felt ashamed of himself, so he buried the dream deep in his heart, and he didn't dare to show any abnormalities, for fear of being discovered and cast aside.

Lu Huaijin rubbed his forehead: "How is it?"

Lu Lixi pushed Lu Huaijin to sit up straight, still not knowing how to react.Things, too unexpected.He said in disbelief: "You...you like me?"

Lu Huaijin said: "Since I was very young, I only like to play with you. After you left, I suppressed it for a long time. I thought I would gradually forget you after a long time, but found that I love you The longing became stronger and stronger, and then I realized that I didn't want to fall in love with girls at all, and even..." His face flushed slightly, "During puberty...the fantasy object was you. While I felt that I was perverted, I can't help thinking about you. I thought, as long as I don't come to see you, I won't cross the line. Who knows that the first time I saw you when you came home last time, the love I suppressed for too long actually It gushes out. I know I'm finished, and I know I can't tolerate anyone in my life except you."

Lu Lixi never knew that in a corner he didn't know, there was another person who loved him like this.However, what can he do.He said: "Huaijin, you have misunderstood me too much. The one you love is just an overly perfect phantom imagined by you. Ten years, you don't know how long it takes to be alone. What kind of mundane appearance will be turned into. I don't know how to explain it to you. Maybe my words are too pale. But once you understand a little deeper, you will know that the dream lover fell into the mud. What a scene."

Lu Huaijin laughed lightly, and Lu Lixi took a deep breath, and said, "Huaijin, thank you for thinking highly of me and loving me so much. I won't feel troubled, let alone disgusting. Actually, you like me, then It's my honor. But some things have to be made clear. I can't hang on to you. We are best friends. I only have feelings for you like a brother and a friend. You shouldn't like me either. , we can't be together."

Lu Huaijin said: "Look, it's like this. If you don't like it, you don't like it. You will make it clear that you always like to think of others first. That's why I love you so much." He raised his hand and touched Lu Lixi "Well, I will try my best. If I can meet other people I like, I will like others. So, okay? I can't lose you as a friend, Xiaoxi. Forgive me."

Lu Lixi apologized in a low voice: "I'm sorry, Huai Jin." Then, he reprimanded loudly, "So you lost your job because of me? What kind of trainer did you come to Guangzhou to be? I'm not being polite. You really can do it, don't you want to go to heaven? You must be stupid in the small town, and run down to do this."

Lu Huaijin cried with a mournful face: "Is there anything wrong with doing that?"

Lu Lixi said: "That kind of position, if you pack me up, I can do it. If you do it, you're too talented to be useful, you know?"

"Then what should I do?" Lu Huaijin listened attentively, "I haven't come out to look for a job, and I don't know much about jobs outside. My friend asked me to go, so I went."

Lu Lixi said: "Don't go, just stay in my shop for a few days, I know that a position is quite suitable for you. But you need to contact to confirm first."

Lu Huaijin nodded: "Okay then."

After taking a shower and shaving happily, Lu Huaijin infiltrated all her daily necessities into Lu Lixi's domain.At first he thought that the most difficult offense and defense was actually that Lu Lixi didn't like men and even hated homosexuality.Who knows, this line of defense does not exist at all.

That being the case, it was expected that Lu Lixi would react like this.If it was his kind of friendship, as long as he obediently promises to listen to him and stop liking him, Lu Lixi can continue to get along with him without any barriers; but because of his personality, as long as he behaves like a little white sheep, Lu Lixi You will involuntarily want to help the other party and bring the other party under your own protection.Lu Lixi couldn't bear to be too unfeeling to a person who treated him so well, so he had to make Lu Lixi get used to his existence little by little.

As for things like work, it really doesn't matter.

After busy work, Lu Lixi cleaned up the guest room for Lu Huaijin, and said to him, "You must be tired from driving today, right? Tomorrow you can sleep in. Xiaoyuan won't go to school tomorrow morning, and I will have a few hours of free time. Get up and make you breakfast."

Lu Huaijin nodded, and suddenly said, "Your head, do you want to change the medicine? I'll help you."

Lu Lixi said, "No need, I'll change it tomorrow. In fact, it's almost ready." He touched his forehead and said, "This place, if it becomes bald, it will be troublesome. It will scare away all the guests. Lose."

Lu Huaijin frowned: "From now on, you have to check the car when crossing the road. It's too dangerous."

"You've learned a lot, I know." Lu Lixi changed the topic, "Look, is there anything else I need? My place is only so small, so it's definitely not as big as your big house. If you're not used to living here... just hold back."

Lu Huaijin laughed, sat on the edge of the bed and hooked his hands at him: "There is something else, come and sit down."

Lu Lixi sat beside him, and he turned his head to look at Lu Lixi: "Is there any woman beside you?"

"Ah... huh?" Lu Lixi thought he had gotten the hang of it so quickly, "You...do you want me to introduce you to a girlfriend?"

"Well...forget it, if you want to introduce me to a girlfriend, is there anyone around you who you can introduce?" Lu Huaijin changed her mind and thought that this way of asking might be more effective.

"This..." Lu Lixi was in a dilemma, let alone a woman, she didn't even have an aunt.He smiled awkwardly, "Just... I don't know any girls..."

Lu Huaijin was surprised: "Is there not one?"

Falling into Lu Lixi's eyes, Lu Lixi only thought he was disappointed, and said, "There are just a few, and it might not be suitable for you."

"Which ones? Tell me in detail."

Lu Lixi: "... There is a girl named Lin Feifei in my store, but I don't know if she has a boyfriend."

"How is your character?"

"It's quite reliable. She usually works quietly and helps me work overtime. When I got into a car accident, she also said to cook for me. She is very nice."

Lu Huaijin was silent for a moment, then asked: "What about the others?"

Lu Lixi was in a dilemma: "No. It's true. The girls I knew before have not been in contact with each other for a long time. Now, I only know two. Besides Lin Feifei, there is another one, and that one is even worse."

Lu Huaijin asked: "Why?"

Lu Lixi choked for a moment, lowered his head and said, "The other one is Yi Jiangliu's current fiancée."

Lu Huaijin keenly captured the information she wanted: "Fiancee? Is it because of her that you two got divorced?"

Lu Lixi quieted down, and said after a while: "Forget it, I can't let your flower in the greenhouse be stained with too much malice. Well... for my girlfriend, I'll show you tomorrow. Go to bed first, Good night."

Lu Huaijin raised her hand: "Good night...Xiaoxi. Xiaoxi! That Yi Jiangliu's fiancée, you have nothing to do with her, right?"

"Acquaintance?" Lu Lixi smiled, "How could there be?"

Lu Huaijin solemnly told him: "That's good. Xiaoxi, you have to stay away from that woman as far as possible. Don't believe anything she says."

Lu Lixi laughed again: "How do you make it sound like you know her very well?"

Lu Huaijin put her index finger on his lips and said, "Shh, you must be obedient."

Lu Lixi: "..."