after the canary rebellion

2017/2/140.00am

"You haven't slept well recently." Xie Zaiyuan said.

Lin didn't turn over, and closed his eyes for a while: "Is it disturbing you?"

Xie Zaiyuan shook his head: "You came back at eight, why are you awake now?"

He asked casually, and Lin answered without deliberation: "I'm in better spirits recently, and I can't sleep for too long."

Ten hours of sleep was not enough before, but now I can't fall back asleep after sleeping for four hours.Lin didn't want to sit up, and changed the room to read the script for a while, when Xie Zaiyuan interrupted him: "Take a rest."

He lay down on the edge of Xie Zaiyuan relaxedly, leaned there, and then simply pillowed on Xie Zaiyuan's arm.Lin didn't ask: "Why can't you fall asleep?"

"Just going to sleep." Xie Zaiyuan denied.

Lin didn't say "Oh" and calmed down. When Xie Zaiyuan's breathing gradually stabilized, he still didn't feel sleepy. Then he looked at the time from zero to two, and Lin didn't get up and walked to the study.

After reading the script, I saw that the sky was bright, and then the assistant parked the car outside the door to call him. Today is Valentine's Day, Lin Wei has a fan meeting during the day, and there is a ceremony at night, which is full of arrangements.

24 hours a day wished it could be broken into 48 hours. Lin couldn't recite his lines, so he had to take his notebook with him and read it a few times on the way.

A teammate in the car was eating a sandwich and brought a box of fresh vegetables to Lin Mo. Lin Mo thanked him. In recent years, his breakfast has remained the same. He only ate vegetables. Let yourself cheer up quickly.

We are all boys of the same age. Once we chatted, we quickly broke the barriers between each other. Now we have a good relationship with each other and joke with each other from time to time.

While flipping through the script, Lin Mei couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth when he heard Zhou Rang teasing Song Heyan.

"In the past few years, Lin has become more and more busy without work, and his personality has become more and more cold. Now he laughs without a sound." Zhou Rang noticed him.

Lin Wu said casually: "I can't laugh too loudly, in order to cheer you up, I'll bring a speaker next time."

"Didn't sleep enough?" Song Heyan asked.

"I've had enough sleep, but I'm always in a daze. Maybe it's because I've received a new play recently, and I'm a little nervous." Lin didn't finish explaining lightly, and closed the script.

"Go out and relax more, chat with us, don't be bored by yourself." The agent reminded vigilantly.

Lin didn't say: "I'm not a child, and I can't solve some problems by myself."

"It's not that you are afraid that you will accumulate more and more."

"I forgot all about it as soon as I fell asleep, there are so many things." Lin Mo said.

"You'd better be really, how can you speak stingingly when you get excited now." The manager said.

Lin didn't change his appearance quickly, and spoke slowly: "Okay, I always tell myself to be gentle."

"Farewell, I can't bear it, I have goosebumps, you can tell Mr. Xie in this tone." Song Heyan hurriedly stopped.

Today I don't have time to tell Xie Zaiyuan that Lin didn't go to coax fans during the day, and after the meeting, he and Song Heyan will go to the awards ceremony.

He was afraid that Xie Zaiyuan would have something to do with him today, so he looked at his phone from time to time, and during the time in line to sign in, he unlocked the screen several times.

From time to time, message reminders would pop up on the phone, and some people invited him to play tonight with ambiguous words. After Lin refused perfunctorily, he simply blocked the other party.

He has the right to make this choice, the confidence he has accumulated over the past five years, or the confidence given to him by Xie Zaiyuan.He drew a range for himself, the degree of willfulness is within the range that can be understood by the general public, and he is willing to do whatever he wants.

"Hey, you blocked Director Jiang? He came to ask me, what do you want me to say? We have to meet again at the next ceremony." Song Heyan next to him touched his arm.

"That's right, just say you don't know." Lin didn't care.

"Oh, he explained that he wanted to invite you to play tonight." Song Heyan held his chin, "Whether he really doesn't know or if he doesn't know, he still competes with Mr. Xie for a date."

Xie Zaiyuan still didn't send a message to Lin, it seems that he was not in the other party's plan for today.

Lin didn't sigh, wanted to scratch his hair, then forcibly put down his hand, thinking that this was not good for him: "Do I have to learn how to be calm and take care of myself, and if it is confiscated someday, I will Sometimes even Xie Zaiyuan scolded him."

