destroy me, heal me

The next day was Sunday, Lu Lixi still took Yi Chenyuan to the store.

After ten o'clock, Yi Jiangliu came again.Seeing him, Yi Chenyuan jumped off the chair and walked towards him, thinking about what Lu Lixi would say: "Father!"

Yi Jiangliu hugged him and turned around, saying, "Is Xiaoyuan obedient?" After he finished speaking, he realized something was wrong, and he looked towards Lu Lixi, who was replenishing the sold-out bread, very close to them , but it doesn't give any response.

If it was in the past, he would come over and touch Yi Chenyuan's head, and then help him take the coat, and the two would kiss naturally.

In the past, Lu Lixi was such a wonderful existence.So, since when did he become worldly?

Yi Chenyuan pulled Yi Jiangliu down and whispered in his ear: "Dad, I really want that cake! Can Dad buy it for me?"

Yi Jiangliu looked over, it was a Hero Academy-themed cake, with All Might and four young protagonists carved on it.He said, "Of course!" He looked at Lu Lixi, but still couldn't say anything, so he said to Lin Feifei, "Give me this."

Lin Feifei agreed, and quickly handed it to him while there were no other customers paying the bill.After paying, Yi Jiangliu took Yi Chenyuan to the dining area.Yi Chenyuan himself cut the cake into five pieces with a plastic knife, and placed them on the table in rows, with a hero standing on each piece.

He went over one by one: "All Might, Boy Boom, Victoria Boy, Bakugo Boy, Iida Boy."

"You remember so clearly?" Yi Jiangliu looked at him.

"Yeah." When he said these two words in succession, he bit his likes into the first sound, with a milky voice, very cute.Every time Yi Jiangliu heard him say these two words, his eyes would soften accordingly.

Yi Chenyuan continued to murmur, "Ah, that's not right... It's right that All Might is in front... But I really like Hong Boy, what should I do..."

"Isn't it for eating?" Yi Jiangliu asked him with a chuckle.

He froze for a moment, licked his lips, wandered between the hero and the cake, and finally said, "Huh? Eat... well, then eat it."

Yi Jiang smiled.Yi Chenyuan gave the Iida boy to the cashier sister, the Victoria boy to his daddy, the Baohao boy to his father, and he took All Might and the Hong boy.

"I'm going to be a hero like this!" He raised his hand, and... devoured the hero.

Lu Lixi was doing his own thing calmly, only occasionally smiling at Yi Chenyuan when he met his eyes.

At noon, he still asked Lin Feifei to go out to eat, and he and Yi Chenyuan ate the food they brought over in the store.Yi Jiangliu sat and looked at the food on the table, a little absent-minded.

Seeing that his father was in a daze, Yi Chenyuan thought he was hungry, so he said, "Dad, you and Xiao Yuan should have dinner together." He spooned up a vegetable and handed it to Yi Jiangliu's mouth, and Yi Jiangliu returned Come on, I ate it in one bite.Yi Chenyuan handed over another spoonful of rice, and he also bowed his head to eat, and then said, "Xiao Yuan can just eat by himself, Dad is not hungry."

Yi Chenyuan blinked: "Really?"

He nodded, imitating Yi Chenyuan's accent: "Yeah." It made Yi Chenyuan laugh.

Lu Lixi ate in silence, keeping his gaze only within the range of himself and Xiao Yuan.He always smiles when meeting Xiaoyuan's eyes, but once Xiaoyuan turns his attention away, he will be covered with a layer of tired and fragile emotions.

Yi Jiangliu saw it in his eyes, and suddenly a little anger welled up in his heart.

"Welcome~" The door was pushed open, Lu Lixi wiped his hands and stood up, only to find a beggar on crutches when he walked over.She held out the bowl tremblingly, and said, "Young man, please, give me some money."

Lu Lixi gave her some money from his wallet, packed some bread and pastries for her, and sent her out.He stood blankly at the door for a while, then turned around and realized that Yi Jiangliu had also come out at some point.He looked away, trying to bypass him and go in, but his wrist was pulled.

"Do you think I'll be fooled by putting on a pitiful look like this every day and deliberately leaving a photo on the table for me to see?" Yi Jiangliu said suffocating words.

Lu Lixi clenched his fingers and pulled his hand back.

"Do some more kind things to let me see, do you think there is hope?"

Lu Lixi didn't make any excuses, or even speak.He didn't want to leave any words for Yi Jiangliu to make excuses.He pushed open the door and went in, and saw Xiao Yuan was packing the lunch box on tiptoe.

Because of this, the insults suddenly seemed trivial.The only person he cares about now is still loving him.He walked over with the corner of his mouth raised: "Xiao Yuan, just leave it to Daddy."

"Huh? Daddy, you're back!" Yi Chenyuan pulled out a tissue and directed, "Daddy go wash the dishes, Xiaoyuan wipe the table!"

