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It was past nine o'clock when Li Yuan woke up, and Yang Siyuan was still lying on his side playing with his mobile phone, wearing earphones, the screen's fluorescence was reflected on his face, and his eyelashes were stained with light.

"Are you awake?" Before Li Yu'an could make a sound, Yang Siyuan noticed his movement, and asked softly, tilting his head.

Li Yu'an narrowed his eyes: "I've slept for so long..."

Yang Siyuan turned off the screen and turned on the bedside lamp.The warm light shone down, and the narrow corner seemed to be covered by the fire, as if a small nest had been built for two people.

"Take a rest when you're tired and sleep more."

Li Yu'an moved, feeling a little headache.

"I'm a little dizzy, I seem to have slept a lot."

Yang Siyuan couldn't help laughing twice, parted the hair on his forehead, and kissed him lightly.

"Go out for a walk after you've rested enough? It won't hurt if you get some air."

"Ah."

The area around the hotel is very bustling with people coming and going, even at night.Different from the north, the night wind here is a bit humid, gently blowing on the face, there is a kind of cool and refreshing.

Yang Siyuan took Li Yu'an's hand and asked, "Are you still tired?"

This is a strange city, a city without Chen Limei, a city where you can do whatever you want without worrying about it.Besides, it was night, without the obstruction of daylight, and night drew the curtains for their secret love.

So Li Yu'an also responded to him, clasped his index finger between his fingers, and printed unique fingerprints on the back of his hand, like a series of combination locks, only they are each other's keys.

"Not tired."

That movement was obviously in his hand, but Yang Siyuan felt that he was pressing into his heart, and every heartbeat left traces on his fingertips.

He unconsciously laughed silently: "Go to see the Yangtze River? The night view is beautiful."

Li Yu'an always dared not look at Yang Siyuan who spoke in such a tone, but just nodded and leaned closer to him.

The Yangtze River was not close, so Yang Siyuan faintly felt that Li Yu'an was walking a bit slower, and thought that he might be a little tired, so he led him to find a bus stop and planned to take a bus there.

There were a lot of people on the bus, and the two of them could only stand in the crowd. The Wuhan bus seemed to be going over mountains and ridges, wishing to shake everyone on the bus out of their bodies.Yang Siyuan has been used to living here for a few years, so he naturally stands still. Li Yu'an can't do it, he dropped his hand as soon as the car started, bumped into Yang Siyuan, and almost kissed him.

Yang Siyuan smiled lowly, and changed direction to protect him.Along the way, Li Yu'an swayed back and forth like a child who just learned to walk, Yang Siyuan kept laughing, and at the end, seeing that he was in a panic, he gently wrapped his arms around his waist.

When Li Yu'an got out of the car, he almost wanted to jump into the river and forget it.

"I wasn't used to it when I first came here... the first time I sat in the seat, I was going to the back seat, but the driver drove away, and I didn't hold anything, and I rolled from the back to the front all at once haha Ha ha."

That scene was really ridiculous, Li Yu'an's mouth twitched, feeling that compared to him, he seemed quite stable just now.

Yang Siyuan took him by the hand and led him onto the bridge. The wind from the river came blowing in his face, blowing his bangs.

The lights on the bridge are one after another, waiting for pedestrians and vehicles like a night watchman. The light brushes across the asphalt road, weaves together with the car lights and then separates instantly.The wind picked up the corners of the pedestrians' clothes and invaded from the ears and noses, trying to find their respective stories.

The big river rushes under the bridge, carrying the clear stream, sand, gravel, dust and mud from afar, carrying the small boats and large ships that are still running, covered with bright lights on both sides, and heading towards the sky.

There are fireworks in the world, and the mountains and rivers are far away. 【Note】

Li Yu'an was a little taken aback.

For more than [-] years, everything in his eyes has been confined to that small county town. Just an artificial lake in a small park can make him feel beautiful. How can there be such a magnificent scenery?

For the first time, he felt that two eyes were not enough for a person. He didn't even know where to look first, so he could only stare blankly at the river.

Yang Siyuan glanced at him secretly, straightened his hair that was blown by the wind and said, "Let's go, watch as you go."

There is a very common rumor that people who walk across the Yangtze River Bridge together will stay together forever.

He dragged Li Yuan to walk slowly, and Li Yuan kept looking at the Yangtze River with his head tilted, seeming to be really attracted by the scenery.

He was tired of looking at the Yangtze River, and felt that he was not as good-looking as Li Yu'an, so he looked at Li Yu'an, and outlined his eyebrows and eyelashes with his eyes.

Suddenly, Li Yu'an stopped for a moment, and leaned forward slightly, as if he saw something of interest.

The bridge has railings, but Yang Siyuan tugged him reflexively.

"what happened?"

Li Yu'an shook his head: "It's nothing, there was a beautiful boat just now."

Yang Siyuan moved forward, took a look, and found that someone was taking a ferry to enjoy the night view.

Li Yu'an's eyes were like those of a child who wants to eat candy but dare not buy it, envious but cautious.Yang Siyuan didn't like to see him look like this, but after they were together, he often showed this look.

He didn't dare to ask for it, he was afraid that he would owe Yang Siyuan, and he was afraid that Yang Siyuan would leave.

"Ah, that's the ferry. I haven't even been on the ferry yet, can you sit with me?" He squeezed Li Yu'an's hand and said.

Li Yu'an was a little surprised: "You haven't sat down yet?"