"I'm wondering, you are so busy, you can only breathe, do you still have the strength to be irritable?" Song Heyan crossed with his finger.

"There is always time to spare, 1 minute 5 minutes, two days or three days." Lin Mo said.

When Xie Zaiyuan is by my side, I feel more at peace in my heart. Sometimes when I end my work suddenly in other places, I am left with irritability without a sense of belonging, and after the irritability passes, it turns into a daze that cannot be calmed down for a long time.

"It's your turn to sign, Superstar." Song Heyan wrote his name and handed him the black pen in his hand.

Lin didn't scribbled a few random strokes on it, and the two of them were led into the venue by the staff.It will take more than half an hour for the collective signature to be signed, and the organizer has arranged a lounge for them to rest temporarily.

"I'm going to the toilet." Song Heyan said.

Lin didn't sit on the chair and turn on the air conditioner, rubbing his fingers until his cold palm gradually warmed up.

He reflected on his recent words and deeds. As his agent said, when his mood fluctuates greatly, he is increasingly unable to suppress the urge to vent his resentment.

Looking up at himself in the makeup mirror in front of him, Lin Wuxin thought, after this busy period is over, he will take it easy, not renew the contract, and make some adjustments.

When Song Heyan came back, he kept bowing his head and chatting with people through text messages, and suddenly asked Lin Mei: "Are you going on a date with Mr. Xie tonight? If not, how many drinks shall we have together? Just those in the team."

Hearing the word dating, Lin didn't suddenly remember that he and Xie Zaiyuan were in a relationship in front of Song Heyan, and he almost wanted to say something about dating. Dating is a play, and after the stage, only he has unrequited love.

This kind of state of being cold and warm and knowing that no one understands really drives people into madness. Lin didn't think that if he collapsed one day, it would be because of this acting that didn't distinguish between the set and reality.Fortunately, there are only more than 300 days left in the brokerage contract. After the termination of the contract, there will be no such high-intensity work, so he has the mind to deal with it.

Originally, he wanted to reject Song Heyan's invitation. He wanted to go back to take a bath and sleep comfortably. When the words came to his lips, he felt that he had been depressed for too long recently, and it was not good to continue like this.

Since the mood has fluctuated a lot recently, why not go out tonight and relax.

"No date, let's go." Lin didn't smile.

Song Heyan said: "Let's see who of us can take home an award. It happens to be a celebration banquet. It's lively, hahahaha."

They sat in the lounge for 10 minutes, and the staff came to open the door and said that they could officially enter.

The two walked side by side on the red carpet. At first, Lin Wu's expression was very calm. He saw Xie Zaiyuan being ushered in from a distance. While talking, he went to the second floor of the awards hall, blinking quickly, trying to restrain himself and keep his eyes off Follow the people upstairs.

Pretentiously tidying up his dress and tie, although Lin Mei's eyes didn't drift away, his heart has already drifted away.

"Don't be dazed. With such a startling glance, are you planning to follow Mr. Xie after the show?" Song Heyan whispered.

"No, after the ceremony is over, he will probably have a social event, but he never said that he wants me to go with him." Lin Mo said.

Song Heyan: "Then let's keep the arrangement, you also go out to get some air, don't be like a pendant with him, and hang out with him as soon as you are free, why are you so tired?"

"I thought, how can I have time?" Lin Mo said.

It's not a dream, it's what Xiao thinks, and I've been thinking about it for seven years.For him, the daily life between them is not so much a normal relationship, but more like he is playing hide-and-seek alone. He puts his love in the corner, and hopes that Xie Zaiyuan will catch him day and night.

It's a pity that Xie Zaiyuan didn't participate, every day.

"It's always empty at night," Song Heyan said.

Lin didn't play with his fingers and said, "He's been busy at the company all day, so of course he has to sleep fast when he comes back."

He didn't say how cautious he was, for fear of disturbing Xie Zaiyuan to rest.Every day, he waited for Xie Zaiyuan to take the initiative to chat with him, and then he secretly jumped up and seized the opportunity to talk to Xie Zaiyuan.

No one else needs to know these things.

Song Heyan was very surprised: "Hurry up and sleep? Don't hurry up and fall in love?"