Lu Lixi put the multi-layered lunch boxes into the back kitchen.

"Daddy! Sister Feifei is back, Dad took me out to play, come back to pick you up at night!" Xiao Yuan shouted outside.

Lu Lixi hurriedly replied, "Okay, be careful!"

"Got it! Daddy!"

After 7 o'clock in the evening, Yi Jiangliu sent Yi Chenyuan back. Before leaving, he asked Lu Lixi to give him the key and an access card.

Ever since the breakup, Lu Lixi has always been resigned to Yi Jiangliu. Yi Jiangliu thought that Lu Lixi would definitely not refuse this request. After all, this was an opportunity to reconcile with him. I have done shameless things, and I will definitely not miss this opportunity.He looked at Lu Lixi, who lowered his head, his lips were a little pale.

Yi Jiangliu found that he had lost a lot of weight, and his chin pointed up.When he discovered these things, he thought it was a bitter trick. Maybe Lu Lixi was sure that he would miss old feelings and soften his heart, so he must not be fooled.

But Lu Lixi said, "If you come to see Xiao Yuan, just call me. I'll let the security guard let you go."

Contrary to his guess, Yi Jiangliu couldn't help thinking in a more vicious direction, he said: "Are you afraid that I will come over suddenly and catch the rape in bed?"

Lu Lixi suddenly stepped forward and grabbed the skirt of Yi Jiangliu's chest.Yi Jiangliu was pushed to the door by him, Lu Lixi's voice was very hoarse and a little choked up: "Yi Jiangliu... Please, get lost." He opened the door and pushed Yi Jiangliu out.

"Daddy! Is Dad gone!" Yi Chenyuan shouted from the room.

Lu Lixi wiped his face, and soon put on his usual smiling face.He walked into the room and said, "Daddy is going to take a shower, Xiaoyuan, be obedient, wait for me on the bed, or go to sleep first. Don't jump around on the bed, okay?"

"Haha, jumping around." Xiaoyuan smiled and imitated him.

Lu Lixi also turned around and smiled at him: "Otherwise I'd jump under the bed, you know?"

Yi Chenyuan lifted his little quilt and lay down in it: "Then Xiaoyuan go to bed first, Daddy won't be worried."

Lu Lixi walked over and touched his head, then kissed his forehead: "Good night, baby."

"Good night, Daddy."

——*——

On Wednesday, Lu Lixi took a day off to go to Dongfengdong.At the northwest end of Dongfeng East Road, there is a small temple that can only be seen by those who are destined.

When he saw Lu Lixi, the person sweeping the fallen leaves in front of the yard called him: "Mr. Lu."

That was a disciple leading a practice in the monastery. Lu Lixi saluted him and said, "Little Master, I'm looking for Abbot Bodhidharma."

The little master said: "Mr. Lu, Abbot Bodhidharma is already waiting in the hall."

Lu Lixi thanked him and walked towards the hall.

A child about 10 years old was sitting on the futon, but Lu Lixi knelt down beside him and kowtowed three times.The child still closed his eyes and said, "What can I ask for from someone with predestined relationship?"

Lu Lixi said, "Abbot Bodhidharma, you said that my fate can be changed three times."

Abbot Bodhidharma said, "Not bad."

Lu Lixi said, "Two years ago, I begged you to give half of my life to someone else."

Abbot Bodhidharma opened his eyes: "Sponsor Lu is a predestined relationship with this little monk. If Mr. Lu regrets it, the little monk can take back the gift for Mr. Lu."

Lu Lixi shook his head: "Abbot Bodhidharma, I want to ask you to save only ten years of life for me."

——*——

When Lu Lixi was 19 years old, he once rescued a "liar" in Shenzhen.That "liar" is the little abbot Bodhidharma of the small temple.

At that time, Abbot Bodhidharma was wearing a tattered cassock, sitting in the middle of the street, with a piece of red paper in front of him, which read: "Please donate the travel expenses to those who are destined."

The reason why Lu Lixi stopped was entirely because those calligraphy were so good. At that time, Yi Jiangliu came out for him and his family, and he was learning a lot in order not to lose Yi Jiangliu's face. .Holding a popsicle in his mouth, he couldn't help studying the strokes of those words, and the result was getting closer and closer.

"The benefactor...is a predestined person."

Lu Lixi was taken aback, raised his head, and saw the "liar" looking straight at him.This "liar" was only about 10 years old and swarthy.Lu Lixi thought he was a poor kid controlled by human traffickers to beg.I heard that this kind of beggars will have a boss who will watch them secretly, and they will be beaten severely if they don't get money.And those who try to rescue the child will be retaliated against.

Lu Lixi frowned and bit the popsicle into pieces. After thinking about it for a minute, he decided to save the child.He stepped aside and called Yi Jiangliu, asking him to drive to the nearest driveway.

