sing you a love song, do you listen

04

I forgot my mobile phone.

Xu Zhao stretched out his hand to wipe the water on the glass, and looked at his own shadow reflected in the car glass.Even on the bus with the heater turned on, he was tightly wrapped, with only a pair of eyes exposed.

He saw a tiny flame in those eyes.

Xu Zhao felt that maybe this was God's will.No matter what the tone of this youthful long poem written from the age of first love, there should always be an ending.

He should also say sorry to Xi Tian.

If it weren't for his youthful vigor back then, he wouldn't be where he is today.

05

"Psychologically speaking," after Xi Tian put the medicine in his pocket again and pushed it to Xu Zhao, he finally couldn't help but say, "When a guilty person sees a weak person, especially a physically handicapped person, They will have more sympathy than others. If you don’t offer to help them, you will feel that you have a bad conscience.”

He looked at the only eye on Xu Zhao's face with calm eyes, "I am different from ordinary people. The disability has indeed changed my life a lot, but now I have adapted to this kind of life. I don't need it either." Your sympathy or help, Mr. Xu."

His lips were very light, even a little sickly pale.

Xi Tian's complexion is also very light. When Xu Zhao walked on the street with him back then, when he turned his head, he was often dazzled by his paper-like white face.

Maybe it's because he hasn't seen the sun for too long, Xu Zhao always feels that Xi Tian looks whiter than when he was in college.

It has been a week since the last accident where the mobile phone was left in the store.

Xu Zhao came every day in the middle of the night, rain or shine.At the beginning, I took the bus, wrapped tightly and well-behaved, and did not dare to wander my eyes after entering the store. When talking to Xi Tian, ​​it was like a primary school student who skipped class and met a teacher.Later, I borrowed a black Wuling Hongguang from a friend, and I was not afraid of being recognized along the way, so I finally paid attention to the style.Occasionally wearing a jacket with a mask, long legs and long feet, and a little bit handsome.

However, Xu Zhao always thought he was handsome, but he didn't know if Xi Tianjue felt it.

That night, Xu Zhao got off the bus and walked all the way back to the clinic.As soon as he opened the door, he saw Xi Tian's eyes move over, sizing him up calmly.

But Xu Zhao was very nervous.Before Wei Zheng went on a blind date, he said that the date was his first love. He was nervous about eating western food and cut steaks with the back of a knife. Xu Zhao also joked that he was not good at heart and that he was too good at flirting with girls.

But he was also a person who held a concert at the Bird's Nest, and found that when facing Xi Tian, ​​he should be nervous or nervous.

This made him feel very sorry for his previous behavior of mocking Wei Zheng.

Xu Zhao walked up to Xi Tian.

He silently took a cool apple fork. During this period, Xi Tian didn't even lift his eyelids. He looked at his phone with his eyes downcast. tadpole word, Russian.

Xu Zhao unlocked the screen lock, then opened his WeChat account, and clicked on the WeChat QR code.Then he put the phone on the table, stretched out his arm, and quietly pushed it in front of Xi Tian.

Xi Tian raised his head, with some doubts in his eyes.

Xu Zhao shyly said, "I'm applying for after-sales...add a contact information."

"..."

"I don't have WeChat." Xi Tian refused without any surprise.

He was good-looking since he was a child. When he was in elementary school, he was blocked by the bully in his class at the door of the men's room for kisses. Rejecting others was already commonplace, and the time he spent thinking was shorter than the time he blinked.

Xu Zhao thought for a while, then took back the phone.

Half a minute later, a QQ QR code appeared under Xi Tian's nose.

"..."

Xu Zhao said very straightforwardly: "You have QQ. I applied for it for you."

After the breakup, Xu Zhao ruthlessly blocked him.When he calmed down and went to join in desperation, the other party didn't even pass the friend application.

I regret it now, very much.

Xu Zhao saw that the corner of Xi Tian's mouth turned up, but unfortunately only one side turned up.

"I don't use QQ either. I don't use any social software." Xi Tian replied after a moment of silence. Sitting in a wheelchair, he looked up at Xu Zhao slightly, "Is there anything else you can do?"