Lin didn't have a headache, so he began to bite the bullet and lie: "Think about it, falling in love is a matter between two people, even if I am not tired, how tired he is after a day at the company."

"I really can't hold you to death. I would definitely have to play a few games together before letting people sleep. I can't imagine how Mr. Xie usually treats you well, so I am worthy of you thinking about him wholeheartedly." Song Heyan told Lin Not impressed, clasped fists and commented.

Give some sunshine and it will be brilliant, Lin didn't start to fantasize: "Just look at me a few more times."

"Tch, really?" Song Heyan didn't believe it.

"Considering him is all voluntary. It doesn't make sense to ask him to pay back whatever I give." Lin Wu smiled and said, slightly tilting his head, looking a little shy, which he rarely does.

Song Heyan put his shoulders on his shoulders and said encouragingly, "You two are in a relationship, you can ask for more."

Lin didn't dare to have too beautiful dreams, he is fine now, he was easy to be satisfied in the first place.There is no need for someone to play hide-and-seek with him alone.

It's good to stay by Xie Zaiyuan's side, it's best to be liked by Xie Zaiyuan, one day Xie Zaiyuan no longer needs him, then he will never declare his love to others, so as not to cause trouble to others.

One-way love always makes people worry about gains and losses. Lin has not tasted this kind of suffering before, and now he has unconsciously lowered his wish to avoid this kind of disappointment.

Even if Xie Zaiyuan cast a gentle look at him, he could feel happy about it.

"Okay." Lin was not at a loss, and responded with a smile on his face.

Song Heyan said: "Does Xie Zaiyuan have magical powers? Making you so considerate makes me feel presumptuous. Every time Lu Qianjiang is exhausted, he will be held down by me to play games together. I have to reflect on myself."

"I think he would be happy to stay up late playing games with you, the captain likes you very much." Lin didn't say.

"Well, for me, liking my concept is really tantamount to staying up late to play with me, what about you? It can't be just a few glances at you?"

Lin Wu was silent for a while, and whispered in his ear: "Probably died for me."

The four words "die for me" sounded scary, but Lin didn't say them out, and they were unexpectedly harmonious. Coupled with his bright face and a bit of sly demeanor in his indifference, it was a perfect match. Song Heyan didn't think there was anything strange for a while, but just sighed silently, Lin Mei no longer had the youthful appearance at the beginning.

If you think about it a year later, then Song Heyan should suddenly realize that Lin Mei's paranoia started to emerge at this time, but no one stopped him, and no one ever taught him what is right and what is wrong Yes, he didn't know what was normal and what was pathological, which made this paranoia take root in his heart.

"Then if he disappoints you, it may be miserable." Song Heyan imagined it unintentionally.

"There is no such possibility." Lin was not decisive.

"Don't be afraid of my crow's mouth. I said before that you were dissatisfied, and you always asked me to withdraw immediately."

Lin didn't roll his eyes back at him: "Because the probability of this happening is zero, so you don't have to withdraw."

The ceremony was about to start soon, Lin didn't chat with Song Heyan any more, and listened intently to the host's announcement.The whole process was very boring, but he listened carefully and remained polite to the winners.

The awards ended after [-] o'clock in the evening, and everyone can still catch the tail of Valentine's Day and go out to play. Lin did not receive a message from Xie Zaiyuan the moment he got in the car.

After waiting for a short message for a day, it came to his mailbox at the end of the festival.

Xie Zaiyuan: Do you want to celebrate the festival together?

Whether he turned down the entertainment, Lin was not sure, his heart beat faster and hit his chest, whether it was true or false, he almost cheered anyway.He quickly asked the driver to stop, and then held Song Heyan's wrist: "Sorry, I can't drink today, I have a date."

He didn't say whether it was a date with a real lover or a fake lover, this time it was finally not a lie.

He got off the station and was at the air outlet, Xie Zaiyuan opened the car door in the distance, beckoning him to come over.

Then Lin Mo turned his head and smiled, and walked towards Xie Zaiyuan against the wind.

When it comes to whether Xie Zaiyuan has magical powers, Lin doesn't think the answer is yes.

My worries can all disappear the moment I see Xie Zaiyuan. This is the unique magic power of a lover.

For this moment shorter than fireworks, he is willing to let the illusory tide completely submerge him.

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