Yang Siyuan raised his eyebrows: "No, I don't come here often, and I don't have suitable people with me."

suitable person.Li Yu'an silently read these words in his heart.

After being silent for a while, he pointed to the other bank of the river and said, "The boat came from there, is it going there?"

"That's right. This bridge will take a long time to walk." Yang Siyuan nodded. "Go slowly, it's okay."

The Yangtze River Bridge is more than 600 meters long, just as they have known each other for more than 600 days.Every step he took, Yang Siyuan felt like he was walking on the carpet woven in those days, all the bitterness and bitterness were imprinted by his footprints, declaring that it was a real story that existed.

When they reached the middle of the bridge, both of them were a little tired, so they lay on the railing to enjoy the wind. The cars behind them whizzed by, and the people passing by did not even leave their backs. Only the two of them were the still center of the picture.

Not far away, there was a young couple kissing and taking pictures. Yang Siyuan glanced at it inadvertently, and then looked into the distance and sighed.

"What's wrong?" Li Yu'an asked quickly.

"Ah..." Yang Siyuan whispered with his mouth curled up. "Look behind me, people are kissing."

Li Yu'an: "..."

"A little sad." Yang Siyuan blinked. "I kissed you. You haven't taken the initiative for so long."

Li Yu'an: "..."

He was right, and Li Yu'an had no way to refute, so he could only keep his red face in silence.

Yang Siyuan let out a "puchi" laugh, squeezed his ears and said with a smile, "Okay, I'm just kidding you."

Then he turned his head and closed his eyes to blow the air.

It's cool, wet, and smells a scent mixed with fishy smell.

"Hey, close your eyes and feel it, it's quite..."

He got stuck in the middle of the sentence, but it wasn't his conscious, but something blocked his mouth.Like the river wind, cool and wet.

Consciousness froze for a few seconds at first, and only after the smell of river water was replaced by a scent of laundry detergent did it knock Yang Siyuan's eyes open.

Opening his eyes, the distance was too close to focus, but he was sure that Li Yuan's eyes were closed.

It was just the lips touching, without any other movements, but Yang Siyuan seemed to be thrown into the clouds by this light touch.

After a long time, Li Yu'an left his lips, pulled the distance to the point where the two of them could barely see each other's eyes, then stared at the dazed Yang Siyuan, and asked in a low voice, "Is that so?"

The voice picked up the wind and touched Yang Siyuan's eardrums, like a spell with magical power.

He swallowed, and replied, "Not enough."

The longing in his eyes was obvious to the point of shame, Li Yu'an, who cast the curse, seemed to be backlashed at this moment, stroked his side face, and kissed him deeply.

Tongues touched, and then climbed up to each other, touching each other wrapped in hot and humid liquid, and occasionally touched other warm places, greedily obtaining the temperature there.

At first, he caressed his cheeks, then buttoned the back of his head, and then his body was tightly pressed together, and the clothes around his waist were rubbed and wrinkled a few times.

After kissing until they had trouble breathing, the two parted reluctantly, and pulled out a silver thread, reflecting the light of the night.

His breathing was a little messy, and his gaze was a little erratic. After panting for a while, Yang Siyuan became a little more awake, and his voice was a little hoarse.

"Go back to the hotel, okay?"

(For the stream-of-consciousness car, please see Weibo @洋heng一’s parking lot)

……

I don't know how long I did it, but Yang Siyuan only remembered that he was so tired that he didn't even have the energy to make a bed.

When he moved a little, he felt a pain in his waist, and he couldn't help laughing: "I know why you can't stand up every time..."

"... Does your back hurt?"

"Well, a little bit. But I'm in good health, just sleep." After speaking, he resisted the pain and rolled over, lying on the pillow and said, "Rub it for me."

There was still some milky white liquid on his buttocks, Li Yu'an pulled the tissue, rubbed his waist with one hand, and gently wiped his lower body with the other.

"Let's take a shower first...it'll be easier after you take a shower," he said.

Yang Siyuan closed his eyes and enjoyed his massage: "I'll wash it later, let me savor it."

"..."

In fact, after they made love, Li Yu'an didn't really want to take a bath right away. He wanted Yang Siyuan's smell to stay on him longer, preferably long enough for him to spend all the days waiting for him.

He used to feel that this kind of thinking was shameful and dirty, but he never knew that Yang Siyuan thought the same way.

Since Yang Siyuan also thinks so, it means... there seems to be nothing to be ashamed of this idea?

He was in a trance when he heard Yang Siyuan call him.

"what happened?"

Yang Siyuan tilted his head to look at him, and said seriously: "Do you feel now that you own me?"

"……what?"

"I want you to know..." Yang Siyuan propped himself up and leaned in front of him. "Not only do I own you, but you also own me. You are mine and I am yours."

Li Yu'an was stunned, not quite understanding what he meant, but he always felt a strange and strange feeling floating up.

Yang Siyuan lowered his eyes, and his eyes fell on his lips, then kissed him lightly, and said with a smile, "I'm yours."

Li Yu'an almost held his breath and stared at him, his soul would be taken away by his words.

That feeling is getting stronger... what is it?

Ah yes.Li Yu'an looked at himself reflected in Yang Siyuan's eyes, as if looking at a complete stranger.

Yes, that feeling, that feeling of suddenly possessing something, that intense desire to control that eats away at the humbleness.

Yes, Yang Siyuan is his and will always be his.

[Note] From Chun He's "The Rest of the River and the Sea"