after the canary rebellion

2014/4/65.00pm

"I'm so sleepy." Lin had no eyelids and spoke very slowly.The vehicle was running smoothly, but he felt like he was sitting on a boat, which made him want to vomit.

"Persevere, you just need to shoot the commercial video later, and you're done." The manager honked the horn in front, "Damn it, there's still traffic jam in the middle of the night."

Lin didn't tilt his head against the car window, and he would really retch if he spoke again.

After a busy day, he ate breakfast. He has no appetite for a box full of fresh vegetables. What's the point of chewing grass? No one cares about his diet when the crew is busy. , and then rush to the neighboring cities.

When it was night, he was blown in the cool wind for a while, his whole body was shivering a few times, and he finally woke up a little bit.

When he arrived on the set, he was so tired that he couldn't even bring in the contact lenses. The makeup artist dripped eye drops. When his dry eyes were irritated, he subconsciously burst into tears. He turned his back to the crowd and rubbed his eyes for a while, barely finishing the work. makeup.

Various flavors of perfume floated in this room, but they were all supporting roles, all the light hit Lin Mei's face, he pretended to be happy with different expressions, and was so irritated that he wanted to leave and find a cleaner floor Just lie down and sleep.

He concluded that he could be unconscious for twelve hours, and the high-intensity work almost made him collapse.

The body is still struggling, but the heart is divided into two, half of which is the ambition for future career, and the other half is the resistance to this inhuman arrangement.

"Hey, don't be in a daze." The photographer told him.

He made a gesture of waiting, turned his back to the camera, and blinked vigorously. Every time he seemed to be unable to open his eyes again, he regained his energy when he turned back, tilting his head and smiling at the camera.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Lin didn't sit up from the chair, and his eyes were spinning suddenly. He had to hold the chair for a few minutes, and every step he took back to the car seemed to be stepping on cotton, with no strength.

On the way back to Yidu, he fell asleep. He didn't care about taking off his makeup, and as soon as he took off his colored contact lenses, he huddled in the back seat of the car.The manager already knew his background, and silently sent him back to Luotong Road.

After exiting the expressway toll booth, Lin did not wake up in a daze. The manager said: "Wake up later and rehearse. Tomorrow night is the concert. Hurry up and review it. You have to learn two new dances now." .”

Lin didn't feel that his palms were sweating, and sighed: "I can't jump."

"You can dance after eating a meal." The manager didn't take it seriously, "You are in the C position for so many dances, so what if you don't practice hard?"

He also wanted to say why things were all crowded together, but Lin didn't change his mind and thought that he seemed to have been so busy for more than half a year, and there was no time when he could breathe a sigh of relief.He said, "Just kidding, I'll come to practice in the afternoon."

Tired to the extreme and still being assigned a series of tasks, Lin didn't stay silent, he wanted to be famous more than rest, so he had no choice but to bite the bullet and carry on.

When he got home and opened the door, he was dazed to hear a child crying, and slowly remembered that Xie Zaiyuan had adopted a child.

Lin Wuji went upstairs and saw the nanny hugging Xie Youcoon, Xie You blushed from crying, and when she saw Lin Mei, she bit her thumb and stared at him, her crying became quieter, and said vaguely: "Ma, mom……"

He was annoyed when he heard this address. Xie You didn't reach the sensible age, and when others called the parents around him mother, he just called himself that.But there was no way, after correcting it several times, the child's appearance of wanting to shout but not yelling made him feel that he was a villain.

Seeing that Xie You started to cry and hiccup, Lin didn't close the door of the children's room to go to sleep, he really didn't have the energy to take care of Xie You, but just as his head touched the pillow, when he closed his eyes, Xie You's face was red from crying.

Thinking of Xie Zaiyuan calling him the day before yesterday, he casually said that Xie You didn't coax him during the day and continued to cry at night. After waiting for 5 minutes, I got up and went back to the children's room, and said to the nanny: "I will accompany him."

Xie You was still biting his thumb, but Lin didn't straighten his arms, stopped biting politely, and just stared at him.

Lin didn't see this man pretending to be good in front of him, so he lost his temper and asked, "Crying every day these days? Why are you crying so much?"

The child can't speak yet, and now he can only speak a few simple syllables and the most basic sentences.He was born with a congenital defect, and spent most of his time in the hospital instead of early childhood education.

