sing you a love song, do you listen

04

Xi Tian pushed the wheelchair and walked over, listening to Dr. Song's rambling words.

"Hey, Doctor Xi, you are finally here. I made porridge for you in the pot. You can eat it by yourself if you are hungry at night." Doctor Song straightened his long hair and asked while taking off his white coat, "Today is you again Brother brought you here?"

Xi Tian let out a "hmm".

Said it was brother, but it was not.Not a real brother, not even a cousin.The two are completely unrelated.

Zheng Cheng is his rehabilitation doctor in a private hospital.

It stands to reason that their employment relationship should have ended three years ago when it was confirmed that Xi Tian's legs would be like this for the rest of his life, but Dr. Zheng was still very attentive, rain or shine.He even became Xi Tian's neighbor.

Confused.

Xi Tian once suspected that Zheng Cheng liked him, and was still wondering whether to tell Zheng Cheng tactfully "don't love me, it won't work", but after testing and testing, this dull doctor with square glasses didn't think about that at all. Pass,

He just felt pitiful for Xi Tian.

My parents are divorced, and I haven't seen each other two or three times in ten years.Even when he came to visit a doctor, he looked in a hurry.

At such a young age, he will spend his whole life in a wheelchair.

Later, Xi Tian looked at it again. Although Dr. Zheng was often single, judging from his past relationship experience, he was undoubtedly an outright heterosexual, so he believed his words.

Xi Tian felt that a rotten and kind person like Zheng Cheng would go bankrupt sooner or later because he helped too many fallen old ladies.

Zheng Cheng said a few words to him and left.His sister is coming back from abroad this evening, and he is rushing to the airport.

"I'll pick you up when you get off work." Zheng Cheng glanced at his watch and raised his eyes, "Why don't you work the day shift with Dr. Song, the night shift is still too hurtful."

"It's quieter at night." Xi Tian replied.

He doesn't like to be in contact with people.

He also didn't want to face too many pitiful eyes, although he had seen too many such eyes in these years, and gradually learned to get used to them.

Xi Tian pursed his lips, "You go, if you are too busy, I can ask other people to help me when I change shifts."

Zheng Cheng shook his head: "I don't, I agreed to pick you up every day to and from get off work, so I will pick you up every day."

Xi Tian smiled and said nothing more.

Zheng Cheng hesitated to speak, and finally said: "Then you go to work, I will go first."

Xi Tian let out a "hmm".

Xi Tian pushed the wheelchair and sat in front of the counter, with an indescribably sick expression on his face.

Life like a dying person is nothing to love.

Xi Tian glanced at the table, then turned to look at Dr. Song at the side: "Doctor Song, what's your phone?"

A brand new cell phone sits on the edge of the table.

The question mark is because this is an Apple X. Dr. Song is a loyal user of Huawei. Because he has been busy getting married recently, he is always struggling financially.

Dr. Song said "ah", and then poked his head out, "Oh, it was the last one who came to buy medicine. I left my phone here. Just wait, he may come back later." After finishing speaking, he carried his bag , waved with Xi Tian, ​​and walked away on high heels.

Xi Tian didn't like to inquire about other people's privacy, so he put his phone aside.

He lay on the table, not knowing what he wanted to do.

Xi Tian looked over the layers of medicine racks and landed on the opposite infusion room.

He stretched out his hand, and the incandescent light shone in through his fingers.

These were a pair of slender hands with ten fingers. Xu Zhao once praised him, saying that his hands should not hold a knife, but should play the piano.

Now he can't hold a scalpel, but he still can't play the piano.

The phone rang suddenly.

Xi Tian was taken aback for a moment, then turned to look at the phone screen on the side.

The words "Assistant Dai" were shining brightly on the screen.

Xi Tian didn't intend to answer the phone for someone, so he looked away, thinking leisurely, there are assistants, and the drug buyer is probably a small boss.

However, the caller was very persistent, and the phone rang three times in a row. Judging by his posture, he would never give up until he answered.

Xi Tian sighed, finally stretched out his arms, and pressed the call button.

He hasn't had time to speak yet.