Xu Zhao left, like a fighting dog who had lost a match, dejected and still focused on his wounds.

But since then, Xu Zhao will come to the clinic every day between one and two o'clock in the morning to check in.I swiped my face card and felt embarrassed to leave empty-handed, so I bought some over-the-counter medicine every time.

I bought seven boxes of 999 Ganmaoling, and piled them on the table.

Today was the first time Xi Tian took the initiative to talk to him.

Xu Zhao was surprised, and didn't react immediately, and just froze there.

It took him a while to find his voice: "It's not sympathy."

Xu Zhao's voice has been praised by various media all the time, saying that it is the voice kissed by an angel, but now the voice covered under the mask is a bit muffled, and the volume is not too loud.

Fortunately, it was quiet enough in the middle of the night for Xi Tian to hear Xu Zhao's words clearly.

"My feelings for you have never been sympathy," Xu Zhao said, he stretched out a hand, Kong Kong nodded his own head, "I secrete dopamine when I see you, and my brain can't control it. So I want to see you."

It's unpromising.But also very happy.

Even though he knew Xi Tian couldn't see, Xu Zhao still broke into a smile.The end of his eyes curled up like a peach petal.

Xi Tian didn't know what to say for a while, his hands rested on the blanket, subconsciously rubbing the fluff on the blanket.

When he realized his behavior, he suddenly smiled inwardly, a little self-deprecating.

It turned out that he was also at a loss.

He used to like Xu Zhao's eyes, which were beautiful and radiant, but now, he was a little afraid to look directly into those eyes.

Xi Tian hates himself in those eyes.

Small, humble, crippled, myself.

Many years have passed.Xi Tian had almost forgotten what it was like to stand up.

At the beginning, he always forgot that he was a cripple, thinking that he could still walk with these legs, so he fell to the ground many times.If there is no nurse on the side, I can only get up slowly with my arms supported.Once he didn't want to climb anymore, so he stuck to the cold ground and thought that he might as well die directly.

One night, Xi Tian woke up in the middle of the night.He was still in the hospital at that time, unable to move his legs, so he lay down all day long, and couldn't sleep at night.

Xi Tian looked at the empty ceiling and burst into tears.

When the mentor told him that it was difficult to recover, Xi Tian didn't cry, his father died early, and his mother didn't care about him, he was much stronger than ordinary people.He has always kept Professor Zheng's concern for him in his heart these past few years, and he doesn't want his tears to make this old man who treats him like a son-in-law feel bad again.

His mother rushed over from his hometown, and the first thing he said was "How much did you lose?" He came for a day or two and then left. At that time, he watched the back of this old woman with gray hair slowly leave. , he did not cry.If you cry with her, she will not soften her heart, and maybe she will find it ridiculous.

The child who didn't say a word when his leg was discounted back then is not stubborn anymore when he gets older.

Not ridiculous.

He was crying because he suddenly remembered that today is the Mid-Autumn Festival. At this time last year, he was still complaining to Xu Zhao, saying that the moon cakes given out by the hospital were really unpalatable.

Xu Zhao said, "Hey, let's stop eating. When do you get off work? I'll make dumplings for you."

In fact, they had broken up by then.Logically speaking, Xi Tian felt that he shouldn't bother Xu Zhao.

What's more, he is disabled.Xu Zhao couldn't take care of himself, so he didn't have the energy to take care of a useless person.

There is no filial son in front of the long sick bed.

Fly separately when disaster strikes.

But that day, he was really tired.Too tired to lift my arms, all I want is a hug.

So he waited and waited until the sky turned pale, when the hour hand pointed from six to nine, and when it was Xu Zhao's usual time to wake up, Xi Tian finally dialed the number he knew by heart.

said the person on the phone.

"Sorry, the number you dialed is empty."

The person he was waiting for was late.So until today, it suddenly appeared.

And Xi Tian gave up all expectations many years ago.

Even if Xu Zhao was the only light he could catch in his dark life.

The author has something to say:

I'm so depressed to write this article, I'm going to be autistic because of this plot.

I'm eager to finish tomorrow.

Thanks to the little angels for irrigating me with nutrient solution~

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