Xie Zaiyuan wanted to send Xie You to the kindergarten before, but Lin Bu stopped him, saying that the child is in such poor health, so it is better not to bother Xie You, and let people stay at home for a while.

Xie You was spared the torment, and Lin Bukui was exhausted from the torment.Xie Yougang stopped crying and asked, "Where did Mom go?"

He would call his parents now, and then ask where his father went, or where his mother went, as if Xie Zaiyuan or Lin Wu would not leave him alone.

"I just got back from work." Lin Mo said, "Your father won't let you watch TV, or I'll show you my new commercial."

The meaning is too complicated, Xie You can't understand: "Look!"

As soon as the voice finished, Lin pretended to be crying again, Lin did not support his head, and said lightly: "Don't watch it, this kind is not unusual, I want to hurry up and become popular, and when you go to kindergarten, there are my pictures hanging on the curtain walls of the building." Poster, you can see me when you look up on the way to and from school every day."

He said to himself, Xie You couldn't understand a single word, and the two chatted for a while, Xie You immediately fell asleep, and Lin Wu lightly covered him with a blanket.

The nanny was cooking lunch downstairs, but Lin didn't eat anything. The nanny said, "Children always cry so hard that they can't stop. Do you want to see a doctor?"

"Didn't you stop now?" Lin couldn't even hold a spoon, he was too sleepy to do anything, he said coldly, "His eyes are fine, the main problem here is not Xie You, You have to think of a way."

"He is better behaved with Mr. Lin, and he is a completely different person in front of us." The nanny said helplessly.

Lin didn't frown: "If I can only take care of him with my own hands, what do you want to do?"

After he finished speaking, he felt that the words were too heavy, and his emotions were not under control recently. He shook his head slightly and said, "It's not a bad thing to cry a lot. Xie Zaiyuan only allows him to laugh and not to cry?"

"Mr. Xie is yelled at by him every night. He couldn't bear it several times. I packed up my clothes and went to the hotel. You came back to coax the children, so that Mr. Xie can sleep soundly here." The nanny said.

Xie You didn't have to think about a lot of things, Lin Wu was almost envious if he dared to cause trouble for Xie Zaiyuan like this.He took a sip of the soup and said, "I will come back when I find time."

This is all support. Lin Mei himself is in the rising stage of his career, so there is no time for him to squander it.

After he finished his soup, Xie Zaiyuan came home, probably to get the documents, and went straight to the study.Seeing that Lin was not sitting here, he immediately asked, "When did you come?"

"Just now." Lin didn't say.

Lin Wu's voice was crisp and clear, and Xie Zaiyuan couldn't help but heave a sigh of relief: "If you don't hear Xie You's crying when you enter the door, you will know that you are back. Go to sleep, and I will talk about your company."

"Not too good. I've been busy filming recently, and I haven't gotten used to the dance moves very well. There's a concert tomorrow night, and the rehearsal time can't be delayed any longer." Lin Mo said.

"The focus should be on filming, which is secondary. Don't drag your body and delay your important things."

Lin didn't curl his lips: "It's not good to fish in troubled waters for group activities, and I'm also looking forward to the concert."

Xie Zaiyuan didn't persuade him much: "You can figure it out yourself."

Xie Zaiyuan came and left in a hurry, and when Xie Zaiyuan left, Lin Mei went upstairs to sleep with a yawn, and told his manager to go to rehearsal in the afternoon, he slept until five in the afternoon, and wandered into the company at dusk.

He was two hours late than his scheduled time, and he planned to stay two more hours at the end.

The teammates got used to his absence and had already started rehearsing before he came, and left one after another at one o'clock in the morning.

The five teammates, who could talk and laugh at first, are mostly strangers who pretend to be friends with him on stage. He spends too little time with them. In private, he is more like a superfluous person who can’t fit in with them. topic.

After everyone had finished walking, Lin didn't rest for 10 minutes. He learned to dance quickly, and after practicing it a few times, he became handy. Now he knew the dance steps so well that he could dance backwards, but he didn't dare to slack off in the slightest.

The original plan was to stay for two more hours, but Lin didn't stay for three hours in the end. He didn't feel very comfortable before going back.

Seeing Xie Zaiyuan's shoes at the entrance, he went to the kitchen to make Xie Zaiyuan's breakfast, warmed it in the rice cooker, and then wrote a note and pasted it at the entrance.