At that time, Yi Jiangliu didn't know what he was going to do, until he rushed into the car with a beggar in his arms, Yi Jiangliu was dumbfounded.

Lu Lixi explained briefly to him, and then asked the child, "What's your name? Don't worry, we are not bad people. We will send you to the police uncle."

The child said, "My little monk Bodhidharma. I'm not going anywhere else. Please take me home."

Yi Jiangliu looked at them from the rearview mirror and said, "Xiao Xi, what are you doing?"

Lu Lixi touched his head, then asked, "Then where do you live?"

The child said: "The little monk lives in the east of the east wind and at the end of the northwest."

"...", Lu Lixi: "Speak humanly."

The child said, "Dongfeng East Road ends in the northwest."

Yi Jiangliu said: "It looks like a liar, Xiaoxi, you still bring him up and send him directly to the police station."

Lu Lixi nodded, "Okay."

But the car began to lose control of Yi Jiangliu.They kept driving, kept driving until it was dark, and they stopped in a very remote place.

Lu Lixi came back to his senses and found Yi Jiangliu leaning on the back of the chair, as if he had passed out.The child said: "For those who are destined, I am Bodhidharma, the abbot of Hualin Temple. Your Excellency is kind and generous, and has a lot of merit. If you encounter life-threatening matters in the future, come to the east of the east wind and the end of the northwest. The little monk can relieve your worries."

After saying these words, the child disappeared.

Lu Lixi broke out in a cold sweat. After setting a location, he used the navigation to drive out.Yi Jiangliu woke up the next day. After waking up, he questioned Lu Lixi. Lu Lixi told him, but he insisted that he was just a beggar who had no money to pay the fare.

Later, as time passed, Lu Lixi gradually forgot about it.Until they adopted Yi Chenyuan.Yi Chenyuan is the only child in the orphanage that no one is willing to adopt. He suffers from heart disease, which is why he was abandoned.

However, when they saw the child's longing eyes, Lu Lixi and Yi Jiangliu couldn't move anymore.

Yi Chenyuan fell ill after only a few months of happy life.

Yi Jiangliu had just been sent abroad at that time, and Lu Lixi had been working day and night in the hospital to take care of Yi Chenyuan, but in the end Yi Chenyuan was declared by the doctor that he would not survive ten days.

When Lu Lixi was heartbroken, he thought of that sentence: "If you encounter life-threatening matters in the future, come to Dongfeng East Road, the end of the northwest. The little monk can relieve your worries."

Lu Lixi ran over to the doctor in a hurry.

That temple is invisible to ordinary people, and only "opens the door" to "people with predestined relationship".

Under Lu Lixi's begging, Bodhidharma gave Yi Chenyuan half of Lu Lixi's life.However, Bodhidharma told Lu Lixi not to reveal the secret.Those who change their fate without authorization need to accept [-] days of meditation, and pray for the recipients of their fate, so that the other party can bear a fate that does not belong to them.

After he went back, Yi Chenyuan's illness really recovered miraculously.

——*——

Bodhidharma asked him: "I only live half a life, does Master Lu think it's too long?"

Lu Lixi said: "Thousands of years, a hundred years and ten years are nothing more than a fleeting moment, but there is not much difference."

Bodhidharma shook his head, "This time, there is nothing I can do."

Lu Lixi was silent for a moment, then asked, "Why?"

Bodhidharma said: "The Buddha's good intentions can also save oneself, but the fulfillment of the lost thoughts is to encourage karmic obstacles. The true Buddha saves people and does not harm others. If there are still people who are worthy of Lu's life, why should Lu be bound by emotions and desires?"

When leaving the temple, Bodhidharma gave Lu Lixi a talisman and said, "This talisman can protect against one fatal injury. It should be a farewell gift. Benefactor Lu, you and I are destined to die here, so take care."

This was the last time Lu Lixi saw Dharma.When he came back later, he could no longer see the door.

——*——

The Fu Lu Lixi was hung on Yi Chenyuan's neck.

"Daddy, goodbye!" Yi Chenyuan followed the teacher into the kindergarten with a small schoolbag on his back.Lu Lixi waved at him, and drove away until he was out of sight.

When the red light came on, Lu Lixi stopped the car and lay down on the steering wheel with a tired expression.

"Beep! Beep!"

Hearing the whistle, Lu Lixi hurriedly started the car.

When he parked the car and walked to the store, Lu Lixi saw a mother sitting on a bench in front of the mall playing with her mobile phone, while a little girl of a few years old was wobbly chasing a balloon.A car is driving quickly in the distance.

By the time he realized it, he had already rushed over to push the little girl away, but he was knocked out of the way.

The sudden scream at the door caught Lin Feifei's attention.She ran out, and when she saw the person lying in the pool of blood clearly, she rushed up in horror: "The store manager! The store manager!"