A crisp female voice came from the phone: "Xu Zhao, where are you now?"

Haven't heard that name for a long time.

Xi Tian froze in place for a moment, suddenly felt absurd...and a little ridiculous.

Maybe just the same name?

Xi Tian's pause was only a few seconds, and his expression recovered from the momentary shock, "Hello, I'm not Xu Zhao, his phone has been left at the clinic."

When he calmly uttered the word Xu Zhao, there was no ups and downs.

"...!?" Dai Lin's eyes widened on the other side of the phone, "Ah, ok... sorry to bother you."

Xi Tian took a deep breath, then hung up the phone.

This time, he saw the screen saver of the owner of the phone.

A photo is displayed on the screen.

It still looks like a candid shot.

Xi Tian, ​​who was wearing a light brown sweater, was sitting at the desk in the school library, with a box of pure milk on his right.

He lowered his head and concentrated on reading the book.Light fell on him through the window, half bright, half shadow.

That was my young self.

Xi Tian frowned slightly.

A little surprised, and a little dazed.

Xu Zhao?

That Xu Zhao?

He originally thought that they would never meet again in this life.

Xi Tian's heart, which had been silent for a long time, suddenly jumped slightly, but it was only like that.

They were all from many years ago.

He didn't like himself like this, and he thought Xu Zhao wouldn't like it either.

"You're already a star, why are you so careless." In the end, Xi Tian turned the phone upside down and muttered to himself in a low voice.

***

Zheng Cheng finally met his younger sister who came back from New York by plane at two o'clock in the morning.

Zheng Xixi, dragging a big suitcase, rushed over and hugged her brother.

She complained in a low voice like a baby: "The past few years abroad have exhausted me. I finally returned to China."

Zheng Cheng rubbed her head with a smile, then naturally dragged her suitcase and walked out holding Zheng Xixi's hand.

He is five years older than Zheng Xixi and has long been used to taking care of her.

In the middle of the night, there were not many people at the airport.

Zheng Xixi glanced at the streetlights outside the glass window, and then thought that she was still back.

She twittered all the way, and finally eased the sense of alienation after returning to China, and Zheng Xixi took the co-pilot seat.After a while, Zheng Cheng put away his luggage, opened the car door, and sat up.

Zheng Xixi's hand unconsciously squeezed the Chanel sheepskin bag in her hand, her gaze was erratic,

"Is he... okay?" Zheng Xixi asked.Her head was lowered, and she didn't dare to lift it up for a long time.

Zheng Xixi didn't mention her name, but Zheng Cheng knew who she was talking about.

Zheng Cheng felt that his voice was a bit dry: "...it's pretty good." He tried his best to organize his words, "I didn't look for death, I found a job, bought a flat with the compensation, and lived very hard," Zheng Cheng said. After a pause, he said, "You... don't blame yourself too much."

Zheng Xixi shook her head, tears streaming down her face.It hit the back of his hand.

Five years ago, she graduated from high school.

Lost because of a broken relationship, when I was crossing the road alone in the middle of the night, I met a driver who had just got off work after two days of overtime and was driving home exhausted.

When the car rushed over, her legs were so weak, her mind went blank, her whole body was stiff, and she couldn't move.

At that moment, someone pushed her from behind.

Zheng Xixi's memory of that day has always been vague. She only remembered that it was raining heavily, the street lights were dim, and her knees were scratched by the rough asphalt road. When she turned her head, a person was hurriedly The car was opened, and someone was falling on the ground.

right in front of her.

Some liquid mixed with the rainwater flowed over, she raised her hand and saw it was full of red.

She was scared.

So she ran away.

Later, Zheng Xixi heard about it.

The driver was also scared and he ran away too.It was not until two hours later that he went to the police station and surrendered.

The rain obscured the surveillance, and no one knew that the other girl present was named Zheng Xixi.

And that man.

He fell into a pool of blood, the rain gradually turned from light rain to heavy rain, he couldn't stand up, the phone was too far away, and he couldn't reach it, so he had to estimate his blood loss in his heart and guess when he would die.

oops.

If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have quarreled with Xu Zhao yesterday.

Xi Tian thought.