Worried that Xie Zaiyuan would not be able to see the note, Lin Meihuan re-orientated his shoes so that he was facing the note, so that he could see it when he lowered his head to put on his shoes.

After doing this, he quietly walked into the bedroom again. Xie Zaiyuan was still not asleep, sitting on the bed in his pajamas and was about to put down his phone.

Xie Zaiyuan explained to him: "I work overtime today."

"It's a coincidence that I am too." Lin didn't smile.

After washing up and going to bed, Lin Mei said, "Thank you boss, should I say good morning or good night?"

"Go to sleep." Xie Zaiyuan said, not long after he put down the phone, there were still messages, and the notification tone kept ringing.He turned his phone to silent, and told Lin, "Wu Xingjin likes someone recently."

Wu Xingjin and Lin hadn't met once before. Wu Xingjin said that Lin's lack of character was getting worse and worse.

Lin didn't hear Xie Zaiyuan sharing things with him, so he cheered up and cheered: "Speaking carefully, I'm not sleepy anymore."

After Xie Zaiyuan replied to the message, he wanted to say a few words to Lin Wu, but Lin Wu had already fallen asleep, and lay down with his head on his arm in the posture of listening.

Fearing that he would make his arm numb, Xie Zaiyuan adjusted his sleeping position. Lin Mei was half awake, feeling Xie Zaiyuan's arm resting on his shoulder, subconsciously shrank back, and rested his head on Xie Zaiyuan's shoulder.

Xie Zaiyuan's phone screen started to light up again, he hesitated for a moment, considering that the movement might wake Lin Mei up, so he didn't go to get the phone.

The screen dimmed and the room returned to darkness.

After sleeping until 07:30, Xie Zaiyuan got up cautiously, trying to keep his movements as light as possible.He went to the kitchen to make a cup of coffee, and found a note in the entrance. After seeing the handwriting clearly, he planned to go to the kitchen to get breakfast.

During this process, Xie Zaiyuan accidentally broke the cup on the floor.He was a little confused, he didn't want to go to the living room and opened the curtains, so he simply turned on the chandelier, bent down and picked up a few pieces of glass.

He found that there were too many crumbs, and he didn't know where the broom was, so he spread it there. Anyway, the nanny came at eight o'clock and asked her to clean it.

The company still had a lot of work for him to do. The driver had been waiting at the door since seven o'clock. Xie Zaiyuan didn't bother to go to the kitchen to get breakfast. Anyway, he could eat at the company. He put on his shoes and left home.

Just as Xie Zaiyuan left, Lin Mo woke up with a heartbeat. He realized that Xie Zaiyuan had deliberately lightened his movements before, and couldn't help but feel a little excited. He was full of motivation for this.

He first went to the children's room to make sure that Xie You was fast asleep, then went downstairs rubbing his shoulders, and rushed to the company immediately after breakfast.

Tonight is the concert, he plans to practice again in the afternoon, and reward himself with a ten-hour sleep after the end.

As the weather warmed up, Lin didn't often walk here with bare feet. He lazily went to the kitchen to check, and found that breakfast was still in the rice cooker. He went to the entrance to confirm the note in doubt, and the soles of his feet suddenly hurt.

He squatted down almost at the same time, his right foot completely stepped on the glass, the tip of his nose was filled with the aroma of coffee, and gradually filled with the smell of blood.

The curtains were drawn tightly here, and he couldn't see what was going on on the ground, so he bent over to turn on the light.

A large handful of glass was scattered here, and Lin didn't dare to move his ankles. A few small pieces of sharp glass were pierced too deeply, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead instantly.

The mobile phone was on the bedside table, and he could only lean against the wall, biting the bullet and enduring the pain.About 5 minutes later, the nanny came, and she almost screamed when she saw this scene.

"Hush, Xie You is sleeping." Lin didn't seem much calmer than her.

The nanny first did a simple hemostasis, and she found Lin Mei's mobile phone in a panic. Lin Mei called the family doctor. The doctor came and pulled out the glass, disinfected it, and carefully bandaged the wound.

Lin didn't look at his feet and asked, "Can I still dance with my shoes on today?"

"If you still want to walk in the future, you'd better sit in a wheelchair and don't fall to the ground." The doctor said, "Fortunately, you react quickly, otherwise the situation will be dangerous. You look very bad, do you want me to call Mr. Xie?"

"No need." Lin Mo said.

What qualifications does he have to bring Xie Zaiyuan back?Xie Zaiyuan didn't even tell him that there was a need for glass here.

Knowing that the other party definitely caused this result unintentionally, Lin Mei still inevitably felt a little resentful. He thought of him thoroughly, and he didn't even remind him, so he didn't care at all.

Taking a deep breath, Lin didn't sit on the sofa, because he really didn't know what to do next.

He is the C position, and it is impossible to rearrange his position at the moment, and his personal stage, what should be replaced?

Originally, his teammates were nervous about his absence, so they became even more angry with him.In any case, it was his fault for such an accident.

He was really at a loss. Yesterday's all-night rehearsal was meaningless, and the people who scolded him online would intensify.

At 22 this year, he still can't deal with this kind of blow lightly, but there is nothing Lin can do except to be sad alone.

After dawdling to the company to send a car to pick him up, seeing the injury on his foot, everyone fell silent on the spot, not only his teammates, but even his fans in the audience were stunned.

He kept apologizing, even though the doctor told him not to stand up, he still stood up tremblingly on his left leg and bowed three times in a row.

After the opening appearance, Lin did not return to the backstage, and was told that the solo stage would be turned into an interactive question and answer.The agent didn't blame him much, nor asked the reason, but kept silent.

The other five teammates were all on stage, and he was the only one staying here. At this time, some flower deliverers began to come to the lounge. Someone brought a large bouquet of roses. big."

"Uh, Mr. Xie asked me to prepare this this morning, and said that it must be delivered to Mr. Lin."

After she finished speaking, the agent saw that the other party was not a flower shop employee, but Xie Zaiyuan's secretary. No matter how dissatisfied he was, he forcibly suppressed it, and tactfully changed his smile: "Mr. Xie is here today?"

"He came here after finishing his work. Let me ask where he is." The secretary said.

The bewildered Lin did not finally respond, and murmured: "I don't want to know."

He made a hoarse voice, and his expression was in a trance. The manager and secretary didn't dare to talk much, and the lounge became quiet again.

Lin Wuhun listened to the music here for an hour and a half. The cheers from the stage seemed to knock off the roof of the venue, but these had nothing to do with him, he came to spoil the fun.

When it was his turn to play, he took the microphone from the host. Everyone was waiting for him to ease the atmosphere, but he didn't speak for a while.

After being hurt by Xie Zaiyuan unintentionally, he was given a piece of candy by Xie Zaiyuan unintentionally. He was afraid of this feeling at the moment, but it seemed that he had known each other more than once.

It should have happened before, it must have happened before, it happened every week, and it had to be repeated every month, because the impact was not big enough, he easily forgot about it.

Lin didn't raise the microphone, he closed his eyes, faced the probing eyes of the audience, and said, "I'm sorry."

No one knew what he was thinking, why he had to apologize so many times, obviously some things would taste bad if they said too much.

It started with the fans who came for him, and now it's with himself.

Many eyes full of love followed him, not including Xie Zaiyuan, but he was ashamed of so many people because of Xie Zaiyuan.

What's the use of being sad again, he dares to be sure that he will forget about this matter soon, under the strong love for Xie Zaiyuan, these ups and downs are too ordinary.

He realized that this was bad, but there was no way to change it.

An unprecedented sense of shame submerged himself, and he was a little out of breath.

Lin didn't put the microphone down, and raised his arms to cover his face. His eyes were flushed in front of tens of thousands of people. He turned his head to the side and blinked, and tears rolled down his curvaceous side face.

Shedding tears is a luxury, which means that I no longer pretend and let the sourness overflow in my heart and eyes. After crying, I find that sadness is useless, and my strength has been drained along the tears.

Whether it is winning sympathy or venting emotions, being forced to lose restraint is very embarrassing, for Lin Mei.

No one understands what these tears symbolize, only Lin did not taste this taste alone, was smashed to pieces in front of many people, and then hurriedly put himself together, no one can share it with him.

He thought in his heart that he must be more measured and sober, and stop being so ignorant.

He swore he would never be so ashamed.

The author has something to say: I have been waiting for a long time!In addition, for Lin Mei, "I am Lin Mo's substitute" is far more embarrassing than this.Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated nutrient solution~

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